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suguru likes white cats, satoru — black ones

even when they're apart, they're connected

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toge inumaki, the man you are

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THIS IS UNFAIR

sobbing rn

the beginning

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neil puts him on knees and presses to himself, absorbs him completely. poison. obsession. a crime for which he will pay to the end. a catch lies in wait behind, his voice whispers such sweet words in his ear, hands wander over the body, but leave only cold. all this mixed into a deceptive haze, a headache, and it should have remained so. nothing allowed him to go further, except for a miserable feeling of emptiness, clinging to the blackness of the soul. he gets lost, absorbed by a strange feeling of desire.

his unbridled love for riddles and the usual, constant analysis in his head were baffled by only one person. forced him to concentrate on one point, luring him like a moth. it turned out that other people's touches can be gentle sometimes.

perhaps it is the stupidity of humanity to listen to our emotions, renouncing rationality. but this is something that everyone is guilty of.

even andrew minyard.

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the real 'body tea' is andrew minyard who still manages to look fucking gorgeous despite eating ice cream every minute

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Thinking about JB and Jude lately…

JB, who was Jude’s first friend. JB, who carried Jude to the college hospital when he witnessed him having an episode in their dorm.

JB, who shouted and made a scene in that same hospital until a doctor finally saw Jude - and that doctor was Andy, the only physician Jude ever allowed to care for him for the rest of life.

JB, who helped Jude move into the apartment he shared with Willem on Lispenard St. JB, who brought along his friend Richard to help that day. Richard, who later sold Jude his beautiful apartment on Green Street that Jude loved so much. Richard, who secretly looked after him more than Jude ever imagined, who at one point saved his life, and at another point reminded him his birthday was worth celebrating, when Jude himself had forgotten and his world was bleak.

JB, who envied his life, his looks, his career, his relationship (even his limp!). JB, who saw him as competition, rather than someone to pity. JB, who thought he was beautiful, who thought killing something small and adorable was worth it if it meant looking like Jude.

JB, who brought him to parties, who showered him with laughter and provocations.

JB, who asked too many questions and wanted all the answers but got none of them. JB, who then asked Harold to back off from asking all the questions and wanting all the answers as well.

JB, who captured his life in galleries, on canvas, on film. The good and the bad.

JB, who’s art invaded and celebrated and decorated. JB, who’s art froze Willem in time for him.

JB, who was Jude’s last friend. JB, who Jude resented, who Jude hated, who Jude never forgave, who Jude wanted dead.

JB, who found him at last, who put away his suits, who handed out his letters.

JB, who outlived his friends, who was left alone, with his pictures, and his paintings, and his pain.

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love to think that in the future all foxes are still coming to see each other on a new year, drinking alcohol and laughing while remembering some weird stories

andrew and matt casually talking about cars (tbh only matt is talking, andrew just listens)

neil, dan and alison are playing in mario kart (alison is winning cause she's pro)

nicky and erik can't stop kissing in kitchen. aaron saw them, when he came after drinks ("get a room, you fuckers!")

kevin and renee are sitting on the couch (renee with hot chocolate and kevin with soda (he's trying to quit drinking for his career))

they're family. they always were family and always will be.

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neil: yeah I don't care about people's opinion

*someone calls andrew a heartless monster*

neil: you know, I get it—

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kevin: we need to be more carefu..

ANDREW, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

andrew, who found a chocolate cookies: hm?

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interviewer: what's your type?

Neil: I have a boyfriend

interviewer: so what's your type then?

Neil: my boyfriend

interviewer: and what does he look like?

Neil: he looks like my boyfriend

interviewer: so what would you rate me out of 10?

Neil: I can't do that

Interviewer: and what about your boyfriend?

Neil: he broke my scale because he is so beautiful

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today is a good day to love laurent.

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lamen is like one of the best enemies to lovers couple. you can clearly see how laurent tries to hide his real feelings, while damen just staring at him and thinking: 《how can a person be so gorgeous and arrogant at the same time?》

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damen: I will never find anyone better than Jokaste

also damen after 1 year: everyone makes mistakes

I think we all can agree that damen saw Jokaste only as his dear lover, but laurent was also his friend, his prince, his supporter and ally.

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aaron and neil have very similar experience in mothers issues. they both don't want to admit that their mothers weren't always right (especially neil when it goes to how abusive his mother was because of simple interest in girls), and I understand why andrew was so determined to show them the truth. aaron just couldn't handle it and still blames his brother for being overprotective (I'm not trying to defend andrew for killing tilda or controlling aaron's relationships WITH EVERYONE, it wasn't a right choice to help his brother).

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can we appreciate how pure Laurent was when he talked about August?

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I think the game of thrones is like the only one series in which I don't skip the intro

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laurent kinda gives amy march (from movie 2019) vibes, sorry not sorry