amnesia-faucet

[amnesia-faucet]

maaaaaan u ever play disco elysium. great game

sadly no :[ but i do plan on getting the game on christmas or smth! i've been hearing ppl talking abt it a lot recently and it sounds pretty fun, just too poor to really afford it rn lmaoo

tbh i was gonna watch some videos on it, but idk if i'd end up spoiling myself and ruining my interest once we do get it, yknow?

[amnesia-faucet]

hello! we’re the Amnesia Faucet. (strange name, ik.) i’m part of a median system of likee... 7+? with god knows how many facets of self.

this blog is to both document my experiences in this brain of mine, and to discuss things like syscourse with others. i’m incredibly interested in psychology, and i feel like i have quite a few experiences to share involving my own psychological “journey.”

more below:

collectively, you can refer to us as Ei, or Entity. these aren’t our real names of course, but they work.

i am diagnosed with BPD, ADHD, and ASD. we do not have any current diagnosis of ANY dissociative disorder, though we assume that we are a traumagenic, disordered system, after years of research. we won’t be using any of the specific CDD labels however (like OSDD/DID/etc.) because of the nature of our plurality, and the uncertainty of everything.

we will try not to talk on behalf of things that we cannot (like endogenic plurality, or specific experiences relating to CDDs,) however we will talk about our experiences with traumagenic/disordered plurality outside of CDDs. if we somehow fuck up and respond to things we shouldn’t and whatnot, please let us know!

we use parts language and refer to some of us as “facets.” this is mainly because we can’t tell our plurality from our BPD half the time. if that makes you uncomfortable, feel free to block us or whatever you need to do. /gen

collectively we use the term syscourse unaligned to describe our views on syscourse. we are generally pro-endo, in that we believe endogenic systems exist and should be allowed their own spaces, though we’re willing to see other sides. that’s part of why this is a syscourse blog, after all.

here’s to some (hopefully) civil discussions. :}