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[athailandsquid]

A Thailand Squid - next boyfriend better behave + @genesis @unknownboyfriend

blow my bangs out the view, serious

eye locking suspension, connect with me,

you better behave, behavior is cadence,

your behavior determines your survival, behave,

curl my toes and ball my fists furious, analyzed,

better watch your move boyfriend,

d o n t f u c k u p ,

your every step makes the differences, good boy,

boyfriend better behave, yandere syndrome,

i'd kill you, stab you if you betray,

better not slut, sluts go to those graves, punished,

the next boyfriend better behave,

outstanding behavior,

you better not leave me, abandonment issues,

better not leave my side, stay next to me now,

feel on my body, rape my needs, pleasure me,

fuck me to sleep, dont clean up after, your scent,

condoms laid out on our floor, happy balloons,

drain you empty, your member throbbing, more,

your seed, crawling inside me, feeling like a woman,

sticky sticky sticky messes, happy fuck buddy,

blade against your spinal cord, sharp while deadly,

dont make me fucking end you, paralyzed meat,

make a sad story a happy one, dont leave,

i love you so, oh i do really love you,

pull those fucking pants down, belt off,

show me your hard, show me your cock,

stay hard, oh baby stay hard, all night,

keep that flesh rock solid for me,

throb mother fucker, throb and pulse it,

keep going, let me see your viens,

throbbing for me, shouting viens,

precum thick member heavy criminal,

blow the load, facial, neck gripping, throat fucking,

skull fucking, body rocking me, how dare you?,

im swallowing your delivery, salty pollution,

better behave if you want to see tommorow, hm?

keep my boyfriend in checking, obedient,

school dress and black japanese low top shoes,

im his yandere whore, not average girl, never,

grab these hips, sway them for you,

side to side,

left right,

grip my dough,

kneed through me,

caked, buttered up, white,

the next boyfriend better behave, behavioral dog,

correctional officer of love,

nose flared, eyes halfway shut, ready for murder,

wont think twice if you try walking out, murder,

your scared of the doom, doomsday girl,

systematic control, control me,

ride you like an animal, flesh hitting flesh,

my tightness choking your hard, pulse, pulse,

wanting to feel your heartbeat through your wood,

pump your pulse, dont stop, fuck me, dont nut!

dont release your milk yet lover, please dont cum,

your stick, manly stick leaking from my entrance,

yandere dreams and nightmares last forever,

your not even present, i dont know who you are yet,

once you fuck me, bonded like glue, your glue,

hit the spot accurate, make me obsessed,

scream your name,

make me crave your dick, your attention,

heartbreaks dont exists here, no escape,

talk to me like your wifey, pound me to sleep,

pound, pound, pounding,

over and over and over and over and over again,

scream your name,

tell me, are you going to fuck me and stay,

non stop sex until your hard is spent, and mine,

grab my neck, slam into me, rock me, harder!,

throw a knife, stab a liar,

rejoice, fathom the truth, your my boyfriend,

your dick loves my hole, craving my entrance,

looking back at your demeanor, give it to me,

make this room smell like us, our sex,

dont lie to me,

ill cut your tongue off,

keep your promises.

last shawty youll lie too.

slamming down, sweat splashing,

toes curled, im so pretty, so smart,

dont cheat or ill kill,

"be careful with saying i love you to me, ill get attached and than ill have to have sex with you all day and night..." - genesis

[athailandsquid]

A Thailand Squid - passport boy

im homesick,

i miss my home,

im homesick, i know where heaven is,

homesick, i want to go back, heavenly locals,

homesick, sick to a stomach, fresh food lifestyle,

food stands like friendly neighborhoods, villages,

palm trees, bowling ball shaped fruit,

fuzzy brown surface, milky milk white center,

coconut meat, fresh coconut juice, love fruit,

my mango juice covered face, sticky,

im a passport boy,

just a passport boy,

wanting to travel,

needing an escape,

first class, middle class,

whatever, take me there,

chanting banter, locals living day by day,

living in serene, misty oceans, warm golden sand,

cloudy blue skies, feeling like im in heaven,

when i die i want to be a passport boy,

a simple passport boy, thats all i am,

wanting a grand escape from the west,

its not enough for me, america is too robotic,

im homesick,

i miss my homeland,

im homesick, i know where heaven is,

homesick, fresh fruit smoothies and crushed ice,

homesick, wanting to pull of a houdini, disappear,

im homesick, i know where the love is,

jelly jam jars fruity, crispy thick corn dogs sizzling,

sushi roll heartbeats, fish dancing in buckets,

squids eye staring back at me, fish on ice,

id trade it all, trade it all to go back, my homeland,

"thailand is my heavenly escape, my dream is to live there forever, i cant wait to be truly happy..." - genesis

[athailandsquid]

athailandsquid - crash out + @Genesis @UnknownUser

Somewhere in the world two unloved souls crash out.

