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“Peggy!” Steve instantly stood up. He regularly did have foot in mouth disease. But this time he honestly couldn’t identify what exactly he had said. “Of course, it matters. Whatever it is.” Because it couldn’t be anything close toe eh unsaid feelings that Steve was more than sure he had hid from Peggy. Because she deserved someone infinitely, well... not him. 

Peg hated this feeling. Being lost and confused, it was like drowning and no one would help. “Nothing. It doesn’t matter, apparently.” She grabbed her things and made to leave. She had places to be, anyway.

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“Yes, I’m always in the process of editing it because you keep making new exceptions for yourself. That’s why there isn’t a title for yours yet.”

He made one more stretching motion with his hands. “Breakfast food for dinner? Sure, not like we’re going to do much else tonight that’d be as good.”

Ian sighs, shaking his head. He knows trying to push his point is useless. ❝ do I have my own clause ❞ he asks, jokingly, placing the band aid on his father’s pale skin.  

Ian tilts his head ❝ hey do you think we could have breakfast for dinner? Sam says it’s the best thing ever!❞ trying to change the subject, his father was suborn, no one was going to change his mind, and while Ian would continue to hover, and be over protective and worry, maybe he needed to just enjoy the time he had with Steve, for however long it will be.  

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Ian wasn’t really into animated movies himself, though he didn’t mind them. His dad adored them, and well that was good enough for him.  He tucks himself into a ball on the couch, watching the screen but also watching his father, Steve’s even breaths gave the boy comfort. He closes his eyes, and let’s the sound lull in the background, he knows neither of them will be sleeping tonight. 

Steve took the blanket with good grace, distracted as he was. Besides, if it was anyone else they’d likely not have a hand. Okay, almost anyone else. 

He ended up watching the movie in almost silence. Occasionally, his breathing would take a wrong turn. Steve would cough once, or wheeze a moment before it would go back under control. His hand reached out and ruffled Ian’s hair. 

“You’re looking cold over in the other corner, son.”

Sons Shouldn’t Worry for Their Fathers || ianrogerss

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okay but can you imagine Bucky fucking something up and Steve’s laughing at him and Bucky glares and goes “Would you stop laughing at my boner and help me do something about it?” 

and somewhere in the background Sam chokes on his food, knocks his knee into the counter and falls over to curl up on the floor and Steve just laughs louder

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ianrogerss:

❝ In all fairness dad, I don’t think Nat or Sam pity you either ❞ he let go of Steve’s hands, going back over to the cabinet and grabbing bad aid ❝ don’t you think your being a little unfair?❞  

“’Tasha and Sam already have the “bucky exception” clause attached to their friendship contracts. And before you even ask, Bucky’s entire friendship contract is the bucky exception clause.” 

Steve stretched his fingers. “And. No. No I don’t.”

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ianrogerss:

He nods, walking forward and grabbing his fathers hand. He dabs on the disinfectant, being as gentle as he possibly can. ❝ Still I don’t want to come off as over bearing, I know you hate it when the other’s fuss over you. ❞   

“One, those are others. Two, you get the same exceptions as Bucky. Three, ... well... three is that you don’t make it seem like pity.” He hissed a little from the disinfectant. “The pity is what I hate.”

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ianrogerss:

Ian clutched the bottle of disinfectant in his handle ❝ sorry ❞ he mutters ❝ I know – I’m annoying–I just don’t want to loose you. ❞      

“Why else do you think I’m making a joke about it?” Steve shrugged one shoulder. “You’re not annoying. I know you mean well by it. It’s just...” He sighed. 

“You’re fine, Ian. You’re my son. Gives you carte blanche to worry about me.”

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ianrogerss:

Continuation of ( x )

“This isn’t the first time that I’ve split my knuckles, you know.” even though he’s not moving, Ian’s strong enough that Steve’s dragged along anyway.

❝ I know but each time is different dad, you should take any chances in your condition. ❞ when they arrive at the bathroom, he releases Steve, heading over to the cabinet. ❝ you may be willing to risk it but I’m not. ❞    

“My ‘condition’.” Steve closed his eyes and pushed down the almost instinctive rush of anger. Ian didn’t mean anything bad by it. there were probably a few others who also didn’t mean anything by it, but Ian was still the only one her could really forgive for it. 

“You forgot to make it plural.” 

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ofsoprano:

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Christine curled up against the window, tucked small in the curve of her own body. She smiled at him, a little confused, a little shy, and still hesitant.

“You don’t have to not sleep–I mean, I can help.” Maybe something good can come from her invasive voice.

The smile on his face feels plastered on. But it’s enough that it should look real. Besides, it’s hard to not smile in return to the expression beign thrown his way.

“I’m fine. Would just wake up again when I start another round of coughing, and I wouldn’t want to undo your work. ”

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I’m the type of person who can tell you that you’re worth it, yet I don’t believe that I am.

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ssr-agent-peggycarter 

Getting frustrated, she threw a balled up piece of paper at him. “Idiot.” Peggy stood up and walked away. Sighing, she had no idea how to approach this, she’d never felt this way about anyone before, and she had no idea what to do.

Steve didn’t dodge intime to miss teh ball of paper, but it made him look up again, glasses fallign down to hang off the tip of his nose. “What the hell, Pegs? What was that for? I was only teasing.”

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Reblog if you don't mind having multiple different rps with the same mun and muse

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"Are you really that bloody blind?" (ssr-agent-peggycarter)

“Actually, Peggy, Yes, I am that blind. Thank you for noticing the glasses and the squinting.” Steve rolled his eyes good naturedly and went back to tapping his pencil on the corner of the first, and distressingly blank, page of his sketchbook.

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Will somebody please torture my muse with random uncomfortable questions for my own entertainment? Thanks.

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Unrequited Love & Heartbreak

"Are you really that fucking blind?"

"I'm the one's that's always been there for you, not him/her!"

"I'm in love with you."

"I think I love you."

"I never loved you."

"Can we pretend you didn't say that?"

"Can we pretend I didn't say that?"

"I don't feel the same way."

"I think we should just be friends."

"It's so obvious that you like him/her."

"Can you stop talking about him/her?"

"You know I like/love you, and I'm trying to forget that, but you make it pretty difficult to do that by talking about him/her every time we speak."

"Every time I try to move on, you're right there."

"Stop leading me on."

"You're playing with me."

"I never thought we'd have a last kiss."

"I'm tired of being your doormat."

"Take a chance on me."

"Can I kiss you?"

"I'm tired of being your second choice."

"I'm not even your second choice, I'm not even in the top ten to you!"

"I can't keep pretending that I don't care."

"I was in love with you and you took advantage of it."

"I kinda wanna be more than friends."

"Have you ever stopped to think I have feelings, too?"

"It's pretty shitty how you think you're entitled to have a relationship with me because we're friends."

"Just let me go."

"I regret every time I've said I love you."

"All I've ever learned from love is that someone is always gets fucked someone over."

"Have you ever been in love?"

"I don't believe in love."

"I don't wanna get hurt."

"I'm not gonna hurt you."

"I can't do this anymore."

"You broke my heart."

"Please don't leave me."

"It's over."

"I can't erase you."

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