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Lonely (together) Chapter Nine

Harry’s POV

I woke up and went to make us breakfast. I bought some gifts for her yesterday.

I need to wrap her and my family's gifts that I ordered online.

I opened my phone and gathered some more gifts for her and ordered them. Breakfast was over and I went to wake her up.

"My angel wake up." I kissed her until she got up and hid in my neck. "So clingy." I laughed as I kissed her. "I'm not clingy." She mumbled. "God my head feels weird." She said as she opened her eyes and looked around. "That the feeling of hangover it's much worse if you drink strong things”

She groaned and went to wash her face and I sat waiting for her on the bed. When she came out she went to change her clothes and came to kiss me "I need to go shopping" she said on my lips.

"Breakfast first then think about the day" We went down and had breakfast then sat on the couch. "I'll go to work at 10 but I'll leave early" My work hours became shorter because I wanted to spend time with her, I was getting a lot done during those hours so no harm.

"When do you want to go shopping?"

“Today” she mumbled. “What do you need?” I said in a casual tone.

She looked at me hesitantly and then said, “I don’t have any heavy clothes, they’re all worn out.” She looked away and my chest ached.

“Shall we go out together this afternoon?” She looked at me hesitantly.

“If you come, you won’t buy me anything”

Of course I will buy her everything.

“What? Why?” She took a deep breath. “Harry, these are my clothes, I have to buy my own things” she said as if she was annoyed. “What if I wanna buy you something?” I looked at her.

“You’re unbearable.” She buried her head in my neck. I laughed to lighten the mood. “I’ll go get ready for work, sweetheart.” I kissed her and left.

Lillian’s POV:

It was 2pm and I went out with Cal. I was supposed to go out with Harry after work, but I wanted to buy a few things without him around. I went to an underwear store, I didn't wear anything nice or special for him until now.

So I took a few items. Then I went to buy him a hoodie and a bag, I thought I should get him a Christmas present.

I told Cal to drop me off at Harry's office. It was 3:30. I went in with the bags in my hand and quickly walked to the elevator and then to the office.

Harry's assistant greeted me and didn't mention that Harry was busy, I opened the office door without me knocking.

There were five men sitting with Harry. I felt the heat all over my body. Harry got up "My Angel what are you doing here?" He said softly as he walked towards me.

I smiled at him and he said to the men "We're done here, see you later" They all quickly left and Harry closed the door.

"Sorry your assistant didn't say you were busy"

“Yes because I told her you were allowed to get in whenever you came” He kissed me and looked at my hands.

“I thought we were going out together” His voice was emotionless and his face looked a little angry.

“I know baby I bought some personal stuff and I’m going with you too when you finish work” I tried to be convincing so I smiled softly but the scowl on his face didn’t go away.

“You should have told me you didn’t want me to come with you” His voice rose a little.

I moved away from him and sat down “Of course I want to go out with you, I just wanted to buy some stuff why are you making a big deal out of it?” He stood up and looked at me angrily then went to his desk and sat down without speaking.

I sat down for a while then said “Harry” in a low voice. He didn’t answer me.

I went to him and put his head on my chest and whispered “Talk to me don’t ignore me please” He didn’t move from his position. “Really Harry?” I moved away and looked at his face. But he didn’t look at me.

I took the bags and left, I sent to Cal to come back and pick me. I went home and threw the bags in my office.

I showered, changed into my pajamas and lay down to read by the garden door in the living room. Grey was asleep on top of me when Harry came in.

I didn't look at him but I felt his footsteps around me. Then he went upstairs.

I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in. Half an hour later I heard him come down and then open the door and close it. I turned and he wasn't there.

"Really? Like I'm not here" I said under my breath as I opened the door of the house but his car was already gone.

I closed the door and locked it along with all the doors in the house.

My time with him should have been after six unless he had a business dinner. Today he didn't.

Two hours passed and he didn't return. I was starting to worry but I was even more angry.

Harry stuck the key in the door several times but he couldn't open it so he knocked but I didn't move.

I smiled as I boiled inside. A few seconds later he was standing in front of the garden glass door, looking at me and knocking on the glass but I didn't look at him.

He went back to the front door and knocked quietly.

I took a deep breath and got up and opened the door.

“Oh I thought you were going to sleep outside” I mumbled as I walked up stairs without looking at him.

I stayed under the blankets to avoid him but an hour passed and he didn’t come to check on me.

I went to my office, got the new lingerie boxes and went to the bathroom.

I was so angry because I went and bought the most expensive items today for him and he treated me like this.

He doesn't know it's for him and that made me even more angry. I put on the first one and it was dark red.

I went out and closed the door of the room and put on a new red robe that I also bought today, silky and soft and very short.

I put on a little makeup and perfume.

I walked to the living room while he was sitting watching TV.

Grey jumped off of him and came to my feet as I entered the kitchen.

I carried her and kissed her "Hello mommy’s baby" I opened the fridge and took out a bunch of grapes and put it in a plate and took a glass of water.

As I was leaving the kitchen, Harry was looking at me.

I rolled my eyes and went back to the bedroom.

When I closed the door of the room, my heart was beating very fast. I didn't want to eat now, but I ate a little while reading.

A few minutes later Harry came in and closed the door, I was on the couch by the balcony with my legs crossed. I didn't look at him as he went into the bathroom and closed the door, the boxes were still there, I actually left them on purpose to make him regret ignoring me earlier.

He went out and he stood in front of me. I didn't look at him so he knelt in front of me and looked at me "I am sorry" he whispered I didn't reply so he kissed my knees and held my legs and looked at me "I'm sorry my love I shouldn't have acted the way I did"

I closed the book and looked at him "Where did you go?" He smiled and said "I bought some gifts for my family for Christmas."

Yes, he is going to leave me alone.

I looked at him and felt the tears gathering and threatening to fall.

"When are you leaving?" I said, looking down playing with the robe.

“I want you to come with me, I won’t go alone.” I felt my stomach sink from tension and anxiety.

I laughed bitterly “What? did you ask me if I wanted to go?”

He grabbed my hands and looked at me sadly and nervously.

“I want to take you to my family to meet them and get to know them, I want my mom to see you and tease you about how beautiful your hair is, please come with me.”

He kissed my hands but I got up and walked around the room.

“You’re asking me to get on the plane MYSELF and GO BACK to London?” I said in disbelief. “No, my family isn’t in London specifically, outside it in a small village.”

I have no luggage or clothes. I have never traveled in my life except once and it was a disaster.

“You’re crazy” I said, he still on his knees looking at me.

“I’m crazy because I want you to meet my family?” He said with a sting of pain.

“You’re crazy because you want to take me to the only place I’ve ever escaped from. That’s first.

Secondly, I don’t have a single winter item, a single normal one. Thank to you, we didn’t go today.

Thirdly, I’ve only traveled once! I don’t have any suitcases! What should I take? You’re crazy yes and I’m crazy too because I keep telling you my reasons instead. OF. SAYING. NO!”

I screamed at the last sentence and I didn’t notice my tears falling.

My hands started shaking and I struggled to breathe.

“Huff” I sat on the edge of the bed and hugged my legs.

Seconds later I felt his arms around me. “Go away, I don’t have any energy for you right now” I said.

He didn't speak, we sat like that for ten minutes until I calmed down and walked away from him and stood up.

I didn't know what to do.

Another fit of anger came when I looked at myself and remember what Harry had done.

I turned to him and said "You like this?" I opened the robe and showed him and his eyes widened.

"Good because you won't get it" I muttered and closed the bathroom door and changed into my pajamas and washed my face and went out.

He didn't move from his place but I turned off the light anyway and hid under the sheets. I cried again because everything was killing me. I don't know what's wrong with me, every girlfriend wants to meet her boyfriend’s family, isn't that what I've read about and seen around me? I was so scared. What if his family was so nice? He wouldn't understand my suffering, I didn't wish his family to be anything but nice.

I got out the sheets and he was still sitting at his place.

I hugged him and cried hard, he was so kind to me he didn't deserve a broken girl.

"Sorry Harry" I cried hard into his chest as he shook me gently.

We sat for a few moments then I turned my face away and said "I want to be as kind to you as you are to me, but... but I don't know what's right, what should I do. Maybe your family is nice, but how do you understand me? Are you pretending to or do you really understand me?"

I cried again and felt my chest hurt "I don't wish even a little that you actually suffered before… I feel like a burden when you pay me Harry I've bought myself everything since I was little. People used to donate to me. I definitely won't feel happy when you pay for my personal items."

"My Angel, I'm sorry I didn't see it from your point of view, I thought it was something simple and didn't try to talk to you about it. I'm so sorry and I'll try to find a compromise, okay?"

I thought for a while. "Okay," I whispered.

"As for my family, and I don't understand you. I would never compare my experience to yours, but when my parents divorced, I felt like my life was over. So I know that your feelings are so much bigger than what I experienced and that beautiful mind of yours"

he kissed my head "makes a lot of wrong ideas, and I'm ready to change one idea after another. When we go to my family. There will be no one who knows you or makes premature judgments about you, except my big uncle who will annoy you a lot because you are beautiful and should become a beauty queen."

I laughed and hugged him tightly.

"I don't have any clothes or travel bags and i need to find a job" He lifted my head and looked at him.

"How about I give you my card and you buy with it? You literally pay doesn’t matter whos card is" I laughed and felt that I should accept and ease my stubbornness about money.

“On condition that you… make love to me?” Harry laughed.

“Is that really your condition? I thought you wanted me to fly to the sky and bring back the moon.”

“I’m not that cruel.”

Harry kissed me "I love you can get mad at me and scream and say whatever comes to your mind just tell me without thinking too much" he whispered on my lips. I grabbed his face and put my forehead on his, "I don't know how I deserved you but I am grateful" my tears were burning my face.

He hugged me tightly then said "Come on show me what you wore for me before" I felt my stomach flutter and ran to the bathroom I quickly put it on and ran to him smiling.

"Fuck me" he said taking off his shirt. I sat between his legs and he buried his face between my breasts.

He breathed in then kissed my lips tightly until I tasted blood. He pulled away and started kissing my neck. I closed my eyes and my breathing started to hitch. Harry pulled away so i can lay down.

"No no take off your pants Harry" I was about to cry when he pushed me with his pants on. “I want you to sit on my face princess” he said as he nibbled on my neck lightly and I felt a wave of wetness escaping me.

“Harry what if you can’t breathe?” I was craving any touch now.

“If I die between your thighs it will be the most honorable death” he said and pulled me onto his stomach.

I moved until I was on his face and I didn’t sit down yet. I wasn’t wearing panties so it was easier. I brushed his hair back as he smiled at me and held my thighs.

My pussy was now over his mouth. I lowered my weight a little then Harry pulled me forcefully to sit on his face.

I felt the roughness of his beard and mustache that had started to grow.

I let out a groan of relief, Harry started to lick my arousal then he said against me “Fuck my face” he put his tongue in my hole in and out quickly. I started to jump a little on his tongue then I rubbed myself on his mouth.

My noises became very loud. I started moving quickly until my clitoris was rubbing his nose and then his tongue. He grabbed my thighs and spank both of them at the same time. "Yeahh” I breathe.

He started moaning against me, the vibrations increasing my pleasure.

I felt my orgasm coming and Harry started to move me against him harder. I grabbed his hair with both hands and pulled it tight, the orgasm washing over me.

I felt myself pulling away from Harry's face but he started to fuck me with his tongue and hold me against his face.

I quickly pulled away then kissed him hard. His face was wet from my arousal and his saliva. The sounds of our mouths were lewd and wet.

I pull myself down at Harry's lap but he pushed me down and took his pants and boxers off all at once.

I pushed him against the bed. "I want to ride you daddy"

I don't know how I said it but I felt comfortable with it.

He smiled. "You want to fuck daddy? Use his mouth and cock to please yourself?" He said as I kissed my neck and put myself on his stomach "yeah daddy" I said with my hands between us to put his cock inside me, I started going down on it and I closed my eyes and screamed from the new angle and feeling full as his cock go deeper.

I sat and his cock was completely inside me. After a few moments I opened my eyes and he was looking at me with love as if I was the only woman in the world.

I felt my heart clench when I kissed him "If you look at me like that, I will make it my job to please you on my knees forever daddy" I said with my forehead on his and my eyes closed.

He pushed his cock up and said "If you don't fuck yourself on my cock you will be punished" He slapped my ass hard.

"Aaghhh" I fixed myself, my hands on his chest while he was lying down. I lifted myself up a little then fell down hard.

"My good girl" he mumbled. I lowered my head on his shoulder and lifted my ass up and lowered it several times until I found my speed.

When I recovered from his size I fixed myself and started jumping on him.

He touched my body and looked at me, he slapped my breasts and I closed my eyes and cried in pleasure, I heard and felt my clothes being torn, I looked down and stopped moving "Harry! It cost me a lot of mone—" He slapped my ass with both hands "If you stop again you won't cum for a week" I groaned as he threw the torn piece on the floor and ran his hands over my body as I ride him.

"If you saw what I'm seeing now, you'd be paranoid, so perfect" he said as he pulled my chin and kissed me hard.

I started rubbing myself on him and pulling his hair until he finished kissing me and squeezed my ass and slapped it then he started moving up as I jumped on him.

I started screaming and pulling his hair hard and the sounds of our bodies slapping against each other were loud.

Harry flipped us over and started fucking me while he pinched my nipples. He pull out then flipped me onto my stomach and lifted my ass up "Keep that pretty ass up" He spread my ass cheeks open and I felt his breath against me, he pushed his cock inside me with one thrust.

“Daddy I love it I love it” I said as he pushed his cock inside me and rubbed a very sensitive spot.

I felt something intruding on my ass hole and the feeling was so good it made my mind go blank.

I felt him making circles with his finger. “Daddy so good” I said panting and he was stroking and jiggling my ass slowly as he working one hand on my ass hole.

Without warning I felt his thumb enter my ass hole in one go.

I screamed at the top of my lungs. “Daddy yes yes yes” He started fucking me hard and the bed hit the wall and the sounds of my arousal with the slapping of our bodies were very loud.

My arousal was dripping onto the bed. “You’re making me speechless” He slapped my ass with his free hand.

“Your body is a miracle” He pulled my hair and I lifted my head.

“Daddy please” He started pulling his thumb out a little and putting it in.

From the second thrust of his thumb and the pain of my scalp with his cock attacking my pussy I cum without warning him. I felt his thumb come out to grab my hips and push me against him. I felt myself go crazy, the other orgasm hit me without warning and I felt the heat spread over my thighs and legs.

I couldn't think until I felt the hot cum inside me.

Harry slapped me while he groaned then flipped me over and opened my legs.

I felt impossibly tired. He started to stroke my pussy then fucked me with his fingers and sucked my clit and moved his tongue over it quickly until I opened my eyes and saw myself squirting all over his face and fingers.

I felt my eyes close by itself as I was still riding my orgasm.

After a while I don't know how long I opened my eyes and Harry was combing my hair with his fingers and kissing all over my face.

"Daddy" I smiled "I'm Harry my love, how are you feeling?"

"Sleep"

"You're gorgeous when you squirt, I've never seen anything this beautiful in my life, not to mention you squirted twice, I would die for you my angel"

Squirt? Oh my god

Harry hugged me and put me on top of him. I felt when he put me in the tub and sat with me, then we went to bed. Everything was blurry because I couldn't open my eyes.

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Hi (:

Sorry I didn't post a new chapter because uni was taking all my time. Today I will edit the next chapter and post it (:

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Lonely (together) Chapter Eight**

Lillian’s POV

I woke up feeling my best. It was the first time I smiled after waking up, I felt like life was fine and I had never experienced anything bad in my life.

I slowly opened my eyes feeling Harry underneath me. The sun was lighting up the whole room. Didn't we lower the curtain last night? Last night? Memories started coming back to me. The date. Me tied to the bed. The wax. The knife. Too many orgasms one after the other.

I opened my eyes and saw Harry sleeping peacefully. We are on the floor? Why? I turned to the bed. It was broken and had four red ropes tied to each end.

I felt heat wash over me as I saw three red candles on the floor along with a knife with a red handle.

How and when did the bed break?

I got up because I wanted to go to the bathroom but my body was in so much pain. I walked with my eyes half closed from the bright light. When I finished I saw myself in the mirror..

My body was covered in purple bruises and hickeys, my wrists and ankles were red.

My neck, chest, and stomach looked like I'd been attacked. I smiled as I touched them spot by spot.

I got out of the bathroom and Harry was awake. I went to him and knelt down. "Good morning, love" he said as I kissed him. "Good morning my charming prince" I looked up at him and brushed his hair out of his face as he smiled, closing his eyes.

"What happened to the bed?" I whispered and I laughed Harry laughed too. "Looks like I fucked my princess pretty hard."

My cheeks flushed and I put my head on his chest. I listened to his heartbeat for a few minutes then lifted my head.

“I had fun last night, thanks.” I whispered as I touched a bite mark on his neck.

I didn’t remember biting him. “Oh my god, does it hurt?” I asked.

“Baby, you should look at your body.” He laughed as he pulled me to lie on him. “Noo, I’m hungry. Breakfast?” Harry looked out the window. “What time is it?” I shrugged.

I pulled out his phone. It was four in the afternoon. “Oh my god, when did we sleep last night?” I asked Harry as he put on his boxers.

“Three? Four? I don’t remember.” I got up and put on my panties and a small t-shirt that revealed my breasts and half of my stomach. I wanted to see my body.

I walked into the kitchen with Harry and he hugged me tightly as we looked at the fridge. It was empty.

Harry opened his phone and sent Cal a list of things to get from the grocery store.

We were standing in the kitchen Harry holding me from behind while we were waiting for the coffee to finish when there was a knock on the door.

"Angel are you waiting for someone?" I shook my head "Cal didn't come that fast? Did he?" Harry laughed as he walked to the door.

I went to the room to get my phone. I heard Harry arguing with someone and I got scared for a moment and ran out of the room to see.

My four friends were standing with the guys too, holding a TV and bags.

I felt hot and embarrassed. What day is it? My body was completely exposed and they were all silent. Until Joll spoke first , "Are you okay? What happened to you?" I entered my room and closed the door.

I put on grey sweatpants and a pink long-sleeved t-shirt.

Harry came in and put on shorts and a t-shirt. I went out and saw the broken mirror on the floor.

How did I not remember it when I woke up?

They were all sitting in the living room. "Sorry, I didn't notice what day it was" I said embarrassed. I hugged them as they looked at me worriedly.

“I'll be there in a moment” I brought the broom and swept the broken pieces until Harry bent down and helped me.

"Harry, I didn't know they were coming today, I forgot I'm sorry."

"It's okay, sweetheart."

"We don't have anything in the kitchen." I said nervously and Harry took the broom from my hand. "I sent Cal to bring some snacks and drinks, don't worry princess"

I turned back to them, "What do you want to drink?" I said as I only had water and coffee.

"Nothing, sit down." Sarah said.

I sat down and she said, "What happened? Why is everything so messy?" My cheeks burned.

"Sorry, we just woke up." I was honest.

"Why is your body full of... you know?" I put my hands to my face.

"Stop, there's nothing you need to worry about." One of the men said, "Lily, where's the power plug?" I looked at the TV and pointed to the wall behind me.

There was a knock at the door and Harry opened it and Cal came in with a lot of bags.

He went with Harry to the kitchen.

I followed him and Harry took out the stuff.

The girls came to help. We got everything ready.

Harry and I stayed in the kitchen. We hadn't talked much since we woke up. "Are you okay?" he asked. "Yes, just embarrassed."

He hugged me even though the kitchen was open to the living room and they could see us.

"It's okay, they're your friends, they won't judge you."

We went to sit down and there was only one empty seat.

Harry sat down and pulled me on his lap.

I felt the heat wash over me and I wanted to move and run away.

No one said anything, they all just kept quiet.

Until Ami spoke up and said, "What should we watch?"

She turned on the TV and they chose a movie and started it.

William got up to the bathroom. I remembered my room that he had obviously seen.

"Harry the room" I whispered in horror. "Everyone is having sex why are you so scared?" William came back and didn't say anything but looked at Harry and winked.

I put my hands on my face.

Ami got up to the bathroom after a while. When she came back she shouted, "What the hell happened to your bed? How are you still walking?" I didn't look at her but at the TV and pretended not to hear.

"Lily are you sleeping with a monster or something"

Sarah said and then Harry said "It seems you don't want to watch the movie. Go home" he said angrily and dryly.

No one commented after that and the movie ended and they left. It was eight o'clock when they left.

So the day was almost over. I went to the room and Harry followed me.

"Did you enjoy?" He kissed me.

"Um thank god they didn't talk about the room more."

I washed the bedding and Harry cleaned the floors.

He put everything back in his bag. I took some of my stuff and went to his house so until I buy a new bed.

——

When I woke up at nine o'clock Harry was already at work. I showered, had breakfast, then prepared the ingredients to make lunch and take it to him.

He doesn't know I'm coming yet. I wanted to surprise him.

I made lasagna and salad. I put them in the basket with drinks, two plates, a mug with ice and two cups.

I made Harry a snack box to keep in his office.

I put on makeup and put on a red short dress with a black coat. It was mid November.

I went out and Cal was outside.

Harry said Cal would stay whenever I wanted to go out.

"Hello Cal, how are you?"

"Hello miss, fine." He took the basket from my hand.

"Where?" The car door opened and I got in.

"Harry's office." He led me there and I felt nervous and anxious about walking inside.

I stayed in the car for a moment. Cal was outside my door waiting for me to get out.

I opened the door and held my hand to get out. He took the basket and walked behind me.

"No thanks I'll take it." I smiled at him but he never smiled at all.

I took it and walked inside looking at the basket and then at the elevator.

I could hear a lot of whispers around me but I chose not to hear.

I got to the elevator and there were two men and a woman. When I entered they got out immediately. I felt embarrassed.

I pressed Harry's floor number. It was 3129.

I looked at myself in the mirror and then got out of the elevator.

Harry's assistant wasn't there. She was nice. I met her once, she was in her mid-forties and she smiled at me kindly. Unlike the others who saw me at the reception.

I opened Harry's office and it was locked.

I hesitated whether or not I should send him a message.

I looked to the meeting room and hesitated whether or not I should go.

"Just gonna wait for him. There's no chance there'll be anyone there."

I walked over and opened the door and it was full of people, men and women, all of them looking at me.

I slammed the door shut and wished the ground would swallow me.

As I walked to Harry's office I heard him behind me, "What is my lost Angel doing here?" I turned and felt relief and safety wash over me.

I dropped the basket on the floor and ran to him.

"Harry, I'm so sorry your office is locked and I thought I'd sit in the room until you came. I didn't know anyone was there." Harry laughed.

"Shh, it's okay, why did you come without telling me, love? I was gonna leave my office unlocked for you" He kissed my lips.

"I was going to surprise you with lunch." I looked at him sadly. “Umm is my lunch ready?” Harry reached into my panties and I grabbed his hand tightly and pulled it away.

“Harry no, not here.” He kissed me and handed me the keys.

“Go to my office. I’ll be there in 15 minutes.” I turned to walk and he spanked my ass and I felt my heat rise.

I didn’t look at him until I reached the door.

I turned to see him standing with his arms folded and smiling.

'I love you' he said silently.

I let the key at the door and ran to him, kissed him and whispered, “I love you too” I quickly went back to his office door and get inside closed the door. Then left out again because I forgot the basket. He was standing there laughing. “It's not funny” I frowned. Then I closed the door.

I took off my coat, staring out the window until Harry walked in.

He didn't take fifteen minutes. I turned to see him walking slowly towards me.

I hugged him and kissed him as if I hadn't seen him for a week.

"I missed you" I said as he squeezed me between his arms tightly.

"Every day I want to wake you up to say goodbye. But you sleep in peace like a dreamy princess" I smiled and smelled him. "Lunch?" I pulled him to the couch.

He sat down and put me on his lap. I opened the basket and took out the lasagna.

Harry groaned. "Oh my god, it looks delicious."

I cut off a piece and put it on the plate. Harry pulled my hand away. "What is this?"

"Don't touch it, it burns." Harry looked at me with worry and anger.

"I burned myself while cooking but it's nothing, it will go away in a few days."

“Oh my god Angel do I have to turn off the electricity and gas before I go to work?” he said, looking at my hand.

“Don’t be dramatic, I have a million burns on my hands.” I had some mild burn marks but nothing serious.

Harry took a deep breath and obviously tried not to scream. "You don't-" I kissed him deeply.

"Shut up Harry and let's eat." We ate and Harry's mood returned.

"You should buy your recipe it's so delicious my love."