Genni Ma: ill be here for you.. if i ever hurt you it would hurt me and i would die...

UnknownUser: i have never felt something like this before. its unreal...

Genni Ma: you never felt real love... they didnt give that to you... i want too.

UnknownUser: i dont know what chances are anymore.

Genni Ma: lets learn how to love... together, chance what they didnt give us. what we deserved...

set scene,

a talented young man skims through various records and samples, a dusty vinyl catches his eye, heart beating suspense,

the record sounds,

soft, warm, boyish,

misunderstood,

feminine, sweet, motherly.

the young man hits replay once,

an angelic voice sings to him,

dark and mysterious voice,

the voice speaks,

"you make everything better for me when things are so wrong, a world so broken in a world so dark"

the voice reaches his ears,

captivating,

who is this person,

questioning,

marmalade honey, all to himself,

making room for one more,

hes never considered it,

making room,

being held by a soft loving soul,

this time its different, this time,

its raw and real, shorty likes him,

thai culture, black culture,

mixed emotions, robbed of happy,

both of them damaged, before,

all culture is real culture, cultivated,

bottle of hennessy on his nightstand,

his mixed feelings, signals clear, scary,

is it real tell us,

magic or fantasy,

genesis yells across the world,

"lets love deeper than anything they ever could, reinvent what that word stands for...",

fade to black,

set scene,

genesis sees a woman throw a black bag onto the floor discarding, alluring,

reaching into the bag,

out of curiosity, destiny,

genesis pulls out a damaged doll,

damaged, torn, ripped, cut to pieces,

lonely and desperate to feel loved,

genesis takes the doll home and flips off the car driving away, smirking,

switch scene, at his home,

whether it was out of compassion,

or whether it was out love,

genesis began to stitch his wounds,

stitch by stitch, sewing ayzn back,

she found beauty in his flaws,

the unconditional affection, enormous,

*kodak black plays in the backround*

stitch by stitch, delicate procedure,

like a mother loves her children,

attention to detail, handling with care,

jenny ma begins to do a ritual, dark,

chanting voodoo to bring his soul back, a desperate attempt to resurrect ayzn back to life, candle lit room,

genesis wearing black silk pajamas,

silk panties underneath, amulet,

chanting, chanting, chanting,

"Ade due Damballa [Au Damballa tout-puissant]. Donnez-moi le pouvoir, je vous en supplie! Leveau mercier du bois chaloitte. Secoise entienne mais pois de morte. Morteisma lieu de vocuier de mieu vochette. Endenlieu pour du boisette Damballa! Endenlieu pour du boisette Damballa! Endenlieu pour du boisette Damballa!!!"

genesis looks down at the dolls body,

no movement, doll motionless,

she frowns and yells,

"AWAKE!...AWAKE! AWAKE!!!.." - genesis

looking at the voodoo book, throws it,

"well isnt that a croc of shit..." - genesis

two souls were bonded that day,

the doll indeed come to life,

she just didnt know, oblivious

at that very moment, genesis,

had become the,

bride of Unknown.

"i would go great lengths to restore you, show you what real family is, what real love is" - jenny ma

[athailandsquid]

a thailand squid - cruel situation featuring. you

glass mirrors cannot hide you,

surrounded like a circus play, entertainment,

they turn you on like a television, turn me on,

red, white, black and blue, beat me senseless,

pain is a fictional perception, part of life,

nothing is perfect about you, flaws and sin,

you catch my breath when im crying, entertain you,

you fill my void when im empty, black and blue,

these glass mirrors cant hide us, imperfection,

our bruises, our flaws in sight, its beauty,

like a bouquet of flowers assembled, disaster,

a cruel situation, honest,

these mirror walls cant hold any longer, sustain,

why paint perfection in a world so random,

randomness provides opportunity, imperfect,

im imperfect, you are imperfect, we are us,

nobody will ever be like you, like me,

honestly and truthfully i think so,

beauty in your broken image, broken art,

a cruel situation, masterpiece, art on wall,

glass mirrors,

glass frames,

glass homes,

glass walls,

glass this, glass that,

were meant to be broken, cracked and shattered,

your glass image means nothing, irrelevant,

dont you dare, i refuse, you hear me,

dont you dare try to make me perfect, at all,

revolting puppeteer, dead set, dead set on image,

cut me with your glass, watch the blood pour,

man handle me with your image, aggressive man,

show me your colors, your true colors, cmon,

be a man and show me your sin, your chainsaw,

a cruel situation, serious,

a real woman, loves his chainsaw, the one who rips and tears at him without the perfect mask.

your stupid.

you think putting on a mask will make me fall in love with you, i will never love a man who hides,

unravel your colors, my body your canvas,

unwind your gears, toy with me, cmon hotshot,

toy me, like a jump rope,

play me, like hopscotch,

cherish my understanding,

theres beauty in pain, everyone wants floating,

want your reflection to mirror me, mirror you,

a vision of a dark place, let it out, your pain,

a cruel situation, sadistic,

make that hotel room shake, beat me, inflict,

make the neighbors put their ears to the wall,

leave your mark of the demon, impress me,

it will hurt of course, but thats okay,

maybe for a day, a week, months, but ill be yours,

forever,

[athailandsquid]

