arveilll
arveilll
*cries in transmasc*
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my goofy little side blog for my sexuality and gender crisis stuff
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arveilll · 1 year ago
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He refuses to be confined to a singular alignment
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Template from here :3
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arveilll · 1 year ago
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❄️ winter wonderland ❄️
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arveilll · 2 years ago
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This is the first time i’ve seen a trans character in a show and this is a pleasant surprise
And Momo used the correct pronouns for Kaoru!
(Also the jacket has the trans flag colors)
Edit: The Anime is called Wonder Egg Priority for those who are wondering
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arveilll · 2 years ago
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REAL
puss in boots has transmasc swag
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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in conclusion, chongyun and yanfei, my top comfort characters, make up the colors of the transmasc flag and i love them both even more
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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Bisexual Yato Noragami Transparent Icons for a friend
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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uhm i think i might be this....
Hey! I'm still trying to find out where I am on the aro spectrum and at the moment I'm trying to understand what a QP is? I used to think I had a crush on someone, but now I've come to realise it's more of a sensual attraction where I want to be close to them and everything, I just don't feel romantic attraction (and am kind of repulsed by it). Could this lead to a QP? Also, in a QP could you do things such as kisses, dates, etc, just none of them are directly romantic? Thank you!
Queerplatonic / Quasiplatonic
describes a relationship, or the partner in such a relationship, that has the same sort of access, closeness, intimacy, etc, that is usually associated with a romantic relationship, but is not romantic. Quasiplatonic is used by people who are not comfortable with using the word queer. Often abbreviated as QP.
A QP is basically a relationship that is not romantic, but has similar traits to a romantic relationship. You can date, kiss, hold hands, sleep together, live together, marry, all that and it doesn’t have to be romantic. It is not a set amount of anything: you could be based in queerplatonic attraction (or quasiromantic attraction where you arent platonic and not romantic but a mix / something else), sensual, sexual, platonic, and pretty much any attraction other than romantic.
There can be romantic attraction between the two in a QP, but the relationship itself is not meant to be romantic. If it were, then it’d just be a romantic relationship.
Sensual attraction toward someone is a lush!
Lush
a “sensual crush”, describes sensual attraction to a person (“You’re my lush.” “I want to cuddle my lush so badly” “You’re so lushing on them”) (X)
This could lead to a QPR (qp relationship) and it could also lead to a friendship that includes sensual activities like cuddles and kisses and whatever else you feel comfortable doing.
A QPR is really what you decide what you want in a nonromantic relationship with your partner. You don’t have to be in a QPR, such as how I mentioned just being friends that do sensual things.
For instance: I have a QPP (QP partner) that I am in qp love with that is kinda quasiromantic. I also have an aromate (a platonic soulmate, a friend for life) that I do sensual things with and may come off as a romantic relationship to outsiders but for us it’s all platonic love.
I really hope this gives you an answer that makes sense to you, anon. If you need more help, feel free to send more asks!
~ Tabs
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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YAY FINALLY FOUND A YOSHIDA AS TRANSMASC HC POST
Do you have Asa or any part 2 character's headcanons?
I loooooove the part 2 gang, and I've posted a bunch of hcs for them on Twitter a month ago! I'll copy and paste it all here
Warning, it's mostly Yoshida because my god I'm insane about him and I apologize
-Octopi are intelligent creatures so Yoshida's contract with the octopus devil is for him to get good grades because it doesnt want to work with a dumb human
-Yoshida ONLY drinks iced coffee, he can tolerate room temp but never hot
-Yoshida really likes cold food in general
-As a kid, Asa knew running while holding scissors is bad so she never did it because she knew she'd trip with them, but in grade school she probably tripped and got hurt anyway from a nearby classmate holding scissors
-Yoshida likes lemon lime sodas because I like lemon lime sodas no other reason it's just true
-Nayuta is a selective mute, but she and Denji click so well that he immediately knows if she needs anything even if she doesnt say or sign anything
-As reckless as he is sometimes, Denji is still very good at taking care of Nayuta, he learned a lot from Aki and from taking care of all the dogs. THIS I'm quite sure is basically canon, even just from the small glimpse of them together in ch97
-If CSM took place in modern times, Yoru is SHIT at video games and Asa is average (hi, not part of the original twt thread, I just remembered that csm doesn't take place THAT long ago and that Denji and Power literally bought a video game console with... Aki's money... So yeah the modern times part was a little dumb of me, but it still applies to some of the hcs ahead)
-Denji spams buttons in fighting games and Yoshida has combos memorized, but somehow he still loses to Denji sometimes
-Yuko is better than all of them and is probably a speedrunning champion
-If all four (five w yoru) of them played games together, Denji and Asa would be at each other's throats while Yoshida and Yuko silently keep playing and win in the end
-Yoru:"I WANT TO KEEP PLAYING!"
Asa:"YORU IT'S BEEN HOURS, IT'S MY TURN TO PLAY ALREADY"
-Remember the doom & acnh thing back then? Yeah Yoru is the one buying acnh and Yuko is the one buying doom
-Yoshida is a rhythm gamer and has spent hundreds of hours on his favs, BUT HE REFUSES TO TRY OSU.
