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Ko-Fi post

A draft of an unposted fic. Feel free to read it if you want to see the premise. It features Unhinged Shen Qingqiu and Despairing Luo Binghe, and Liu Qingge mostly got the shorter end of the rope- he can't win against Shen Qingqiu

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Dark Cloud Upload

To my readers, the next chapter of Dark Cloud is up on doc. Not AO3. Got suspended 😜 (I hope that emoji conveys 'Ehe' emotion) Don't worry, the email person and I are very friendly. Will get out of it next month.

Anyway, the link to the upload is on my ko-fi!

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Update and Urgently asking for donation

I have explained everything in the link, but in short, my college as a mandatory program that is needed for one to graduate where I need to be away from home for over a month and urgently needed the fund to. It's embarrassing to ask this, but I'm pleading you to help.

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It's 2024, I know. But it really took me almost 3 years to finally face this 'reality', the fck is wrong with some people who ship this ship? I was HEARTBROKEN and SHUT-OUT all the news about the post-series anime when I heard this... ship... happened. I know tumblr has 'no ship is a bad ship' rule but F#CK THAT!!! This ship is like shipping Loid with Anya, can you imagine how disgusting of a person you are to do that?!

I'm holding on to hopes that Yashahime almost destroyed. Idc it's a popular ship in Japanese. Sesshomaru X Rin is not canon and will never be canon in my heart.

Rumiko Takahashi: "For me, Sesshomaru is a father / parental figure (to Rin)" (March, 2021)

And that's canon. Finally, the author of Inuyasha herself has confirmed her interpretation of Sesshomaru and Rin's relationship as one of father figure/daughter. She could have said that she thought of them as a future couple, but she didn't. She could have said they were just "companions" or "friends" like some people want to interpret their relationship, but she didn't, because she doesn't see them that way. The word she used (Hogosha) is used in contexts related to parents and parental relationships. She had that in mind as she portrayed Sesshomaru and Rin's interactions, and that implies that:

Sesshomaru and Rin's interactions were never intended to be romantic.

The kimonos Sesshomaru gave Rin were NOT courtship gifts. They were gifts from a father to his daughter.

Sesshomaru never cared for Rin because he was in love with her, but because he loved her as his own daughter.

Jaken's taking care of Rin doesn't exclude Sesshomaru from being a father figure.

Sesshoumaru helped raise Rin and he never intended to marry her.

OG Sesshomaru is not a pedophile. He is a protector of children.

So yeah, it's official: they are father and daughter. The rest is a bad fanfic.

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Update

The next chapter for Dark Clouds is ready, I'll do the beta-reading and last edit before update tomorrow, the real update will be within 24 hours or so. It's ready!

Also, I also want to update anyone following me in tumblr. My laptop is pranking me so often right now and my anxious mind can’t stand it, by pranking I mean taking too long to activate and sometimes not responding. I’m thinking of buying a new one on top of also buying a new phone (my phone didn’t prank me, it straight up divorced me, it died on me, it’s been three days, and I’m still mourning the lost 30k+ images in it. half of it is my writing references I compiled for the last four years, it hurts).

If you want to help me about my laptop, head over to my Ko-Fi https://ko-fi.com/invidiaenvy/goal?g=0

I’ve marked the target as $825, but honestly I’ll take any crumbs. Because I really need it asap.

*edit*

ENJOY!!! ^_^

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I've been away from social media for so long. I'm lost. I don't know how to use tumblr anymore.

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12th July 2023. 

Just found out AO3 is down because of hackers. I’ve been under rocks. Now my thin and unstable motivation to try and finish the next chapter of Dark Clouds dissipated. I will go and play games to soothe my heart and wish the site the best.

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Newest Announcement

Hey, if you come here from AO3, yes, you know me as Invidia_Envy. I’ve posted this before in one of my TKA fics update kinda completely forgetting about its rules there.

So, in the TKA fic, I asked for donation for my tuition while I was having a headache on how to pay it. I managed to raise just enough to not completely drain my family off without any food, but it wasn’t enough to not be in debt. I had to borrow my brother’s money and he was also very tight with money, so yeah, in debt.

I’ve been swamped with the new semester that I couldn’t write so I couldn’t make new update to inform about the donation.

