arealgesney

[arealgesney]

I hate pain, you know that itchy feeling that something is wrong with your body. Whenever if it's an internal pain or external pain it doesn't matter, cause at the end of it all, I know that I hate it. But why? I hate it! why is that at the same time I also crave it just as much. Pain. Pain. Pain. It hurts. It hurts. It hurts. Wounds I have created it hurts so much! but what is it that makes it so beautiful to look at?

Once the wounds have healed, you know when the red blood cells helps creates collagen when the white fibers form the foundation for the new tissues or when the lingering feelings started to fade away. That's the perfect time when you will thought everything will be alright. Well for some of the case yes, it will be all gone before you knew it! But for some it leaves a scar. Something that will stay, something that even if you were to do anything won't leave. Well it shouldn't be a problem right? Scars are just there, it's not like it's painful. Tho it is ugly unlike the fresh wounds that is too painful for the thought of ugliness. So in order for the feeling of ugliness to go away you'll create new wound, new fresh wounds. Then again it will healed, might become a scar later, and the loop just go on and on until it becomes something that you are so used to that the thought of not doing it will become impossible.

So I guess we could just say, pain isn't beautiful to look at, rather is it something that most people use to cover what they think isn't beautiful.

[arealgesney]

Just finished reading this and boy it hurts so bad! How the hell did I not know of this before! It's so wonderful