“No thanks, it was just a coincidence.” We talked for a while and then finished eating.

“I have to go buy a bed and—oh right, I remembered. I have to look for a job.” Harry’s brows furrowed.

“Why?” I sighed. “I have to pay the rent in February.”

Harry frowned and looked at me for a moment.

“Move in with me then.” I think my eyebrows reached the middle of my head.

“Of course not. Why would I move in?” I said, getting out of his lap to gather the dishes.

“Because we’re at my place all the time? We literally go to your apartment one day a week and we haven’t slept apart in a month? No sorry more than a month” I looked at him like he was crazy. “No I’m not moving, that’s it”

Harry’s POV

She walked out of my office angrily. I tried to focus on my work instead of running after her.

When I was done, I called Cal to find out where he drop her off. She was at her apartment so I bought flowers and then went to her apartment.

I walked in and she was lying down reading on the couch. She didn’t move when she heard the door.

I walked over quietly and knelt down in front of her. She didn’t look at me.

“My love, I brought you flowers.” I said calmly and smiled but she didn’t look at me.

“Angel, look at me.” I looked pathetic but I didn’t care.

She didn't answer so I was silent and sat in front of her.

After a few minutes she closed her book and sat down.

She looked at me and took the flowers and muttered "Thank you, you didn't have to" She got up and put them in the water. I was still on the floor.

She looked at me hesitantly then came closer and took my head in her chest.

I closed my eyes, felt her heart beating underneath me and her scent calming my nerves.

She stroked my hair several times then kissed my forehead.

"Shall I prepare the bath for you?" She said with a smile.

"Only if you are with me." She held my hand and we went to the bathroom. She took off my clothes quietly and silently.

Until the tub was full. I sat alone in it. Then she knelt beside me and kissed my cheek. "Harry I don't want to move because it will be like I used you. And we've been together for how long? Four months?"

"Five" I said

"We haven't completed five months" She laughed.

"We were doing everything lovers do so five"

“Harry,” she closed her eyes. “I don’t want to upset you or get angry with you.”

“You don’t have to. It’s very simple. We live as if we live together. What’s the harm in settling down in one place? And you’re not using me. Who would think that? We’re literally out in the open and not hiding from anyone. And all couples at some point move in together. What if this is the right time for us to settle down together?”

She was looking at the ceiling, her eyes filling with tears.

“Don’t cry, we’re just talking Angel” I whispered.

“What if we break up and I have to move out?” I felt heat rush through my veins.

“I’ll never bre— why are you thinking about breaking up?” I said, trying to stay calm.

“let’s talk later.” She wiped her tears away and wet my hair and put on shampoo.

I finished showering and went out.

I went to get a drink of water and when I came back, she was dressed to go out. “Where?” She looked at me and smiled. “I’m going for a walk.”

My heart sank because she needed to be alone without me. “I’ll come with you.” I put on a hoodie and shorts and left as she waited on the stairs outside the apartment.

I closed the door and took her hand to walk and kissed her on the head.

We walked in silence and then I said “Dinner?” She looked at me for a moment then nodded yes.

We went to a nearby restaurant and ordered.

We didn't talk. We ate then went for a walk.

She hugged my waist and buried her face in me as i walked her.

We walked for an hour then went back to the apartment.

We changed and lay on the mattress.

"Harry"

"My Angel"

"I love you" "I love you too" I made it my business to get her to move in with me.

A few days later we were having dinner at my house and we were laughing.

When we finished I don't know how we got into such a strong argument.

"No I don't want to!!" she shouted at me with tears in her face.

"Baby it's just a place why are you taking it personally?"

I said angrily but in a calm voice. "Don't call me Baby!" she shouted as she moved away a little.

"What— You're MY Baby I'll definitely call—"

"Ugh shut up Harry shut up" she ran upstairs.

I caught up with her a minute later but the door was locked.

I put my forehead on the door.

“Angel open the door. I won’t talk just open the door” I said quietly.

She didn’t open it for ten minutes so I went down and walked around the living room.

I was stressed and today had been really bad. I thought she would make it better for me but obviously not.

I thought for a while and decided to stop bothering her so she could move with me. I went to the room and the door was unlocked.

I opened it quietly while she was under the sheets. I pulled the covers a little and kissed her head.

She was crying and sobbing. After a few minutes she got up hugging me and buried her face in my neck.

We sat for a few more minutes. "You don't understand" she cried "so make me understand" she cried more for a few minutes.

"You treat me like a real princess like an angel like no other. I don't feel all this inside me Harry. You buy me food and drink, you fill my fridge with all kinds of foods, you buy me flowers every few days. You take me shopping. Buy me books and all my colors. Not a single penny has gone out of my bank account since I met you"

she cried and moved away a little.

"And now the only thing that makes me see myself as normal and not an spoiled angel is that I have to work and pay my rent"

She said and covered her face and sighed

"Can I talk?" She looked at me with red and puffy eyes.

"Be realistic for once" she said trying to stop crying.

"Since I lived in England, since I became aware, I haven't seen a single person like you." I kissed her head

"You are so beautiful, breathtaking, and not because I love you. Ever since I saw you, I tried to hold on to one real thing to believe that I am still on earth and you’re real. Your personality is so charming, calm, you are gentle with everything, tender and warm. You make me feel as if the whole world is fine and healthy and everyone loves each other. I know that your past is very bad and I am sure that it did not leave you without many side effects. But you still smile as if you lived the best life. I want to pamper you and spoil you and spread the world with roses for you to walk on, and bring you a star with my bare hands. I want to see the glow in your eyes and the comfort on your face. Whenever you get sick and tired, all the glow and comfort disappear. I feel like I am slowly dying."

She cried hard and hugged me. "Shhh, my love, we're fine."

After a few minutes she calmed down and we sat in silence.

"I don't know if I'm thinking right but ok, I'll move with you" she whispered and I hugged her tighter "I love you so much" I whispered to her.

Lillian’s POV

Harry took three days off from work to help me pack my things. We went to my apartment this afternoon and there were already boxes in the hallway ready to be packed.

I talked with Harry about how to start and we decided to start with the living room. Harry told me he would send a moving company to pack my things but I couldn't trust anyone with my things.

We finished the living room by dinnertime. We decided to sleep here and continue tomorrow.

When I woke up Harry was in the kitchen making breakfast. I clung to him from behind. “It’s not appropriate to cook naked.” He turned and took me in his arms. “Hmm? I want to be ready all times for my princess whenever she bends over.”

“You’re disgusting” I laughed and saw what he was doing “Yummm I love waffles so much I think they’re the love of my life” Harry pinched me “What?” I looked at his face innocently “I love waffles made by the love of my life” He kissed me “Oh my god I love you so much”

We had breakfast and then finished up in my room. Harry laughed a lot at my stuff and we fought a little and then he gave me an orgasm so I could forgive him.

The third day we went to his house and there were men unloading boxes. They put them all in the living room and Harry started carrying them upstairs.

We started putting my clothes after he emptied more than half the closet for me (I didn't have a lot of clothes) then we had lunch and he took me upstairs.

"Don't open your eyes Angel" I was excited and nervous.

"Okay don't make me fall" I opened my eyes when he removed his hand.

We were in the guest room but it was a new office.

There was a wrapped box on the desk. I turned to Harry with tears in my eyes.

"Harry you didn't" I hugged him and cried. "Of course I didn't make you leave your poor little office because I hated it. Your stuff was all over the floor you needed bigger office princess "

I laughed and kissed him. "Here open the box." I went and opened it slowly then turned to him. "Come on baby."

I cried again, It was a new laptop. I hugged Harry tighter this time.

"Harry" he laughed "Your laptop is old and it gets hot easily and the noise? Oh my god it sounds like a car engine." I laughed and pushed him away "You're bullying my stuff now? The poor two are the only ones who endured my school years!" He hugged “sorry princesses”. I spent the whole day organizing my stuff in my new office.

A few days later I woke up then I went downstairs and saw... Oh my god. Harry was just in shorts. What? "Harry what are you doing?" He turned and reached out for me to hug him.

He kissed me then said "Good morning to you too. Breakfast is ready for you on the table."

"What are you doing? What is this?" He smiled and said "A library for your books." I looked at him I couldn't believe he was doing all these things for me.

He said he will move my library but this one was so different and very new. "But you said..."

"My love you deserve the best and new furniture"

Harry took me and sat me on his lap while I ate breakfast. He told me he would be at the office for a few hours and would be back to finish the library. So I emptied my books from their boxes and arranged them on the floor.

It was December in a few days. I was nervous what would happen if Harry was going to celebrate here. But he said he always visit his family for the holiday.

Would I be left alone? Should I look for a job? My thoughts were crowding in my head and I didn't notice Harry coming.

"Tell me what's bothering you so much so I can get rid of it."

I smiled and held out my hand. “Nothing.” Harry sat beside me.

“How was the meeting?” He closed his eyes and sighed.

“Like hell, I needed to focus on the deal and when I felt like it was stressing me out too much. I let it go. I don’t know if that’s right but it made me feel a little better.”

My heart clenched as I realized that Harry felt nervous and anxious sometimes too.

I thought about how to comfort him now that he seemed a little anxious. I thought about something and then realized that I had never given Harry physical pleasure except through sex.

I felt my stomach flutter and then I stood up. "Take off your jacket." He took it off and I unbuttoned his shirt and looked into his eyes as he was confused. I kissed him and then moved down to his neck and chest.

I sat between his legs on my knees. I kissed his stomach and made a few marks.

His breathing became a little heavy and his bulge was very obvious.

I unzipped his pants and pulled them out from his feet. I grabbed his thighs and looked at him. He was full of lust and hunger. I kissed his thighs and licked the tiger a little.

I wanted to grind myself on him but I pushed the thought back for now.

I put my face on his bulge and his cock lines that were so clear through his boxers.

I looked at him and he said "Take it off" I took off my hoodie and I was wearing a red bra that lifted my breasts really high and made them bigger.

I pressed my breasts against his covered cock until he gripped my hair.

"Don't test my patience" I smiled and licked his belly a little and he pulled my hair even more and I laughed.

"Greedy" I pulled away and started to pull down his boxers and his cock slammed into my stomach so hard.

I know Harry is big and tall but from this angle I had no idea how he got inside me.

I didn't know if he would fit in my mouth. This was my first time touching a cock. I was excited only because it was Harry.

I grabbed him and lifted him up and looked at his cock.

He was delicious I don't know how. His veins were so visible.

I stuck the tip of my tongue out and licked the tip. Harry groaned and when I looked at him his face was sweaty and his hands were at his sides.

I didn't really know what to do but I just went with what came.

I sucked the tip and licked it then released it with a pop. I looked at his length then licked it from the base to the tip.

Harry’s POV

She was sucking the tip hard and I felt like I was going to cum the moment she stuck her tongue out.

She licked me a few times and then ran both her hands from top to bottom. Her hands were too small for my cock.

She couldn't fit more than the tip in her mouth. I was too big.

She started fucking my cock with her hand and her tits were shaking. She saw me looking at them so she moved a little closer and put my cock on them.

I moaned loudly as she lowered and brought her hands up and put my tip between her tits.

She reached behind her and unhooked her bra, grabbed one of her breasts and put her nipple on my tip and started fucking my cock.

She moved away and licked me several times then came down and licked my balls and sucked them.

“Good girl, please daddy, you do it like? I should pay you huh?” She smiled and stuck her tongue out and put it on my cock and looked at me. "Anything for Daddy”

"Fuck me with your tits" She looked at them for a moment then gathered them with her hands and pulled me between them.

She looked at me and said "You will pay me don't get tired" She winked and started moving her breasts up and down.

She moved away and then sucking my tip until I came.

I came a little on her mouth and the rest of my cum on her tits.

She started collecting the cum from her nipples and chest and licking them. She took my cock again and cleaned it with her tongue then swallowed.

I pulled her and kissed her "Good for daddy huh? All my cum in your sweet tummy hm?" I said then kissed her hard. She groaned and stood up. She pulled down her pants and sat on my lap and kissed me.

"How do you want me baby?" I asked. "Your thigh" I groaned.

She moved back a little set on the tiger.

"You will ride my tiger hm?" I said as I pinched her nipple and took it in my mouth. I licked and bit them and made two marks then pulled my head.

"I want to move" she cried out in annoyance. I extended my finger between her lips and took some of her wetness and licked it "Mmm so good so sweet" she groaned.

I extended my fingers to open her lips so she could rub her clit well on me.

I held her hand and her other hand on my shoulder as she started rubbing herself on me.

She dropped her head back and started panting.

She looked at me then opened my shirt more and put her hand on my muscles.

"I love you" she cried out then moved faster.

"This is my girl, come on baby wet me" She started moving faster and screamed "help me help me daddy"

I grabbed her nipples first and pinched them and shook her boobs and squeezed them then I grabbed her waist and put her harder on me and lifted my thighs a little and started moving her fast and hard.

She screamed and moaned until she came and scratched my chest and stomach with all her might.

"Fuck me fuck me please daddy" she cried and I got up and put her on the arm of the sofa. I lifted her ass up, I was so hard again.

I opened her ass cheeks and let them shake in place.

I squeezed her cheeks then slapped them. She was so sexy.

I got down on my knees and looked at her lips swollen and red. I spread them apart and saw her clit throbbing.

I inserted my finger in her hole several times licking and sucking her lips. They were so full.

I lined up with her hole and pushed inside her so hard. She screamed loudly. I started fucking her, her ass was bouncing hard with every thrust.

I stopped and carried her on the dining table. She screamed laughing as I put her down.

She was on her back. I kissed her "You look so hot, right here on the table where we eat" She moaned and opened her legs and looked at my cock.

"So open for me" I opened her lips and put my cock in her and started fucking her slowly.

In and out, in and out.

I looked at her lower belly and the outline of my cock was clear.

"Look" I laughed "Can you feel me in your tummy? From above and below I am here" I pressed hard on her stomach and she screamed.

I fucked her hard and the table shook. I grabbed her breasts and squeezed them hard and sucked her nipples until they turned red.

I put my hand between us on her clit and rubbed it hard.

"Daddy daddy so good so big" I felt my cock twist .

"Do you like it?" She couldn't reply as she came hard and I followed her after several thrusts.

I took her upstairs and we cleaned up.

Lillian’s POV

We went outside to take a walk. It was very cold but I insisted that we go. It was already a little late.

"Tomorrow is December, are you excited?" Harry asked me and I felt the heat wash over me. I hate December.

"Uhmm" I mumbled, looking away.

"How do you want to decorate our home?" Harry kissed my hand "Baby?" I didn't reply "Are you okay?" I looked at him and smiled.

"Yeah, I don't know, do whatever you want, it's okay"

We stopped and Harry lowered his head slightly towards me.

"Talk to me, what’s going on?" he said softly.

Should I tell him? I put my hand back around his waist and held the other and we walked.

"I never celebrate Christmas," I whispered. Harry didn't reply.

"We were locked in the house all holiday and it was always the worst days. We could get away from my parents all day when we could go to school."

I took a deep breath. "And when they died... my sister and I worked during the holidays, day and night. The most important thing was that we didn't go home... even when I was moving from one foster to another. I never celebrated. I used to work late all the time, even when I was in college. The girls always invited me to join their families but I used to work as an excuse”

Harry stopped and hugged me tightly. “I’m sorry you had to go through all this. I wish everything had happened differently for you” he whispered, kissing my head. I smiled and looked at him.

“You know I don’t miss Christmas when I never knew the feeling. I’m not sorry I don’t like it.” I laughed, but Harry didn’t laugh. Then we went home in silence.

———

Harry told me he was going to be late today. So I started making dinner. I made chili beef tacos. I took a shower, changed into my pajamas and sat on the couch waiting for him.

I didn't ask him why he was going to be late and I wasn't sure if he was going to eat dinner here or if he had a business dinner.

I went to change Grey's water to kill time.

It was December 5th, I had no winter clothes and I literally avoided going out much.

I thought about ordering clothes online but I wanted to go shopping too. I sat thinking what to do while playing with Grey until I heard the door open.

I ran and found Harry carrying a lot of bags "What is this? Since when do you go shopping?" I laughed and hugged him, his hands full "You're torturing me now wait until I put the bags down" he said panting and I moved away from him.

I looked at the bags and tried to sneak a peek. "No no"

"Harry" I looked at him with puppy eyes.

"Go upstairs a little you're ruining my plans" I looked at him confused "What?"

Harry carried me and put me on the bed. "Don't come out until I come to you" he closed the door and I sat staring at the ceiling. After a few minutes he came in and gave me Grey "Hold the annoying one" and he left.

"Daddy says you're annoying? Are you sad baby?" I kissed her then she lay down on my chest and I patted her until she closed her eyes.

After about half an hour Harry came and dropped Grey off "Harry you're being mean to her" I said sadly "She's annoying and now she's taking you away from me" he said putting his head on my chest.

"You're the one who brings her up to me!" He didn't say anything.

"Dinner is ready Harry, are you hungry?" He looked at me thoughtfully. "I want to show you something. He got up and kissed me for a moment then took my hand and we went down.

When I walked into the living room there was a very large Christmas tree in the corner in front of the library.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at him. "I want you to have your first normal Christmas with me, call me arrogant but I really feel ecstatic that I'm your first at a lot of things" he said with a seductive smile.

I hugged him tightly then he go and brought two bags.

"Now let's decorate it.. you know let's decorate it after dinner I'm hungry" We went to the kitchen and I took the tacos out and went to the dining table.

Harry pulled me into his lap and we ate together.

When we were done we started decorating it and laughing, Harry carried me on his shoulders to decorate the top.

When we were done we sat on the couch and next to Harry was a bottle of wine and a glass in his hand.

I wanted to try, but was afraid for a moment.

"Harry" I whispered and he looked at me and pulled me closer to him. I was in his lap.

"Hmm My Angel?" I looked at the glass then at him.

"What happens if I drink a little?" He smiled at me softly and said "For the first time it will affect you immediately" he said then kissed my cheek "Do you want a little?" I looked at the glass then at him.

I nodded and he brought the glass to my mouth. I opened my mouth and took a sip then pulled away "Eww it burns" Harry laughed loudly

"It's not funny how you drink it?" He didn't stop laughing and I wanted to drink more to see why he liked it, I brought the glass closer and took another sip and it wasn't that bad. Harry stopped laughing and looked at me. I took the glass from him and started drinking until there was a little left. "Okay enough" he took the glass from me. I sat down silently

"What happens now?" I whispered

Harry’s POV

Her lips and cheeks were cherry, the blue was gone from her eyes and replaced with black and her eyes were watery and sleepy like lost but so happy.

She was laughing so hard that Grey was meowing

“Did you hear her?” She screamed with laughter. I was smiling at her completely new look of her.

“Baby she’s just meowing”

“Nooooo oh my god” she screamed. “Oh my god Harry! Let’s dance!” She got up and started dancing and there wasn’t even a sound. Even the TV is muted.

“Sleep now my Angel” I laughed and picked her up on my shoulder.

She slapped my ass and laughed “Oh my god your ass is like jelly” I laughed and wished it would stay that way, she didn’t think much, she didn’t get sad or think twice before doing or saying anything.

I sat her down on the sink and handed her toothbrush to brush “No” she folded her arms “Come on babe brush your teeth” she shook her head and pushed the toothbrush away from her “You take me to bed when it’s starting to get fun!” I laughed at her funny expression, she thought she was being scary when she got mad but it was so funny.

"Okay let's brush our teeth and then play hmm? How about that?" Her face lit up and she opened her mouth, I brushing her teeth while we were laughing.

I put her on the toilet because she said 'I'm going to explode' She looked at me with a frown "I'm not gonna pee while you're looking at me close your eyes and ears"

I laughed loudly and said "finish baby" She finished from the toilet and washed up and we ran to the bed.

"Song come on!" she shouted at me.

I sat on the bed and played her a song from my phone.

She started dancing around the room singing. She was so cute and sweet I wanted to hide her in my arms and never take her out.

After a minute she came back to me and said "I'm tired" She gave me the puppy eyes and stuck out her lower lip a little.

I got up and turned off the lights, laid down and took her on top of me. She started talking about the most random things.

Then she started talking about Christmas. "Now you're going to your family and I'll be alone, why are you going Harry I want you to be with me" I never mentioned that I was going to them this year.

But I already planned that we would go together to my mother's house. And I told her we were coming.

I didn't tell my angel yet I didn't know how she would take it. There were two weeks left until the date of the trip so I wanted to tell her as soon as possible. "Sleep sweetheart we will talk tomorrow”

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Lonely (together) Chapter Seven**

Harry’s POV

I woke up and went down to make breakfast. I made waffles, cut fruits and made coffee. I put them on a tray and took them to my room. I put them on the nightstand and sat next to her.

"My princess, wake up" she frowned "Come on" she moved then said angrily "I love you but I don't like hearing your voice wake me up in the morning" she groaned.

"What did you say?" She confessed her love to me.

"Go away I want to sleep" I don't think she realised what she said.

"It's 11 almost noon, time to wake up" she didn't reply but just snorted softly.

I got up and opened the curtains pulled the sheets and took my pillow from her hands. "Waky waky" I said as I tickled her. She screamed "Stop ahh no Harry please" she was about to cry.

She opened her eyes then put her head on my neck. "Why are you like this?" she said sadly

"I want to share breakfast with you just once, please?" She lifted her head and looked at me then kissed me.

"If you give me my orgasm then yes." She said laughing.

I threw her back and went down to put my mouth on her pussy.

"You will regret it" were the last words I said before I attacked her with all the energy I had in my mouth and fingers.

She came hard then made an excuse that she was tired and needed to sleep. I carried her and went to the bathtub.

She cried a little then calmed down when we sat in the warm water.

"The coffee got cold because I have to pamper you" I said while kissing her cheek. She laughed then said "I am your only girl" She looked at me suspiciously "right?"

I pretended to think "Ummm are you?" She got angry "Harry! Who is she?!" I laughed loudly and said, "Her name is Anne."

Anger washed over her face and she got up to leave, then I pulled her. "Anne is my mother." I kissed her.

She moved away and looked at me with hatred. "You're stupid." I laughed. "Are you jealous?" She didn't answer.

We got up from the bath and I kept asking her if she was jealous. But she got even more angry.

We had breakfast and then went to her apartment. She needed some things. We haven't been to her apartment very often. We've been at my house all the time.

I sat while she was looking through her books.

I had to attend a charity gala tonight. I wanted to ask her if she wanted to come with me.

But I lost time because I was hesitant. “Princess, come here for a moment.” She looked at me and dropped her books on the floor and came to sit in my lap. “Hmm?”

Her eyes were so beautiful and dreamy it was as if I had given her a star from the sky.

“I have a gala to attend tonight. Come with me.” She looked at me like I was crazy. “Why?” Why? “Because you are my girlfriend.”

Her eyes widened. “I’m your girlfriend?”

You’ve got to be kidding me.

“What did you think? It wasn’t obvious?” She thought for a while then shook her head no.

“Well, you’ve been my girl since the day I met you.” Her cheeks turned red and she hid in my neck.

“So are you coming with me?” She looked at me for a moment then said “If we go get a dress ok.”

We went out to several stores and she didn’t like anything. So we kept going to random stores.

Until I lost my patience and took her to a fancy store. We went in and she held me tightly.

I could tell she liked one of the dresses. “What do you like?” She looked at me and said nothing. I took a black dress that was hanging and her cheeks turned really red.

We went to the fitting room. “Try it and show me.” She shook her head no.

“Why not?” She turned the price tag over and put it in front of my face. I went into the fitting room and pulled her with me.

“If I ask you to try it on and show me, I don’t expect any excuses from you, my princess.” Her eyes were watery,

“But Harry, I can’t-”

“I’ll pay, please stop.” She looked at the dress again, then at me. “I don’t want you to pay,” she whispered.

“Look at me, do I look like I’m joking? No, so try it on and let’s get out of here.” I said quietly and slowly and walked out of the room and stood by the door.

After a few minutes the door opened. “Baby,” her voice was quiet and small.

I walked in and the dress looked like it was made just for her. I made a mental note to order clothes made especially for her.

The dress was black lace, short and open to the top of her thigh. Her breasts were almost spilling out.

“You look perfect,” I said as she turned. “Do you like it?” She looked at herself in the mirror and whispered, “I think so.” We paid and went to her apartment.

Lillian’s POV

I showered with Harry and then we headed out. We only had sex once so far but I was getting so comfortable around him.

I straightened my hair. I put on eyeshadow, eyeliner, light blush, and red lipstick with gloss. I put on my dress, heels and grabbed my bag. Everything was so perfect.

