angstyhikka

[angstyhikka]

Finished third chapter of deltarune today and started forth. You know scene after church?

Asgore totaly won our hearts once again! XD We even compaired him to our (Axe Au) Caleb and… yeah I totally see it ahaha

Idk its so sweet so see same type of character (big, sweet, father coded, himbo) as your own (almost) OC. It just brings a lot of joy uwu

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4 slots taken!

6 days left before end of the offer uwu

I'm taking 15 slots! But time is limited til the end of June so don't miss out to hug your babyman! >:3

[angstyhikka]

I think I'm back from my non official hiatus, and I have two news for you - a good and a bad one

the good one is I have a bunch of TOH doodles for you

the bad one - those doodles are for my animation project that I canceled

"EVERYTHING WAS LIKE THAT" concept drafts 1/4

[you're here] [2 part] [3 part] [4 part]

long story short - my own project stuff has become more valuable in my eyes, and I would rather spend my time and effort drawing animations for THAT. I still love Philip and kids but now I'm a proud mother of MY OWN characters and they need my attention and love and I need them

The song I wanted to draw this animation to is called "Everything Was Like That" by Electrophoresis or "Все Было Так" - Электрофорез, and it tells about a person who can't find a place in this life and they're determined to do something about it. it starts kind of slow and chill but at the end it's agony and rush and I love it! this song is dear to my heart, I listen to it when special moments in my life happen or when I catch the vibe

you can also already check the rest of these drafts on my Boosty if you want

[angstyhikka]

I'm taking 15 slots! But time is limited til the end of June so don't miss out to hug your babyman! >:3

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I kinda wish tenna would notice we mess up all questions about Kris’s childhood and call us out as an imposter in his body, it would be so cool ahahahha

(We are playing very slowww i know, we only finished first round of Tennas game)

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*TWO Beautiful women that are needed to pick up!!😩 Damn I really should've been more attentive when I was cleaning my mailbox😔

And also! Both of those girls where a full body flat color and cost 60€ per peace! So if you like this format I would be happy to draw it for you! Please contact me on artistree if interested!

Owner of this beautiful woman, I lost your email! Could you please write to me again so I could send you progress of a second girl please?🥺

[angstyhikka]

Owner of this beautiful woman, I lost your email! Could you please write to me again so I could send you progress of a second girl please?🥺

[angstyhikka]

Hmmm Im thinking what if—

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Ok so, its an emergency now so Im opening UTMV comms too. I really need to save some money for summer trip to hug my best girls so I'm very motivated👍👍👍 I need to save enough till July 13 so you would really help me out!^^

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‼️DELTARUNE SPOILERS‼️

First ten minutes of third chapter were tough..

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WE ARE OPEN GUUUYS ><💕💖💖💕

me and my GF work in tandem for 3 years now and we decided to try out to do commissions together! ^^

if you're interested - dm me here, on tumblr!

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His Name - DREAMTALE COMIC DUB

Jesus- this took WAAAAAY TOO LONG to edit. This was my first time actually doing the speach bubbles other than completely covering them and using the fade out animation.

This time, this was a comic that Daz wanted to dub. I have actaully seen a few others dub this as well, so I might as well give it a shot!

I will be posting this on YouTube when I come back tomorrow. I hope is does just as good like my last 2 dubs. Lmao. (Speaking of- @casualshrimp-but-undertale @casualshrimp THE DUB REACHED 10K VIEWS AAAAAAAA!!!!)

Nightmare voiced by @daz8901 (RazzleMcDazzle)

Dream voiced by me

Human voices by @cosmaniathedragoncat

Comic by @angstyhikka

[angstyhikka]

- TW ARTIST'S RANT -

You have no idea how disgustingly long this commission sat rotting in my desk, waiting for me to finish it. And god, how I fucking hate drawing backgrounds. What do you mean, "You should spend as much time on the background as the character to make it look good???" 😭

Like, idk, I exhausted myself rearranging shit, trying to make it look like a complete disaster (didn’t work, I think??) while also keeping the composition somewhat decent?? Absolute nightmare. Objectively. Even rendering wasn’t as terrifying as this godforsaken composition.

And that’s not even mentioning the client’s requests for specific items. And like, whatever, the items themselves don’t bother me. What bothers me is that I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE HOW TO RENDER USED CONDOMS AND DILDOS! Bottles? Fine. Dishes? Cool, I put them there myself, I know what to do with them. BUT THIS???

Staring at a pile of condoms for refs like:

How do I draw you how do I draw you—

*Don’t draw me((( *

Yeah, same tbh😔

Oh, and I also tried adding extra fabric to the table… Nope. Gave up and scrapped it.

In the end, this piece took me a whole year of constantly circling back to it. At first, the easiest solution was to just hide the background and only draw the character. But nooo, eventually I had to deal with the damn background…

Oh my god, how it terrified me. How I had no clue where to even start. The first sketches were just a mess where you could barely make anything out. Then I tried LINING OUT ELLIPSES AND PERSPECTIVE LIKE A MASOCHIST—disgusting.

Finally, in the next session, I pulled myself together and started working like a normal human being—blocking in shapes first. And it worked! Hallelujah 😭

But then, while discussing with the client, turns out I forgot half the items they wanted me to include. Had to scrap the cake with knives sticking out and the plate of half-eaten ribs and replace them with bottles and dildos 😔😔😔 But oh well, client’s happiness comes first.

Then, rendering the character was hell because the scarf somehow gave me trouble—which is ridiculous considering I’ve been in a fandom full of long-scarf-wearing edgelords for years, you’d think I’d know how they work by now??? Plus, my current rendering style (single layer + textured brushes) just didn’t feel right for the piece???

But thank god, by the third attempt, I pulled it off and it looked… acceptable.

And then came the torturous table rendering, where every single item required hours of ref-hunting. Again. Because the ones I saved last time got lost in the abyss of my gallery. And of course, I kept tweaking and adding things mid-render like an idiot, just fueling my frustration. Dumb move, but what can I do if I wasn’t happy with it? 😩

So MAYBE. Maybe I’m just dumb and should’ve made a clearer thumbnail first. Sketch out the whole layout small, figure out where everything goes, then scale it up. But… well. It is what it is.

BUT STILL. IT’S DONE! I’M SO GLAD IT’S DONE! GOD, I NEVER WANNA SEE THIS PIECE AGAIN! According to my program, I spent a clean 19 hours and 23 minutes on this monstrosity.

Sooo. I don’t usually complain (here) about my drawing process, but this was a special kind of hell and I needed to vent. 😔 Still, I hope someone got something useful out of my whining and avoids my mistakes. Because honestly? If this wasn’t a commission, I’d have dropped it after finishing just the character on a blank background. But hey, at least I have a big completed piece now. And I hope y’all enjoy looking at it—plenty of details to zoom in on, uwu.

That’s all for now! Mwah on the cheek to whoever read this far! Baiiii, till next time ^^

IM DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE OMG THIS COMM WAS SO LOOOONG.

This work was really hard for me because of complexity of the background..

BUT IM VERY HAPPY IM DONE YAYYYYYYY😭😭😭

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IM DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE OMG THIS COMM WAS SO LOOOONG.

This work was really hard for me because of complexity of the background..

BUT IM VERY HAPPY IM DONE YAYYYYYYY😭😭😭

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✨ c o m m i s s i o n ✨

Wow it was a while since last full color order it was very nice to work on!^^

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BROS BEFORE HOES READY TO KICK ASS!!!!👹👹👹

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Someone ordered for me to draw anything with monster Belos. I was inspired by Limbo, really loved to work on this peace ><