Please bear in mind, this is DONATION. I don’t want you all to think that you all need to give me money for me to keep going. This only a hobby of mine and it didn’t sit well for me to capitalize on it or even hold hostage an update.

I would be grateful if you, my readers, could donate to lighten up some of the burden so I could have more time to write. Thank you in advance. This is my ko-fi page:

https://ko-fi.com/invidiaenvy

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No, Mammon. Baby Beel is NOT. Go and cuddle your brother to sleep. Take Belphie with you.

I put all seven brothers' names and let the generator pick which n-person(s) quote for them. Got a few gold.

I can practically hear Shinya-san's voice cracking like a thunder

This two always fills me with joy when they're together. The least intense of the brothers. Levi is too wrapped up in his own self-loathing most of the time and rarely had the confidence, meanwhile Beel also had confidence issue due to the thing with -cough cough-Lilith-cough.

The first time I got this one was with this pair, imagine how happy I was

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I put all seven brothers' names and let the generator pick which n-person(s) quote for them. Got a few gold.

I can practically hear Shinya-san's voice cracking like a thunder

This two always fills me with joy when they're together. The least intense of the brothers. Levi is too wrapped up in his own self-loathing most of the time and rarely had the confidence, meanwhile Beel also had confidence issue due to the thing with -cough cough-Lilith-cough.

The first time I got this one was with this pair, imagine how happy I was

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Here some fitting incorrect quotes with Obey Me brothers, featuring the three eldest and the youngest

Leviathan being the one who always wear high-collared outfit (or with headphone slung over his neck) to get called turtleneck did it to me. Perfect.

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So I found out about random incorrect quotes generator and have been using it to procrastinate badly.

You have no idea, I found this quote FIVE TIMES and every time, Neo will always be in the same spot. Grisia and Pope switched roles a few times, but Neo never did and it's honestly very fitting.

This is honestly good. In-character. Except Pope has to be absolutely mind-trapped to say yes.

This is canon. Like, really canon. Everyone knows Grisia is weaker than a Cleric.

This is hilariously possible to happen.

Honestly putting them is just a random giggles because none of the entries fit before because it feels so out of place, but this three just completes each other in the three-characters generator.

Now I want to write an AU about them being roommates...

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Rune Factory never did explain the MC's old lives. In RF original, it makes a bit sense as Raguna was mentioned as an earthmate they grabbed randomly to toss into Kardia by the Sechs (?).

But after the original, it makes no sense. Kyle, in RF2, was tasked to seal Fiersome- an existence that some people KNOW sealed in Alvarna. Kyle practically lived in Alvarna without doing anything for almost a decade (assuming he's only getting married in year 2 or 3) before going "Ooooh yeah!" And left his family behind to sacrifice his life for the sake of sealing Fiersome back. Like, literally no one else came looking or checking on him in Alvarna or simply just dropping by to see if the seal is really fixed if they don't care about Kyle that much. Would an earthmate need to rush over and sacrifice his life with deadline in front of his eyes if someone just drop by and ask him about the seal? The council of Earthmate is messed up.

In RF3, it's established that Micah is a guardian of faraway town that left his town in pursuit of the five menace boss monsters that wreck havoc in his town. Midways, he got kidnapped by a manipulative Native Dragon and once again play the game of fate that he didn't intend to do (Much like Raguna, he had his memory wiped). No one ever came up to search for the lost guardian. The ending is also very disturbingly entrapping thanks to Aquaticus. Almost like Aquaticus is UNWILLING to let Micah go and gave him an impossible set of options. "I can give you back your memory and send you home. Or you can stay here." More or less, it's worded like that. Notice something disturbing? Congrats! Aquaticus made it seem like he's giving Micah a choice, when in reality he gave nothing as such.

In RF4, as people already know. Despite having the task to give Rune Sphere to Ventuswill (a task. Reminder of RF2 with Kyle and his "task"). Ventuswill didn't know them nor the sender of that Rune Sphere it seems, or else, she would just send someone to fetch them and help Frey/Lest to get their memory back. No one came to check if the mission's successful. Not even in post arc 2 where everyone knows THAT happened. Almost like the failure or success doesn't really matter to whoever sent Lest/Frey on this mission. I gotta say, if earthmates move in council, the council is either corrupted af or indifferent af.