I walked out to Harry in the living room and he got up when he heard my heels. He looked at me.

"Looks like someone is tempting me to put them in bed." He said as he walked over.

He was going to kiss my lips but I stopped him. "I'm wearing lip gloss so don't ruin it." He kissed my cheek.

"You're perfect."

Cal took us to the gala. I was so nervous. I took out my little mirror and looked at myself one last time. "You look amazing baby girl." I closed my eyes. "Harry don't say that while we're out of the house." "Say what?" He smiled evilly.

We stood up and Harry got out and took my hand to lead me down.

We walked and all eyes were on us so I kept my eyes on either the floor or Harry.

A man stopped us. "Hello Mr. Styles, it's an honor to have you stop by today."

My cheeks burned as I heard him say Mr. Styles. “You look amazing Miss, I hope you enjoy tonight.” The man walked over and I whispered to Harry, “Hello, Mr. Styles, I’m honored to walk beside you.” He looked at me, “Mark what you said.”

I felt my stomach sink because I didn’t know what he meant and I didn’t have time to ask him when another man interrupted us.

From the back of the room, I saw someone I recognized. When I looked closely, it’s Meiie. I pulled Harry’s hand, cutting off his conversation. “What wrong, princess?” “Meii’s there! I’ll go to her!” I whispered excitedly. “Okay, don’t stray or go anywhere else.” He said and kissed my cheek.

I walked over to her and when she noticed me, her face lit up. “Oh my god, you’re here.” I hugged her. “How are you?” She asked. “Great, Oh my god, you look so beautiful!” “Thank you.” My cheeks flushed.

We talked for a bit and then Loca and Harry came at the same time.

“Princess, would you like something to drink?” Harry asked me while Loca handed Meii a glass.

“No thanks.” I smiled at him. Loca and Harry said hello—bye. But they stood with us. Meii went with Luca and I turned to Harry. “What’s going on—”

“Harry! Darling, it’s great to see you again! How are you?” A woman about Harry’s height was very thin, wearing a very tight dress and her face was puffy she clearly had at least three plastic surgeries. Her hair looked fake.

“Hello Eileen, I’m fine.”

“I missed you. Why don’t I see you around anymore? You haven't texted me in a long time!" she said as if she didn't see me.

"Eileen, this is my girlfriend" Harry said and kissed me on the lips. "Thank you, now excuse us." Harry walked up and put his hand on my back.

My lipstick on his lips. "Harry you have-" "Mr. Styles, how are you?" the man said looking at Harry's lips for a moment and then at me. I felt my body boiling with jealousy and now embarrassment.

I took out a tissue and waited for the man to finish speaking.

"Harry," I stood in front of him and raised my hand to wipe his mouth. He grabbed my hand.

"Why? I want it on me" he insisted. "But now everyone will know who you were kissing!"

"Let them know, do you have a problem?" I didn't want to argue in front of people and it was obvious that all eyes were on Harry and me so I forced a smile on my face and kept quiet.

All night no one called him Harry except the woman whose name was obviously Eileen.

We went to my apartment in silence and when we entered I turned to Harry. “Who is she?” He pulled down his jacket and rolled up the sleeves as he walked to the couch.

“Who who?”

“You know who I’m talking about!” I stood in front of him as he sat with his legs spread. “I don’t know who you’re talking about.”

“Harry don’t drive me crazy! She said she missed you! And she didn’t get a text from you!”

“An old friend.”

“Who is she?” I threw my bag at him. I’d never been angry before but Harry was bringing out the worst in me now.

“I said an old friend,” he said calmly, as if explaining to a child

“Did you sleep with her?” He raised his eyebrows. “Before me of course!”

A stupid smile spread across his face.

“Don’t smile at me like that and answer me!” I said, feeling my eyes burning.

“Just once.” He said calmly. I looked at him and said nothing.

Surely he’s been with girls before me. Why would I feel jealous? I covered my face with my hands.

“Oh god, I’m sorry.” I turned around and said, “I don’t know what’s going on, I’m sorry.” Harry hugged me.

“It’s okay.” I didn’t cry, but I felt overwhelmed.

We sat down and Harry said, “You know, no one before you has ever impressed me as much as you. They were all temporary, and I’ve never dated anyone more than two dates. If that makes you feel better, I’ve never brought anyone home before.” I looked at him, feeling both awe and pleasure. “Really?” “Really”

I smiled and felt the attitude slip away from me. "Okay, I forgive you," Harry laughed.

"Actually, you're the one who should apologize, sweetheart." I looked at him, not knowing what he was talking about. I didn't do anything.

“Come here,” he said in a deep, dangerous voice, pointing to his lap. I got up and was about to sit down.

“No, kneel with your head here.” “Huh?”

I sat on the floor and leaned over his thighs, my head on the couch. “Do you know why you’re in this position?” he said softly.

“No” I whispered, feeling excited.

I felt my dress lift up and Harry’s hand on my ass, lifting my panties up a little to reveal more skin.

“When you argue with me if I buy you something… you get this.” He finished his sentence and spanked me lightly. “Ah Harry.” I felt my stomach twist from the great feeling.

“What do you say so we get this over with what happened at the store today?” I thought for a moment.

“Sorry Harry” I whispered and looked at him and he slapped me again. I moved a little and he held me steady.

“And when you don’t know you’re my lover, you get this too.” He gave me two slaps, not very hard but harder than the last.

“Sorry Harry” I felt my pants fall down.

“When you don’t want me to show my love to you in public… you get this.” He said in a very low and deep voice and slapped me twice, so hard.

Tears welled up in my eyes from the emotions I felt hearing him say that. And from the delicious pain in my ass.

Harry pulled my panties up and sat me down then kissed me.

“You’re mine” he said, pulling me into his arms and carrying me to the room. “Daddy” I whispered, feeling both desire and frustration.

“Yes, that’s my name” he said, throwing me on the bed.

“Take off your dress” I stood up and quickly took it off, remaining in my underwear.

Harry took off his clothes and his cock was so hard

"You look amazing like this" He kissed me and unhooked my bra then ripped my panties

“Harry no-” He slapped my thigh “That’s not my name” I wanted more “Daddy” I whispered as he hovered over me

“Are you wet for me” I felt myself dripping “Yes daddy” I said shyly.

Harry reached down and opened my lips and took a long lick then sucked my clit.

“Wet for who?” He said looking at me hungrily.

“Wet for daddy” My voice came out like crying.

“Good girl. Making me fuck her previous attitudes?” I lifted my head to kiss him but he pulled away.

“Daddy please” I felt tears welling up “None of that” He kissed me hard then pulled away.

He lined his cock up with my hole and looked at me “Ready?”

“Hmm yes daddy” My excitement was building all over my body. He started to enter and I felt myself stretch and take a deep breath

“Harry” “What princess?” “deeper please” I cried

"So greedy" I brought his face closer to mine and kissed him.

I felt him go in deeper than before. He paused for a few seconds then pulled out and in, out and in.

"Aaah yes yes" I put my hands on his shoulders tightly.

"My princess wants to put a mark on me hmm?"

I dug my nails into his back

"Come on I know you can do it, are you jealous that I was with someone else before you?" When he said that I pulled my nails up from the middle of his back to his shoulders as hard as I could.

"You won't be with anyone else" I said angrily. "Of course not. You're my only girl" he said as he fucked me harder

"Oh my god daddy" Harry buried his face in my neck and his hair was wet with our sweat. I closed my eyes as I felt him go in and out, hard but slowly.

"Harry imgonnacumplease faster" I cried then he put his forehead on mine and fucked me faster. "Cum for me baby girl"

All I could hear was my heartbeat and feel Harry's cock in and out of me, his hands pinching my nipples and his mouth sucking my neck hard.

I didn't know how long I stayed like this but I felt something warm coming out of me when I opened my eyes Harry was coming out of the bathroom.

He opened my legs then I closed them

"No no" I felt embarrassed. "It's okay baby I'll just clean you up" I closed my eyes as he opened my legs and cleaned me.

After a few minutes I got up, took off my makeup, washed my body and settled on a t-shirt and panties. Harry was waiting for me in bed. Then we slept.



Harry’s POV

I woke up in the morning and went to my house to change my clothes and go to work. I tried to finish quickly to get back to her. Then I got a message from her

Angel: Baby I'm going with the girls for coffee at 4

Me: Okay baby girl, do you need anything? I'll send Cal to pick you up.

Angel: No baby, thanks. I can't wait to see you❤️❤️

Me:❤️

I went back to her apartment at five and she still hadn't come back. I wanted to send a message but decided not to. After an hour she came back.

I was laying on her bed so she came over and kissed me then went to change. She came back with her book and sat between my legs.

"Did you enjoy with the girls sweetheart?" She smiled.

"I really did but I missed you" She hugged me and put her head on my shoulder.

"Harry do you think I should tell them about.. you know what I told you the other day?" Her eyes were full of guilt.

"They don't know?"

"No." She whispered.

"You all seem so close how come they didn't ask?" She sighed.

"They think my family is toxic so I stay away from them and hardly see them.. they assumed and I never corrected to them."

“I think you should tell them if you’re comfortable.” We sat in silence for a few minutes then she spoke again.

“Um Harry.” She got up and looked at my hand as she played with it. “Yes sweetheart?”

“How do you.. feel about me?” I looked at her in confusion.

“Like what? You’re my love and my one and only girl” I said quietly as she looked at me hesitantly.

“I don’t mean like that.. Like.. physically” I think I’m starting to understand.

“I love to love your body.”I kissed her hand.

She looked out the window. “I want to show you something and… I don’t know just read it okay? If you didn’t like it just forget about it” she said scared and her face turned very red.

She opened the book and handed it to me.

I started reading and it was about a sex scene where a guy ties a girl’s hands and fucks her.”

Next to me her head was under the pillow.

I closed the book and sat down and pulled her up to see her face.

She was perfect for me and the fact that she could see herself in this scene with me made me want to fuck her so bad.

“What did you like about the scene?” I said trying to pull her hands away from her eyes.

“The scene” she said awkwardly. I kissed her then said “You know we should talk more about that right?” She looked at me with watery eyes “Yes” she whispered.

“Do you want me to tie you up?” She closed her eyes and blushed even more.

I laughed and kissed her cheek “Hmm?”

She grumbled “I made you read it for a reason. Why are you asking me a lot of questions?” I laughed

“Because I want to know exactly what you want” I said softly

“I want this” she said looking at the book.

I kissed her then said “Hungry? Order or should we cook?” She thought for a while and the embarrassment started to disappear from her face.

“Order I don’t want to move” she groaned as if she had been on her feet for two days straight.

We ordered and ate while talking about what to do on our next date. Then I cuddled with her as we lay on the couch.

“Can I ask you something?” I said quietly, playing with her hair. “Uh huh.”

“What was your name?” I said calmly, as if to soften the question. She looked at me.

“Would it change anything?” I kissed her “Never” I whispered.

After a few moments, she spoke. “Angel Jezebel” she said, and buried her face in my neck.

I spoke after a few seconds. “I love it” I said, kissing her nose.

“I don’t love it. I changed it because I hated it”

"But it suits you, you’re like an angel" I said softly.

She looked at me and said, "Harry." I kissed her again.

"Can I call you that?" She looked at me sadly.

"It reminds me of everything bad that happened." I hugged her tighter.

"May I make the memories of your name more beautiful?" She looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"I don't think I deserve you," she said with a tremor in her voice. "Hey, don't say that. You deserve everything beautiful. Not that I'm the most beautiful thing, but you know."

After a few moments she said, "I told the girls to meet tomorrow, I think I'll tell them," she said nervously.

“I'm so proud of you” I kissed her head and then we went to sleep.

When I got home from work I took Angel and dropped her off at her friends house. I told her if she needed me just call and I'd be around if she wanted to come back to the apartment.

Then I went to buy some rope, a blindfold and candles.

They were all red.

I bought a knife but I think I'll save it for another time if she's comfortable with it.

Lillian’s POV

They were laughing and gossiping. I felt guilty that I have to tell them the truth after years. I felt guilty that I would make them stop laughing. I waited until they were done.

“I want to tell you something, but don’t be upset at me” I whispered, looking at my hands and wishing Harry was with me.

They paid attention to me and then I said, "I've never told you about my family before, and all along I thought that if I kept it to myself, it'd just disappear."

I took a deep breath and said "My parents were addicts and.." I said everything even changed my name. And in the middle Ami started crying I didn't look at anyone because I knew I was going to cry so hard.

They all hugged me and we talked a little bit. They were upset that I didn't tell them anything all this time, but they forgive me.

We agreed to meet in a few days at my apartment to watch a movie. I said I didn't have a TV and Joll said she'd bring one.

I knew they were trying to make me feel closer to them And I already feel it.

I texted Harry that I was ready to go back. We went back to my apartment and he brought two bags. “What are these?” “My clothes. I don’t want to go to my house before work”

We ordered dinner and then went to sleep.

Two days later we went on our date and Harry was touching me the whole time until I felt like I was going to drip on the floor as I walked.

We got back to my apartment and the minute he closed the door we attacked each other.

Harry picked me up and put me against the wall while kissing me hard.

He moved a little and I hit the mirror and it fell and broke. We stopped and laughed and then went back to kissing.

I didn't realize we were on my bed until he threw me.

He took off all my clothes and started kissing every inch of my body and putting hickeys everywhere.

My lips were red and my breasts were swollen from being sucked for so long and full of hickeys.

He pulled away opened his bag took out two red silk ropes.

He kissed me and said "Can I?" My cheeks turned red and I closed my eyes and gave him my hands.

He tied one to the bed then the other.

He kissed my neck, my chest then my stomach. I closed my legs to feel any friction.

"Looks like I need to tie these feet too hmm?" I felt a wave of wetness coming out of me.

He went and brought two more ropes and tied my legs wide open.

“Harry please fuck me”

He spank my thigh “that’s not my name” I felt like I’m gonna crying from his teasing

“Daddy please fuck me I need you” I said in a pitiful voice.

He kissed my neck “Can I cover your eyes?” I looked at him for a moment “Uhm daddy”

He kissed me then went to the bag, pulled out a blindfold I lifted my head up to let him tie it then he kissed me again.

“If you want to stop say red, if you want to slow down say yellow, if you’re okay say green, okay?” I nodded “Yes daddy”

I tried to close my legs then I felt Harry slowly kissing my legs until he reached my feet and kissed them. I moaned from the many feelings. I couldn’t see anything so every touch put me on the edge.

Harry walked away, I didn't feel him around.

"Daddy?" I heard a lighter and felt scared for a moment.

"Daddy answer me." I was about to cry. "Yes, my Angel?"

The name made my heart ache. No one had called me that in a very long time.

"Daddy kiss me." I said sadly. Harry came and kissed me for a few seconds then pulled away.

"I need you, Daddy, please." I heard the bathroom door open but Harry's voice was close. "I'm here, my angel." He kissed my knee then said. "You look beautiful, completely open for me."

I groaned "Harry I'm in pain touch me please" He spank my thigh "What's my name?" I cried

"Daddy daddy please touch me I can't take it anymore"

"colour?" "Greeeennnnn but I want you"

“I’ll try something if you don’t feel comfortable use your colors”

I felt excited but Harry didn’t move around me for a long time.

Suddenly I felt something warm dripping on my belly “Ahhh daddyyyy ahhh” Something hot but bearable dripped all over my belly.

I clenched my legs and arms trying to move but it was no use.

“Color” “Green soooo green” I cried as he put the liquid on my breasts. I felt my clit throb hard.

“Daddy please” dripped on my nipples and I screamed loudly.

Harry whispered “This is wax, do you like it?” I screamed

“Yessssyesyes very much” I felt the wax dripping on my pubic bone and I screamed louder and louder I felt my throat ache.

My blindfold was wet from the tears. The wax dripped on my thighs and then stopped.

“Daddy daddy nonono daddy touch me please I want you” Harry laughed

“I love hearing you beg” He touched me with something very cold running over my feet “Ha— Harry what is this” I said my heart beating fast.

“Do you trust me?” I didn’t think and immediately replied “Yes yes yes” I was pathetic but I really wanted him.

I felt the metal running over my nipples and stomach then it stopped.

He whispered in my ear “I’m going to take a picture, are you okay with that?” I hesitated for a moment until he said “Instant camera, one copy no one will see” I nodded “Okay daddy”

Seconds later I heard the sound of the camera then the picture coming out.

I felt the heat flooding my body because I was so exposed and now the moment was saved forever.

After a while the cold metal slowly returned to my stomach then I heard another click of the camera.

I felt a wave of wetness escaping me. Seconds later I felt the coldness on my pussy lips I felt the tip of it like a knife

“Harry is this a knife?” I said in panic, "Shhh my angel, I'm just going to play a little bit." He said as he kissed my thigh and opened my lips with the knife and took pictures.

"So wet, the sheets are soaking wet under you, my angel."

“Yellow yellow” Harry stopped and kissed my belly “What’s wrong?” He said calmly

“I want you daddy I can’t take it anymore” He sucked my neck a little then said “Open your mouth”

I opened it a little then I felt his tongue inside my mouth then he sucked my tongue hard and I groaned.

He bit my lower lip and I tasted blood. He pulled away a little then came back and licked the blood from my lips.

I moaned loudly and pulled my hands away trying to pull his hair. I could feel his hair on my neck and face.

“Everything about you is delicious, even your blood” He whispered in a deep voice and licked my lips more.

I was breathing heavily now.

He pulled away and started peeling the wax off my body with a knife and I felt like I was on fire from emotions.

I screamed and moaned and moved a lot but Harry didn’t speak he just continued peeling the wax off my body with the knife.

His touch disappeared for a moment then I felt his mouth licking, nibbling and sucking my clit then my lips "I have to eat your honey, I'm amazed. If you saw the big stain you made.."

I felt him bite my lip and take a picture. He pushed his tongue inside my hole in one thrust and he moaned into me and I felt the vibrations from his tongue.

"Daddy don't stop please I beg you" I cried then he pulled away.

He untied my legs and folded them over my chest.

I felt his cock up then clicked the camera. "I'll take a video are you okay?" I didn't think for a moment and said yes.

He disappeared from the bed then returned to his previous position.

His cock slapped my lips several times then moved between them.

He pulled out and pressed my lips together several times with his fingers then I heard him breathe heavily.

It was the first time Harry was silent during sex or playing with me.

"Daddy talk to me please" I begged.

“I think I’m in heaven and you’re my reward” he whispered, then pressed my lips together again, click.

He inserted his finger between them, click, then opened my lips and lifted my clitoris hood.

He sucked it with his mouth and felt electricity all over my body.

His finger moved to my hole and went in a little then pulled out.

I felt his cock between my lips moving several times to my clitoris. His cock shook violently between my lips until I felt the orgasm coming.

“Daddy don’t stop please I’m going to cum,” then he pulled away. I felt sad and frustrated and cried.

Harry lined up with my hole and entered with one very strong thrust.

I screamed at the top of my lungs, my ears hurt.

Harry pulled out of me slowly and thrust hard again.

He repeated it several times until his attack became animalistic.

"This is my angel, my good girl. Come on scream my name and let the whole street know that you are being fucked hard."

I screamed. "Daddy. Harry, I love you, I love you, I love you. I lovve it" Harry's lips pressed hard to mine and he kissed me quickly.

He thrust, thrust, thrust, "I", thrust, "love", thrust, "You", thrust, "so" thrust “much”

I was overcome with ecstasy before I could warn Harry and felt his hand stroking my clit. “Good girl cumming for daddy.”

My orgasm ended and Harry was still fucking me hard.

He suddenly pulled out and flipped me onto my stomach and lifted my ass up.

I couldn't hold it in so he took a pillow and put it under me and spanking me, open my ass cheeks and licked several times. His tongue reached the hole of my ass and inserted the tip.

I screamed loudly "Daddy" all my words and thoughts were lost.

Harry’s POV

Her ass was tempting to bite and slap. Her hands were still tied to the bed. I opened her cheeks and spat on her lips fucked her hole with my finger.

Her screams were muffled by the bed. I put my cock on her hole and held her hips tightly and pushed all my length inside her.

She was impossibly tight. I spanked her four times and with each slap I felt her muscles contract around me.

I started fucking her hard until the bed started to shake and her screams became very loud even when they were muffled.

I slapped and slapped and the sound of the wetness was loud, me fucking her, the sound of my hand spanking her and her screams.

I stopped slapping and watched her ass bounce with each thrust, so red ass.

I pulled her hair to hear her voice she wasn’t talking but crying and screaming.

My thrusts started to falter but I held her pelvis and pushed hard for a minute until she came again and entered her third orgasm of the day and her bed started to move harder and hit the wall.

Until I felt my orgasm coming.

I fucked her harder while I was cumming I moved faster until i was dry then the bed collapsed.

The corner of the bed fell to the floor but the mattress supported us.

I lay on top of her and buried my face in her neck and breathed her breath.

I blindly reached out and paralyzed her blindfold and her wrists.

For a moment I thought she had fainted and I felt panic.

"Angel??" I turned her but she smiled weakly.

Her eyes, nose and lips were swollen.

Her neck was full of love bites and bites from my teeth too.

Her breasts were marked and her nipples were red.

The red wax was still on her body next to the hickeys.

“How do you feel?” She nodded. I went to the bathroom and filled the tub with warm water and added body soap.

I went back to her and picked her up. She was obviously very tired.

I looked at the bed and smiled. She would be mad when she found out.

I put her in the tub, picked up the mattress, put it on the floor, changed the sheets, went back to her and got into the tub.

She groaned as I put my hands on her breasts, pulled her closer to me and whispered, "Baby? How do you feel?"

She smiled and whispered, her voice almost gone from screaming "I have no mind. Come tomorrow"

I smiled and washed her body and hair well then took her out.

She still hadn't opened her eyes even once.

I dried her and laid her on the bed. I brought the lotion and massaged her body lightly.

She hates it when she doesn't moisturize her body after a shower.

Her smile come and go and she makes sounds of relief from time to time.

I took my time moisturizing her body until I was done.

I kissed her wrists and ankles and when I tried to carry her to my chest she spoke "Make love to me Harry" My heart fluttered when she opened her eyes.

"I missed your eyes my angel" I kissed her lips softly and placed myself on top of her and between her legs I slowly put my cock inside her and started moving slowly and she started moaning quietly.

I put my fingers on her clit and moved them lightly but quickly.

I felt her nails scratching my back hard. She kissed me until we came together and my mouth was on hers.

I felt the delicious burn on my back.

I kept inside her and turned her over so she was on top and we slept.



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Lonely (together) Chapter Six **

Lillian’s POV

Harry convinced me to let him eat me out.

So here I am in bed in the middle of a random night.

He doesn’t have work tomorrow so he stayed up with me because I couldn't sleep. So it was his idea to tire me out so I could sleep.

He takes my pants off and kissed my thighs. I held his hair and closed my eyes.

I felt the heat of his breath on the most sensitive part of my body.

I felt him lick my lips then take one in his mouth and suck it. "Haaaah yeeesss Harry aaaahhh" I breathed heavily as he sucked my other lip and licked them.

"So sweet" he whispered to himself.

I opened my eyes as he looked hungrily. He opened my lips and groaned.

"Oh my god so beautiful" he said then licked several times and sucked my clit lightly with his mouth. "Mmm yes yes Harry don’t stop please”

He started switching between licking and sucking and his fingers kept my lips open for him.

He sucked harder until he left my clit with a loud pop.

He lifted his head to kiss me hard. Then he went back to my pussy.

He licked from the bottom of my ass hole to my clit. "Aaaah harry" I pulled his hair hard and took deep breath.

He looked at me and said "Don't take your eyes off me" I looked at him as he put the tip of his tongue in my hole.

I felt something I didn't know was exist.

I screamed loudly and tried to close my eyes when he slapped my thigh. "I said. Eyes. On me." He put the tip of his tongue in again.

I don't think he put it in much but it was enough for me to feel the stretch.

His mouth went back to my clit and played with it with his tongue and his finger played around my hole. He didn't put it in but the feeling was enough to make me cum hard. He sucked and licked my clit hard until I cum.

I was tired so we didn't spend much time awake. Harry cleaned me up and we went to sleep.

Harry’s POV

Today we are going for a picnic, she would cry if I said no. I will spend the whole day with her in the 'secret garden'

We were at my house today too. She has not been to her apartment for days. I don't mind and I’ll suffer if she is not here.

I cut fruits and made sandwiches, smoothies, chips and cookies. I need to work on a new and healthy diet for her.