A Thailand Squid - Cage Boy Part 2

quiet on the set everyone,

okay your on,

lights, cameras, action!,

the spotlight aims at his soft purple lips, wetted,

I'm uncomfortable, uncomfortable air and body,

trapped into the frame that confides him,

trapped, cage boy, sweet,

he's uneasy about his skin and body, his curvature,

curling toes to the anxiety, the violent anxiety,

social anxiety, unaccepted,

feeling on my body in a night gown, perfume,

feeling on my thighs, gripping onto flesh, torn,

clawing at my supple navel, nail polish vandal,

oh darling im uncomfortable cant you see?,

gripping to my bedsheet, black nails dig fabric,

hes a cage boy, always was, sour strawberry,

sour strawberry texture,

scared of the outside, dark looming backyard,

afraid of their faces, peak humiliation,

rip away at my seams tough shot,

threads of a tender boy, female shapes,

laughter, angry faces,

they laugh at you, identity,

your identity,

your blueprint,

your mechanical structure,

your wiring, who you are,

im un-comfortable,

scared, beaten, numb,

im tired and exhausted, exhausted of the acting,

acting on a stage built for destruction, a theater,

the worst theatrical feature, me vs society,

I'm upset, blistered, emotionally sore,

uncomfortable, out of place,

8O8 drum sings,

hitting my tummy,

my womb, fixed on perfection,

do you know what its like to be a soft in a brutal world?,

*ex calls*

Genesis: I won't ever forgive you for what you did to me.. what we had is over.

Demon: i do love you and always will.. please dont go.

Genesis: im uncomfortable, goodbye.

*Genesis hangs up the phone than slides his back against the wall*

july 19th.

your life changes forever,

you become you,

"Fuck me with your violence, love me with your understanding" - genesis

[athailandsquid]

athailandsquid - brainWash tools ft. your mind

lights, camera, action!,

caged sexuality, suppressing brainwash tools,

caged truths revealed until the very very end,

you need to move on, shes gone forever, your free,

caged for something temporary, gone instant,

no wonder, oh my, no wonder love is scary,

we hold onto the distant fake futures, unpromised,

not a promise land, dreams and fantasy,

you cant even feel the floor beneath body,

was it worth the wait, worth all the fights,

tears, crying, pain, emotions, just to be,

discarded, thrown away,

thrown back into square one, front and center,

[athailandsquid]

a thailand squid - outsider club ft. you

london, its not even where i'm from, foriegn,

cobblestone roads, nightfall, I don't belong,

yet there you are, glowing like a shining star,

across the roads, a view, a sight for a century,

the girl who walks, umbrella wielding beauty,

walking effortless, her figure flooded by the rain,

who are you?, where did you come from?,

a mystery,

london, its not even where I live, uncultured,

no culture is good culture,

I across the street watching you, stunned, frozen,

apalled by every aspect of your features, body,

your mind is a cage, so is mine, lonely, sad,

wake me from this dream, feels surreal,

her umbrella covers her face, disposition,

covering the one chance I'll ever have,

a hello, a goodbye,

I want to walk up to you, rip the umbrella away,

see which character and story hides behind you,

know you, feel you, cherish your words, please,

who are you from which you came, please,

the woman with the umbrella, walking away,

the perfume scent, you leave traces,

the pain you feel, you left evidence,

and the emotions I feel its evident,

your emotions you feel, evident,

you walk a strut for the millennium, I'm proud,

I'm proud of you for being you, its beautiful,

to the woman walking with the umbrella, listen,

listen to my cadence, my words flowing, like,

time, big ben, timeless,

life is short and so is this poem, love is a lifetime,

a lifetime is what it feels like, I'm invisible,

you can't see me and never have, glass house,

I'm a glass house to you, your a beautiful star,

shooting across the sky like a comet,

even comets have a destination, galaxies,

her nails painted so elegantly, shining, reflecting,

glimmering nails, flowing hair, feminine medicine,

your a drug to my addict, my addict to my drug,

your a feminine fix that I'll never have, dreamer,

I can only express it through words, pathetic,

what a loser, losing the love game,

I'm an outsider, welcome to the club,

[athailandsquid]

A Thailand Squid - S.O.S

set scene,

on a yacht,

somewhere in thailand,

stranded, on a rocking boat sinking, in flames,

black smoke, exiled, panic,

panic insueing, heart at race, your time is coming,

fuck the life preserver, I want to feel the water,

fill my lungs, to the brim,

passengers running for safety,

desperate,

grabbing their children, brothers, sisters, whilst,

I'm running to my demise, at peace, swaggering,

allowing the boat to rock my body, it's motion,

stranded, on a sinking reality, on fire,

in flames,

unfortunate passengers, banging, banging, trapped,

the water has reached halfway, holding them,

captivity, sealed page, fucked,

don't fight the inevitable, recarnation,

your fucked, my eyes widen like a jolt, your fucked,

just like your living waking self,

a regular average Jane doe,

water rising, building up, feet ankle deep,

S.O.S,

calling out a,

meaningless,

pointless,

S

.

