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When someone asks me about my future goals, I don't have an answer. There are so many things I want to do before dying. I want to read a lot a books, visit a lot of places, meet a lot of people, celebrate a lot of festivals, learn a lot of dishes, listen to a lot of songs, draw a lot of things, talk to a lot of animals. I've always wanted a lot. Maybe it is my greed wearing a facade of curiosity.

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Make friends, fall in love, do stupid things that the adult you can laugh about, play in the rain even in your 20s, learn traditional recipes, collect fireflies, swim in the lake, write lots poetries even if they aren't impressive to read. Make lots of memories so that even if they are not captured in photographs, they dwell in your heart. Let the memories be your companion when you're old. Have fun while you can unless you'd like to master the art of eating alone at restaurants and talking to yourself in your room while being buried in a heap of regrets.

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The Taste of first kiss—

"What did your first kiss taste like?"

Some mentioned strawberries while others cigarette. Vanilla, lemon, wine, toothpaste, curry or maybe even tasteless. I've heard tons of flavours but when my turn came, I could not exactly mention a fruit or drink, nor a smell. My first kiss did not remind me of a flavour or a scent; it was a feeling. A cluster of feelings rushed in me. It felt like the warmth of summer, my first piano performance, my hometown, my 19th birthday, my painting of a random cat. It felt like all my happy memories poured in together in that very moment.

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The girl with a pearl necklace—

Glowing brighter than crystals, emitting a pure radiance brighter than the pearl necklace on her neck. She leaves a trail of elegance in every road she takes. The girl with the pearl necklace makes me feel a plethora of feelings unknown to me.

crimson tint on my cheeks

a warm feeling

my heartbeat grows loud

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OMG??! WHOEVER MADE THIS ILYSM

I can't stop thinking about Ash and Eiji as Achilles and Patroclus.

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“The minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long.”

— Unknown

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I NEED TO SEE AN ASHEIJI AND PATROCHILLES CROSSOVER

I can't stop thinking about Ash and Eiji as Achilles and Patroclus.

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I can't stop thinking about Ash and Eiji as Achilles and Patroclus.

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I love Pinterest.

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My love language is learning new dishes and cooking them for you.

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Before it became poetry, it was actual pain. Before it became art, it was blood.

- Daniel Saint

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If you only read the books that everyone else is reading, you can only think what everyone else is thinking.

- Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

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I post for the people who still aren’t over the fact that odysseus’s dog waited 20 years for him to come home, recognized him instantly, wagged his tail, and died before odysseus was able to greet him

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— A Writer’s Diary, Virginia Woolf (August 31, 1928)

[text ID: This is the last day of August and like almost all of them of extraordinary beauty. Each day is fine enough and hot enough for sitting out; but also full of wandering clouds;]

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the little doodle makes it so much better

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humming love songs, summer, the smell of fresh paint, the taste of tea, watching studio ghibli movies, cooking my favourite meal, floral bedsheets, drawing real life objects, reading poetries, caressing my pet, solitude, pearl jewelries.

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Franz Kafka, The Diaries of Franz Kafka

Allie Ray, Holler

Richard Siken, Crush