Because it is not normal for to sleep at 3 am and wake up in the afternoon and bad meals. She’s even eaten chocolate before bed and complained about ‘sleep hates me’

I needed some files from the office to work on tonight so I decided to stop by and grab them on the way to the park. I’m wearing a hoodie and shorts. It wasn't cold but it was going to get cold soon. It was the middle of October.

She came down wearing a very short red sun dress and I'm sure if she bends down a little her breasts will spill out, and she smiles boldly at me. "Really? You're not going out in this dress, sweetie. Go wear something else."

She looked at me with puppy eyes and bit her lip. "Please? I wore this for you." She said seductively as if she didn't know that I wouldn't refuse. "Oh my god, okay." I said and pinched the bridge of my nose.

I took the basket and we got into the car.

"I need to stop by the office, there are files I need to take." I said and put my hand on her thigh. "Okay." She said as she searched for a song.

I parked the car in the parking lot and opened the door for her to get out. "What? I'm not going inside!!" she said fearfully. "Your boss will get mad Harry, I don't want—“

I pulled her and slammed the door shut. I was tired of her mentioning 'my boss'.

I wanted to show her that I was the boss.

We walked inside and all the staff in the reception fell silent and looked at us then turned back to their work. Next to me she held on tight.

We got into the elevator and I typed in the code to go to my floor. "Harry they're all looking at us you're going to be in big trouble if-" I kissed her to shut her up.

“Shut up, okay?” She looked at me nervously and fell silent.

We reached my office floor. My assistant stood up and said, “Hello Mr. Styles, I didn’t know you were coming today.”

“I came to get some files, email me the rest.” I unlocked my office and walked in.

I turned to see her face as if she had seen a ghost.

“What happened to you?” I said smugly as I walked her to close the door behind us.

“This is your office? And you have your own assistant!!” She said as if it was something from space.

“Yes, and this is my company, princess.” I said as I kissed her cheek.

She walked away and walked to the window. It was an entire wall of windows from ceiling to floor. “Oh my God” she said in shock.

“Do you like it?” She looked at me with an unreadable expression. “How are you the boss?”

“I’m the boss, my princess.”

“I don’t know, it’s very strange and new informa— why didn’t you tell me?” she said looking into my eyes.

“I don’t know, you kept mentioning ‘boss’ so I didn’t know what to say. I chose to bring you here.”

She looked around again “Oh my god” I took the files and went to her.

“Do you want a tour?” I winked as I tickled her. She laughed and said yes. We walked out of my office and I locked the door.

We went to the privet meeting room and I stood at the door as she walked around the windows. We walked out and then she turned to me and whispered “I need the bathroom so bad” she said with a look of discomfort on her face.

We went back to my office to use my private bathroom.

I waited for her until she came out.

Then she walked the windows again.

My office is on the 25th floor so the view was truly breathtaking.

I stood behind her and put one hand on her stomach and the other on her neck. “Did you know that the tower across the street is mine too?” I whispered in her ear.

She turned to me in shock “Are you serious?” I laughed at her expression.

“Let’s spend our date exploring my offices around the city I’m more than happy to show you” Her eyes widened “You have more than two buildings???”

God I want to fuck her.

“Are you rich or something?” she chattered as she left. I followed her and we got into the elevator.

“Why are you so upset?” I laughed.

“You said we’d spend our date exploring your offices. I want the garden.”

I hadn’t learned yet that she doesn’t take jokes well unless I make it clear I’m joking or I tell her right away that it’s a joke.

We got out of the elevator and it was quiet again and she hid behind my back and holding my hand. We went for a picnic and her mood returned to normal.

When we got back to my house we had dinner and now she was on my lap.

We were talking a few days ago about childhood (not mine or hers) I got stuck because she talked about child abuse.

Suddenly she got up and looked at me. "Harry" I kissed her cheek "Yes my girl" I brushed a stray hair from her face. "I wanted to tell you that nothing in my life is normal" she said oddly and seriously. "Of course you are normal why would you say something like that?"

She frowned and said "You don't know anything about me! How can you say I'm normal?" I think her period is coming soon.

"Because you are a kind, shy, charitable person who eats chocolate with coffee when you wake up, and let's not forget that you are a bit clumsy" I smiled.

Her cheeks flushed and she smiled then returned to her previous attitude.

"You don't understand." She looked at my chest and played with my necklace, "I never had a childhood or a natural teenhood Harry" My heart sank and I wished I could erase her memories of her childhood and teenhood even though I knew only a little.

"Then tell me" I whispered. She looked at me and said, "Harry.. I don't.. know how.. You might never accept me again." She said with her eyes on the ceiling and full of tears.

I pulled me closer to her. “Don’t you ever dare say that again. I will always want you by my side and I will accept you no matter what your past is or what your present is. If you really know me, you should know that I accept everything from you Lillian”

Lillian’s POV

I hesitated if I should tell Harry. I really want to share what happened to me with someone.

I'm tired of keeping everything that happened to me a secret. I felt a little relieved after his last words. So I tried to organize my words but I couldn't.

I grabbed his hand and played with his rings. “My parents were addicts, alcohol and drugs,” I took a deep breath.

“I had three siblings, my older brother… he was six years older than me and my twin.” Tears started to form in my eyes as I started to remember everything in detail again.

“Since he was thirteen he started using drugs because my parents leave it around the house, ever since I was conscious my parents beat us all the time, there was no food in the fridge, the bills were never paid, no new clothes, never. Not even one piece” I didn’t look at his face in fear.

“There was a teacher who always gave us old clothes that belonged to her daughter who was a year older than us, so it must have been something good right? but no, the students called us the children of addicts, poor babies, psychopaths. Long list. So we never had any friends”

“When I was nine my mom gave birth to my younger brother. We would change his diapers and take care of him and he sleep over with me and my sister.” I smiled and my eyes burned.

“My sister was so weak and scared all the time so I had to be the stronger one" I started crying and Harry wiped my tears.

"When I was thirteen my father got mad at my mother because she didn't want to... you know... have sex with him. My sister and I were watching the scene from the stairs. My little brother was playing around them. My father pulled out a gun and shot my mother" I cried more and tried to calm down to continue

"Then my little brother cried I tried to pull him away to hide him but he ran away and my father would see me if I went to him. My father looked at him and shouted at him to be quiet but he cried even louder and so he shot him. My sister ran down and hid but I stood there looking at them and the pools of blood around them and my father smiling. I couldn't blink I couldn't move. My father sat on the couch and I stood for half an hour looking at him until he shot himself with the same gun. Then I think I passed out, when I woke up there were police and an investigation."

I put my head on Harry's chest "My brother was 19 so they left us with him, they took the bodies and cleaned the floors and took all the weapons that belonged to my father" I lifted my head and looked at Harry for the first time his eyes were full of tears and his face was very red, "Harry" I cried and hugged him.

"Shhh, you're safe now" He held me tighter then I pulled away and said to him "Don't cry" He smiled painfully, I wiped his tears and continued, i can’t stop now.

"We stayed at home but no one knew my brother was an addict too, he would beat us if there was no food or the electricity went out. We were only thirteen. We sat like that for months until we were fourteen. My sister and I went and looked for jobs but no one wanted to hire children. My sister found a job at a laundromat it was her first job and the owner was old so she needed someone. I went to library, but every few months we changed jobs because they gave them to older people. The money we made my brother take to buy drugs so we would work two jobs to buy food. Sometimes we would hide some of the money,” I smiled as I remembered my sister hiding the money in her bra.

“It wasn’t until we were sixteen, my sister started to get tired and she tells me that we wouldn’t survive if we didn’t kill him. She was joking sometimes but I knew she wished we could. She wanted so badly to escape, so-” I cried hard

“She started hurting herself until she died.” I hugged Harry and couldn’t breathe from the pain in my chest

“My brother found her and thought he killed her so he panicked and wrote me a letter saying he was sorry he killed her and committed suicide with an overdose but when the social worker came to get me I found a letter from my sister saying she did it to herself to save us” I started to sob and I couldn’t finish and Harry hugged me.

We sat in silence for a few minutes until I stopped crying. “I went to foster homes. They were bad and everything was so bad. I thought I would stay there forever. I had to study hard to get a scholarship to university so I wouldn’t be sitting on the street and I had to work a lot to save myself money to buy clothes and good food” I felt disgusted when I remembered

“They called themselves foster homes to take the money that should have been spent on us Harry. I lived in foster homes for two years, a new place every month and sometimes every week until I was eighteen and responsible for myself” I hesitated whether to tell him the rest or not but there was nothing worse than what I had already said.

“I never went home even though it’s mine now I didn’t even think about it when I needed money I just pretended it wasn’t there anymore” I closed my eyes and whispered

“I changed my name and moved here I submitted my papers to the university I got a scholarship for poor orphans and needy” I cried again

“I didn’t know I could get here. And when I did it seemed like a dream and I would wake up in the basement of my childhood home and I would hear screaming and gunshots above my head” I cried and hugged him tightly we sat in silence until I fell asleep.

Harry’s POV

I carried her up the room, covered her and went down to the kitchen. I needed a strong drink. I took the bottle of whiskey, opened the garden door and sat down.

My eyes were burning and my chest ached. I didn't even try to hold back the tears. I had only cried once in my life when my parents divorced. I was seven. I didn't know what it felt like to cry until now.

I drank half the can until my throat was burning and I couldn't sit still.

I went to the room and lay down next to her and looked at her. She looked peaceful like an angel. I wanted to call her Angel. Her eyebrows furrowed a little and then she opened her eyes. "Harry." My name came out like a cry but she didn't cry anymore. I hugged her and then pulled closer. "Eww what's that smell?" She covered her nose. "Sorry baby I just had a little drink.

“Huff you smell disgusting” she said, her head in my neck. “I’m going to brush my teeth.” “Noooo, you smells good now. Sit” She whines.

When I woke up I went to work and left her sleeping. I didn't want to go but I was too busy with her to work. I made her breakfast and left it on the dining table.

I was in a meeting when I received a message from her.

Angel: No good morning kiss. It hurts me😞

Me: One: it’s afternoon. Two: I actually kissed you before I left. Three: I will never hurt you.

Angel: I’m going to my apartment baby

Me: Why?.

Angel: I want my stuff 🥺

Me: Ok. Cal will pick you up. AND drop you off back.

Angel: I wish i can have lunch with you

Me: Stop it. We’re going to have dinner together.

Angel: You asking me out?

Me: See you tonight baby girl.

The meetings room fell silent since the typing sound began to come from my phone. I locked my phone and cleared my throat. “Continue.”

I left the office at six. I went to my house and opened the door. There were so many wonderful smells. I closed the door, took off my jacket and threw it on the couch. The dining table was set for dinner.

“Babyeeee” She jumped on me and smelled so good.

I couldn’t even see what she was wearing. When she pulled away I saw and was about to kneel down to her.

A silk red dress that didn’t cover her breasts and I could see her nipples erect through the fabric.

It hugged all her curves perfectly. The dress showed her thighs so deliciously. “You look so beautiful baby girl”

I kissed her and she moaned. “I made you dinner” she whispered “My dinner is in my hands” I said kissing her.

She pulled away from me and pulled me to wash my hands and face. I was going to pull my hair up but she stopped me. “I like it like this baby,” she said with puppy eyes.

She sat at the table and everything looked perfect. Her face was glowing, it was like last night never happened.

I kissed her and she got up to put some spaghetti for me.

Her breasts were jiggling slightly as she moved. I never reached her breasts. She was so sensitive to my touch and I was more than okay with just touching her bottom.

I didn't want to push her at all to expose herself more and get out of her comfort zone.

We talked a little while we ate about work and then we finished and carried the dishes to the kitchen.

I rolled up my sleeves to put them in the dishwasher. “No, leave this to me, you have another task. Go and sit down.” She pulled me and pushed me out of the kitchen. “What?” “Go go.” “I’m not a puppy.” I mumbled.

I sat down until she finished and brought me a glass of water.

"What's happening to you, baby? I thought I was the one who should treat my girl like a princess" I said, covering her face in shyness.

After a few minutes of kissing she said, "Take me to bed Harry." I followed her and was ready to eat her out.

Until we reached the room and I lowered her onto her legs. "Harry, fuck me" she whispered.

I felt electricity all over my body. I knew I would fuck her one day.

But I never knew she would affect me this way.

I came back to reality and looked at her. “You’re not ready yet.” Her face was sad. “Yes, your finger can actually go all the way inside me!”

I laughed at how the dirty words came out of her, and her face still full of innocence.

“Okay I don’t have a condom” I said as an excuse but I could have gone and bought one right away.

She pulled out a box of pills “I started taking the birth control pills” She raised an eyebrow.

“Since when? Why didn’t you tell me?” I said and started to feel the seriousness of the situation.

I wanted her so badly but I was afraid I would hurt her.

“Surprise” she said looking at her feet. I kissed her hard. “You want me to fuck you today? take your virginity?” I said pushing her to lie down.

“Mmm please” Oh my god. I tore her dress in half.

“Harry no!!!” she said looking at the dress and I looking at her breasts.

“Fuck me” I sucked her breasts as if I hadn’t eaten in years. “Harry ahh” she screamed and went to her other breast.

“Stand up” I moved away from her and stood up.

She reluctantly got up and stood, covering her breasts.

I lowered her hand and looked at them. They were so full and firm, so perfect , like a painting.

She looked down at her feet and her cheeks were red.

She wasn't wearing any panties so I got down on my feet and started kissing her lips and belly then moved to her neck. "Are you wet?" She nodded. "Words baby girl" "Yes Harry"

She gasped as I pushed her down. I sat between her legs and tasted her a little she was so wet. "Harry" She pulled my hair tightly. I lifted my head and went to her breasts and sucked her nipples gently then made hickey around them.

She was moaning loudly every time I suck her nipples. I felt like my cock was going to penetrate my pants.

I hadn't had sex for a long time. I pulled away and slowly pulled down my clothes while looking at her. She closed her legs and covered her breasts .

"Take your hands off," I said sternly. I tried to be gentle today but she's so sexy I can't hold back.

“Harry” she moans. “What princess?” I asked as I pulled my hair into a bun. “I want your hair” she said sadly.

“I need to focus on my task without distractions princess.”

She laughed and then her laughter quickly faded. “Harry, will it hurt?” I didn’t open her well with my fingers, she was very tight and only one finger went in. So…

“Just at first until you get used to it. If you want to stop, what are you going to do?”

“I’m telling you to stop immediately.”

“And?”

“Not freaking out because there’s nothing serious”

“This is my girl” I kissed her for a few seconds then reached down to open her up more.

Lillian’s POV

“Harry aaaahhhh” I moaned as he sucked my clit and slowly pushed his finger in and out of me.

After a few minutes he pushed in a second finger and I felt myself stretch impossibly.

I hadn’t seen Harry’s size yet but through his boxers now it looked like he was going to split me in half.

I concentrated on the feeling of Harry’s fingers until he was done ‘preparing’ me.

“Are you still ready?” he asked me quietly, running his finger over my cheek.

“Yes Harry,” I whispered, my heart racing.

Harry got up and took off his boxers.

I’ve never looked at a dick in my life. So I looked at the ceiling.

“What are you doing, I’m right here.” Harry laughed.

“I’ve never seen a dick in my life.” I closed my eyes when I heard Harry laugh.

I was so nervous but when he laughed he calmed my nerves. “Well this is your chance to see one.”

“No thanks.”

“Really? I’m going to fuck you without you seeing?”

“Harry please just fuck me” I whimpered feeling like crying.

He sat between my legs and leaned over to kiss me.

“Open your eyes I want to see you” I opened them and looked into his eyes and felt something on my stomach.

“I feel it on my stomach Harry” I said with my eyes wide open.

“Do you want to look at my little man?” I laughed so hard “Why do you call it that?” Harry laughed and kissed my cheek

“Take a look you may not like him but I’m sure he’ll show you stars” he whispered in my ear at the end.

“Harry Huff” I felt like I was on the edge of something and I really wanted it.

I looked down and he was so big and so long and so red I felt like he was in pain.

“Harry” he kissed me again “if you’re not ready that’s okay” I don’t think he’ll be able to get inside me because it took his finger two days to get halfway in.

But it doesn’t hurt to try.

“I really want you” his eyes sparkled and he smiled softly

“you can have me another way if you’re not comfortable” I started to lose my temper “Harry I only ask one thing please just do it”

He kissed my neck then sat up and spread my legs. I started to tense up even more. I was soaking.

Harry put his cock on my stomach then said "Look where I'm going" he winked.

His cock was higher than my belly button. I felt heat all over my body and a little fear starting to creep up on me.

I realized that I was completely exposed to him so I covered my breasts.

"No, your hands on me or above your head" he said angrily.

"And don't you dare close your eyes? Do you understand?" I felt even more wetness oozing out of me.

God is there more roughness in him?

"I understand Harry" "Good girl" he said as he grabbed his cock and ran it over my pussy a few times. "Ahhh" I moaned at the strange feeling.

He slapped his cock against my lips a few times then opened them with his finger and spat.

I felt a twinge in my stomach tighten "Harry" I wanted more "What my princess" he said as he ran his cock again.

Until he stopped and started to lightly slap my lips with his cock. “So beautiful” he said as he played with my breasts. “Ahh yes please more” I moaned as he moved his cock over my clit.

“Ready baby girl?” “Yes daddy.”

I didn’t know how or why I said, it had come out of me without my permission.

Harry stopped and looked at me. “What did you say?” I felt the heat wash over me so I put my hands over my eyes.

Harry pulled them away. “What did you say?” I looked at him, eyes wide open. “Sorry Harry I didn’t-”

“I. said. What. Did. you. say?”

“Yes daddy” I whispered. Harry kissed me greedily and roughly, grabbing my jaw tightly and then letting go.

“I like your mouth” he said with a wicked smile.

He grabbed his cock and placed it on my hole. “You okay?”

“Yes Harry.” He frowned slightly then opened my legs more.

He started thrusting a little and I felt like I was being split in half. “Ahhh ohmygodohmygod” Harry stopped and rubbed his thumb on my stomach.

“Breathe princess. Relax your muscles.” I tried to breathe and relax my muscles as he pushed in slowly.

My breathing became rapid and my legs shook and I moaned with each breath.

“Please how much longer until it goes all the way, Harry” I cried, gripping the sheets as tightly as I could.

“We’re not even halfway there baby,” he said, his face sweaty and his breathing ragged. “You’re so tight.”

“Ahhh” I closed my eyes for the first time.

Harry didn’t say anything but just stopped moving.

“I won’t go in anymore baby you’re so tight it’s will hurting you” he said breathing heavily.

I opened my eyes and looked at him then he smiled. We sat like that for a minute until he asked me “Shall I move?”

“Yes Harry” he pulled out of me slowly and I took a deep breath then he came in slowly he repeated it several times until the burning disappeared and was replaced by pleasure.

"Ah ah please” Harry lowered his face to kiss me. "Move faster Harry please faster" I cried as he went a little faster and I felt him go in a little deeper.

I started to cry in pleasure and there was no other thought in my mind.

I looked at his cock and saw him go in and out quickly. Harry squeezed my thigh and let it go for him to see it shake. I smiled as I saw his face flush with pleasure as he saw my thigh shake.

"Harry" I cried as he went faster until I felt so close, "I'm gonnacumI'mgonnacum Harryyy" I cried as he moved his hand hard on my clit and I felt the pleasure eating me alive. My eyes rolled to the back of my head and I saw stars.

It was the longest orgasm I had experienced since my first one. I felt something warm spill inside me as Harry moaned loudly. I had never heard him cum before.

When I opened my eyes Harry was lying looking at me. "That's my princess."

I said as he kissed me softly. "Are you okay?" "Hmm."

I was warm then I realized I was under the sheets. "Thanks." I whispered and Harry got up and came back with a towel, removing the sheets from me and spreading my legs.

I closed my eyes from the warmth of the towel. He cleaned me up then brought me some water and lifted my head to drink. "Thanks Harry" I said with my head on his shoulder.

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Lonely (together) Chapter Five**

Harry’s POV

For a month we slept at her apartment for days. We slept at my place for even more days. We’re kissing all the time until I had to buy Vseline for my lips.

Everything was smooth sailing and each day was better than the day before.

She hadn't seen her friends that month, because we were together all the time and she kept making excuses because she wanted to be with me, at least that’s what she said.

Until I suggested that I go with her (I knew it was a dangerous move but I like danger).

She was hesitant but said it was okay because all her friends' boyfriends were there.

I knew she hadn't told them even though she said she would try to tell them.

I was taking a shower and changing in her bathroom. When I came out she was almost ready.

She was so nervous I could tell just by the way her hands were shaking.

She was trying to hide the nervousness from her features when I said "Are you okay?" She nodded.

Then she got up and walked out of the room and sat on the couch.

She wasn't dressed yet but everything else was ready. I went after her and her eyes were filled with tears. "What's happening? Hmm?" She started shaking when I took her in my arms.

"I-I don't know… everything." She started breathing heavily and shaking even more with her eyes closed.

She seemed to be having a panic attack. "Princess look at me" She wasn't responding so I hugged her tighter and tried to calm her down but it was no use.

"Princess, can you hear me? Squeeze my hand if yes" I put my hand in hers and she squeezed "Good girl, can you open your eyes?"

Moments passed and then she opened it slowly and cried louder "Harry I'm sorry"

"Shhh it's okay I'm here" She calmed down a little then buried her face in my neck "I didn't tell them, I don't know how they'll take it" She sighed heavily "I mean I told them before that we were seeing each other but before you kissed me and above all they didn't know anything Harry" She cried

"It's okay, it seems this is your chance to tell them hm? You've been avoiding them all this time? Admit it"

I tickled her and she laughed "Maybe" "Let's get ready it's going to be eight in a while”. They agreed on 7:30 and it seems we're very late

We arrive at the restaurant and my hands feel like they are going to bleed from her grip on me.

“Remember to breathe, princess, they are your friends and to be honest I am quite charming,” I say in her ear and she laughs.

We walk through the restaurant until she spots them and walks more slower.

There are four guys on one side of the table and four girls on the other. They all look at us with wide eyes.

We got to the table and they all stood up, the men because I obviously know them and work with them and the girls for their friend.

But she stammered as she spoke quickly "Hey everyone this is Harry coming with me we.. umm yes" She fell silent and sat down immediately.

One of her friends spoke "Hey, no hugs?" She released and got up to hug them without looking at anyone in the eye.

William said "I didn't think I would see the day when Mr.Styles walks next to a woman" They all looked between me and him until Rayan laughed and extended his hand to me I looked at it then at him "Looks like Mr. Love Is Pathetic arrived”

“Cut the shit” I said. Lillian lifted her head to me in shock and they all sat in silence.

I smiled at her softly until Loca said “What the hell? Since when did you have dimples?”

Jack choked on his drink. They were silent again.

Lillian didn’t look up until one of the girls said, “We need the bathroom.” They all got up except Lillian.

She looked at the ceiling as if she couldn’t hear. “Lily you need the bathroom.” She looked at them and said, “No I’m fine.” Another one said, “No you’re not.” Lillian reluctantly got up and looked at me and one of them pulled her hand away.

“It seems like you’re stuck with us, so you should get used to attending all their meetings and sitting around while they attend the bathroom meeting,” said William.

“And don’t you dare ask why, because you’ll be eaten alive,” said Loca. “Everyone shut up,” I said indignantly.

“So you are the ‘mysterious man’ who took her virginity.” I slammed the table and shouted at me. “I. Said. Shut. up.”

My blood was boiling from their comments. I was worried about her because she was late.

Lillian’s POV

I was surrounded by four bodies as if I had committed an unforgivable crime. “When you said he was cute you didn’t say he was really hot!!!”

“Yes what the hell?”

“Why didn’t you come when we went out without you??”

The questions bombarded me until my head hurt. “Stop!” I said in an annoyed voice.

“Nothing happened we just kissed.”

“When?” “A month ago.” I covered my face.

“I don’t care about him. Know, why didn’t you come when we went out together?”

“Because I was afraid of your reaction, I didn’t know how to tell you all and I couldn’t bear to lie.” I said guiltily.

We made up and talked a little then went out to the table.

I was next to Harry when we sat down and whispered in my ear "Are you okay?" I nodded yes.

"How do you know them?" I replied "I've met them a few times at university."

They started looking at the menu until Harry asked me what I wanted "I don't know what you're having?"

"I think salmon is good" I felt nervous because I didn't know what I wanted. I looked at him and my eyes started burning.

Harry looked back at the menu and said to me "They have grilled chicken with mashed potatoes what do you think? Hmm?"

"Okay" I mumbled and when the server came Harry ordered for me and him.

I talked with my girlfriends while the guys were quiet.