O

.

S

damned passengers,

damned to hell, sealed fates,

S.O.S

they are calling out on a,

meaningless, pointless,

S . O . S

set scene,

genesis in full frame, panic behind him, screaming,

pale white skin, white dress, glamour, demonic,

I begin to undress, popping buttons off, my dress,

kicking off my heels, seductively face ready,

walking towards the drowning deck below,

a view of a captain yanking me away, warning me,

I yank my arm away from him, my nails scratch him,

walking, creeping, deeper,

wiping off my wetted lipstick, my hand purpled,

my back hand graffitied, by a vandal,

poetry is all I know, fucking you,

fucking you,

fucking your soft,

mind environmental,

boat rocking, mind fucking,

environment,

wet, purple dripping, liquid, liquidcity,

walking, flocking, lower deck,

bodies floating seemingly,

lost souls, on a lost ship, white yacht,

only wearing my bra, unneeded, flat chested boy,

undone, unfastened attire,

I'm in anti christ mode,

locked in a metallic corridor, genesis's sleek legs,

exposed like a naked navel, soft skin,

my wetted body from the oceans embodiment,

water droplets, singing down his curves, singing,

slip, sliding down his soaked clothing, dampened,

clothing constricted against my skin, tight, wet,

cold yet warm at the same time, this body,

my body the warming temperature, rising,

rising, rising and warming, warming it all,

luke wetted water against my clothing, against my,

bra, panties, socks, dress,

lips, mouth, chest, tummy,

this ship is sinking, gracefully, ever so slowly,

I can't fathom a feeling other than this moment,

this moment that is going to take me, suck me in,

suck me in like a whirlpool deeper, drown me,

all passengers now gone, lower deck, pipes burst,

a view of my feet under the water, murky

my black nail polish bleeding into the water,

like a beautiful black smoke swimming, melting,

combination with the oceans accepted, yes,

take me, take me to your depths, cold depths,

leave no trace of my existence, just leave it,

my feminine demons, crying out onto you,

crying onto you like a new born child, crying,

the water has reached the ceiling, full capacity,

the water has entered me, full capacity,

the ship has sunken and hit bottom, deep blue,

deep blue, just like my schematic nature, blue,

blue, bleak, torn little doll, ripped to shreds,

the shark now may feast on his emotions,

the fish can now feed on my heart, chowder,

feasting and dining, red candle lights,

feasting on my body, this cold environment,

his body now apart of the world, contributed,

calling out an s.o.s, a meaningless, pointless,

S . O . S

[athailandsquid]

A Thailand Squid - WEIGHT ON ME ft. @myparents @modernsociety

500 pound weight, on my delicate pale shoulders,

judge me, every aspect, picking at it,

everyday pushing myself, be strong, like clockwork,

500 pounds, heavy, literature,

500 pounds you well distributed onto my person,

yet related, you hate me,

how I dress, what I fuck, what I like, disgusting, look,

look Father, i'm a

skirt wearing, dance dance revolution,

powerpuff gum blowing,

side piece,

tumblr rockstar,

pink lips, cut up, disfigured,

follow through with your,

exhibitions, dad,

asshole,

he wants a emo boy chick, broken bits, tissues,

can't pick myself up, losing, disappearing,

balance, a unstable,

personality,

who I really am, gothic, bathroom stall kisser, text me,

under the bleachers, make out downtime sessions,

shoulders pinked from a iron bar, pushing onto me,

weighting on mommy boy, weighting on me,

Mama is going to collapse, intense,

I'll be crushed soon, 500 pounds weights,

social pressure, secretly loved,

deep,

twitter social,

interactive slut,

what's wrong dad?, find your own son fuck worthy,

shame, shamed of your own,

sick, demented, mind?

you'd gut me like a fish you said once, sushi,

I made sure to get gutted by the thing you hate,

so very much,

boys, fantasy,

gutting your baby boy, lil fucker gots guts, I'll step up,

after school, recess,

my body his playground, you outraged,

by the very complex system you made, genesis,

your baby boy, how grown, he's become,

rocking my swing, skipping my rope,

please, your weights still on me, just give in dad,

coming back from school your disgust, eyes,

throw down my backpack, smiling,

you know where I've been, you know, intimacy,

we're young, and stupid,

not perfect in anyway, swallowing every punch,

kick,

jab,

stab,

assaulted behavior on our fresh and bodies,

500 pound weight,

crashing down on my spine,

residual gay behavior, addiction, overwhelming,

I won't dare hide in those,

closets, skeleton, closets,

I'm not clothes, I wear them and get taken in them

I'm too pretty for that, oh my forbidden, pucker up,

pucker down, pull out, I live to please you, reaching,

my training bra, tensefully, about to, explosively,

pop, snap, shoot across the room,

bare naked, emo boy chick, strawberried flavored,

500 pounds on me,

crushing me,

500 pounds,

against the ground, putting me in my place,

cheeks red cherry spotted, cherry, cherry,

deep,

hard,

heavy,

literature,

for my sanity, my lonely,

Genesis:

See you later alligator!

