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I've lost 15lbs in a months, but i still want it to go faster

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I actually realized, that i did not lose all the progress. Some workouts seem so much easier than when i first started to workout.

It just felt that way because my stamina seemed to have taken a nosedive.. But some muscle and muscle-memory is still in fact there

It's sad that i've seemingly lost all my progress with working out in 6 months

But maybe i also just need to accept that since my body was and still is sick

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[angelbbydolly]

I still haven't weight myself since getting the meds and starting to workout again

I'm frankly way to scared

What if that still doesn't cut it?

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anime_irl

[angelbbydolly]

It's sad that i've seemingly lost all my progress with working out in 6 months

But maybe i also just need to accept that since my body was and still is sick

[angelbbydolly]

I've made it

After 3 years of fighting to be heard

I got medication for my thyroid issue

[angelbbydolly]

Dating at a high weight is honestly really scary and awful

I always feel like i need to do my makeup extra pretty, smell extra nice, have extra soft skin and hair.. Just to make up for my body

A body which is sick and i can't change right now

It's frustrating

[angelbbydolly]

So..turns out i have a thyroid problem which more than likely caused my aggressive weight-gain

[angelbbydolly]

The absolute worst happened

I met a family member again after a bit more than a year not seeing them

And they immediately noticed my weight gain

I feel so incredibly disgusting and worthless

[angelbbydolly]

[angelbbydolly]

here are some calorie counts of certain foods, if anyone needs them :)

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MAGIC SPELL EVERYONE

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[angelbbydolly]

the disordered urge to refuse to see anyone until i drop a shocking amount of weigh

[angelbbydolly]

i want to be fragile i want to look sick, i want worried looks from older people and jealous ones from the youngest. i want random people in the bus to offer me food i want the mean girls to tell me to go eat a burger.