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the vocabulary of loss is the dictionary

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yea i'm gonna talk abt it more in-depth in a post later but ohhhh this whole convo where sam is like "when this is all over i'm going back to school" and dean being like "it's never going to be over" because the saving people part of the motto is Not incidental for him. it's the whole point. meanwhile for sam (and john) this is all about their own personal revenge quest. self-centered, singular focus. but it's not like that for dean. because dean cares. about the whole world even.

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Misha saying the writers were aware of Destiel and would play into it is so WOW yet so unsurprising. Because of course they knew. because you don't write the widower arc. the divorce arc. the MIXTAPE. The: "I left but you didn't stop me," "the very touch of you corrupts." "I forgive you ... I love you." "I lost Cas and it damn near broke me..." "now you might be able to forget about that but I can't!!

"But still beautiful. Still Dean Winchester."

You don't write all that with best buddies in mind.

Misha Collins saying things as they were is king shit actually

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13.22 Exodus

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that one meme about apollos gift of prophecy

(from the 2018 elle video)

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Some dude doods featuring long haired Dean my beloved

(Plz don’t repost; reblogs are fine)

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bro bro.... the s15 directing could have been so good. characters looking directly at the camera more and more, the lighting changing continuously, the screen glitching whenever cas is present, the screen sometimes blacking out and you can only hear the voices, we could have had it all. ..

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btw the thing she couldn’t ignore was someone calling her out for saying anti-depressants/hormone therapy are only perscribed by lazy doctors

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Here’s a parallel I noticed that highlights the difference between Cas relationship with Dean and Cas relationship with Sam pretty well. Episodes 10x22 vs 14x15

When MOC Dean is beating up Cas, Cas doesn’t hit back even once. The most he does is try to bear hug him from behind to calm him down. But not a single punch.

When Sam is Justin Smith, Cas says he won’t hurt him, but he actually does pick him up and slam him into the ground. It’s not a big deal, obviously he knows Sam can take it, but it’s something he wouldn’t even do with Dean.

Before the actual fighting, Cas tells dean, “I’m your friend… I’ll be the one that watches you murder the world.” And then when MOC Dean is on top of Cas holding the angel blade to him, Cas holds onto the wrist Dean has on his tie and the only thing he says is, “please”. He doesn’t even try to grab the hand holding the knife. And then Dean stops.

On the other hand, when Sam is on top of Cas trying to stab him, Cas uses an entirely different approach. He’s forcibly holding back Sam’s arm that’s holding the angel blade. He tells him he understands that he wants to be happy, but that if he does this he fails the people they lost. He says “if you do this you fail Jack. Sam, you fail Dean.” And that makes Sam stop.

The difference that’s so stark is that Cas has to appeal to Sam through talking about Dean. But Cas can appeal to Dean through his own relationship to him. He doesn’t need to bring up what it will do to Sam or anyone else, because their own relationship is powerful enough and he knows it.

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In the good supernatural that lives in my head azazel would have possessed the kids’ dads instead making it more terrifying and traumatic.

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First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

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Eric Kripke is gonna look me in the face and tell me that Dean Winchester, son of legendary hunter and jackass John Winchester, did not find out until the ripe age of 27 that VAMPIRES ARE REAL??? I get the whole “demons are more than most people deal with” thing, but VAMPIRES??? An absolute STAPLE of the other 14 seasons???

Every fucking thing they hunt in this goddamn season is a fucking ghost. Ffs they fight a group of fucking hillbillies and a wendigo but vampires are a new fucking deal? Jesus. And to think that in just a few years Dean will be fucking one.

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just saw a Sam-girl post complaining that people head-canon Dean into being Sam where one of the issues someone reblogged with was Dean being an ally….. bitch, WHAT???? At no point ever has Dean been rude or homophobic to gay people? One does not simply become best friends with a lesbian and support your lesbian step daughter if you’re “not an ally” and just in general, Dean’s performative high masculinity schtick is just that, a schtick, that he’s been trained to perform to try to mask his queerness and natural show of femininity and weakness.

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Jensen making the joke of the century and then looking shy af

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As a true believer in the joys of the mid to late seasons of Supernatural (S7 and S12 being my favorites upon rewatch) it is always so amusing to see people who like only season 1 of spn. I don’t like season 1 and it’s because it’s so different from everything else to me. But like, it must be so sad to be so into the aesthetic that you can’t enjoy the growth of Dean over 15 years of the horrors (can’t say the same about Sam he kinda gets booted for seasons at a time) and to miss the wonderful recurring characters from like every other season and the found family themes?? Couldn’t be me

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fell for the oldest trick in the book