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I'm really actually genuinely sorry. For those. Screaming. posts. It's been one of those days. Deleting them now and going to be off tumblr again.

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Why do I do things that I know 100% of the time without fail make me spiral and convince me I'm evil. I did not have to cry until I threw up just now that was completely my choice and it's a choice I keep making. What the fuck is wrong with me.

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Dont listen to anything I say during the summer I start to sound awful and say shit I dont believe. Like the world is an evil place and I wish I were dead

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If I start sounding insane over the next period of my life . I'm watching The Amazing World of Gumball for the first time since I was twelve and this show is fucking Weird.

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Hate trying to explain the way my brain works because "I'll be having a conversation with someone I've known for over a year and trust with more information about me than I trust my therapist with, yet the moment we stop talking I firmly believe they want me skinned alive and fed to wild pigs" sounds way too excessive. But is the only way I've found to accurately explain The Feeling™️.

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Finch and Marigold

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Psycho Cuties is a russian indie animated series, and it's basically about this mad scientist named dr masacrik and his creation Mimi and their toxic relationship.

I'm really into it rn but i don't really want to dump about it on my blog because a lot of people consider the show and the creator/communtiy to be problamtic, and some of the people who follow me don't think it's ok to like problematic things. I know that's somewhat cowardly of me but i don't feel like i'm in a place mentally where i could stand to start drama and loose friends, and i just really really really felt like i needed to talk about it </3

Ah alr! Interesting! Well as I am of the belief that unless a book/movie/show/series actually encourages people to engage in harmful actions or encourages harmful beliefs (ex: promotes abuse, bigotry, etc. as something that should be done in real life rather than just depicting it), it is not "problematic"... you won't see any of that out of me. Might check it out!

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Is that happiness and joy i sense...

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Have you seen or heard of Psycho Cuties?

No whats that

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Do we think perhaps a lay on the floor will lessen the despair

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hey there buddy……..

Why hELLOOOOO

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Google how to express a fear you have without making it come true

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Every day I'm doing nothing in particular just lalalala and then suddenly im hit by the Pain again and it's time to isolate myselfff

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Lalala made a pre-zombie one! Hir name is finch btw and pronouns are he/him shi/hir

Zombie boy OC that I drew with colour settings turned off last night and then slightly edited (somehow his ear wound up orange in the original, so I fixed that and gave hir orange earrings instead).

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WELCOME BACKKKKKK EXCITED TO SEE YOUR SHITPOSTS AGAINNN

>:)))) why thank you, I'm excited to make them again

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WELCOME BACK HELLOOOOOOOO its me green guy I'm in hiding thogh🤫

:,] auh thank you. I'll be sure not to tell anyone 👀

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google how to explain a bad situation that isnt my fault in a way that doesnt make me look like a dick / make it look like i'm pinning the blame on someone else Urgent