-Denji unironically likes cbat
-Yuko would secretly be one of those popular vocaloid producers that make songs with really dark themes
-Asa listens to her songs a lot without knowing it's Yuko
-Oopsie I just made a fanfic prompt by accident lol feel free to steal the idea
That's the original thread! Here's a couple more hcs I have though, mostly just lgbtq hcs:
-Yuko is nonbinary (in the same way she can't understand people, she can't understand gender roles and all that dumb shit cishets push)
-Related to that last part, Yuko is autistic! It was genuinely my first thought when I read the "I don't understand people" line in 105, I love her so dearly (also I'm also a nonbinary autistic so I'm projecting a little)
-Yoshida is gay and grey aromantic (grayromantic?? Forgot the term) (Also projecting except I'm bi instead of gay, u can tell I love projecting onto my scrimblos)
-Yukoasa are bi4les! Asa is bi but is sapphic leaning after the interaction that is ch104 JSJSKFJDJ she really thought man, men aren't worth it and just visited yuko
-Asa is transfem!! Idk I just saw the flashbacks she had and how she had short hair at one point and I was like hmm and my transfem moots agreed (That post blew up a little actually and some people genuinely thought I was weird or that I was stereotyping cause of the short hair, so I don't talk about this hc that often. I genuinely would've headcanoned her as transfem before I even saw the short hair though, I love hitting csm characters with the transification beam.)
-Speaking of, Yoshida is transmasc! He's a reincarnation of Togata from Fire Punch that was able to successfully transition (socially at least), and he binds! This is one of my fav hcs cause god I love Togata and Yoshida's eerieness in part 1 is really EXTREMELY similar to Togata, and they both have really similar features like black eyes and hair, the fringe between their eyes, the mole under their lip, AND THE WAY THEY SMILE??? I genuinely no joke think Yoshida was meant to be a nod to Togata back when Fujimoto drew him in part 1
-Back to the videogames thing, Asa would be 1st in Mario Kart then fuck up last minute right before she reaches the finish line, and she ends up in last place. My girl trips at the worst time even in video games 💀
Okaaaay brain empty now, hope you enjoyed all these hcs!!
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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okay maybe i still am demiboy but only with 90% wanting to be masculine and 10% androgynous WAIT YES I FORGOT BEING DEMIBOY ISNT LIMITED TO MASC + FEMININE GENDER
OKAY IM STILL STICKING WITH DEMIBOY NOW WITH THE 10% BEING ANDROGYNOUS
its nice finally figuring my gender again after the 4th crisis
and yay im both demiboy and transmasc
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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@annkou look
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Your Fave has t-boy swag flag! (made by me)
based off of the transgender and transmasculine flags, this flag is for anyone who has t-boy (trans boy) swag :)
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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i dont like people calling me by she/her, but if its a person i dont personally know, it's fine since i haven't transitioned yet and im not coming out yet so yeah
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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nonbinary + polyamorous raiden ei icons for anon!
(no kin tags, please!)
🦊 mod soda
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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updated personal ddlc headcanons!
sayori - demiaroace nonbinary lesbian
monika - pansexual + gendervoid. definitely arospec too
natsuki - transfem lovegender lesbian
yuri - bisexual + bigender
🦊 mod soda
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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is it normal that i still feel weird getting referred to with masc terms even being transmasc?? just wondering if this means i might not be transmasc? let me explain it - i want to be referred to as a boy and i wish people would openly accept that. but when i get called as one, idk why i don't feel good about it. I feel like they might just be calling me masc terms, but still don't really see me as a boy. I feel like i don't look male enough or act male enough to deserve to be called as one... I'm still new to this since i've only figured out that im transmasc recently (not specifically sure yet if im demiboy/trans or another gender that presents itself as a boy), and i dont know much about transitioning yet and other problems/feelings transmascs go through so yeah just wanted to let that out cause my feelings haven't been making too much sense to me lately :(
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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when your roommate is so pretty you forget why you were mad at him one second ago 😳🌱
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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PLS I LOVE THIS HC SM
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hmmmm. trans?
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arveilll · 3 years ago
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ITTO AND KAVEH SERIOUSLY GIVES ME TRANS VIBES TOO AND ITD BE SO COOL IF THEY BOTH ARE
Excuse me, I'm genuinely curious about why you think Itto and Kaveh are trans
hello anon!
you’re probably going to hate my answer, because i don’t really have a reason other than vibes and i like the headcanon.
for a lot of folks, making trans headcanons is a source of comfort. the majority of the time (with few exceptions, of course) you’re not going to find necessarily “evidence” that a certain character is trans or queer because it’s still a “taboo” subject. so, i can’t really point at the lore and say “they’re trans for xyz reason”. so a lot of the time, i pick and chose which characters to headcanon as trans for pretty baseless reasons (honestly, you don’t really need reasons for headcanons in the first place). in addition, i find it easier to write trans characters simply because i am trans and it helps me write based off of my own personal experiences
other trans genshin headcanons i have: pantalone, baizhu, xiao, and possibly toying with diluc and/or kaeya
hope that answers any questions you may have!
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