Until we were done and Harry paid for us both.

We were going to his house tonight. "Did you have fun?" He said and kissed my hand. "Yes, baby, thank you."

That was the third time I said baby.

We went back to his house and I changed into panties and Harry's t-shirt.

I was starting to feel comfortable around him like this.

I was in Harry's lap as we watched TV. I didn't really know what was happening thanks to the heat in my belly.

Harry kissed me a little then I buried my face in his neck. His hands moved down to my thighs and squeezed a few times. This was the first time ever he touch me like this.

I lifted my head and kissed him deeply until he pulled away from me and said, "I want to try something."

I was going to say yes to anything now so I nodded. "I want to kiss you with my tongue."

The area between my thighs began to throb. "I don't know how," I whispered. He kissed my cheek.

"It's okay just let me in and you'll find out." My cheeks burned and I said, "What am I going to do with my tongue?" He laughed softly and said, "Just go with what I'm doing?"

I placed my lips on his and then felt his tongue on my lips. I opened my mouth a little so his tongue could gently explore my mouth.

Our saliva was all over my mouth. I lifted my tongue a little and Harry took it in his mouth and sucked it hard.

I moaned loudly and then felt the heat all over my body from the strange sound.

I felt my pants getting wet and tried to get out of his lap so that the embarrassing situation wouldn't happen again.

He pulled me to sit on him tightly and kissed me hard until I pulled away.

I closed my eyes and dropped my head back. Harry kissed my neck and sucked it a little.

"Harry stop I can't" My body needed him but his kisses weren't enough. I wanted more.

"Can I touch you?" He whispered in my ear.

"I don't know Harry." I dropped my head on his shoulder. "Have you ever touched yourself?" He said playing with my hair and I didn't think I would feel any hotter but I did.

"No" I whispered. "Can I touch you? No sex I just want to touch you hm?" He said quietly and I thought for a moment.

"Can I keep my clothes on?" "Of course baby"

Harry led me into the room and closed the door, I couldn't look at him so I sat down and looked at my hands. He came behind me and made me lean against him.

He kissed my cheek then my neck. He kissed and sucked a little. I closed my eyes and surrendered.

I clung to his hands as he held my thighs and spread my legs a little with his hands.

“Harry” I breathed heavily. “Yes, sweetheart?”

“I can’t do it, what if—” “Shhh, I know you can.”

I gripped his hands tighter and felt something hard on my back.

I didn't try to figure out what it was. Harry put his hand on my panties and started to lightly stroke my sensitive area.

I choked on a moan and a heavy breath. "Good girl" Harry whispered in my ear as he lightly rubbed my clit through my panties.

I could feel myself getting wet and I was sure when I saw my pink panties darken under his fingers.

I closed my eyes as he held my neck and slid his hand inside my panties.

He ran his fingers over my lips then parted them as he ran his middle finger up and down.

I was trying to focus on his movements but I felt every nerve in my body electrify.

He started rubbing light circles on my clit and picked up the pace. I tried to swallow a moan. Until he whispered in my ear. "I want to hear your voice, my princess."

I opened my mouth and let out heavy breath as he pressed harder and moved faster “We need to work on getting those beautiful sounds out of you more often “

“Harry Harry please I can't take it anymore. It's too much!”

“Just let it go baby” The pleasure coursed through my body.

“Harry I need the bathroom I can’t”

“No baby just cum for me” I felt him circling around me so fast I thought a bubble started to form in my stomach spreading all over my body then it exploded.

I think I screamed I wasn’t sure. Everything was dark and lots of white dots.

My body was floating in the air and I felt the pleasure course through my body. There was no thought in my head but Harry.

The white dots disappeared and before I opened my eyes I felt a warm hand on my thigh and lips pressed to my cheek. "Harry" I whispered.

"That's my girl" he said kissing me several times "How do you feel?"

I felt heat wash over me as I thought about what I had done and how I come.

I didn't open my eyes but turned and hugged him and hid in his neck. He laughed and he said "You did good my beautiful girl, how did you feel?" "So many new feelings" I whispered

"I would love to hear about them."

Harry left me and said he was going to the bathroom. I hid under the blankets and wished I could disappear but I wanted to do it again.

Harry came back five minutes later and pulled me over to go pee.

My panties were ruined so I took it off and told Harry I needed another one. He came back and handed me one from behind the door.

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Lonely (together) Chapter Four

Lillian’s POV

Five days have passed and I haven’t seen Harry. He’s been busy the whole time.

I’ve cleaned my apartment a few times, rearranged my library, organized my paintings and notebooks, washed my paintbrushes, sharpened my pencils.

I’ve done two new paintings, read a book, and started discovering new smoothies. I’ve only gone out to the grocery store once.

I even organized my closet. I’ve done everything and I still feel like I’m missing something.

Now I’m literally on the living room floor looking at the stars.

I pull out an old device I brought with me when I was taken from my home when I was 16.

It’s one of the few things I’ve taken with me.

If I turn off the lights, it reflects the stars and space onto the ceiling and walls. I’ve been like that for a couple hours.

The girls are busy so I haven’t asked anyone to hang out with me. And I miss Harry.

In the past few days I have thought about all the moments we have had together.

I have written down all the positives and negatives of the situations that happened between us, his personality and how he treats me.

There was not one negative thing. (Except on my part there was)

My phone rang with a notification.

Harry: Hello princess. How are you?

Me: Fine Harry, how are you?

Harry: Good, I wanted to check up on you.

Me: Don't worry about you :)

Harry: Sorry I haven't seen you the past few days, I was busy, my mom and sister came to town without telling me. Things are a bit chaotic around here.

Me: I'm happy for you! Enjoy with them

Harry: Thanks. How do you handle your break?.

Me: Ahhh I don't know where I am if I'm being honest

Me: I did everything. I painted two paintings I feel like I'm going crazy but enjoy it, don’t know how

Harry: Aw princess. Relax, don't be too busy and not taking care of yourself, and I'm really happy that you're spending your time enjoying your hobbies.

Me: Don’t worry, thank you Harry

Harry: I really wish I could come over but my mom insists I stay with them after work and I quote: ‘We only see you once a year, we have the right to see you, and it's clear you have nowhere else to go.’

Harry: Plus she's the one forcing me to stay home.

Me: I don't know if I should be sad or happy for you, but I laughed

Harry: Naughty princess.

Me: Sorry🥺

Harry: None of that. Anyway I’m gonna try to stop by tomorrow.

Me: Okay byyye <3

Harry: ❤️

I can't wait for tomorrow.

——

It's 4pm. I'm cooking some pasta, I decided to start a new book series so I went and bought it today.

A soft knock on the door made me scared then I remember Harry knows the code.

I tried to fix my hair while looking at the mirror next to the door. I was wearing a pink t-shirt and gray pants.

I opened the door and Harry was standing with a bag in his hand. "Hello princess" He opened his arms and I threw myself at him. "Hey you did it" my voice is muffled on his neck.

Then I pulled away and looked at his face "Your work ends in an hour! Why did you go out early?" I said with my hands still on his shoulders and his on lower back.

"I wanted to see you" he said softly and smiled.

"Do you want to eat?"

"It smells delicious here but mom wants us to go out to a place I don't even know what" I laughed and hugged him again.

"I brought you something" he whispered in my ear.

"What?" "Do you want to know?" He said as he lifted the bag up.

"Harry" I said sadly and looked at him.

"Stop looking at me like that or I will fucking get on my knees."

He said and my heart started beating fast and everything disappeared from my mind except his sentence.

I looked at him with wide eyes. He cleared his throat "Do you want to open it now?" He said nervously. "Um okay" I took the bag from him.

I opened it gently and it was a red box. I turned to him and said "Why did you bring me a gift?"

He looked at me softly "When I saw it I remembered you so I brought it for you." I felt butterflies flying in my stomach.

I opened the box and there was a beautiful red bag the size of the one I have that I always wear. But more beautiful. "Harry" I said and felt tears gathering and my throat tightening. I gently put it on the table and hugged him.

"Thank you didn't have to buy me anything" I said and the tears fell "Hey no need to cry, it's just a bag princess”. He said stroking my hair.

“Oh my God, I forgot the food on the stove.” I ran and put out the boiling pasta and went back to him. “Nothing burned,” I said, laughing and wiping my tears.

As we sat on the couch, his phone rang. “Mom uhgh” Harry pinched the bridge of his nose and closed his eyes.

Then he answered. “Yes mom.. I know, I’m close.. No.. okay.. No I said okay mom.” His brows furrowed and he let out a sigh of annoyance. He hung up.

He looked at me, smiled and kissed my cheek, "I have to go, sorry." I hugged him and murmured, "It's okay." He pulled away and looked at me, about to say something before he got up and left.

For two days we texted late at night, in the afternoon, and when he finished work. It was very innocent conversation.

Today his mother and sister are going back to England. I didn't mean to get excited, but I was. I missed spending time with him.

The girls were going out today but I told them I was busy. Harry and I were going to go to the library.

I was getting ready, I put on a little white dress and comfortable white boots.

I put on my make up and now I was standing by the window waiting for Harry to come. I saw his car stop and I jumped and then pulled myself together.

A minute later there was a knock on the door. I opened the door and it was Harry in a half-open shirt. His hair was shiny and he looked like he had just taken a shower.

“Harry" I hugged him and he lifted me off the ground and spun us around. "Harry" I laughed "My princess" he said with a laugh. "Put me down, my dress will wrinkle"

He put me down and we recovered from laughing then looked at each other. “Are you ready?” he said with a smile “Yes sooo ready !!”

He took my hand and we walked out to the car, I didn't feel for a second that our situation was as wired as my friends say, I pushed the thought aside and enjoyed the moment. He opened the car door for me and I got in.

The drive to the library was quiet with little conversation. We were going to one of the biggest libraries. I was so excited.

He parked the car and we got out. There were people everywhere. I was starting to feel nervous so I moved closer to Harry until my hand was brushing his. "Are you okay?" I nodded.

He put his hand on my shoulder and pulled me closer to him. I looked at him and he smiled so I felt comfortable putting my arm around his waist and he didn't say anything.

We walked around the library and I looked at the books and took pictures of several to buy later.

When we got out Harry said, “There’s a museum close to the library do you want to go?” My heart skipped a beat because I always wanted to go and never had the time or energy.

“If you want to.” Harry didn’t reply and we walked to the museum. It was indescribable, everything was so beautiful, I wanted to stay longer but Harry said it was nine and we should get out.

We got in the car and Harry said, “Dinner?” “If you’re hungry.”

“Are you hungry princess?” “Not much.” We stopped at a red light. “What do you want to eat?” Harry asked in a low voice. “Anything?” “Indian food?” I don’t like Indian food.

“If you want” “Italian?” “Anything is fine.” Harry took a deep breath and stood to the side.

“What do you want?” My cheeks burned. “It’s no big deal Harry, anything will be fine.” Harry went to the restaurant where we had eaten the first time.

We sat next to each other and Harry ordered almost everything in the menu after he asked me and I said pasta. We finished dinner and went back to my apartment.

Harry came out and we stood at the building door. I thought he wanted to come in but he stopped and took my hands.

“Did you have fun today?” he whispered, his face close to mine. “Uhm” I looking at our hands.

“Did you know that I like spending time with you princess?” My cheeks burned.

“Can I ask you something?” He said softly, I looked into his eyes my heart pounding and my hands starting to shake, but he held them tightly to stop them from shaking.

I looked up and for a moment I thought I might faint from the way he was looking at me. His eyes were shining, clearly nervous.

“Yes” I whispered and looked down. “Look at me” I looked up after a few seconds. “May I take you on a date?”

My ears started ringing, I started feeling dizzy, my heart was beating all over the place, and my legs couldn't hold me up.

Harry’s POV

Two days ago, I thought she would refuse to go on a date with me. But her eyes sparkled, her pupils got bigger and her hands were shaking, but she just smiled and nodded.

I couldn't believe it so I texted her that night to make sure she still wanna go out with me. So here I am going to buy flowers for her and pick her up.

I got the pink flowers. I knocked on her apartment door. Seconds later she opened the door wearing a short, soft pink dress.

I smiled and hugged her, "You look beautiful" I kissed her cheek. "Look at the coincidence, I brought you pink flowers" She laughed and took them then kissed my cheek. "Thank you Harry" She went to put them in the water and came back and we left.

We went to a fancy restaurant, and took the elevator to the thirtieth floor? I don't really know, she's so beautiful and took all my attention.

We sat at a table but she didn't like her chair position and wanted to sit next to me so I moved my chair closer to her. "So you never drink?" I asked curiously.

"No, I guess I'm afraid of losing attention to what's going on around me" she said playing with her hair.

The food was served and we sat talking about what she did and where I went with my mom and sister and my fights with my sister. I didn't go into much detail about my relationship with them.

We finished dinner and I dropped her off at her apartment.

A few days later we had our second date, it was at her apartment. We played puzzles and ordered dinner.

We sat in silence for a moment after dinner. “Harry,” she said quietly and nervously.

“Yeah my princess?” “I want to tell you something,” she mumbled, looking at her hands.

“You can tell me anything.” She looked at me for a moment then looked away. “I’ve never kissed anyone before” she whispered, hugging her legs. What?

“Don’t be mad at me, please,” she whispered, covering her eyes. “I wanted to tell you before but I couldn’t” she said with a trembling voice.

“Hey, look at me,” I pulled her hands away from her eyes, her face red and her eyes watery.

“You’ve never kissed anyone before? Like never? Not even a kiss without a kissing?” She shook her head no. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. “There’s nothing to apologize for.”

I looked at her lips for a moment then into her eyes, “Sorry but does that mean you didn’t do the other stuff??” She shook her head and put her hands over her eyes. I pulled her hands away again.

“You’ve never had sex?”

“Harryyyy.” She closed her eyes.

“You’re the only guy I’ve ever talked to,” she said with a trembling voice. I hugged her when she almost cry and then we moved on.

I convinced her to come over to my place for our next date. She agreed so here I am today nervous as hell.

I made lasagna since she loves all kinds of pasta. With Caesar salad and champagne if she wanted to drink.

I went to take a shower and put on a black shirt and pants. I texted her to let me know when she was ready and I sent her my driver Cal.

Lillian’s POV

Call me crazy but I feel like he's going to kiss me today. I haven't given him a chance to touch me on the last two dates. But I think it's time.

I put on a red silk dress, black heels and the bag Harry gave me. I baked a vanilla cake, and put cream and strawberries to take with me. Harry said he'd send me a car so I went out.

A very big man (not kidding) opened the door for me. I thanked him. The whole way I tried to remember the way to Harry's house, it was close but because I’m nervous it felt like it was forever.

We stopped at a gate, the man opened the door for me and I thanked him again.

He talked for the first time "door code 1294" I went to the door next to the gate and wrote down the numbers and went in.

There was little big house and big garden in front of me. I couldn't see it well in the dark but it was very big and full of trees.

I walked to the front door. My stomach started to hurt from the tension. I rang the bell and hoped the pain would go away.

It was just Harry, the place had just changed. There was no need to panic.

Harry opened the door and looked at me with a smile. "Hello princess." He took the box from me and hugged me, then took my hand and we entered.

Directly in front of me on the right was a staircase and on the left was a large living room with a large glass door from ceiling to floor in the middle of the wall. At the beginning of the living room there was a piano and shelves.

Then in the middle was the sofas. The walls were light gray and the couch dark gray, the floor was light. "Do you like it?" Harry asked as I looked around.

I didn’t have time to answer him when a cat came towards us meowing. "You have a cat???" I asked in shock as I got down to pet her.

"Her name is Grey."

"Hi Grey" She closed her eyes as she let me pet her.

"She seems to like you, she's very moody, doesn't like strangers."

“She’s cute Harry,” I said grumbling. “Why didn’t you tell me about her before?” I looked at him and he held out his hand for me to stand up. “I don’t know why it didn’t crossed my mind.”

“Your house so gorgeous .” When we walked in, the kitchen was to the right, open to the living room, and there was a dining table. “Thank you, my princess. Sit down, I will bring the food.”

The table was set with gray plates, spoons, and a candle. I sat on the edge of the table with my back to the kitchen. I didn't think he was that romantic.

I smiled when I saw him coming. "Do you need some help?"

"Just have a seat, princess." I would never get used to the name.

Harry put the salad and lasagna, "Would you like some champagne?" "No thanks." Harry poured himself some champagne and brought me water.

We sat down to eat then I said, "This is so delicious, thank you." I reached for a napkin but hit Harry's glass and spilled all over him. "Oh my god, I'm sorry." I grabbed the napkin to clean it up.

"It's okay, princess." I felt tears welling up in my eyes. "Sorry, Harry." He took my hand and sat me down. "Hey, I'm home, I can easily change, it's okay, princess."

He kissed my head and said, "I'll change and come back."

I wanted to cry when I saw his empty glass. I got up and got the champagne and poured him another one. Harry came back in a grey t-shirt and black sweatpants.

“You didn’t have to refill my glass” he said, smiling at me.

We finished and I got up to put the dishes in the dishwasher with him, but he stopped me and sent me to sit down.

I sat on the couch and Grey jumped into my lap and I played with her. Harry came and sat next to me. “I’ve always wanted a cat, but I never had the time, and I didn’t want to leave the cat alone all the time” I said, then kissed Grey’s head.

I looked at him and slowly our smiles fade. I feel so nervous and excited, i bit my lip and looked down to avoid his stares. Grey jumped around again at me so I kissed her and pet her.

“Princess” Harry whispered and my cheeks burned. I looked up and his face so close, he holds Grey and put her down.

“Harry..” I mumbled. His hand touching mine, i wanna kiss him and i am so scared.

He slowly brings his lips closer to mine and I couldn’t move back, i want him to kiss me.

He brush his lips down on my jaw and i let pathetic breath.

“If you wanna stop you can tell me Princess”

“please” i don’t know what I’m begging for or why. He gives me a soft kiss, i still didn’t make a move not even opening my mouth.

He sucked my lower lip a little and I felt so dizzy, i feel his breath on my face, and wet sucking voice.

He gently pushed me to lie on the couch, my dress exposing my thighs so I kept on of my hands on his, while my other hand on my dress, his other hand on my jaw, sucking my lips slowly.

His nose on my cheek, i feel mine on his, and i feel the recently shaved face, and my stomach burning from the strange and completely new feeling.

My lips haven't moved yet I don't know what to do, it took me a few seconds to mimic what he was doing.

I kiss his upper lip then suck it gently, he stopped kissing me completely and made me do it for a few seconds until he slowly kissed me back.

I was holding my breath but now I'm breathing slowly. My legs started to hurt from the position, but I didn't move.

My hands moved to his shoulders then his neck, I was so nervous to touch him but when I felt his hand moving mine and put it on his cheek to his chest then back his cheek again, I brought his face closer to me as if he could be closer, until I felt my lips hurting me.

I pushed him a little and when I realized that my dress was very high and my panties were showing I quickly put my hands down on my dress.

His hands were behind my back they he carried me to sit on his lap. I looked at him as he smiled and then I realized what had happened.

I put my head on his shoulder and let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.

Harry’s POV

I set her on my stomach because my cock was hard as fuck and I didn’t want to scare her, she put her head on my shoulder for a moment.

I looked down at her thighs, her dress was a bit up. She pulled her head back and looked at me, her face was so red, “hi” I said softly, “you did good princess” I kissed her cheek then her forehead, she hit my lips with hers and start kissing me again, i smiled then i kissed her harder, she whine softly and i almost cum i pull her back, she was out of breath, but tried to kiss me again.

“so greedy baby, you need to breathe”, her expression got sad.

“None of that princess” i kissed her again, our teeth clashed a little. I felt something wet on me, for a moment I thought i cum, but no it was on my stomach, I smiled at the thought of the source of the wetness.

I think she's too busy to realize she's dripping.

I was about to cum and I didn’t even touch my cock.

I pull back, “princess i need the bathroom” She got off my lap, I looked down at the black spot on my gray shirt, then looked at her.

She dragged her gaze down to my stomach. “Harr— I’m sorry oh god” she whispered and reached for a napkin, she was freaking out about to cry and her cheeks were flashing. I stopped her.

“Hay hay, relax it’s fine, happens to everyone” It doesn't happen to everyone. Only happens when you’re so horny.

“it’s okay“ I pulled her between my arms and kissed her head, “you’re so sweet you know? For a first kiss this one was pretty amazing. If I didn't know you I wouldn’t believe it was your first kiss”.

She laughed. “Now i need the bathroom, can i go?” She pulled away “uhmm”

Grey jumped up to her. I walked fast upstairs to my bedroom and go to the bathroom and locked it.

I took my cock out, I tried to be fast, I fist my hand around my cock and let out inhuman grumbling, i fucked my hand fast and hard, with her image on my mind, swollen lips, red cheeks, the line between her breasts, I want to bury my face between them, her delicious thighs, and what is between them, I want to smell, bury myself inside her, I want her touch on me, and I want to touch her everywhere.

“Fuuucccckk” I came so hard, my cum all over the toilet, the guilt on my chest so heavy.

I cleaned the toilet, i took my shirt off and smell the almost dry spot, her smell so good.

I put the shirt in the closet I don’t want to wash it. And changed my pants and put t-shirt on. I went downstairs and she was playing with Grey.

When she looked at me her cheeks turned red, “need something to drink princess?” “Water please “ she mumbled.

I grabbed two glasses. “Sleep here tonight, it’s getting late” she choked on the water, and shook her head no, "I'll sleep on the couch, you can take the bed." She shook her head no again.

“I don’t have to go to work tomorrow, we can make breakfast together.” She looked at me hesitantly and then said, “I don’t have my stuff to stay in.” Grey clung to her and licked her cheek. “It tickles me, oh my god,” she laughed. “I have an extra toothbrush, and I can lend you my clothes.” I smiled at the scene in front of me.

“Harry,” she said, clearly trying to refuse. “I won’t take no for an answer. You brought a cake, huh?”

Her face lit up even more. “Yes! I’ll get it.” I went with her to the kitchen and pulled out a plate. We cut off a piece and started eating. “Your house is so beautiful.” She said as she tried to sit on the counter but couldn’t so I lifted her up. I stood between her legs and held the plate between us. “Really?” “Uh huh.”

“We’re going for a tour in a bit.” Grey came over and started making noises as she tried to jump. We laughed and then I got down and lifted her up to sit on my Angel thighs. “She’s so cute ahghhh”

I've never seen Gray like anyone.

Lillian’s POV

We finished and Harry dropped me off the counter and walked to a door near the kitchen. "Let's go to the basement first"

he said as we went down the stairs and into the gym. "Wow you have your own gym?"

I walked around the room with Harry standing behind me. We went upstairs and went to Harry's office.

There was a desk in front of a floor-to-ceiling window and a library filled with files and books. We walked out silently and went upstairs.

There was a door right in front of the stairs. "This is my room" he said in my ear.

I felt my stomach burn from his deep voice. We walked in, the walls were gray, a very large bed, a couch next to the balcony. The dressing table was between the archway and the bathroom door.

We entered the archway it was a closet.

"Oh my god" it was very beautiful and very big. I looked at Harry in surprise as he smiled.

"Do you own the house?" He nodded.

"I won't forgive you if you sell it."

We walked out of the room and went to three more, all of them guest bedrooms.

Down the hall we entered the laundry room. "Do you have a roof?" I asked.

"No but I have a garden" he said and we went to his room. I sat on the edge of his bed and looked around. The bed was very comfortable and soft and very manly too.

Harry came back from the closet. "I got a t-shirt and shorts and sweatpants I didn't know what you'd like" I blushed and took them. "Thank you.. I need the bathroom" I said as I walked.

I closed the door and it was a very large bathroom with a bathtub and a shower area enclosed. I used the toilet and then got dressed.

My panties were so wet so I took them off and covered them with my dress and put them aside. What happened earlier was so embarrassing.

The pants were too long so I put on the shorts. They were tight but comfortable. His t-shirt was so big and covered my thighs.

I went out and told Harry I was going to get my bag.

I brought makeup remover wipes after our first dinner.

I learned my lesson.

I asked him if he had any face wash and he gave it to me along with a new toothbrush.

I washed up and went out and he got in after me.

I sat on the bed and looked at the clock. It was 11. I didn't have a sleep schedule. Whenever I slept, I slept.

"I can sleep on the couch," Harry said. We already slept in the same bed so there's no need for all this.

"No, it's okay, you can sleep here." Grey entered the room and Harry took her out and closed the door. Then he turned off the lights.

It was very quiet as I got under the grey covers. It was very cold but I tried to warm up.

Next to me Harry, he moved a bit then stopped. "Thanks Harry." I whispered.

