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absolutely hate it when the pleasurable activity procrastination hits. i’m going to do something fun that brings me joy but not yet. yeah, not yet. not yet. maybe i shouldn’t do it at all, it’s not that fun

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do we all have a list of people we met online and who have been inactive for years and who we really hope are doing okay and that we hope will cross our paths again one day or is that just me

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I find it very offensive that the more unwell you are, the more things you have to do to maintain your health. Things like following special diets, going to medical appointments, making big and important decisions about what treatments to use. At the same time, the more unwell you are the less energy you have to do all of these extra things. It seems grossly unfair.

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y’all ever sent a risky text and you so scared you start doing chores

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idk if the artist formerly known as supercomputation is still around but if u are. hope you're doing well loved your style

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the new war of the worlds movie is actually one of the funniest things ive ever seen in my life if you like "so bad theyre good" movies PLEASE pirate this film. it's one of those "made during the pandemic so no one can be in the same room" movies so the entire film is just ice cube staring at his webcam reacting to the end of the world and his children being in mortal peril like he's losing at dark souls

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“we need a slur for-” the word you’re looking for is insult. those exist. they can be highly effective too

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*Valley Girl voice*: I must, like, not fear. Fear is literally the mind-killer. Like it’s basically the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will totally face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me, and? When it’s gone? I’m gonna like turn the inner eye to see its path! Where the fear has gone there will be literally nothing. Only I will remain.

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I'LL SMASH MY TV WITH A BATTERING RAM

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cozy game means fucking nothing. i saw someone call firewatch a cozy game. the game about child death. i saw someone say dredge was a cozy game thats secretly horror. theres nothing secret about the horror the main plot is about necromancy and the world ends. what the fuck are you talking about. is it bc the art style is nice to look at. oh im gonna watch my favorite chick flick the descent. what are you fucking talking about

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forgive my shit ass phone camera screenshots but here's my new thing from yesterday: the free demo of Shape of Dreams has a lizard with a gun in it.

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white ppl will steal every aesthetic from black culture and then call it something so stupid like bo derek braids instead of box braids or hasbin hotel core instead of black southern dandism. yall will bend over backwards to call my culture barbaric/scary just to drool over the aesthetic the moment no actual black people are involved (21 pilots vs actual reggae). And if ur white/nonblack reading this just reblog. I dont need any comments talking about how not racist you are + speaking up over actual black people.

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genuinely if u have been feeling like garbage u have to put the effort in to do one new thing every day. it doesn't have to be big but you have to do it. like I'm talking open your alarms and set a daily new thing time right now before you finish reading this sentence levels of do it. actually making the concrete choice to change something by doing it levels of doing it.

it doesn't have to be a big thing to be new. combine two ingredients for a snack you've never had before. open itch.io and play the first free game you see, or read the first free book. browse online radio stations. try a free demo on steam. catch up on a webcomic. follow an origami tutorial. take a different route on the way home. talk to someone you've been too shy to. watch a video on how to learn a skill you hadn't really thought about. identify one local bird. read a random page on wikipedia all the way through. listen to a local artist on bandcamp. play some new daily website game. read theory that you've been putting off. try a free art program and see what you can make in 15 minutes. experiment with a yoga pose. put your pillows on the foot of your bed and sleep like that for a night. stand on something you usually sit on.

I get that it's hard to make habits. I am saying this as someone disabled, with ADHD, with autism, with depression, unmedicated, etc etc, and as someone who has been in the recovery of clawing myself out of that hole. being stuck in monotony will kill you. you're not obligated to like the new things, you can not finish what you started, never touch it again. but you have to seek it out, and yes, you do have the power to make that kind of change right now, and every day, even when it's exhausting and feels useless and the world sucks. it is not a choice that will solve everything. but I truly do believe it's worth doing. I love you.

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Samus Aran is the most transfem character ever because she's had to become so very strong and well-prepared to operate in environments where everything wants to murder her, but for all her training and equipment, there's still situations in her life where the only way she can move forward is by balling herself up into the tiniest possible shape and rolling along the path before her. But eventually she gets to expand her options with explosives, and that's what every trans girl needs to urgently procure.

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*through gritted teeth* the world is GOOD. people are kind. Humans are NOT inheritly selfish. you will make it through this year. recovery is possible. people you don't know yet will love you. You are going to do things you can't even imagine right now. You are going to read a rlly good book. You are going to eat some rlly good food. You are going to experience joy again. Things can get better. Situations can change. You can choose to be kinder. The world can change for the better.

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when i'm happy i say. it's tv time! when i'm sad i say

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some people really find it impossible to find fat characters attractive without the mind police making them think it's a "fat fetish" so they resort to lighter compliments like "cute or adorable". fat people are sexy too, they aren't limited to just being "cute"