Dad:

where the fuck you think your going?! when your mother gets back she's going to be pissed man. I'm telling you, you know it doesn't have to be like this,

place my nail polished hand right on my hip, fashion,

glamour bitch, shimmery, reflective black,

Genesis:

don't you see dad? sometimes pressure will break a boy, break him into submission, see ya! love you

set scene,

walking gracefully, heels hitting suburb pavement,

house in question locked on, he's waiting for me,

he's waiting for me in there probably all ready.....

[athailandsquid]

A Thailand Squid - killazyn has accepted your friend request ft. @genesis @killazyn

Friendship Request Accepted!

Genesis:

my entire life this moment is what I've been craving,

to reach out the water for air, just for awhile, nothing lasts forever, let's just feel the moment until it's gone.

set a scene,

little genesis, naive

little genesis glaring, dim phone, face lit up, healing,

thank you, grateful, appreciate you,

the winter has just ended, the flowers blooming now,

the fall just paused, spring is here, this is just a,

moment, falling leaf,

2 boys falling into a exponential rotational,

spin, exploring, that's okay,

the winter just ended, our suffering, paused,

hip to hip number exchange, understanding,

who would've knew, making a friend would hurt too,

don't worry about getting attached, say the word,

I'll step right back, cherish, cherishing it all,

little did you know I'd wait 17 hours for you,

award goes to the two awkward boys,

be proud,

not everyone can have this,

Grammy award,

I'm a literaturally sick to the poetry game, a villaiinzer,

white low top heels, black hoodied delinquent, go,

purple lipped glam feminine boy elixir, healing,

bangs in my vision, all I see is you, mapped out,

it's simple, we click, those girls can try, bimbo,

he's really all natty, natural, I'm like that,

soft, affectionate, torn,

cause

I'll fight back,

demons, for you,

dungeons and dragons for you,

go to the end of the earth, spit on it for you,

fuck it I'll even bring their bodies back for you,

listen boy,

I'm the real life boy version of,

Ramona flowers,

to your,

Scott pilgrim,

no evil exes to fight, this time around, this time,

I'm fighting for you, you see,

I got you all figured out,

your a broken claw machine, anyone who plays you,

game over,

so am I, right next to each other, pressing, warming,

I'm nice with the wording like a librarian, my subliminal,

emotions,

open,

scared,

just like you, wanting this to last forever,

they'll never write full front and center for you,

I'll expose myself, this time,

exposure,

cause you see ___

I'm

damaged,

hurtful,

hurting,

numbed,

our simple yet clean, kingdom hearts story,

I've felt

and I cant feel,

being disposed by ones who say they care, picked up again,

thrown back into the hell fire, hellzone, again,

they treated you like a princess,

grabbed your crown, snatched it, robbed it again,

so listen boy,

don't tell me to relax this time around,

I've already set my love missle to,

lock on,

coming full throttle,

at your heart,

and if I die, prepare yourself for my sharpnel,

regardless, it's going to hurt when I'm gone,

Genesis:

when you fall I'll be there to grab you and pull you back up, when your going through your worst I'll pull you back up, when I'm falling in my head, pull me out, don't expect perfection, love is like dice, you roll and get that number, you rolled lucky, so did I, fuck it....

[athailandsquid]

