anotherscorpiosblog

[anotherscorpiosblog]

Say it with me: I deserve a life that feels good to wake up to, and I will do whatever it takes to get there.

[anotherscorpiosblog]

Universe, please keep me soft, but hard to fool. Surround me with energy that pours back into me. Expose what’s not real. Elevate what is. And when I forget who I am, bring me home.

[anotherscorpiosblog]

[anotherscorpiosblog]

[anotherscorpiosblog]

[anotherscorpiosblog]

[anotherscorpiosblog]

I just want to,

Create my art.

Get paid.

And stay fly.

[anotherscorpiosblog]

[anotherscorpiosblog]

You’re not "too needy." Wanting love, a reasonable amount of attention, or support doesn’t make you too much. It just means you’re human. The right people will understand and meet you where you are.

[anotherscorpiosblog]

[anotherscorpiosblog]

[anotherscorpiosblog]

[anotherscorpiosblog]

[anotherscorpiosblog]

I think I figured it out. I think I wish my dad was more assertive and authoritative.

Like he’s literally just here. Floating through life.

[anotherscorpiosblog]

It takes me a minute to fully process the things that happen to me. I believe in the moment, I’m operating from survival mode, but then when I eventually get beside myself, all the thoughts & feelings come to surface & it boggles my mind how I let certain things happen. I think my fear is that I will respond aggressively to things I’m displeased with & because I’ve been ridiculed & criticized many times for my aggression, I’ve conditioned myself to be quiet. I fear losing people but I still desire for my boundaries to be respected, so I find myself tolerating things that I don’t agree with. I believe I’m in a process where I’m learning to honor what I feel inside & respond in the moment with love, grace, & truth.

[anotherscorpiosblog]

[anotherscorpiosblog]