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old man yaoi

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tried 3d modelling for the first time !! if anyone had any tips / tricks i’d love to know

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when you’re both enemies and lovers

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he is my confront character. i want to break his brittle bones so badly.

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i bet on losing dogs by mitski but it’s yama to oswald

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i have just had the best idea but it will change my whole lore (i’m okay w it)

so for the longest time i’ve been trying to figure out how to make kade having this “parasite” in him coherent with the mythology i’ve been inspired by

the things i’ve wanted to achieve with this “parasite” is: horror, eye imagery and the loss of one’s self / confusion with identity

but none of this made sense with what i was going with

at first the parasite was the “forest itself” but like, why would it be evil ?? (which is what i was planning)

but i have finally got it !!

i’m scrapping the idea entirely and replacing it with a different idea

what if kade was a changeling (vine boom effect)

i was thinking abt this plot twist being cringe but i think it adds more to his character (imo) and the way he wishes to connect with people

IT ALSO MAKES WAYY MORE SENSE LORE WISE AND IM SOO HAPPY I’VE FOUND A SOLUTION TO THIS MISERABLE PROBLEM I’VE BEEN HAVING W THIS STORY FOR THE LONGEST TIME

this makes sense because changelings actually exist in cornish and irish mythology.

essentially they are fairies who steal babies and replace them for the lols WHICH IS HORRIBLE.

i’m not using the exact myth because i don’t want kade to be kidnapped as a baby BUT i still like the idea (like in dnd) that they replace people who already exist.

this is also brilliant because it fits all my criteria !!

i think in the story og kade is already dead. like, you never get to meet og kade, what he was going through, who he was but you meet changeling kade who has all of og kade’s memories and mannerisms and everything.

like… is kade still alive if someone who has the same memories and face replaces him ?? a carbon copy of him replaces him. does that still count AS him ??

philosophy questions aside, i also think it would be so uncanny if things abt him were off. like not his looks but kade having no pictures of people in his life in his house. not his parents, his friends (because ofc changeling kade would not have them). or if he doesn’t have to brush his teeth or brush his hair because he can just instantly change himself !! kade doesn’t have to deal with bed hair !! those r just a few examples

BUT YEAH that’s basically the gist (mb it’s so long)

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i am so obsessed w this man and he’s my oc it’s embarrassing at this point (redraw of the 2022 version)

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kade is literally the embodiment of the song “i will” by mitski today in my psychoanalysis-

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pmv of my ocs to normal people by jack stauber 😍🔥🔥 (explanation below)

OKAYYY there’s a lot to unpack but i’m gonna try and do it in the shortest way possible

essentially these 5 people are tasked to go underground to steal this object. none of them know what it is however, they know the location and they will “know what it is when they see it”.

they encounter monsters and what do you do with monsters ? kill them ! however one of their party members (the slimey one called ooshie) hates them because they are killing his kind (he is half monster).

however, he is stuck with them and he feels left out so slowly, he starts to befriend them.

he finds out some things about the party, specifically darla who is the daughter of this very well known monster hunter who disappeared and he feels sympathy for her.

slowly, he becomes intertwined with the group and begins to like them. so much that he starts killing monsters himself.

this unlocks a few unknown memories for him, ones that are not his. he has deja vu, his party feels similar to one he had before (even though he knows he’s never been in a party before). he panics, realising there is blood on his hands and goes to wash it off.

and in the mirror, he does not see himself.

YEAH so that’s basically the gist of it. i would reveal more but i want to keep a few things secret for now 😈😈.

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oswald brainrot

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hey oswald why are u so scrimbly wimbly

alcohol & the voice in his head who hates him

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if they pulled up, what would u do ?

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did a quick one for my favourite single father (template by snarbart on twitter)

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the only time i will be posting my ocs (unless u want more)

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hey guys i’m gonna actually start posting here fr this time (hopefully) i’ve been busy w exams and stuff but i want to get some art out

i also have a new blog for my ocs so if people are interested, it’s https://www.tumblr.com/arilikesocs