a thailand squid - SIDE PIECE XOXO @genesis @unknownuser

set scene,

tall figured, handsome holding genesis's cut off head,

whilst handsome walking his girlfriend,

holding hands, cute

my purple lips, light brown eyes, eyebrow raised,

17,

somewhere in Calgary,

handsome oversized tee, baggy

walking his girlfriend and hiding me behind his back,

swinging me back fourth,

walking the road, neck releasing my cherry red juice,

cherry red juices, tongue tie me,

dripping onto the road, literally my horny,

read my code, be my interpreter, compile me,

action,

your holding my head tightly, side pieced, X X O

gripping onto my black strands of my hair, firmly,

your gf oblivious to your hiding, silly broad,

I'm your personal inatimate object, behind scenes,

side pieced and locked in, you don't love him,

side pieced, by a handsome lover boy,

girlfriend giggling, I in restrictions, eye rolling, fempunk,

living your happy little lie, while you hold the truth,

side piece, X X O, side pieced XOXO

head swinger, face fucker, cum bag, side pieced,

mocking your girlfriends laughing, purple lips laugh,

your arm around her, while gripping me like a toy,

just the way I like it, treatment and all, this position,

handsome gripping my hair like a lifeless toy,

your girlfriend, is a stupid fucking moron,

pink dress wearing, bimbo, money chaser,

and your side piece, boyminine medicine,

you treat me like an over the counter,

drug,

taking me when prescribed, when needed,

pop yourself into me, when needed, no commitment

you treat me like an over counter drug, daily,

getting addicted to the taboo, yet,

she doesn't know, keep it a secret,

I begin to eye roll at the obvious, bitchy behavioral,

attitude, like bioshock, deep, my booker dewitt

your hand marked by the goat, AC, anti christ,

licking my lips, making a satisfied evil face at him,

I'm looking at your broad thinking is this bitch,

crazy, when in reality it's me, infamous,

laughing behind her, back,

stupid silly broad, imagine,

she doesn't know,

yes you,

side pieced, locked into position, xoxo,

every hour,

every second,

by his side,

Genesis:

get fucking real, your boyfriend's dick spent, it's been spent since yesterday, he comes to me more than you, stop posting sad posts, your on the cheerleader team, and not even captain pathetic, I'm going to kms if I hear him mention you ever again.

messaged delivered!

his girlfriend:

... who is this?

read!

genesis:

spit into the sink and look for purple lipstick, slut,

she runs to the sink and spits anxious,

her spit melded with a purple substance,

His girlfriend:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

[athailandsquid]

athailandsquid - chained and confined ft. @genesis + @unknownuser ⛓️🖤

lights turn on, blind folded, hushed,

gasping for my toneless breath,

barely conscious,

I come to,

I'm a stupid teen wanting acceptable attendance,

barely breathing, I feel your pain,

and you to mine,

seductive behavioral tendencies, I'm taken,

binded wrists, feeling your embrace, control,

tighten it more why don't you,

keep me here confined to your authority,

your divine,

domain,

I'm an exclusive member, irresistible to him,

grab my throat tighter, lights out,

coming back to a reality, still broken and faint,

look at me, eyeliner melting,

look at me, running melting lipgloss, candle wax,

melting, flowing down this pretty face, sweaty,

strawberry lips, licorice eyeliner, broken boys, sad lifestyle,

your my man, you understand me like no other,

like cream on coffee we make this mixture, so sweet,

so warm, like coffee with cream, we make this cup,

stir me with your,

spoon,

I can hear the clanking of your spoon hitting my,

coffee cup edges, edged,

the spinning bedroom we are in, I'm so,

dizzy,

trapped,

destroyed,

your my man, and

I'm barely breathing from your control, crushed,

gasping for air, tighter, tighter, keep your hold,

don't you dare stop, tighter, tighter, don't stop,

eyes rolling back falling back to sleep, sweet dreams,

little genesis in his little nightmares gone for now,

tighter, you are doing the right thing,

tighter, your doing it for him, nose bleeding,

torn black fishnet leggings,

begging you, to continue the strangling, hurt,

hurting in a world destined to keep you empty,

big fat purple lips glossed,

shining to the light,

look at that pathetic boy, pathetically in need,

your hands a reality, gripping force stopping my empty

ambition, I don't ever want to feel again, strict me,

control

how much I breathe,

regulate,

my life privilege,

decrease,

my air flows,

after it's all over,

kiss me, warm like a cookie oven,

pre heated,

to 1 million degrees,

baking my very virginity to you, caked up,

you need that you know, a little poem,

just,

for,

you,

I make them for you,

your my regulater,

from the free world,

I'm a beaten,

weak,

stupid,

worthless,

teen,

take advantage,

[athailandsquid]

athailandsquid - the boy living next door ft. your intrusive thoughts

call my phone, call me,

call his phone, anytime, patient,

call me during the day, whenever,

call me during the night, whenever,

dads paying for the bill anyways, ring, ring, phone sex,

you know I'll pick up, always do,

us against the world, laying here half naked, heated

sucking a cherry red sucker, your personal fan boy,

the boy living next door, needy, didn't you know?

