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Aspen: Hey Kai, are you okay?
Kai: Fine thanks. Why?
Aspen: You asked Mell if painkillers worked on emotions.
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Delphi: How are you today?
Roberts: I'm not thinking about it.
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Aspen: Why is Mell carrying around a potted plant?
Kai: He asked too many stupid questions today so I'm making him carry that to make up for all the oxygen he wasted.
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Kai: Mell, quick, what's your type!
Mell: smart mean and blue?
Kai: ...Your blood type, Mell. You're bleeding out.
Mell: Oh.
Mell, lifting his hand to look at his blood: Hm... Red!
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Mell: I wanna be a reverse tooth fairy that breaks in and scatters teeth on people's bed!
Kai: A dentist?
Aspen: Kai I don't know what kind of dentist you're going to, but I think you need to call the police.
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Mell: Come on, Aspen, I'm your hottest friend!
Mell: Wait, no that's Kai.
Mell: I'm your nicest friend! No, that's Ellie...
Mell: I'm your friend?
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Mell: I wasn't THAT drunk.
Kai: You colored my face with a highlighter because you said I was important.
Mell: but you a r e
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how messed up do you think aspen was after elliot got mauled on live tv.
think ab it with me. at the start he had to think about being friends with mell and elliot. he decided to take that job that was offered. for the Visibility. because, he thought, he'd be safe. as long as he was in the publics eye, he could stay alive
and then his best friend/boyfriend goes on stage, and he's got a bad feeling in his gut. and then his ticket doesnt go through.
imagining him learning about elliots demise from a clip a fan got. or from those TV stores that dont exist anymore.
and the realization that he was never safe, not really, as a false elliot steps out into the light, captivating and bright.
#happy birthday baby boy <3 u looked so good w ur moms blood on u#elliot rainor#aspen hanyuu#self aware comic
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ITS TH3 BOYS BIRTHDAY!!!! give him meat.
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SPEAKING OF KAINE. PRETTY PLEASE RELEASE HIS ART FROM CONTAINMENT I HAVE AOME T A G S FOR HIM,
LMAO YOU AND ME BOTH BUD :)


HERE U GO HEHEHE
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after weeks of having all my stuff in storage i FINALLY CAN DRAW AGAIN. This week my comic chapters will resume!!
anyways this mieke! His character has been around since middle school. im v bored so ask me anything about him-
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Mell: Elliot is out of town for a few days, so while he’s away I’m gonna cut the sleeves off of all my shirts!
Kai: What? Why???
Mell: He's 98% of my impulse control!
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Detective Roberts theory art. who knows how close to canon this is or not-
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aspen theory art
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gggood mornin!! its the SA marathon: PT 2 BAYBEEE (split bc reading one thing too long is horrors to my brainsO)
sofar weve gon thru 47 updates ! holy fuck ! thats over a hundred pages!! so what were the arcs, then? (abvriviated titles)
The Beginning
meet your new for-lifer !
Being Hired? (gone wrong)
pretty men, basement time, qna!
side story : hip n pip edidition
The Intern (nd why this is so illegal)
getting caught (gone right?)
Mell, Dont Diss My Trauma You Dickwad, the movie (2013 mo5nochrome)
Alien, the movie (2013 limited colorized)
ART DUMP!!!
annnd, thats where we continue! (specifally, stopped at #47)
after we finish this, ill most likely get started with s402 (webnovel), and then s402 (physical copy] to conpare notes. afger that...? well. perhaps going back and relearning the coded messagez.
have some highlights on some of my favorite panels btw . and read it here urself. on webtoons. and maybe perhaps comment on everythin <3








#self aware comic#ty andgnight#subject L#the bird#jordan kai mallory#mell carter#elliot rainor#aspen hanyuu#background characters#eye contact#toe rambles
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reminder for tor - chara study on kai and how his lines effect hiw he expresses
#toe rambles#ivebeen thinkin ab it alot n ill prolly reread some of the co.ic for it tbh#hes v expressivd in subtle ways. afony!
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anyways. we as a society need to look at this chapter of self aware. read it. read it again. im posting my favorite bits but i am begging on my legs that u at least glance at this chapter. i didnt rmbr tbe majority of jamies arc so reading it while looking for a specific quote destroyed my brain in one hit. JUST


KAI HUGS. (sorry for quality) LITERALY BESTIES YOUR HONOR

HELLO???? his sense in fashion is PEak im so mad rn

this scene is very relevant!!!!!!! u can hear it from the page. explodes forever and ever

AND. THEIR BANTER!!!!!!!!! WHERE will u find a character intro as lovely as jamjes. im waiting. thats right theres none that can compare.

ADDITIONALLY (not from the same chapger as the rest): he smells like fruit. on the money!
if theres any reason to read Self Aware its for hottie mc thottie over here juries of the court. ty and gnight [tips hat]
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