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Still You

Hey Family, I came across a song titled Still You by Benjamin William Hastings. It caught me in a low moment—really, the perfect moment. In my worst moments—when I’m shaking my fist at God… when someone asks, “How are you doing?” and so much is going on that I don’t even know where to start… and even if I did, I can’t, because the physical setting is too loud, too chaotic, to ground myself and…

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Prayer for the the burdened

Hey family This week has just been meh. and its not just because of the rain we have been getting here in Atlanta. Even the high points seem to be covered in a mist that seems to spiritually dampen everything. heavenly Father I pray for those who feel weighed down by stuff, by life, by stress, by the unknown. I pray for those dealing with depression, anxiety, stress, all of it! I pray that you…

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Renewal

Hey Family I went MIA for a week . I needed to just to do a self check a make sure i’m moving in the direction God wants me to. One thing that became clear is that renewal is not a magic pill you take one time. It’s an ongoing treatment that we actively take part in. That may require a shift in our routine and it may be unusual. At the moment i am not driving. i’m one of throes people that sees…

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You Are not alone

Hey, Whatever situation is going on in your life right now. Know that you are not alone.’So humble yourselves under the mighty power of God, and at the right time he will lift you up in honor. Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you. Stay alert! Watch out for your great enemy, the devil. He prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour. Stand firm…

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Just Another Prayer

God I humbly but boldly approach your throne. not in a mindset of poor me. But standing ten toes down on the fact that It is all in you! You told Moses to tell Israel that I AM sent him. What is the the plain for this day, this moment. I’ve been running on feelings now it’s time for some facts. “‘Trust in the Lord and do good. Then you will live safely in the land and prosper. ‘ Psalms 37:3 NLT…

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What if

Hey family, What if we never had a bad day? What if we never had a single challenging moment in our life. I mean from our first breath as a baby to our last in old age, everything fell in line. Would we be grateful? Would we be the person we are right now? I would put good money on it and say no. I leave you with this. ‘God blesses those who patiently endure testing and temptation. Afterward…

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Untitled Praise #4

Hey God, you got my attention. I’m sorry it took this long for me to settle down and listen to you. But now you have my full undivided attention. Here I am, I am a willing vessel for you to pour in what you desire to pour into me. Here I am, I’m willing to let you use me however you desire to use me, God. Yeah, I thought my plans were the best. When you detoured me, I still tried to recalculate…

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Editing

Hello family.  Sometimes God speaks to me through the work that I’m doing. I am working on a book, the book is titled Finding Peace. I’m not going to give you everything that it’s about. but as I’ve started this process, God has spoken to me in every single section and chapter and through the editing process. It’s in these moments that I’m writing, and I have the ambient music playing in the…

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Untitled Praise #3

You are good! I will say it again you are good! Even when I can’t see it, even when i can’t feel it you are good. When i take my eyes off of me and put them on you, This truth becomes more clear. You have my greatest interest at heart. I admit that I don’t always understand it. That is why I depend on your ultimate wisdom. The fact is you are and will always remain Good. Much Love & God…

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It May Not Look Like This.

Hey family God will provide. It may not look like what you expect It to but God will provide. Let’s loosen our grip on what we expect. and be open enough to receive what God want for us. Much love God Bless B. Sawyer Podcast: https://www.buzzsprout.com/1170038/episodes/17135791

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Just Here

Hey Family “Just here.” Not high, not low. Just here. I’ve said that a lot more than i ever have lately. please don’t look at it in a negative light because that’s not where it’s coming from. It’s a statement of honesty. “Hey how you doing?” “I’m Here.” I’m not great I’m not bad. i’m here, present in this moment with whatever it is that i am involved in. “Just Here” is not a bad place to be…

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No Mask

Hey family I always want to make sure that i am always being authentic. If it’s a series focusing on a particular scripture or God leads me to write more of a journal entry. I want to bring you the real B. Sawyer. weather I’m riding high or not so high. I want to put forward what God will allow me to put forward and i pray what i write blesses at least one person. Life is to short to keep…

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Waiting is not Waiting

Hello Family, I am waiting for God to restore somethings but while I’m waiting, He has given me some projects to do. God has not given them to me just to keep me busy like a parent give a child a toy to keep them quiet. These projects are productive and are not something to drop when i get what I’ve been waiting for. Often when we are waiting on something God promised us we make what we are…

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It's Okay...

Hey family. Speaking for myself. growing up in the church, I some how grew into a though process of it’s always bad to voice my complaints to God. That I have to remain tight lipped and “suck it up butter cup because God has you.” But if that were the case, Psalms would be a much smaller book and Lamentations would not exist. And we can eliminate “‘Give all your worries and cares to God, for he…

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Finding Peace

‘As they sailed across, Jesus settled down for a nap. But soon a fierce storm came down on the lake. The boat was filling with water, and they were in real danger. The disciples went and woke him up, shouting, “Master, Master, we’re going to drown!” When Jesus woke up, he rebuked the wind and the raging waves. Suddenly the storm stopped and all was calm. Then he asked them, “Where is your faith?”…

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I will be back on Monday

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untitled

Hey family I am writing this on the eve of my birthday. to some birthdays don’t mean much but its different when you know that if it was not for God keeping His hand on you, you would not be here to see this moment. I’m not going to retell what my 2024 was like. Just know i have deeper appreciation for every aspect of life. Every day is not sunshine and unicorns. If God allows my heart to beat…