come to me, full confidence, whenever,

I hit the center of that lollipop, strawberry cream,

you know me, I take care of your preseqisites, ring,

ringing my cell, text me, play hard to get, challenge,

white heaven door, green finely cut bushes, birdhouse,

looking at me through your window baby boy, look,

changing,

changing my clothes, slowly, navel exposed, tummy,

changing for you, parents oblivious to our friendship,

slipping on my socks, expanding toes, stretched fabric,

changing across from our parents suburb fence, white,

our windows parallel, going off emotions,

I should give you a dance, against the window, glass,

watch me now neighbor, don't take your eyes off,

a special tribute to my favorite friend, worthy,

chest to the window, sliding down, turning around,

the squeak of the glass heard in your dreams,

my skin pinkening from the abuse of the glass, red,

lawn mowers in the distance,

front yard sprinklers flittering, squirting, wetting grass,

running onto the sidewalks, running onto the street,

sprinklers representing, passion, lust, pretty,

watch me now friend, keep glued to this body,

this window can't hold, I'm going to break it,

my only concern to send you my message, take me,

dancing slowly, black nail polish, purple full lips for you,

watch me neighbor, the boy next door loves you,

the boy living next door,

if you really wanted to,

you could invite him over right now,

skipping to your front door,

kicking chuck Taylors off, jumping onto you,

leaving the front door open, oh neighbor, generous,

how generous of you, ring, ring, generosity, polite,

our moment revealed, feel me, soft, perfume, control,

feel me neighbor,

kitchen counter, our recipe

your dad's workbench, using your tools, carefully,

floor, wiping me all over it, ringer boy,

bathroom shower, cleaning you, lapping,

against the wall, house collapser

my strawberry buster, ringer boy,

busted wide open, red, pink, tightness, pulling,

your a hair pulling mind fucker, ringing me up,

run me through the night, like a shooting star,

heart racer, racing to win it,

my heart racer with an engine of steel,

I'm cheering you on, let's win this race lover boy,

heart racing down to my toes, your voice, deep,

a real man knows how to treat a soft boy, intimate,

walkman radio playing our tunes, loud, loud, loud,

our parents out on a dinner date, we out on ours,

dining on each other, passionately into you boy,

sun hitting a horizon slowly, our day is over,

our night has began, let the party begin, seduction,

seduction,

seduce me,

reel me in,

reel in your prize,

champ,

"a view of a calm suburban neighborhood is seen, and all the houses have the lights on except for one, two boys in a little town"

you've been needing it, releases, attention

you've been eyeing me, I can see, and I want it, you,

[athailandsquid]

a thailand squid - train wreck love train ft. genesis

place my index finger, right under

this nose, pink and red,

this nose designed to fuel me with air, cold air,

nose running wildly,

running, bleeding, young and scared,

nose bleeds keeping warm, runnaway train,

running through my diary gentle,

page through page, reading alone,

flipping pages looking down, violent kid,

in a violent world, your a wreck, conductor gone,

passengers gone, empty seats,

your a runnaway train,

running a lonesome train track, only,

you know,

going 200 miles an hour, only,

you know,

pause, look around you, it's all a nightmare,

play, look around you, it was never real at all,

the stories they told you, lies,

pause, looking at my navel, playing with it,

chipped black nails, pink finger tip, smiling,

I love being soft in a brutal tough world, I love it,

feminine medicine for a guy out there,

I could never fit in anywhere, used for sex,

I could never be happy anywhere, any town,

your walking in,

towns,

cities,

streets,

roads,

a world built for the strong, your weak and fragile,

little genesis, push full throttle, pushing, pushing,

a little tugboat, no destination, pushing, floating,

the water beneath you keeping a floating body,

wheels turning on this broken little toy, needing repair,

looking up at the cloud, not the atmosphere,

the dark looming purple one that follows him,

oldest living trick in the book,

this puppy has no new tricks, closes legs,

I want you to see me for who I really am, real and raw,

look at my face, stare into my eyes please, gentle,

I was the one who would die for you, lip quivering,

tell me tough shot, is it fun pretending?,

walking, pretending, acting, tough shot,

not letting me get close to your beautiful world,

a world I denied, your world was my home, but you,

locked me out of it, why, who hurt you, I place,

my hand on your cheek, runnaway train, I start to cry,

I'm a runnaway train too, but please, please,

let's crash into each other, a beautiful train wreck boy,

two numb boys crashing together, no passengers,

nothing to lose, just dying together, tell me,

is it fun pretending,

working to play pretend, enemies to our own emotion,

I place my hand on your cheek and shake my head,

don't you... see, genesis kisses you, runnaway train,

they won't ever understand, two teenage boys,

in a big bad scary world, my index finger red and pink,

I place it in his mouth, my eyes sway at him halfway,

let's crash into each other and die,

"show me that you aren't scared to die and crash your runnaway train Into my heart, I can take the collateral damage" - genesis

[athailandsquid]