"It's okay princess, good night." "Good night."

I kept moving. I couldn't sleep. I didn't know if Harry had fallen asleep.

I looked at the clock and it was 1 am.

I thought about what to do and then decided to get out of bed.

I opened the door quietly and closed it and went downstairs.

Grey was awake too so I sat down to play with her on the living room rug.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" I jumped and put my hand on my heart.

"Harry you scared me." He came beside me.

"You need to sleep let's go." He took my hand and led me upstairs.

“I need water,” I whispered as we entered the room.

Harry sat me down and went to get some. He gave it to me.

“Thank you.” He lay down and pulled me towards him.

A heat between my thighs but I tried to ignore everything and focus on Harry’s breathing.

My head was between his neck and his shoulder, my body on his, he was so warm.

“Harry I can’t sleep.” He held me tighter. “Shhh relax your body.” I tried to relax it but it was no use.

I tried to get out of his grip but he wouldn’t let me.

“Stop moving, I won’t let you go,” he said sleepily. “Harry you sleep, I can’t sleep.” I groaned.

“You’re going to sleep.” I gave up and hugged him tightly, closing my eyes and breathing in his scent.

There wasn’t a single thought in my mind so I fell asleep.

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Lonely (together) Chapter Three

Lillian’s POV

The second I slam the door, I fell to the ground. My heart is pounding, my hands are shaking, my vision is blurry, and I can’t breathe. I’m happy and scared. I want to believe this is just a casual dinner to start a friendship, but I don’t know how normally friendships start. I kick off my heels, walk to my room, take out the oxygen concentrator, and sit on the floor. I close my eyes and think about what happened. The man at the bar, Harry, oh my god Harry. I don’t know how I went to dinner with him, I obviously didn’t think much of it, because it was a big step out of my comfort zone. The way he talked, his hair, his face, his hands, oh my god. I open my eyes when the Ventolin finished. I get up and go wash my body. I don’t know why, but my body is full of heat.

I put on a t-shirt and panties. I sit on my bed with my back to the window and close my eyes again. My body is hot, my apartment has air conditioning so the heat needs to go away. What if I am sick? I don’t want to get sick. I lay down and turned my head towards the window and looked out at the street. Quiet and almost dark. I slept for a while and then woke up at 2 am, the first thought that came to my mind was Harry. I grabbed my phone and opened his chat. I just woke up and I’m not thinking straight, and my body is very hot. Something is wrong.

Me: Are you fine?

Three minutes and then he reply

Harry: I’m good, you okay?.

Me: yes

Harry: Sure?.

Me: How likely are we to be poisoned?

Harry: I don’t feel anything, what do you feel?.

Me: HOT

Harry: Did you throw up?.

Me: No, but i feel so hot, the AC on

Harry: Need me to come?.

Me: No, I just thought there could be possible reasons and this is one of them

Harry: What else do you feel?.

Me: Nothing, just weird feeling in my stomach

Harry: Do you want me to take you to the hospital?.

Me: No It doesn’t hurt but it’s weird

Harry: Are you sure?.

Me: Positive, sorry for texting you so late

Harry: It’s okay. If you need anything text me, if something happens tell me immediately, Ok?.

Me: Yes thank you

Harry: Try to get some rest.

Me: Okay good night <3

Harry: ❤️

My cheeks were hurting from smiling and the heat was increasing, my hands were sweaty. I dont know how I had the nerve to text him AT 2 AM??? He’s cute though. No no and no. I filled the tub with cold water even though I hate taking cold showers but the heat was unbearable. I got naked and got into the tub. I sat for ten minutes then the heat started to disappear. I tried to think of the stars and books as I fought to sit in the cold water. When the water started to become a normal temperature I got out. I went to bed and prayed to sleep peacefully. But the heat comes back. “Uugghhhhh” I thought about calling the girls but hesitated for a moment.

I called Joll , she's the only one who always stays up late, I’ll be her story for three months.

"Lily? Are you okay?" "Yes I just wanted to umm.. are you awake?" "Yes what’s wrong?" "Don't make a joke out of me please" "I won’t just say it"

"I have two topics first or second?" "First?" ,"Oh god okay" I took a deep breath and stat walking around my apartment.

"Two weeks ago or more I can’t remember exactly, I met a guy, we run into each other to be specific. Anyway happened several times over a few days"

"Oh my god, did you lose your virginity? Got your first kiss? Oh my god I’m gonna cry" "No no stop no that’s gross" "You said guy!"

"Yes wait! We ran into each other at a coffee shop and talked for a bit and he took my number and said we should hang out AND quote “like friends do” " "What the hell?"

"He hasn’t talked to me for a week until today.. uhh sorry yesterday at the bar, he said he was busy all week and we should go out to dinner, so I went from the bar to the restaurant, and he was ahhhh, I don't know how but weird? We talked a little and ate and then he paid and offered to take me to my apartment, he didn’t give me a chance to refuse he looked at me like he was going to bite me!. So I said yes. And he took me home"

She was silent for a few seconds "Joll?" "Find a knife give me a minute"

"Joll please" "This is the first topic?" "Uhm" "The second?"

"Ever since I sat at the table with him until now I feel my body cooking from the heat and there is a strange feeling in my stomach it doesn’t hurt but it’s strange! I took a cold shower twice! I don't know what’s happening, the food or the-" "Oh my god Lily"

"What?" "You’re horny" she said slowly what? “Stop please I’m serious” “I’m serious too!” We didn’t talk for a minute.

“Listen, it’s okay if you like a guy and you’re attracted to him, and he doesn't feel the same way, it happens to all of us right? Just focus on yourself for now and don’t let him get too deep inside your head and DONT give him space to take up too much of your time. AND we need the gang meeting tomorrow."

“Okay “ i mumbled, my cheeks so hot. “Thank you Joll, sorry for calling you late “ “none of that baby, sleep and will say when we can meet tomorrow” “Ok bye”

I wanna burn myself.

I've never been horny in my entire life. I can’t even think about it. I've read about sex, I've read about all kinds of sex, I've even bookmarked a lot of chapters that have sex scenes that I like, but... am I really horny? I've never been attracted to anyone, and I'm really scared now.

We met in the afternoon and a lot happened,

one: I never start a conversation with him.

Two: I don't give him much attention.

Three: If he's ugly I have to walk away immediately (don't I think he's ugly? He looks like he came down from heaven).

Four: If he asks me out, I don't dress up too much and show that I really want him. (Do I want him?)

Five: I never touch him and I don't let him touch me.

Six and finally: I don't invite him to my house.

It's not that I've gotten used to him much in my life or gone out with him much, so I can work with the six rules.

Harry’s POV

I don't know what the hell is going on but I'm getting dizzy from the millionth time I've checked our texts. It's 6pm and I'm still in the office. Until I decide to text her and ask her how she's feeling now, it's her day off so.. no I'm not inviting her to anything.

Me: Hi Lillian, how are you feeling now?.

I feel sweat on my forehead, five minutes and then a notification comes.

Angel: Hi Harry, I’m good thanks. How are you?

Me: Good. I wanted to see if you were feeling tired to walk around a bit. The weather is good.

What the hell???? Why did you ask her?

Angel: I'm actually in the library, if you could come over here

Me: That's okay, location?.

Angel: Location.

I went down to the parking lot, took off my jacket and rolled up my shirt sleeves, walked to the library and got out. I stopped for a moment to look at the library, it was small and looked warm. I went inside and there was no one there except the owner, I walked between the shelves until I spotted her standing reading a book. I looked at her for a minute then walked over to her, "Hey" she jumped from the surprise. "Oh hi, I didn't expect you to be here so soon" she said calmly and with a smile. "I'm done here" she mumbled.

She walked to the front of the store and checked out four books, then we left. We walked out in silence and she looked at me, "Um, where to?" The street light was cast on her face and the shadows of her eyelashes were on her cheeks. Her dimples were deep, her lips were so pink and kissable. She wasn't wearing any makeup and looked like a real angel. She was wearing a long-sleeved shirt and regular pants.

She put her books in her tote bag, "Let me carry it" "No need. Thanks." Fuck thanks. “Give me” She looked at me with dreamy or shocked eyes, I couldn't tell exactly. I carried it then we walked quietly for a while, it was almost 7 o'clock.

"How was your day?"

"Nice, I met the girls today too"

"Really? Did you have a good time?"

"Uhm" she nodded "How was your day?"

"Same as any other work day" She nodded and smiled slightly.

There was a coffee shop on the right and her eyes were on it for a few seconds, "How about we get coffee?"

She looked at me with wide eyes and a soft smile, she tilted her head to the side. "Please yes"

She will be the death of me, why is she so polite? Please and thank you all the time I’m going crazy.

We walked into the cafe and ordered, she pulled out her wallet "I'll pay", "Dinner was on you, I'll pay this time, please" her eyes sparkled as she looked at me with her head held high and I felt like she was struggling to hold it up, She’s literally a little higher than the butterfly tattoo. I didn't know if I could convince her to let me pay but I felt it was important to her, "Okay" I said softly. She paid and we sat.

We walked into the cafe and ordered, she pulled out her wallet "I'll pay", "Dinner was on you, I'll pay this time, please" her eyes sparkled as she looked at me with her head held high and I felt like she was struggling to hold it up, She’s literally a little higher than the butterfly tattoo. I didn't know if I could convince her to let me pay but I felt it was important to her, "Okay" I said softly. She paid and we sat.

"Are you seeing anyone?" Her brows furrowed as she looked at me in surprise. She shook her head "I don't like being around people that much" she mumbled.

“Does that mean I’m bothering you?” I said playfully but she looked at me seriously and sadly.

“Why are you saying that?” She said as if she was really hurt. Someone called our number and I got up to get the coffee cups and sat down again. We were next to each other but her face was on the door.

“Hey I didn’t mean to say that, but I really enjoy your company.” She looked at my hands then at my face.

“Are you seeing anyone?” She asked me and I couldn’t help but smile. “No.” We sat for five minutes.

She said, “There’s a park near here”

“Let’s go then” I said. We walked until we arrived and then she spoke.

“I come here a lot, I don’t think anyone knows about this park. I haven’t seen anyone here since I moved—since my first year of college.” “Where were you before college?”

“Out of town” she said in a low voice. I didn’t know if I should continue the subject or change it.

“I’m from London, I came here to study and never came back to England after that, except for Christmas”

she didn’t answer me, “Do you want to sit down?” I said.

We sat down on what was clearly a very old chair.

“I came from London too” she whispered, her voice unreadable.

My heart sank as I remembered the files. “I can tell, your accent is strong” she laughed and took a sip of her coffee.

“I couldn’t change it even when I tried” “It’s okay I think our accent is better, do you agree?” We laughed.

“I’ve never dated anyone before” she said in a low, shy voice, I doubted what I had just heard, “What?”

“Nothing” did I hear right? “Do you want to go back?” Her attitude quickly changed to something uncomfortable.

“Sure” we got back to my car, I offered to drive her, after several attempts to convincing her that it was okay, and she agreed. I drove silently while she looked out the window, "Thanks for the coffee, the walk and the ride." Oh God, I want to shut her up. I didn't do anything, and I'm the one who's supposed to thank her.

“No, thank you,” her cheeks flushed, “Do you want to go out again?” I suggested, “I won’t say no,” her cheeks turning even more red as she looked at me.

“Perfect.” We sat in silence for a few seconds. “Do you want to watch a movie?” I said and she opened her eyes so wide. She looked at me slowly. “Um.. where?” “Your apartment?”

“Um… you— I.. you know I not.” She took a deep breath and said, “I don’t have a TV so… but I have a laptop.”

She whispered, sweat forming above her lips. “It’s okay, but are you okay with me come to your apartment?”

She looked at me for a few seconds but it felt like an eternity.

Doubt in her eyes and her hands were shaking. “I guess it’s okay,” she whispered.

We got out of the car and she put in the code for the door and I saw it.

We entered a hallway and there was only one light. We went up the stairs and there were only two doors facing each other. She took the key out of her bag and turned to say something but stopped.

I entered a vanilla-scented apartment. The living room was open to the kitchen, large library on two walls filled with books and there were also books on the floor, paintings stacked on top of each other and small boxes which I think are colors, and cups full of brushes and pencils.

A mountain of sketchbooks. Two dark red couches. A dining table with six chairs but also filled with books.

The kitchen had two counters, a washing machine, dryer, fridge, oven and cupboard. Then a window between the kitchen and a door (I assume it's her room because it's the only door). Underneath the window was a yoga mat.

She closed the door behind me and then we looked at each other. “What would you like to drink?” She mumbled, “Nothing yet let’s sit down.”

On the coffee table was a laptop and a cup of coffee.

She picked up the cup and went to the kitchen and came out with two water bottles. She handed me one.

“Um, I don’t have a subscription to any sites to watch” she said after a few seconds of hesitation, and her cheeks turned red.

I laughed. “It’s okay. Do you want to watch YouTube?”

She reached out to open her laptop. She opened YouTube and looked at me.

After a few seconds she handed me the laptop and said "Sorry. I'm going to the bathroom".

Why the hell are you apologizing?

I looked at the YouTube page. I started scrolling down until several Barney clips appeared.

Did she watch them? I tried to hold back my laughter but oh god I can't.

I opened an episode that she hadn't watched and stopped it.

She sat next to me after a few minutes and the screen black, "I found something" I said with a smile.

"Let's watch" She said lifting her legs and hugging them.

The video started and I looked at her, her face was darker than the couch. "Harry!!!" She grabbed the laptop and closed it. I laughed loudly as she laughed and tried to cover her face.

"You're so cute." "Stop please" she said burying her face in the couch. "Really? Barney? What else? Teletubbies?" I said amusedly.

“I love Teletubbies, I watched it every day when I was little, don’t bully them” she said with a muffled voice.

We laughed harder, “Are you serious? You watch Teletubbies now?”

“Nooo!!!!” I pulled her hand, it was the first time I touched her, our laughter stopped when we realized, she was looking at me with watery eyes and red cheeks.

“It’s okay I won’t laugh at you” I removed my hand from hers, “Don’t judge me, it’s been a while since I last watched it”

“I would never judge you, it’s okay if you like it and still watch it, you know?” She put her hands over her eyes, “Stop please, I’m embarrassed enough” “Hey it’s okay”, she took a drink of water then looked up.

“I need the bathroom, where is it?”

“In my room,” she mumbled, then pointed behind us, “over there.”

I got up and went in, pink walls, a bed under the window in the corner of the room, a white bedspread with red hearts and flowers, opposite a small desk.

In the corner next to the door a closet, then next to the door a dresser and a full-length mirror, between the desk and the dressing table is the bathroom door.

I went in and closed the door, a bathtub, a toilet and a sink, everything is normal.

But the small details, "One Day at a Time" written in small letters on the mirrors with a red pen. A red toothbrush, skin care products in the sink. On the bathtub, body wash, shampoo and a red loofah.

Behind the door a red robe and red towels.

“What's with the red?”

I finished and went out, to find her in the kitchen. I went in and she was putting clean dishes in the cabinets. "Um, do you want something to eat?" she said when she noticed me standing.

"What do you have?" "Um" she opened the fridge, "Fruits, milk, heavy cream” closed the fridge “chips, cereal, pasta." She looked at me, her eyes were full of guilt.

“I don’t think any of those are good choices for dinner, but what about pasta?” I said in a thoughtful voice, “I have a delicious recipe” I said again.

“I don’t have chicken” she said embarrassed. “Who needs chicken, let’s get started” she pulled out a red pot

“Wait, why is everything around the apartment red?” I said in a cheerful but genuinely curious voice. “I like the color red,” she said shyly and took out pasta from the cupboard, “One enough?” she said.

“If you didn’t want to invite the neighbors, then yes” I said as I took out the cream from the fridge.

“I don’t have neighbors,” she mumbled.

She opened the bag and was about to put it in the pot but it fell from her hands and scattered on the floor. “Oh my God,” she said sadly as she picked it up from the floor.

I went down to pick it up with her, “You have to be careful”

We picked it up and put it on a plate then she washed it with water, "Why are you washing it?" I laughed, "It was on the room it got dirty!" We laughed.

We started with the cream then mixed it up. We put it on the plates (red by the way) with red-handled forks. We sat on the couch since the dining table was full.

"Every time I say I'll buy a new bookcase for the scattered books and I haven't done it yet" she said with a touch of embarrassment in her voice.

"You have so many books, have you read them all?" "Uhm" she mumbled.

We ate in silence looking at the living room. We finished and I took her plate and washed them after several arguments about who’s going to wash the dishes.

It was almost ten o'clock so as we were leaving the kitchen I said to her, "I'll go" I said quietly “thank you for the coffee, walk and dinner” I said calmly but in a cheerful tone.

She turned to me and looked sadly then mumbled "welcome" she looked away, her face turned red.

I think it will become my favorite color.

We walked to the door and as I was about to leave she called me quietly "Harry" I turned to her and she came to hug me. Her hands were around my waist because she couldn't reach my shoulders.

I laughed and removed her hands from me and went down until I was at her height and put my hands on her waist, and her hands on my shoulders.

She hugged me for a minute. The most beautiful scent I have ever smelled in my life. Warm, cold, comforting and so sweet. The softness of her hair on my face, makes me wanna stay here forever.

I feel her breasts pressing against my chest. Then she pulled away and cleared her throat. "Bye" she whispered as she looked down. I went down the stairs and raised my head and saw her looking at me. When our eyes connected for a second, she entered the apartment and closed the door.

I couldn't believe what had happened. I don't know how I didn't think of anything, but my mind was floating in another world the entire time I was with him.

It was like I was outside of my body, and there were things in my stomach made me press my face into my pillow and laugh so hard my cheeks were sore.

I sat in bed for four hours until I fell asleep. I woke up a few hours later and went to work. All I could think about was Harry. I opened my phone and argued with myself about whether to send him a message. Until I built up the courage and sent it.

Me: Thanks for spending last night with me, It’s was so much fun <3

After five minutes he answered

Harry: Always princess.

Princess?? I can’t breathe.

Nothing happened and I haven't seen Harry for the past two days but he texted me yesterday asking how I was. Today I stopped by the grocery store after work (I was tired and wanted to sleep because I woke up in the middle of the night from a nightmare and couldn't sleep again but I wanted to bake a cake for Harry)

I went into the grocery store and got the cake ingredients. I went back to my apartment and baked the cake. I made vanilla frosting and cut up the strawberries.

I made two layers of frosting and strawberries then covered the cake with frosting and put strawberries on top. It was a small round cake that was enough for two people but I will give him the whole cake.

It was about 6 when I finished so I decided to text him right away.

Me: Hi Harry

I walked around the living room until he answered after two minutes.

Harry: Hi princess.

Princess “God Harry”

Me: How are you? Harry: Great princess. How are you?. Me: Great! Me: How was your day? Harry: Don’t ask. How’s yours?. Me: I almost fall asleep three times at work Harry: No way! You need to get more rest, princess. Me: What are you up for now? Harry: Business dinner unfortunately, in about an hour. Why? Me: Can you come after? I made you a cake and I want you to take it with you. Harry: Yummy from now my dessert is ready. I change my mind about today. Me: Have fun Harry

I went to take a shower and put on a t-shirt and shorts, I read a book until an hour passed, I went to the window and sat there watching the street. After twenty minutes Harry texted me

Harry: I’m coming to you princess.

Me: Waiting for you

I saw his car parking outside, I went to the fridge, took the cake box, ran down the stairs, and opened the door before he got out of the car. When he saw me, he smiled, and I felt so stupid. My cheeks were so hot as he approached in his navy suit, long hair, and tired face. I wanted to hug him and take care of him.

“Hi princess “ The first time I heard him say it, he took my breath away and I don't know if I can stand anymore.

He came closer to me and opened hands for me to hug him. I went but I had the box in my hand so I couldn't hug him properly. He took the box from me so I could hug him with both my hands.

About two minutes passed and we still didn't move. "Shall we eat the cake now?" he whispered in my ear. "Noo I made it for you”

"Because it's mine I want to eat it with you."

I let go and looked down until he came in and closed the door and took my hand in his and walked in front of me upstairs.

My body shudders, he held my hand? It's the first time I've ever let someone hold my hand. And for some unknown reason I feel comfortable with it.

We entered the apartment and he closed the door behind him, "How was dinner?" I said in a low voice as I followed him to the kitchen. "Annoying, I wished I was somewhere else," he said as he took out the plates, spoons and knife.

"Did you have dinner?" he asked. We sat down "umm" "What did you have?" "Sandwich and fruit."

"I think you had a better time at dinner than me, I'm jealous."

He took off his jacket and unbuttoned his shirt until only two were left. I felt heat running through my body as I saw the tattoos on his chest and stomach.

Two birds and a butterfly.

I want to remember them so I can draw them later. They look so beautiful. Even his hand tattoo I only saw a little but it was breathtaking with his veins showing, I wanted to— “How far have you gotten to?” He raised an eyebrow.

“Huh?” “What are you thinking?” He smiled. “Nothing” I said as I looked at the cake. “Let’s cut it.”

He cut two pieces, put them on plates and gave me one. “It looks delicious,” he said and ate it. I ate. “Oh my God, the best cake I’ve ever tasted in my life,” he said. “Don’t exaggerate.” “I’m serious! It’s so good!”

We finished and the whole time he complimented my baking and how talented I am. He said he was going to the bathroom so I carried the dishes to the kitchen and brought him a bottle of water.

When he came back I sat down and he drank a little then asked me "Do you draw?" "Umhm" "Show me."

I hesitated if I should show him or not. I don't like anyone to see what I draw, not even my friends. I looked at him with his hands behind his head and he looked at me with a soft smile, deep dimples, and a little hair from his beard and mustache starting to grow.

His hair is a little greasy, I want to tell him to change the shampoo and use— "Where did you go?" He said in a very sweet tone. "Okay," I whispered and got up. "Just a little." I said looking at my notebooks.

I took two and walked over to him, I could smell him and see his chest rise and fall.

I opened the first notebook and showed him, he was silent at first. “I never thought I’d like art but this?” He said as he ran his fingers over one of the pages. “I’m speechless.” My cheeks burned.

We finished the first notebook and I grabbed the second one, it was small and didn’t cover my thigh and Harry’s hand was very close, after a few minutes his wrist brushed my thigh and I felt my lower stomach throb.

We finished the second notebook and then he looked at me with a tired expression on his face, "Show me more" he said in a sleepy voice.

"Are you tired?" I asked in a low voice looking at him, our faces were close. We looked at each other for a while and then he said "A little, but I can sit for a while more", "No Harry go home and sleep" I didn't want him to go but his face was really tired, it hurt to see him like this. “Okay princess”

He said but he didn't move yet, I smiled at him then got up and pulled his hand "If you don't sleep and go to work like this, your boss will fire you" I said, and he looked at me as if I insulted him.

I let go of his hand and looked down, “Bye princess" he hugged me for a few seconds then left. I felt embarrassed immediately, I didn't know what was wrong but it wasn't good.

A few days later I woke up with the first signs of a migraine starting to appear, and period pain eating me up. I got ready for work and went. Three hours passed and the pain was unbearable. I excused myself and left early. I took a car home because I can't walk in the light. I got to my apartment and went to take a shower because I would be bedridden for at least two days. This was the least severe pain I would experience for the next three days.

I closed the curtain and buried my head under the pillow. The pain become more intense. The air became cold but my body started to sweat. I felt that I was asleep but awake at the same time.

After a few hours I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. I woke up and saw nothing. I ran to the bathroom to empty my stomach but nothing came out. I went to bed and fell asleep again and did not notice the time. I felt my phone on the nightstand. I woke up and realized that it was ringing.

I didn't answer so the call was cut off, but it rang again and I started to feel hot tears streaming down my face from the pain. I answered without seeing who was calling, "Hmm?" "Lillian? Why haven't you answered my messages since yesterday?" Harry's voice rings in my head. Yesterday?

“I was sleeping” I said, unable to hear my voice from the pain. “Are you okay?” “Hmm.” “What’s wrong?” he said, his voice lower this time.

“Just tired” I said. “Are you sick?” “It seems so, I’ll be fine tomorrow.” I said, my body throbbing with pain, my eyes burning and my tears soaking the pillow.

“I’m coming,” “No Harry,” I say in a small voice I didn’t know I had. “Do you have a key outside your apartment?” “Um, top the door.”

“Are you okay if I come?” “Yes, you don’t have to.” We sit in silence for a couple of minutes but I hear the car engine but it’s very quiet. “See you soon princess” he hangs up.

