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it really is incredible how often people will stumble into admitting that they think that jerking off to a disadvantaged group of people is the same as supporting them

[nofizeononde]

Thinking about the girl I had a long distance fauxcest connection with four years ago who just vanished completely one day. No sign of what happened to her.

I hope you're okay. Every day I have wished that you are alive and healthy. Every day I worry about if you're still on this world. My life has continued, and I hope yours has too. I mourn for you either way.

[nofizeononde]

While I am transfem, in the particular example I'm sharing, I don't really think it changes anything, buuuut:

I experienced rejection multiple times to the *same girl* in middle school. Some I handled better than others, some I admit I wasn't exactly the coolest person in the world about. I did also figure out I didn't even have a crush on this girl multiple years down the line (it was gender envy I just didn't understand at the time), but like, I still tried multiple times, got rejected multiple times. There are some men who are so fragile that they feel rejected by someone important to them and spiral into toxic ideologies so hard they eventually commit mass homicide. Get the fuck over yourself, if you can't handle rejection, respectfully, it's a skill issue.

Don’t know how true this stat is, but I can’t stress how important it is for young men in particular to learn how to handle rejection.

Getting rejected in high school sucks ass, but it teaches you not to be a fucking bam later in life.

[nofizeononde]

Kinda gives me the vibes of the girls from In Heat: Lustful Nights. Idk maybe I'm crazy

shadow doodles

[nofizeononde]

Sometimes I feel kinda bad cause like I'll have obsessive thoughts that kinda almost toe into like cliche 'yandere' territory over my (consensual dw) wife [ie not being allowed to leave me, etc] and like I UNDERSTAND that it's not really that harmful the way I'M doing it

But ALSO I feel guilty about them because I was trapped in multiple abusive relationships before this and don't want to perpetuate their behaviors.

I know it's different in nuance. I know I'm not actually trapping her and our relationship would fall more under cute mutual yearning. But on paper the slight similarities unnerve me

[nofizeononde]

Not to be a superstitious conspiracy theorist but the sketchiest thing about the election between Trump and Harris is the fact that the results broke the ERB prediction ritual of the first person losing

Romney vs Obama, Romney went first, lost

Clinton vs Trump, Clinton went first, lost

Biden vs Trump, Trump went first, lost

Trump vs Harris, Trump went first, won???

That shit hella rigged, especially adding on a bunch of other superstitions on top of it.

The breaking of tradition is evident with every passing day of ramping fascism.

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Nofi

Short for Nofizeononde, a shortening of November Five Zero One One Delta, the phonetic alphabet for N5011D.

Meant to reflect tail numbers on airplanes, an identity for no reason other than to be a layer for another layer that conceals the truth. And yet, it is still me, still a truth.

This blog is mostly for me to put miscellaneous thoughts without necessarily having them attached to me