asmallvillian

[asmallvillian]

ways i cope with plurality dysphoria ☆

making a private simplyplural and/or pluralkit and jotting down stuff about your "alters," i call mine personas

choosing personalities for each "alter" and giving them likes and dislikes (like OCs but private!)

thinking to myself in voices i assign to them (you can use voiceclaims for this, which you can find on youtube & tiktok)

assigning them roles and letting them help you cope with your issues!! bonus points if you go into your persona to help yourself get better !! ☆

making picrews of them & deciding on their looks & styles !! :D

come up with a system name , aesthetic , and other things to help you feel like part of a collective !!

talk and respond to yourself ... yeah

that's all i could think of off the top of my head !! :D feel free to add on!! ☆

OP is radqueer neutral, pro transid, & has no dni !!

[asmallvillian]

And what does an evil genius like yourself do for fun EVILL? :0

→ @fluffy-dog / 💛🐾

Terrorize Cesar insys , sometimes make rentries and scribble about krabs. Thank you for the ask ^^

[asmallvillian]

I want some asks , I need to be evil somehow / pos

userbox by bl00dberries

[asmallvillian]

desirharmed and desirharmful dividers!

desirharmed:

Desirharmful:

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Also I think desirharmful and desirharmed should have their own emoji combos so I may suggest some soon.

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@desirdae-archive

[asmallvillian]

TRANSSOMETHiNG ★

WANTiNG TO HAVE A TRANS-iD BUT BEiNG UNSURE OF WHAT iT SHOULD BE.

ALREADY COiNED ?? CONSiDER THiS AN ALT FLAG / TERM !!!

[asmallvillian]

Hi!

Just here to remind you all that it's okay to read dark fiction even if you're not using it to cope with your trauma. You're supposed to have fun and enjoy fiction ❤️

Have a good day! <3

[asmallvillian]

Trace BASEs , and to get a sense of poses. Not to steal someones idea and pass it off as your own !

Being: don't trace someone's art!

My dumb transrace ass: but... but why not?

[asmallvillian]

You look very edible ngl…

*nibbles*

/silly

Hey ! Stop eating me ! I'm not food. / pos

[asmallvillian]

Mm thinking about the times I got my ass thrown about in source /pos

[asmallvillian]

btw transabled beings arent "using up valuable resources".

By the way that transabled being who uses a wheelchair deserves that wheelchair as much as any other person does.

That transabled being who uses a cane needs that cane as much as any other person might.

That transabled being who uses a rollator isnt harming nor bothering you at all and deserves to live peacefully.

That transabled being who uses crutches are allowed to use them for whatever reasoning they have and doesn't deserve to be bullied over it.

That transabled being who uses glasses isnt doing a thing wrong.

That transabled being who uses any form of hearing aid is valid and their life is as precious as anyone else

That transabled being who uses any kinds of aids not mentioned (Guide dogs, Service animals, Assitive canes, Braces, ectect) are living beings and dont deserve any hate they may be getting for simply living their lives.

[asmallvillian]

transschizospec if you haven't already?

TRANSSCHIZOSPEC TIPS 𖦹

i am also transschizospec!!

i will separate this into categories: delusions, hallucinations, behaviors, emotions, and thinking

keep in mind these are all just symptoms and not every schizospec person experiences them all!! most probably dont experience all of them!!

delusions:

- a delusions is simply a fixed belief that doesnt change despite contradicting evidence. let your imagination run wild and then just gaslight yourself. eventually youll believe it.

- if you need more guidance, some common delusions are grandiose delusions (which i experienced), paranoid, erotomaniac (parasocial), somatic, and many more you can google.

- paranoia is very very common!! incorporate it!!

- look at the “how the delulu girls“ trend on tiktok!!

- whether or not you choose to talk to people about your delusion is up to you

hallucinations:

- honestly, make them up to gaslight yourself and/or manifest them

- draw whatever comes to mind and tell yourself its your hallucinations

- get sleep deprived!!

-watch things that make you anxious!!

- listen for small background noises and tell yourself its a hallucination

behaviors:

- periods of catatonia!! catatonia is a state where someone is awake but not responding to other people or maybe their environment. it may occur in the form of repetitive odd gestures, holding strange positions, mimicking others, or not moving at all. not every schizospec person experiences catatonia!!!!

- disorganized speech!! this is pretty much just word salads but with whatever and also with some garbled speech so ill make an example of this one no thank you i dont have the free time for that but yournrnnn you cna ask ted..if you wnt because hes to contamnnated to do that (but do that while talking)

- do repetitive movements and do things in patterns

- be impulsive

- schizophrenics tend to socially isolate

- be disorganized!! wear mismatch clothes (thats a thing with schizophrenics), have a messy room, etc.

emotions:

- apathy is common among schizophrenics and interestingly enough, so are heightened emotions!! sometimes just not react to things and SOMETIMES REALLY REACT!!