Harry’s POV

I texted her last night if she was free for dinner. But she didn't reply till midnight so I went to bed when I woke up she didn't reply either so I started to worry at first then my thoughts turned to her not wanting to hang out.

It's been a few days since I've seen her but we've texted a few times. I've tried to distract myself with work but I'm done and she still hasn't replied so I'm really starting to panic.

What if she gets hurt? What if someone hurts her?

I texted her again and she didn't answer so I called, she didn't answer either, I called back as I was leaving the company building.

She answered. My heart started beating faster afraid to hear what was happening. And when I heard her voice my heart broke into a hundred pieces.

She was obviously tired and sick, so I quickly stopped by the grocery store since her fridge was pathetic.

I grabbed pre-made sandwiches, quick soup, water, snacks, fruits and vegetables. I stopped by the pharmacy too and picked up a painkiller and a fever reducer just in case. I stopped at her apartment. I typed in the code, looked for the key and got in.

The apartment was pitch black, I turned on the light. I put the groceries on the kitchen table and ran to her room with water and painkillers. She was curled up in her bed, very small.

I knelt down next to her. “Hi princess” I said, stroking her hair. “Hmm” She didn’t move so I got up, pulled down my jacket and tried to lift her upper body.

I couldn’t see her face because the light coming from outside the room was very dim. “What’s happening?” She didn��t say anything but gasped and cried, I held her cheek, it was drenched in tears. I took tissues and wiped her face and put her head on my chest and shook her a little. She didn’t have a fever.

"Talk to me, my princess” She cried quietly but her body was shaking. Then she raised her head and whispered, "Bathroom."

I pushed the blanket away and put her feet on the floor. She was only wearing a t-shirt and panties.

We walked to the bathroom and she clinging to me. I turned on the light and let her in and said in a low voice, "I'll be outside when you're done just let me know."

I closed the door and waited. I didn't know what was wrong with her but she was very tired.

After a few minutes she opened the door and I saw her face for the first time in days. Dark circles and red eyes, her face was very tired and swollen from crying.

I took her to the bed and my back against the headboard. I thought she would lie down next to me, but she lay on me with her head in my neck. I patted her back lightly, her sobs muffled.

She finally spoke. “I have a severe migraine, my period is due tomorrow.”

My heart sank and I felt a deep pain in my chest. “Oh my princess.”

I shook her a little and then asked, "When was the last time you ate?" "Donno”, “I brought fruit and sandwiches for us to eat what we think hmmm?"

She shook her head no. “stomach hurts,” she said and then her voice broke with sobs. “Shhh”

“Did you take a painkiller?” She shook her head. “I can’t remember when.”

“When was the last time you woke up?” “I came home from work and slept” she said. “Today?” “Yesterday” she said, then clung to me tightly.

I reached for the box beside the bed and took out two pills and opened the water bottle. “Be good and swallow them for me.” She raised her head after a few moments.

She took a pill, then brought the water to her mouth while holding my hand. She took the other one, then put her head on my neck.

Her cries subsided after half an hour. I looked at the clock it was around 7:30.

I fell asleep when I felt she was asleep.

Woke up at 5 am I texted my assistant that I wouldn't be in the office today. Lillian was clinging to me and forced myself out of bed. I went to the bathroom, then to the kitchen, got out sandwiches, made pancakes, put fruit on and put them on the coffee table with two cups of coffee. I don't think she will drink, but it doesn't hurt to try.

I went to bed "princess? Come on get up I made us breakfast" she groaned.

"Nooo leave me alone" she said and put her head under the pillow. I laughed then tried to get her out from under the blanket.

"Come on for me" "My head hurts don't talk" she said angrily I had never seen her angry before.

"You need to eat I'm not asking" She raised her head "Go. Away" "Really?" I removed the blanket and flipped her and carried her to the living room.

"Nooo everything hurts why" she cried. "Hey hey" I sat on the couch with her on top of me. "We'll go back to bed after we eat okay?" I said holding her chin while she closed her eyes and tears were falling.

The t-shirt was short and her pink panties covered nothing. I wanted so badly to kiss her and tell her everything was gonna be fine but I couldn't.

She nodded and I took a fork and cut a piece of the pancake and held it to her mouth, she looked at me with tired sleepy eyes then opened her mouth a little. She ate it then buried her head in my neck. "Enough"

"You need to eat more than one bite" "But I don't want to" she cried.

I don't know what to do but she really needs to eat. "If you don't eat I won't hang out with you anymore". She raised her head and started eating until she finished then whispered "Bed please" I carried her to the bed then we lay down.

"Are you still going to hang out with me?" she said in a very small voice, my heart broke and I regretted my earlier threat.

"Of course princess, I don't enjoy being with anyone but you" I said and kissed her cheek for the first time. "more please" "What more princess?"

"Kiss" Oh my god " I'll kiss you all the time if that's what you want, hmm?" "Harry" she whined and her face turned red as I kissed her on the cheek several times. "I want to sleep" she said "Okay princess"

When noon came, I needed to change my clothes, and she was fast asleep clinging to me. I tried to untie her limbs from me and went to my house.

I put Grey a lot of food and went upstairs to take a shower and change my clothes.

I settled on shorts and a black t-shirt. I packed a small bag of clothes and went back to her apartment.

When I entered her room, she was sitting on the edge of the bed hugging her legs and crying.

I put the bag on the floor and walked over to her and sat in front of her on the floor. “What happened?”

“You left” she said and I pulled her to my chest.

She was wearing shorts now. “I didn’t leave you, Princess. I went to get my clothes and shower, you don’t want a guy with dirty clothes in your bed, do you?” She laughed and cried. “No”

We sat in silence for a while and then she said. “You didn’t go to work, I’m sorry”

“None of that. I’d rather be with you than go to work”

“I didn’t go to work either, they’re going to fire me soon” she said, tightening her arms around me. “I think it’s time to quit” I whispered and kissed her forehead “I’m sorry” she cried.

Lillian’s POV

When I woke up I didn't find Harry next to me, I assumed he was in the living room, I went to the bathroom and my pants were ruined, my period had come. I went to get clean clothes and changed.

Then I went to the living room but he wasn't there. I went to bed and cried, I thought he didn't want to stay with me anymore.

But after a few minutes he came. He hold me "My stomach hurts."

"How can I help hm?" "Donno."

"Lie down." He said quietly and I did. "Can I lift your clothes up?" I would have accepted anything from him at this point. "Yes please." I said closing my eyes.

He lifted my shirt and disappeared into the bathroom for a few seconds. He came back with body oil. I closed my eyes again.

Then suddenly he placed his warm hands on my lower stomach and started to rub it slowly. My breathing became shallow from the contact. I wanted more but didn't say anything.

After half an hour he stopped and I opened my eyes. He smiled. "How are you feeling now?" “Better,” he kissed my forehead then went back to work on my stomach.

I fell asleep and didn’t notice him stop.

I woke up next to him, he was on his phone. I groaned from the weight of my body.

“Hey Princess, are you okay?” “Uhm bathroom.” He pulled away from the side and made me walk to the bathroom.

I changed my pad, washed my face and got out while he sat on the edge of the bed.

“time?” “Four in the afternoon.” He said calmly as I walked to the closet and pulled out socks because my feet were freezing.

I sat on the bed and bent down to put them on. “Give me” he took the socks from my hand and went down to put them on me. My stomach fluttered. “Thank you”

“Are you hungry? Let's order some food" he said as he sat next to me again. "Okay"

We lay down again as he told me the food options. "What do you want?" I can't choose. "I don't know, you choose if you excuse now" I said as I covered my face with the blanket.

"Did you know that you can't run away from anything even if you cover your face?" He said as he laughed.

"Stop," I said angrily. "Okay, burger or pizza?" Nooooo, I like them both. "Anything," he removed the cover from my face and looked at me seriously. "Burger or pizza?" "Anything, Harry," the tears started to fall. "Hey, I'm sorry, shhh" he said as he wiped my tears. "Okay, I'll order pizza" "No I want burger huff" i was pissed

“Umm” he mumbled looking at his phone. After a few minutes he turned to me and said “half an hour and it will be there.” We sat quietly.

After half an hour Harry went down to get the food, and when he got up he came to the bed “Let’s go eat.”

He took my hand and we walked to the living room.

We sat down and Harry opened the food and handed it to me. “Do you want anything from the kitchen?” I shook my head no.

We finished eating and Harry carried the bags to the kitchen.

He came back with a blanket and covered me. “Do you want to watch something?” I shook my head no.

We sat for a while he was on his phone and my head on his lap.

I fell asleep and when I woke up it was midnight and Harry was sleeping next to me on my bed. I got up to go to the bathroom then went to get water and sat on the couch.

I sat until 5 am and then Harry woke up. "Are you okay? You scared me when I couldn't find you in bed."

Something fluttered in my stomach. "I couldn't sleep anymore." "When did you wake up?" "Midnight."

He sat beside me. "You have to go to work, I don't want to bother you anymore."

"You’re not bothering me, I wanted to stay with you." We sat in silence and then he got up and made coffee and came back with fruits and toast with cream and honey.

“Thanks for the stuff you brought."

"No need to thank me."

We ate quietly until the sun came out. Harry got up to go to the bathroom and came back.

"I'm going to work but I'll be out early to come to you, if anything happens or you need anything message me, okay?" He said as he kneeled in front of me and his hands on mine.

I nodded. "Thank you" I murmured. He kissed my head and left.

I wrote a resignation letter and sent it to my work email.

I know I’ll regret it. I’ve been working all the time since I was fourteen. I wanted a break. No I needed it.

I closed my laptop and went to the shower. When I got out to get dressed I found a black bag, Harry’s clothes.

It felt strange to see his belongings in my apartment. His suit jacket on the office chair. My body burned from the sight.

After a few hours send me a message.

Harry: How are you now princess?. Me: Much better Harry: I have a lot of work to do. I might be late. Are you good with that?. Me: Yes, Harry, take your time. Don't rush. Harry: Do you want me to order you something to eat? Me: No, thank you. I'm really fine

Harry came a few hours later, I told him to go home and that I was fine now. He didn't stay long.

I stayed up late then had a little nap and woke up in the morning. I got an email from work that my resignation had been accepted and to go pack my stuff.

I went and packed it then went back to the apartment. The girls planned to meet at Joll and Ami’s house.

Harry texted me while I was getting ready.

Harry: Dinner? Me: I will meet with my friends, sorry😢 Harry: It’s Ok princess. Do you want me to drop you off?. Me: No thank you Harry <3 Harry: Have fun princess ❤️.

I was nervous if I should tell the girls what happened between Harry and I, since I broke their rules.

I wore black jeans with a white top. I put on light makeup and went out. I took a car to their house.

I rang the bell and Ami opened the door. We hugged each other and went to the living room. The guys were sitting on one side and the girls on the other side talking. I hugged all the girls, said hi to the guys then we sat down.

Each one said what happened to them in the past weeks.

Then it was my turn to say if there was anything going on with me. The water I drunk minutes ago rose to my throat.

“Um, I quit today,” I mumbled as I looked at my hands, they all looked at me waiting for me to continue.

The men’s conversations on the other end had quieted down so I felt even more nervous. “I need some rest.”

I have never sat a single week without work. Even on holidays.

Since i was 14. But no one needs to know.

I said and hoped someone would say something, until Sarah spoke up "Of course we support everything"

Ami now "Are you sure everything is okay? You just need to rest right?" I nodded

Joll spoke after a few seconds, "Sooo, what happened with the guy?" (I refused to tell them his name). My cheeks flushed and I wanted to hide when I remembered how I was with him the past few days.

“Guy? Since when did you start seeing guys?” Joll’s boyfriend Jack said teasingly. “Shut up,” Joel said.

“What happened?” Ami whispered. “Nothing but everything gets better i guess?” “Like what?” Mei said.

“We cooked dinner together. He made me breakfast. We had lunch once. Nothing more.” I skipped the details behind the meals.

One of the guys said, "It seems like the man likes to eat" The guys laughed and Sarah shouted at them, "You all are disgusting."

She got up and told us to go to the kitchen. We went and sat down.

"I had my period and I was in pain, so he rubbed my belly." I said shyly, wishing the ground would swallow me.

Their eyes widened in shock, but no one spoke.

Joll spoke, and she seemed to recover faster than the rest. "Are you saying that he touched your belly without clothes? Or did you get naked for him? Did he force you?"

"Nooo! I just showed a little bit of my belly. And I was in so much pain I didn't think much of it."

Sarah spoke after me. "Wait, you're saying that you took him into your apartment?" My body burned, and it seemed dangerous to reveal more details.

"Yes, once," I said, the guilt of lying to them washing over me. They looked at me to confess.

"He slept with me for two nights until I recovered from my headache and period." I said so fast, covering my face. "YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY?!" Ami screamed so loud, "Shhh!" I whispering

Meii said, "My head hurts. I can't believe that innocence is slowly slipping away from you."

"We didn't do anything! I was bedridden. I didn’t wake up for more than four hours in three days!" I said madly.

“Sorry but you guys are really weird,” Sarah said.

I covered my face again. “Please stop.”

We went back to the living room when William said with a smug smile, “Someone had sex for the first time.” I couldn’t take it anymore and covered my face and ran out of the living room. The girls followed me and we sat in the kitchen again.

We talked about random things and never mentioned Harry. They ordered pizza and we ate and no one bothered me again.

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Lonely (together) Chapter Two

Harry’s POV

I wake up at 5 am, and I couldn’t go to sleep again so i go downstairs to the gym. I finished almost 7 o’clock. I feed my cat Grey (she’s black) then I ate breakfast and shower before I went to work. Usually I work from eight until five sometimes six pm. I took the elevator to my office, my assistant gave me my schedule and we got through the meetings and dinners i needed to go to this week. I can handle everything at my company, the difficult clients, the precautions, the pressure, but I still hate those fucking dinners with fake faces.

I went out of my office at 6. I have nothing to do for the rest of the night. So i pull my car to her apartment and get out of my car. Since she’s the only one who lives in the building, that means the lights belong to her apartment. I couldn’t know what room this is but there’s a shadow moving inside. I keep watching until the lights turn off.

I stayed a bit longer, then got to my place. I keep reading the files over and over again. I searched about all her family members, her parents have no relatives nor does she. I made for myself food and turned on the TV and watched a movie. It’s 11 pm so I went to bed I rarely go out especially since I gave up on dating. Everyone is so boring and only go out with me for my money. For now the only creatures I care about are Grey and Angel. I slept until 6 am and woke up and did it all over again.

I go near her work building around 3 pm act busy while I look around. She passed right away and went to the grocery store. I go right behind her and grab random things. “Hi, what a coincidence” am i fucking nervous? Shit. “Oh” she smiles softly. “Where do you live? We must live so close to each other” we actually do, it just 10 minutes walking. “Near” she mumbled and turned to face me I almost lost it. She wore long pants, the pants so tight on thighs, tempting to bite. The same white shoes and pink crop top so low, I looked at her breasts line and between them a red rose necklace. Fuck me. And an oversize unbuttoned white shirt. “Going to work?” There is no way I am serious. “Hmm” she sook her head no. She looked up at me with her wide blue eyes, they were a bit watery and so tired. She bit her lip and turned around and walked away. When we got out I called her “Lillian” she looked at me she’s an Angel. “can I have your number?”, she walked away without looking back. I wanna die.

Lillian’s POV

My heart throbs so hard while I’m walking (running) to my apartment, when I saw him I couldn’t breathe. I don’t know what’s getting into me. But I couldn’t take my eyes off him.

Two days later I have a day off so there I am, setting in the coffee shop and reading. I don’t like to go outside but i needed to. Besides this place is not crowded at all. There’s barely three people.

I was so busy reading that I didn’t notice that someone was standing next to me until he said “Is this chair taken?” Green eyes looked down at me with so perfect curls around that beautiful face, so pink lips, and so cute nose. Old band shirt, tattooed arms, a cross necklace, and fingers full of rings, will be okay if I sketch his hands and lips? STOP! .

I shook my head no. He set. I feel my heart beating so fast in my chest. “Reading huh” he smile at me and god. He’s so gorgeous. “What are you reading?” I flip my book and show him. “Never Let Me Go, about what?” I can’t breathe, I can’t talk. “Um.. ahh- a.. just start it” “ you know I watched the movie, it was amazing i am sure you will like it” then why you asking me?.

movies? I hate movies. I watched a couple back then when the girls did movie night, and I never liked it. I hate watching TV, the only thing I watch is Barney and the last time I watched it when I moved to my apartment and was too scared so I rewatched. Comforts me.

“Will see” i mumble, “what’s your favourite movie?” He moved his chair closer to the table and put his cup on the table, black coffee, like mine. “I don’t have one”, “no way everybody has favourite movie” I smiled, i couldn’t think of anything to say.

“Okay what’s your favourite book?”, yes i can answer that. “There is a lot of, but now I think The Course of Love” looked at my lap “that’s a good book! I read it twice” he said and his smile got bigger. We sit for a couple minutes in silence. “What’s you do for work?”, “write short articles..you?” “Where can i read them?” He asked, where? No where. “Um.. they never been published” I said and my heart sank. “Why?” He looked at me expressionlessly. “I'm a beginner, and there are better writers than me who just want me for my ideas and they pay me well”. He said nothing. “You?” I said after a few seconds without looking up. “Me.. I work at a security company” wow he must feel safe all the time and— “let go out sometimes” he asked me to go on date with him or w— “you know as friends do?” Oh.. of course he doesn’t want to date me who wants? “Um sure” “give me your number” I put my number on his phone with trembling hands, please god don’t let him notice. He said See you soon and go out then I took a breath I didn't know I was holding it back.

A week passed and Harry still didn't text me, I was starting to think he didn't want to hang out with me (not that I really want to hang out with a stranger I didn't know anything about or that I'm waiting for him) but he asked for my number! It had to be something right?

It was Saturday and the girls wanted to go out for drinks, I had gotten home from work and hadn't slept so l was feeling a little dizzy. I made myself a sandwich and a fruit smoothie then i drank coffee because I looked like a zombie.

I took a shower and dried my hair but kept my curls then did my make up, deep sharp black cat eyeliner with warm soft eyeshadow, concealer and a light blush, it was going to be a bit hot and my cheeks will turn red so..

I put on some lip gloss I didn't want to wear lipstick because my eyes make up was too much.

I put on a black skirt that went up to the middle of my thighs, with a dark red silk top, I put on red high heels (I'll regret the pain tomorrow) and my red bag. I was wearing my usual necklace and small pink earrings and two rings.

llooked at myself in the mirror one last time. I won't drink but I definitely need to glow a little because my energy has been so low lately.

It was only 6pm but the girls wanted to get out early. I walked to the bar, it was about 15 minutes away. When I walked in it was very warm and loud even though it wasn't very crowded.

I spotted the girls and there were the four guys too. I slowly walked over to them until Joll saw me. "Oh my god you look amazing." She hugged me tightly, a faint smell of alcohol coming from her. The rest of the girls hugged me and then I went with Ami and her boyfriend to the bar to get them more drinks.

I ordered a Sprite with lemon. I'm not a big fan of soda but it made me feel a little better since I don't drink. I sit in the edge of the booth and there was a conversation going on around the table. After about half an hour the girls were almost drunk. I got up and went to the bathroom. I needed to be in quiet place for a moment.

I walked out of the bathroom and on my way out the hallway, a man grabbed my wrist. "You look beautiful" Panic rose inside me and I pulled my hand away and tried to walk but he blocked my way. "Please step away" "There's no chance I'm leaving this beauty" | tried to walk past him but he wouldn't move away until I felt tears about to fall. Only seconds later I heard Meiie's voice "Are you okay?" Her boyfriend behind her looked at me for a second then his hand flew to grab the man's neck

"Did you know how stupid you have to be to bother a woman?"

I moved away until I was behind Meiie then she whispered in my ear "Did he hurt you?" | shook my head no. Then we went to the table again. I tried to recover but my hands were still shaking and I felt the edge of a panic attack but I tried to distract myself.

A few minutes later my phone vibrated under my hand. I lifted it to see and then stopped breathing, distraction itself came into my hands.

Unknown number: Hi.

Unknown number: it's Harry.

Harry: How are you?.

Oh. my. god. My heart is beating so hard in my chest

Me: Hi Harry, I'm fine. How are you?

Harry: Good.

Harry: Are you up for dinner? It's been a busy week, and I'm only free for today.

Harry: If you're not free, that's fine we can find another time.

Oh god what should i say?

Me: I'm out with my friends but we're going out soon.

It was about 7 and the day didn't end yet, but i wanna go home too.

Harry: So you can have dinner with me?.

With me

Me: I think so

30 seconds ..

Harry: Do you want me to pick you up?.

Me: where is the place?

Harry: Location.

Me: It's close to me, i will walk, Thanks though <3

Harry: Good.

I said goodbye to the girls and then left, nervous and adrenaline pounding my body. My heart was beating like crazy and I felt like I was going to die. The panic of the man who had cornered me had gone away but my stomach pain was growing with tension. I looked too much good for dinner with someone who was like a "friend".

I walked for ten minutes until I reached a restaurant. It was a small but fancy restaurant in the corner. I walked in without looking around and headed straight to the bathroom. I closed the door and took a few deep breaths, I looked in the mirror and I was like— I didn't even know what to say about myself.

My skirt was really short, how did I get out of the house in it? I tried to lower it a little and pull my top down a little to cover my stomach, but either my thighs would come out a lot or my stomach or my breasts. For once I regretted not bringing a jacket. I adjusted my makeup a little and tried to reduce it, but the eyeliner was the problem. I didn't wipe it off because it was going to be a mess. I took a deep breath and left. I looked around and saw Harry's back in the corner to the right facing the door. Did he saw me when I walked into the restaurant?

I quietly walked to a table. "Hi" I said in a low voice. I wasn't sure if he heard me. He got up from his seat. "Hi, Lillian." He's wearing a black suit with half unbuttoned shirt, his tattoos almost visible, and the cross silver necklace on his chest, his hair a bit greasy but his curly sit on his shoulders perfectly. And his shiny rings tempt me to play with them, but i look at the table and sat next to him, not facing him. My back to the rest

of the restaurant. I don't know why, but I felt a bit comfortable with my slightly exposed skin now. One person staring at my skin was better than an entire restaurant. I need to pay more attention to what I wear next time.

"I didn't make you leave your friends behind, Right?" | wanted to get out of there anyway. "No" | smiled.

The server came to take our drinks orders. Harry ordered a red wine and looked at me, and I lowered my gaze to the table.

"Water, please," | said, holding out the napkins on the table.

The server walked away and Harry said, "Are you sure? They have great wine, or would you like champagne?" I shook my head. "Thanks," | mumbled. "Where did you and your friends go?"

"Um.. bar" I said quietly, "hm you don't look drunk" I looked at him "I don't drink" The server interrupted us with the drinks and menu.

"How's work?" he asked. "Good, you?" "Today was slow but I got a lot of stuff done so that counts as an accomplishment." | nodded.

"When are your days off?" | sipped my water. "Every Sunday." | said

"One day?" I nodded. "Did you know that's against the terms of any job?" "I signed off on a one-day. No compulsion." I felt the heat run through my entire body from his deep, calm voice, from the prices of the food, from my exposed skin to him, and from the fact that we were talking as if we had known each other for a long time, and also because I was with a person for dinner whom I had only met three times in passing on the street and once in a coffee shop.

There was a good chance he was dangerous, stop it

I didn't feel hungry after flipping through the menu at least three times. There was a caesar salad and pasta.

I had to choose one of the two dishes because it was very expensive and I couldn't afford it, the cost of one dish is the same as what l literally spend on the grocery store for a whole month.

"Are you done?" Harry asked and I nodded. He raised his hand to the server to came over. "What would you like?" Harry said softly. I pointed to the pasta on the menu without taking my eyes off it.

"Caesar salad, chicken salad, two medium steak, two mushroom soup, alfredo pasta, shrimp pasta and margherita" he said to the server.

My eyes were wide open, I couldn't believe it, the restaurant was so expensive. The waiter left and I said to Harry, "Are you sure? You ordered a lot" "You should try it, it's delicious, in fact one of the best." "But I can't afford it." I whispered to him, his eyes narrowed a little and his brows furrowed. "We'll see." He said dryly

We sat in silence for a few minutes, "Did you know that this restaurant has been around for over sixty years?" I looked up to meet his, smiling slightly. "Wow." I smiled to him.

"Did you graduate from college?" I nodded "This summer",

"What was your major?", "English Literature and Translation"

"Interesting. why did you choose it?", "I like reading." Silence again.

"What did you major in?"

"Business."

"How old are you?" he asked after a few seconds of silence.