Amongst the 4 main series (not counting RF5 which I have yet to play), the only one with seemingly clean past of a traveler is Raguna (yeah, there's that theory that he's a Prince, but a LOST prince. He seemed like a traveler. Which means, no one would miss him if he's gone). Kyle was given a 'task' which means he has people waiting for him to report back or at least people who knew he went on a quest. Micah has visions of his childhood, a guardian to his hometown, that means he has friends (and possibly relatives) waiting for him at home. Lest/Frey are the same too like Kyle, someone or some people KNEW of their quests.

Like I know Frey lost her memories after the fall but wouldn't there be at least one person from her old life looking for her? Unless it's cleared up after act 3 it kind pulls me out juuuust a tiny tiny bit. Still absolutely love this game and Arthur.

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Tbh. I'm more inclined to believe Ino didn't like Sasuke that much. Since Ino's motive of getting close to Sasuke at first was because of pity due to Uchiha clan's massacre. I mean, c'mon, now... the one who breaks friendship over a guy first is Sakura. Idk about some of you, but I think Sakura is obsessed with Sasuke rather than "in love" pretty sure why she could stay put in the village was because Sarada is like her reassurance that Sasuke would return.

Another Ino vs Sakura rant......

I’ve noticed 2 paralleling scenes:

Now these scenes take place within weeks/a month apart so its safe to say that this is a good indication of what both of their mindsets on love were at the time

So you see Ino from the get go is kind of taken with Sai and with Sakura and the love letter ninja, she outright says she’s already taken 

knowing full well that Sasuke isn’t even romantically interested in her ESPECIALLY at the moment when he is evil. 

In fact, later on, Sasuke says this:

So what I’m saying is that no matter what, at this point, Sakura thinks she has Sasuke in the bag, like eventually he’ll return her feelings and they’ll be together no matter what Sasuke’s side of it is. She thinks that enough to turn down other guys who are interested

Now compare this to Ino:

she openly flirts with Sai. Even though she loves Sasuke she knows that there is a possibility that he might not feel the same so why not try other guys if she’s attracted to them? She clearly hasn’t bet everything in the world on a life with Sasuke like Sakura has. 

A lot of people call Ino a slut for this but seriously which would you prefer????

someone who can’t take “no” for an answer????? Someone who tries to guilt you into a relationship with them?

or someone who’s not going to pressure you to be with them? Who doesn’t rely on you for their happiness?????

like this scene kinda reminds me of the wedding scene in Beauty and the Beast

you know the one

where Gaston has an entire wedding set up

and hasn’t even proposed to Belle yet? 

Like……….Sakura already considered her and Sasuke to be in a relationship regardless of what he thought. 

and even though it was revealed that Ino still loved Sasuke during the war…..

in her dream she thinks of both Sai and Sasuke as equals which means that she did keep her options open

and it just so happen that one of those options worked out for her. She didn’t reject Sai, she didn’t make him wait until she sorted her feelings for Sasuke, she jumped right on in because she KNEW if Sasuke wanted her, he’d put as much effort into getting her attention and love as Sai did which is how it SHOULD be. 

Sasuke knew how Ino felt about him and he clearly didn’t care so why should she????

and he clearly didn’t care about Sakura either. I mean at the point of this screenshot, its been 2 years since 699 when he poked her forehead and he still hadn’t come back

hell the only damn contact she got from him in TWO YEARS is one note that was addressed to Naruto and Hinata and she blushed from that. She blushed at the thought that Sasuke still thinks about NARUTO. 

and the thing is, Sasuke clearly didn’t come back. If Sakura had to chase him down after 2 ½ years of zero contact then Sasuke clearly didn’t care about starting a relationship with her either. 

I mean look at this, Sakura considers 2 ½ minutes a “date” while Sai literally went out, bought a book, and researched how to take a girl on a date and I’m assuming it was to impress Ino.

and she doesn’t even think Sasuke remembers their *date*

Do you see the difference between these two women? Do you see how off one of them is????????

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He's already experienced with getting carried by Luffy, y'all. This is a character development if I could see any.

obsessed with how Law landed with his legs fully crossed onto Sanji’s shoulders