- anxiety is also very common

- paranoia!! what if everyone can read your mind? what if they know youre a terrible person? there are people watching you. where are they?

- inappropriate emotional responses!! such as laughing when something bad happens or crying over something really small. this ties in with heightened emotions.

thinking:

- disorganized thoughts!! this is pretty much just word salads but with whatever and also with some garbled speech so ill make an example of this one no thank you i dont have the free time for that but yournrnnn you cna ask ted..if you wnt because hes to contamnnated to do that (but do that while talking)

- memory issues!!

- inability to process social cues!! that means not getting the hint when someone is talking to you or not getting the hint someone needs to be comforted, for example.

- attention deficit!! struggle to focus on things and zone out a lot

[asmallvillian]

transnpd tips and information from a cisnpd person

1. remember that narcissists are actually very fragile. npd usually occurs in people who experienced some form of trauma and emotional neglect in childhood. narcissists were made to believe that we must be exceptionally amazing and talented to be loved. beneath all the grandiosity, there is the fear that we aren't good enough.

2. discover your triggers— positive and negative. what inflates your ego? what tears you down?

when a narcissist feels very accomplished or complimented, we might experience a "narc high." during these periods we feel elated and affirmed. it feels like our ego has been justified, like our thoughts of being better than everyone have been proven correct. in my experience, narcissistic highs don't last for very long, maybe a week or two at most. however this is different for everyone.

a narcissistic collapse/crash happens when you cannot uphold your image anymore. you might feel exposed, like everyone can see the "real" us that we were hiding the whole time. we feel unworthy, depressed, and anxious. narcissistic collapse can last for any length of time. i've been in one for almost a year now! it can range from just a couple days to the rest of your life.

3. learn how to defend your ego. when a person or situation is threatening a narcissist's ego, we'll do whatever we can to defend ourself and maintain our image. when pushed further, this can become a "narcissistic rage." if pushed too far, it might become a narcissistic collapse (see previous point).

for me, this usually presents as being very argumentative and stubborn. when somebody disagrees with me i have to argue and defend myself, otherwise i feel like people will "find out" that i'm secretly stupid or uninformed. disagreements tend to feel like personal attacks, and i can get heated quickly. i'm usually very good at making people see my point, but if i feel like i can't, this can trigger a narcissistic rage. for me this usually looks like a lot of very angry insults, accusations, threats, and in extreme cases it can even turn into physical violence.

4. some people with npd will have a person that they are attached to, similar to an fp for somebody with bpd. i've seen a lot of terms for this but the most common ones i've seen are "equal person," "exception person," and "chosen person." at the end of the day the exact term doesn't really matter; the point is that when you spend all your time holding yourself up on this pedestal, sometimes you'll notice that there's another person right up there with you. you might consider this person only slightly below you, your equal, or maybe even slightly better than you.

my equal person is my partner, but ep's do not need to be romantic. i previously had an ep who was only platonic. you might find one that is familial. in fact, you don't even have to like the person! you might hate somebody but still respect them and consider them equal to you. who doesn't love a good arch-nemesis?

that's all i can think of for now! might add onto this later. questions are welcome

[asmallvillian]

TransID ask game!!

🍰: how did you join the transid community?

🍡: what categories do you fall into most? (ex: trace, transabled, transspecies, transamia/transblood)

🥡: do you have any transid gear? (disability aids, stuff with your flags on it, maybe tattoos!?)

🧋: are you planning on coming out?

🍮: are you out to anybody offline?

🥥: do you have dysphoria?

🍤: have you transitioned to, or are transitioning to, any of your transids?

🍣: which transids do you want to transition to most?

🍕: which transids do you not want to transition to?

🌯: do you have any transids that you can't transition to? Why not?

🍟: what transid flag is the prettiest?

🥞: what are your favorite TransIDs?

🌭: do you think transids should be a part of the lgbtq+ community? why or why not?

🍜: do you have any "weird" transids?

🧆: have you coined any transids?

[asmallvillian]

REBLOG IF YOU LOVE YOUR HEADMATES!!!!

[asmallvillian]

gutsondisplay’s coinvember - day 2 (a fear of mine)

i chose thalassophobia because its my biggest phobia

permawaterlocation

wanting or identifying as permanently being located in water

[asmallvillian]

i am imagining all of your posts in the source voice and my god is it the funniest thing ever /pos /gen

You should see me in discord then /pos

[asmallvillian]

my man😏😏😏(I sat on him)