a thailand squid - yandere syndrome ft. secret crush

set scene,

lights, camera, action,

rooftops in Thailand,

didn't your mother ever tell you?,

don't ever play with broken dolls,

an obsession growing the more we meet, strangers,

feels like we've known each other for years,

my syndrome, your attention drives me crazy, thristy

my syndrome, your company fucks the right way,

didn't your friends ever tell you?, stay away from him,

nobody wants to play with a broken toy,

brush hair behind my ear, look down below, traffic,

feels like I've known you for so long, you get me,

how can I make such assumptions, we are strangers,

hair blowing, at the pinnacle of the skyrise,

firemen, ladders, fall prevention gear

reaching for my hand, pink hearts in my eyes,

policemen, guns drawn, snipers ready,

screaming get down, I've been down for awhile,

hair flowing in the wind, that feeling,

that feeling in your stomach that has a name,

yandere syndrome, obbessed,

yandere syndrome, illness they say, mental,

or maybe it's because I'm,

alone and detached,

or maybe it's because I'm just,

running out of time, slowly

or maybe just maybe,

I have nobody, too bad

yandere syndrome,

looking down below, cities and lights, soon me,

knees buckled and scared, intimate thoughts

you scared little thing, afraid

afraid of the loneliness, tremendously afraid

hair blowing, at the pinnacle of the skyrise,

firemen, ladders, fall prevention gear

reaching for my hand,

policemen, guns drawn, snipers ready,

screaming get down, I've been down for awhile,

falling, falling, falling, finally free,

free falling yandere, obviously obbessed

fair enough,

falling faster, falling falling, finally,

goodnight little yandere.

"your attention is what drives me to want more, cut it away and so will my existence" - you

[athailandsquid]

a thailand squid - a teens worst nightmares ft. paranoid genesis

lights, camera, action,

thunder storming,

I'm walking that hallway, everyone watching me,

wet smeared blue glitter lipstick, virgin boy, exposed

hallways are the worst type of judgement,

black and blue, beating my sensitive spot, ego

his lips full frame, high top heels, blue nail polished,

examine me observer,

they are watching you, virgin loser faggot,

they are dissembling you, head to toe,

even boys need to breathe, let me breathe,

even boys need to love, let me obbess,

even a boy needs to dress to impress,

even boys need to be loved, this one does,

they will just judge you, pushing you to a ultimatum,

walking this hallway isn't easy, hallways full

walking a hallway meant to destroy him,

high school lockers and hallways,

a teen worst nightmares,

girlie boy, wife material, queer goddess,

so sensitive, can't help it, walking ice cream,

tell me, observer

when you see me walking down your sector,

do you get hard?, really, do you? stiffy,

control your temperature, and your hard, member

put a leash on it, check my sections, teasing,

I'm walking down that hallway, middle to the finger,

eye stretched, tongue sticking out,

the hallway smells like me, confusion,

you could cut the sexual tension with a knife,

taboo virgin,

let this movie run it's natural course,

film running, like my horny temper, constant,

get the right angles camera man, horror cinnama,

my camera man, watching me through a camcorder,

my navel exposed like sexuality, open, exposed,

even boys need to fuck, let me breathe,

even boys need to orgasm, let us breathe,

even boys need to feel, let us breathe,

even boys need to, need to need,

I won't judge you like they do, bringing you closer,

walking this hallway is fun, maybe just a little,

a hallway meant to destroy us,

genesis walks out the cafeteria, sassy and proud,

"your a cage boy in a cage world" - genesis

[athailandsquid]

a thailand squid - that one allyway we met at in the suburbs ft. my first boyfriend

set scene,

asking our parents if we can hang,

orange skies and serene white clouds, in the suburbs,

coming up with excuses,

it's summer time and we're stupidly young,

our eyes locked on from across the street, magic,

we are playing a different type of tag today,

somewhere in the suburbs is my first love, orange dim,

lightning bugs, jars of honey jam, barbeque smoke,

door with the rectangle glass window and porch,

crickets singing, for our special day, trees swaying,

opening the door, heart beating like a speaker box,

darting down my porch steps to our favorite spot,

my slipknot tee and jeans, bangs, strawberry nose,

running , running, running, crying, crying, crying,

we aren't playing hopscotch today,

somewhere in the suburbs on a orange evening,

I slap the stop sign on our block corner, running,

crossing the street to you, running crying, now,

he opens his arms, bracing himself for his sunshine,

catching me, holding me, squeezing my waist, then,

we spin, spinning, spinning, spinning, with hands,

laughing, laughing, laughing, smiling, warm faces,

we aren't playing video games today,

somewhere in the suburbs on a orange evening day,

at the lake, tall trees, turning night, here it is,

the moment,

my hand resting, his hand slowly creeping, magic,

birds fly overhead, our eyes lock, he stares me down,

he's watching me carefully, his thumb over my lips,

set scene,

we move closer,

hip to hip, moving closer, closer in proximity,

eyes half way closed, holding my face in your hands,

pressing our heads together in sync, hold it,

2 boys in love, genesis looks so calm, orange day,

cars passing by, headlights, pine trees, driving,

we aren't playing with toys today, no,

somewhere in the suburbs on a evening day

a set of two lips press and squish and tears running,

kiss.

sparks.

explosions.

fireworks.

we slowly pull away, yes,

this is just right,

somewhere, somewhere, not elsewhere,

right here, I found what I'm looking for,

somewhere in the suburbs on a cool night,

I had my first boyfriend, memories

"I'm grateful for the experience you opened to me, I know what I like now because of you, you shown me the things that I want, to my first boyfriend I'll always love you" - genesis aka a thailand squid