"Twenty one" My cheeks flushed and I hoped they didn't turn red. "You?" "Twenty seven"

What. the. hell!!!! He's old!

llooked at him for a few seconds, a smile on his face that I hoped would be etched in my memory. My stomach was filled with a strange feeling, and the weather so hot I might pass out.

Then the food arrived in a few seconds.

I came back to reality and realized how much food there was.

I hadn't reached out to eat yet because Harry kept putting some of everything on my plate and on his plate too. Until he was done and then he said, "You okay?" My cheeks burned again, a shiver ran down my toes and I felt heat all over my body, no one has ever put food out like that for me before.

Harry's POV

She was wearing a tight top I could see the edges of her bra.

Her thighs were so full and I feel my pants tingling. She was trembling a little as she played with her necklace and bit her lip from time to time. The food arrived and I put some of everything for her and for me.

We started eating but she was eating so slowly that for a moment I thought she didn't want to eat. But then I remembered when she mentioned it was expensive. "I have an idea" I said and she jumped "Hmm?" Her eyes a little watery

"Dinner is on me this time, next time we can share" she smiled

"please no, we can share, it's okay", "yes next time" I said harshly and her face was a little sad but then she nodded. I immediately regretted the way my words came out.

She started eating a little more and I couldn't help but smile

until my cheeks hurt. We ate in silence, commenting every few minutes about how good the food. She didn't eat much but she tasted everything.

"They have a really nice dessert let's try it"

"Thank you but i can't I'm really full" she said playing with a strand of her hair.

My cock twitched again. "Let me take you home" my voice so low.

She looked at me with sleepy eyes and her shoulders slightly lowered, making her breast line deeper, I looked at her and raised my eyebrows when she opened her mouth to speak

“ca- um.. yes please," she whispered.

I paid and we walked to my car. Her eyes looked up as I opened my car door for her. "Is this your car?" She asked slowly "Do you like it?" Her pupils dilated until half of the blue in her eyes was gone. She looked at me for a few seconds and then got in, her skirt rising even higher. My cock was getting hard, I tried to control myself but when I got to my seat, we were so close and quiet, I could hear her breathing and see her breasts rise as she breathed. Her thighs were pressed together and a lot of skin was showing.

The car started and I looked at her face, sweat were forming on the bridge of her nose and above her lips, her forehead was covered by her bangs but I could see some hairs damp from the sweat.

"Where is your house?" "Um, uh, I- close?" | laughed softly "Location?" She flipped open her phone and sent me the location, I looked at it even though I knew the way by heart from the many times I stood outside all night and morning watching her apartment.

"Do you want a specific song?" She shook her head no. I turned on the radio, the volume very low that I still can hear her slightly ragged breathing. Her apartment was about 17 minutes away. I drove very slowly, I didn't want us to arrive too fast.

The silence was so comfortable despite the tense air.

"Um, thanks for dinner, you really didn't have to pay" she said quietly, a tremor in her voice. We stopped at a red light and I looked at her, her cheeks flushed even with the red light on her I could still see her cheeks burning. "It's okay," we looked at each other for a moment.

"Can I ask you a question?" she whispered. "Anything." "I know nothing about cars, but I know this one costs a fortune. How?" I laughed. "I don't give free business advice. But l've worked hard since college. So it should make sense"

She pressed her thighs together again, her fingers trembling as she gripped he bag, her eyes on the window as the light turned green. A few minutes passed and then she spoke. She said quietly and slowly "I want to quit." We stopped at another red light "I've saved up enough money to last me ten months" she took a deep shaky breath "but I don't know if I'll find a job easily in that time. I don't know why I'm telling you, but I don't know what else to do, and you seem to know the right thing to do" she said in a low voice and her knuckles turned white. The light turned green.

"I think you should take unpaid vacation if your work allows it. If not, you could quit for five months at least and then look for a job." We stopped at the door of her building.

We sat in silence for a full minute, until she unbuckled her seatbelt and turned to me, "Thank you, good night" she whispered quietly, not looking me in the eyes.

She got out of the car and walked to the door, her hips moving seductively, even though she was walking tiredly in her high heels. She put the code on the door and entered, closing it behind her.

I returned to the house and opened the door, Grey walked between my legs. I got down to pat her a little bit. "Hey, have you been alone all day? Hm?" I left her and went upstairs to my room, I went to take a shower, my cock was hard as a rock, and the guilt washing over me because it's hard for her, the water washing me until my hand tightened on the rock between my legs. An inhuman sound came out of me as I fucked my hand.

The image of her lips, legs, thighs. I shouldn't think of her this way, but she has been living freely in my mind for over a month, it's unfair, she should be mine. Release and pleasure wash me over until my breathing returns to normal. I finished taking a shower and put on underwear. I went downstairs to get water. It's 11pm so I went to sleep but she's still in my mind.

I stayed up until 2am. Throughout my career I didn't change a single thing about my routine. I woke up at 6am, worked out, showered, breakfast, went to work at 8am sharp. I worked 10 hours, slept at 11pm for 8 hours. In one month I broke all the rules of my day. I stayed up more than 24 hours, I missed half the work day. Not only that, I stayed up all night, leaving work early to see her walking to her apartment. I was really starting to lose my mind.

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Lonely (together) Chapter One

Lillian’s POV

My stomach hurts, I should eat something, but I can’t move. I can’t open my eyes, I took painkillers, but I still feel the pain come and go in sync with my heartbeat. I have a migraine every month routine, and if i was very stressed every two weeks for four days. That life, right? My phone is buzzing, and it’s making me feel sick. Shit, I try to reach the bathroom,just two more steps. Done. Throwing up with tears all over my cheeks. So dizzy, i stayed for fifteen minutes than wash my face. Simple tasks just do it. Return to my bed, then incoming call. Jolly, one of my best friends. Answer, don’t. I pick up. “Haaayyy, you didn’t answer, are you in?” What she’s talking about, her voice makes my head hurt more. “What?" “Damn girl, are you sick?” "No, just woke up." “Great, we’re going to celebrate with no occasion, coming right?” “I don’t think i feel good. Sorry, Joll," “please? Been while since we've all been free." “Sorry, I can't, my period coming I don't feel very good” , “shit sorry, do you need me to came?” “No i got it, thanks though”, “i love you if you need me just text me okay?” “Okay” “promise?” “Promise, have fun”.

My phone fell from my hand. My eyes hurt, and I’m so hungry. I set up until I can stand I walk to the kitchen, pull a water bottle, and drink it. It’s Friday, and I have to go work tomorrow. I already took two days off. I eat leftover pasta. Disgusting, since when has this been in the fridge? I went back to sleep. Tomorrow the headache should be less painful.

I woke up with a painful body. Did I kill someone in my past life, and I’m being punished? Already got my period and my stomach hurting; the headache seems gone, but my body is hurting "uugghhh.” I need to go to work I can’t skip three days straight. I took some painkillers. Shower, dressing, crying. My chest hurts from crying. It’s fine, just a couple hours. I put on concealer; nobody wants to see Banda at work; my hair is already dry. I don’t want to wear a lot of makeup so I can sleep faster when I come back. I need coffee or I will die. I have no coffee at home and need to buy it. Put shoes on “just couple hours hold it.” I wore comfy pants and a hoodie. It’s Jun, but damn, I'm so cold. Live in D.C. and wear hoodies? Crazy.

I work at the newspaper and do nothing at the same time, they don’t use what I write but keep me writing, stupid. I walk it’s just 20 minutes walking. I could use some fresh air. My head hurts a little, not much, but my body is killing me. I need to find stronger pills.

Slow day, and I hate it. I went to buy some groceries, and I need to eat. I feel like I’m going to faint. I grab grips, strawberries, berries, slices of bread, cereal, milk, pasta, and heavy cream. I need to come back for water and coffee. I opened my apartment door, put them, and went out again to grab coffee and water. I can’t make anything at home; I’m so tired, and I can’t eat something heavy now. I stopped and think a bit. I just don’t know what I want to eat. I give up and go back home. I took a water bottle and went to my room to wash my body, face, and wear panties and a t-shirt. Trying to sleep since I couldn’t think of something to eat. I feel a little safe, my tears so hot on my face. My chest hurts so bad. I don’t know why I have to live like that; there is no purpose to live now. I graduated college this summer. I moved to a new apartment. I have friends when I never thought I would. But I still feel nothing but pain. I can’t even contact people properly without freaking out and want to cry and hide. I still got panic attacks. I still have nightmares. I will never be normal. I’ve never been one.

Something grabs my hand and covers my mouth; I can’t see it, i can’t scream. It hurts, but I don’t know where.

"Angel, help me.” I try to move. I need to help my sister; she’s in danger. "Angel, please, it hurts me. Help me.” I need to tell her to run. I need to—I wake up in heavy breathing with a little scream. I couldn’t help her, and now she’s gone. "No, no, no, please," I hug my pillow and cry harder. I need my inhaler. I need it. I can’t breathe. I tried to find it, but it’s too dark, and I am crying. I opened the flashlight, and I inhaled, one, two. Breath breath. I looked at my phone. It’s just 7:18. When did I come home? I only slept two hours. I got up and washed my face. I pull the sheets out; I need to refresh. My bed looks painful on the eyes; I put them in the washing machine. I heated the milk and put cereal. I need something and I can’t figure it out. I eat on the couch and I'm still crying. I heard my phone I get up to my room. The girls are going out to have dinner. Unusual. Should I go? I need to go out; it’s been three weeks since I got somewhere else, then work and grocery.

Jolly : I’m hungry and still have energy to eat out, let eat together

Meiie : I’m free too!!! Let’s go

Jolly : anyone else?

Sarah : YES, I need distraction

Amielia : I’m sooo in

Me : I’m in too.

Jolly : location.

I return to the couch grab the cereal and eat it. My apartment is just a one bedroom and living room with an open kitchen. I need my privacy even when the rent is a bit expensive. I graduated, Jolly and Amielia took house and lived with each other next to Meiie and her boyfriend. Sarah too lives with her boyfriend. They told me to move with them but I couldn’t live with anyone anymore. We were roommates in college. Basically i moved with them when they already on their second year. They were already friends so i felt out of the place all the time. It was just a month then they invite me whenever something happens. Until we become friends. I graduated early. I took summer classes because there is nowhere to go and I have no place to stay in the summer except the camp.

I decided what i wanted to wear, black shorts and a red tight t-shirt. I looked at the mirror. “What..” white pale skin, high cheekbones, sleepy blue eyes, my dimples are slightly visible since I’m not smiling, it’s been a while since I saw them, fully pale pink lips and so black so long curly hair with a bang around my face. but since when is my body that skinny? I don’t eat much but there is no way i look that horrible. I change to black buggy pants and white long sleeve shirt. This is better. Concealer and blush and gloss. I wanna put eyeliner on but i have no energy to take it off. I wore high heels and took my red bag, i put napkins, gloss, powder, inhaler, and knife. I feel unsafe, just in case. The restaurant 15 minutes. Good. I arrived at 9:15. Good.

The girls already have drinks, and the boyfriends are there too. Amielia’s boyfriend is Rayan, her brother's best friend. Jolly’s boyfriend is Jack Amielia’s brother. Mess. There was a war between them but they made it. Sharah’s boyfriend, William. And never forget Meiie with her boyfriend Loca, he’s Rayan’s and William's friend.

All of them businessmen except Jack working with his father. They are so rich and powerful. Make my stomach shiver. I wish I could be that independent. I slowly walk to the table. I want to go home. I love them, but there are a lot of people on the table I want to throw up. “Hiiii finally, I thought you would never come,” Amie said while she’s hugging me. No, please don’t touch me. So close. “I said I’m coming.” Sarah hugged me too. “She’s joking, baby.” Sarah always brings me back to reality. “I miss you; it’s been ages since we saw you,” Meiie said. Jolly, hold my shoulders and look at me in the eyes. “How are you feeling now?” “I’m good, don’t worry, thanks.” I’m not good at all, and I want to cry. She hugged me so hard, and I think she can feel my heart beat going crazy. I smiled at the men. They all in their early 30s except Jack, who’s 29? I set between Joll and Am.

“Wanna order a drink first?” I don’t drink, but Joll always asks me like the answer is going to change. “No, food." "Yeah, let’s order. My palms sweating, I don’t know what to order, and I don’t think I can even eat. my turn so soon. “I want pasta,” my voice so low. "What, Ms?.” “Pasta,“ I said so loudly. I don’t think it was loud, but I don’t ever raise my voice; I think I always mumbled. I’m not sure what the normal voice is. “Anything else, Lillian?” Joll voice pulls me out of my head. “Huh?” “He asked you, do you want anything else?” “N-no thanks” “drink?” The waiter asked me, and I shook my head no. I need my bed. I want to hide. I want to cry. “You okay?” Sarah asked me. No, “Yeah, I need the restroom.” I push back my chair, I need to close my eyes, they hurt. I lock the door. I can’t cry. I supposed to be having fun. Why am I always like that? I set in the ground while my back was on the door. I heard a soft knock on the door. "Busy,” my voice shaking. “It’s me" Am voice. “give me a minute.” I washed my hands, put some powder under my eyes, took a deep breath, and opened the door. “Hey baby,” why do they always call me baby? I hate it. “Hi, you okay?” I asked, “Yeah, wanna make sure you okay?" “I’m, don’t worry, let’s go back.”

We get back to the table. I don’t really know what they are talking about, but I smile and shake my head until the food arrives. "Liliy,” Ame calls me, “hm?” “How is the work going?” All the eyes on me, silent. Why are they looking at me? I can’t talk shit. “Um” I smiled and shook my head. Yes, what the hell is that? "Good,” my eyes on my food. “is there drama?” Joll now, "hmm,” shook my head no. Can’t you talk? weak. Stop please. My head plays games with me at the wrong time. “Have you seen a cute guy? If not, you know there is blind date” Sarah said and winked. Nooo, I don’t want anything blind. “No, and no thanks." I love them, and I’m happy for them. in 23 and fond the one? Wow. I’m 21 but still never ever date anyone. A lot of reasons, number one: boys love and like my look, but when they try to talk to me, I run. Yes, I physically run. The girls know I never dated anyone, and they are trying with me to make my love life exciting. But I am so scared and can’t trust anyone except myself and the four girls at this table.

“Maybe you are lesbian." Joll said, “I’m not,"  “we will love you always. You have my word.” Sarah now said, “I. am. not." I really don’t know why they always push me with that. “Okay, but if you want someone, tell me, and we will help you get him,” Mia said. "Okay,” I mumbled, wanting to end the conversation. They get into another conversation. I have never wanted someone else more than the charming characters in my books. I will give anything to have one of them I’m basically in love with them. I always swim in my book’s world and put myself in a really unenviable state of mind, it’s makes me float and cry and laugh like I’m really living in the book. Wired. My head is always telling me that it must be true. “Why you’re not eating?” Ame said. Shit, I forgot I’m even out of my apartment. “Wait for the food to get a bit cold,” seriously? “I think it’s so cold now. Do you want to order another?” What no, I can’t afford it. "No, it’s fine." I eat a little and almost throw it up. What's wrong with me? It’s just pasta. I love pasta. I ate a little more, but I couldn’t make it to the half. We paid and said goodbye, and I walked home. A year ago, there were stalker who always sent me messages about how close he is and how I would fit perfectly with him. I was living with the girls, so one day someone tried to come inside our room, and the police came and arrested him. I couldn’t sleep for days, and when I slept, I was getting nightmares. So since then I can’t walk normally without looking like a choked cat. I arrived at my apartment. Go to sleep.

I couldn’t sleep, so I took my sketchbook and I drew some butterflies and raver. Always wanted to live around a raver away from the city. I came from London, I didn’t want to stay there, it makes me sad and scared.

I finished and took a book I already read, but I need to do something since I can’t sleep. It’s 4:30 and I need to go to work by 9. Long time to waste. I opened Amazon to order some books, but why don't I go and buy them? “Tomorrow after work” Okay. Okay. I need time to sleep. I went to work, I went to buy books, and now it's 9:30 and I’m dying to sleep, but too scared. How can I?. I went to bed eventually. I wish I sleep in peace.

“Leave my hands, Angel, please. I have to go."  “Please stop doing this, Hop. I need you” I said, and I can’t see anything. “He will stop doing that to us if I do that” she dropped my hands. "No, please, Hop Please” I wake up screaming and sweating. “Why” I cry while I hug my pillow. I need her, and I can’t reach her.

I get up, wash my body, and face drink coffee with chocolate. Get ready to go to work. Simple task.

Shit day at work, I walk for an hour. I don’t want to go home yet. I need to breathe, and I can't. There is something in my chest, and if I keep mys—ugh, that hurts. What the hell? Something hit my shoulder. "Oh, sorry, I’m really sorry, are you okay?” British accent? What if someone fallsows me from there? I need to run. I didn’t look up, I just needed to run. I started breathing heavily, but I couldn’t move. “Are you okay?" No, I don’t know that voice. I looked up and saw the prettiest eyes, green eyes, pink lips, beautiful noise, and long brown curls. Breathtaking. “You look pale, are you okay?” He’s an Ang—no, no, no one an Angel. "Yes, sorry” I say. “Can I ask you something?” He said while he’s fallowing me, What if someone sent him to kill me? I opened my bag and held the knife. “Please?” I turned around and stopped. “Who sent you?” “What?” “Who?” my eyes full of tears. “No one? I just wanted to apologize and ask you about your name, you look familiar."  He knows me shit. “I’m not” "what’s your name?” "what's yours?"  "Harry.” I looked at him, but no, I definitely don’t know him. He looks like a dream, gorgeous and tall, and my neck hurts because I’m looking up. "Lillian” I mumbled, “beautiful name.” Yes i chose it. He’s so beautiful i wanna touch his cheeks and sketch his face.

I looked down, he was wearing a black suit and black shirt unbuttoned from his chest a bit down. There are tattoos peeking, but my tears make my vision blurry. I turned and walked. I actually ran until I arrived at my apartment. I opened the building door, small hallway, stairs, then my apartment. I set on the stairs with my head on my hands and crying without a voice.

There is no one else in this building, I don’t know why. Meiie's boyfriend rents it to me. Luca tells Meiie I go to his office and sign whatever. It was crowded (wasn't)—maybe 8 men? Don't know. I literally interrupted a meeting in Luca's office, I didn’t look around, I was terrified. Luca told me to wait outside, then he sent someone to hand me the papers that I couldn’t read because of my tears. I take pictures of it though.

Good job embarrassing yourself.

I opened the door and looked around. Is there someone else here? I have my knife in my hand, and I look around. Nothing. Just the bathroom know, I opened it and looked around, nothing, the bathtub, nothing. I stripped, opened the hot water, got inside, and cried myself until I felt my head start hurting and my vision so blurry. I went out, put on some lotion, did my hair, and wore panties and a t-shirt. Eat pancakes and drink coffee. Its just 7 p.m. I went to bed even though I’m not sleeping.

Harry’s POV

I open my eyes to turn off the alarm, wash my face, I don't bother getting dressed except for my underwear, I go for a run around my house in the garden for an hour, shower, breakfast, get ready, go to my first meeting of the day with Loca, I own a security company and everyone in the meeting even Loca is waiting for me to provide security for their next deal, it's not the first time I do it but it will be a good return for the company (not that I want more money I have enough to buy half the earth), I park my car in the parking lot, I go to Loca's office, I really don't want to be here all I want is my office. I open the door and they are waiting for me. Loca tells his assistant not to interrupt the meeting.

They start the meeting and I am just there to listen without participating. Suddenly the door opens and silence falls in the office, all eyes are on the door because no one opens the door of a CEO's office like that let's be honest. White shoes with pink socks, shorts that reach halfway down the thighs, and trembling hands holding the red bag as if it were the only source of oxygen, a red top with a jacket? It is the middle of May, tired eyes filled with tears, she did not look at anyone in the room except Loca, for a moment I thought she was Loca's girlfriend but he shouted at her to wait outside. The meeting ended and they all left. "So this is the girlfriend huh" i said.

"Her best friend", "why in earth your girlfriend's best friend coming to you crying" i said dryly. "I think her eyes always like that. She needs a place and I'm renting her my old building, Meie asked me to rent it to her." He said looking in my eyes.

"Doing good things" i said then i got up and took the elevator. I drove to my office and couldn't stop thinking about her.

It's 6 pm and I didn't get out my office. The picture of her all over my head. It's been a week and i still couldn't take her out of my mind and there is just an idea flying around my head and I couldn't not catch it. I start digging about the girl. Her name Lilian Halford. No middle name nothing before age 18 not even one information. My head hurts l've never ever not found what I want. She studied English literature, worked three jobs at one time for two years, took a summer school and finished early. No relatives. No social media accounts. No personal public photos not even in her friends accounts. Never traveled just one time and it was from London to D.C. at 18.

"What the fuck" my head in my hands I can't find anything else. I went home but couldn't sleep. I need to see her again or my head gone explode if i keep thinking of her.

After two weeks of trying to find any information i went into some Files from the British government, it was the only thing left to me to try since she's coming from London.

My hands sweating, it 2 am and I'm at the couch, took me 6 hours to have access to those files. I typed her name, there is her name— "what? No way" her real name or old name Angel Jezebel Rose, her father.. everyone knows her father. The one who killed his wife and his little boy then shot a bullate on his head and left his 18 year old son with two 13 year old girls. That was all over the news back then. "Went to fosters?" When she turned 16 went to foster, not that but her big brother and twin sister died? Her brother overdosed and her sister— "shit shit shit" my eyes hurt I didn't notice that my tears were falling.

"What the fuck" I can't keep looking my chest hurts. I tried to sleep but i couldn't. It's 6 am and I'm still up, I opened my laptop and looked again. Her parents were addicted and she had three siblings, her parents were arrested for assaulting their children, twice. There are photos? Shit / can't click on it.. no I can't no. i did. A little girl with blonde hair and blue eyes her face was red from crying with bruises all over her, the other picture was a little girl— my chest hurts so much how can I kill somebody already dead? A black hair with bruises on her face, chest, neck brace, and broken arm. The record says the blonde girl who called Hop was getting insulted by her father and her mother for no reason, when the black hair girl who called Angel tried to defend her sister. The sister hid and called the police,

the other girl kept getting beaten by her parents. The girls were 9 years old, and the mother was pregnant, both the parents were using drugs for 24/7. The police released them after they signed a pledge. I closed my laptop and walked around the living room. I need something strong to drink, i looked at the clock but it's 7 am i will go for a run.

It's 9:15 and I'm in my office i need to sleep and work. But I can't stop thinking of her and I can't work, i pulled her location and drove to. I sit in the car in the front street. The building door opens, and there she is. So beautiful face with black long waves and curls, hoodie and black pants. "Who the fuck wore hoodies in the middle of summer?" Her face looks so delicious to touch and kiss— "what the fuck I'm thinking of" she looks around then walks, stops in front of coffee shop but she didn't go inside, she start biting her lip, and look down to her shoes.

She walks and stops again and looks at the coffee shop again.

So fucking cute, she walked again then stopped and looked back and got inside the coffee shop "finally wasn't so hard to decide whether to take or not a fucking cup of coffee" she starts running until she stopped in front of her work building.

I stayed in my car until 3 pm, I want my bed so bad. she come out and walking to grocery store then to her apartment, she stumbled and fell on her ass, got up and turned around to clean her pants but her face was full of tears, and my heart sank i wanna hold her.

I'm in the middle of fucking business dinner and i wanna sleep,

"so Harry, have you looked at my new offer?" No i was looking at my girl. " yes and I don't like it's, if you need my protection you gonna give me what i want" I didn't even bother asking what his offer was. And what the fuck with my girl? Really?

Two weeks later, I couldn't hold myself back, I want her now.

Trying to keep everything normal as I followed her after her work, I didn't plan to hit her shoulder that hard but her body was too delicate for my touch. Her face was filled with fear, it made my stomach flip and regret rise up inside me. She even thought that someone sent me? Is someone following her? It wasn't the first time so she was asking me if I was sent by someone?

Please tell me what you think :3

[angelforstyles]

Lonely (together)

Series

About a lonely 21 years old girl

With a lonely 27 years old man

He falls in love with her, watching her without her knowing until he makes a move.

* for smut

Warning:

Daddy/Mommy issues, childhood trauma, sexual contact, a lot of firsts (first kiss, first sex, ets), Daddy kink. And a lot of sex of all kinds and kinks.

Mentions once: murder, weapons, suicide, and fosters.

P.S. English is not my first language, so please let me know if there is any mistake. Thanks!

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five *

Chapter Six *

Chapter Seven *

Chapter Eight *

Chapter Nine *