anasdude

[anasdude]

[anasdude]

will never be the villain in a story bc i hide from human interactions, couldn't gibe less of a shot about you

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[anasdude]

when billie said "i cannot fall in love with you" i felt that

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moved out, got my uncles teddy bear on my new keys

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the whole food issue is so exhausting like wdym my body need nutrients to be pretty

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having a digestive system is exhausting

just making trouble

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oh how i love my gen, i can say its too loud or i am too anxious right now to eat they be like no worries let us know what we can do and then they carry on filling their own bellies

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hope the next universe im born it doesn’t make this stupid mistake of putting souls in the wrong bodies

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when i starve too long im getting disgustingly bloated WTHHHH

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just bc you did any exercise doesn’t mean you can shovel all that shot in your face

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ok im done eating now

did omad for like 3-4 months now and evertime i ate my bloodsugar is so high im shaking, i feel unwell and heavy. didn’t even eat much just a normal meal i think

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tw vent ed i guess

so the following happened the past weeks. i have been out almost every day somewhere and made to just eat one time a day and it worked wonders, it made me finally lose some of the last kg i wanna get rid of. and now i started running and swimming again (had top surgery in feb) and my hunger increased almost instantly. like i dont even feel hunger it's just the urge to eat, my body is hungry, i know that feeling and it bothers me so fucking much. like i kinda get that i have to eat to build/keep muscles and lose this disgusting fat but it bothers me so f much to eat.

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does anyone know if running will make my hips go smaller? need a masculine figure

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these are my fav 3d tags

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holding back so good lately, keep it up brother

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how stupid do i wanna be?

every day i do quite a fast, or just have snack to feed a toddler (even they eat more tbh), i come home and think like yeah but my body has to eat bc otherwise jojo effect (which is simple science and makes sence ofc) but like can i not enjoy a fday of fasts and simply fall asleep again?