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that was me at the age of 12

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I am SO outraged right now. I’m officially 48 hours into my fast and I’ve somehow managed to GAIN 3 pounds!! How?? How is that even possible??

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I can’t wait to be so thin that people are concerned.

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I just wanna get worse. I need to get worst.

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Sure you can eat, But what's after?

Isn't your goal to lose weight?

How is eating helping you? Your not going to lose weight if you eat like that

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Wearing ice cream cone earrings is all part of the ✨deception✨

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i've got 99 problems and being underweight would solve all of them

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keep an open mind and a closed refrigerator.

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If I were skinny I’d be loved.

I just wanna need to be perfect for him.

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working late so you can skip dinner >>>

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TW Child Abuse

Breaking my fast early, but I honestly don’t give a fuck after tonight. I had to watch as my coworker beat the shit out of his 13 year old son. The only people working there were me, him, and his wife (who was defending him). Called the police but they didn’t do ANYTHING. I know that’s kinda their thing, but it’s hard to witness it firsthand. Especially with two eyewitnesses (my other coworker who came in because I called her) and 2 dozen customers who heard EVERYTHING. I don’t know where I’m going with this I’m just upset, and not eating doesn’t feel like the priority for once.

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Me: I don’t get it. Why am I being extra clumsy and why do I keep losing my balance?

Also me: Bitch the only calories you’ve consumed in over 24 hours are your meds. Why do you think???

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eat less today for morning skinny tomorrow.