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Imagine Baekhyun cleaning his room and finding a box with the belongings of his ex, and gets emotional 🥹

Baekhyun had broken up with Y/n over a year ago. Though it had been hard in the beginning, over a year later, he was under the impression that he was over the relationship. That enough time had passed that he had successfully healed from the heartbreak.

One rainy day, with nothing to do, level in his game beat and food already ordered and eaten, Baehyun was bored. He didn't make any plans to leave the house due to the weather. So, why not clean his house?

He started with the living room, then the kitchen. After an hour, he had finally made it to his bedroom. He started by throwing in a load of laundry. Then started to work on his closet. Then he cleaned under his bed. After all of that was done, he moved on to his dresser. Which he didn't use that often. He mainly took clothes out of his closet or whatever was sitting in the dryer.

So, he pulled over his desk chair and sat down in front of it, ready to declutter. He got the first draw done, then opened the second. But, to his surprise, he didn't find socks, he instead found a shirt. A shirt that was clearly too small to be his. It had a lace pattern in it, and was a baby pink color. But all it took was one glance for Baekhyun to know who it belonged to. And that's when a flood of memories came rushing into his mind all over again.

Memories of you.

He stuck his hand in again, pulling out another shirt of yours. This one was lime green, actually a shirt he had bought for you two years ago for your birthday. You said you hated it, but found yourself wearing it all the time. Which led to Baekhyun tormenting you into confessing that you actually did like the shirt.

He smiled at the thought of it.

He looked in the drawer again to find another shirt, this one actually was his. But it was your shirt of choice to wear to bed. You had picked it out the first time you slept over at his apartment. It was after the first time the two of you slept together, and you were too embarrassed to wear nothing to bed. So he pulled out that shirt, just a basic white one, that on you was oversized. After that first night, it became yours. When you had broken up, you left it at his apartment, and he must have shoved it back in the drawer with the other things you had left at his place.

He bit his lip as he put the shirt back. He wasn't very happy about the feelings that were coming back. He felt a twinge of sadness in heart. He had suppressed these feelings for you for over a year. Baekhyun had purposefully avoided looking in this draw. He avoided it to the point that he forgot about it, which ended up screwing him in the end because look at him now...going through all of your old stuff. The stuff he had ignored, he put off throwing away. He wasn't exactly ready to let go of you. Well, he wasn't ready to let go of the things that reminded him of you. He had already lost you.

He pushed you away. Or maybe you pushed him away. The details were sort of blurry regarding the end of your relationship. All he remembered was the heartache. The urge he ha to fight to call you that lasted for months after you had agreed to severe all ties.

He looked back into the draw again, this time finding the necklace he had bought you for your first anniversary. He remembered the look of surprise on your face as you opened up the little box and pulled the necklace out. You had ran over and hugged him and kissed him all over, saying 'Thank You' over and over. Baekhyun had gotten it for you, specially made with your initials engraved. It had a little diamond encrusted that sparkled when the light hit it. The day you broke up you had given it back to Baekhyun.

He put it in the draw the next day, not willing to get rid of it.

Now he started to feel the tears well up. He shut the draw, the slam echoing throughout the room.

He thought time had healed everything, but he found himself still heartbroken, still needing more time before he could open that draw.

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Heyy💕 one with Nct127 Jungwoo or Taeyong

Something like this:

https://youtu.be/RMRJQL65AqA?si=Bx8xCBlNzk_oXdWo

A/N: In honor or Taeyong's enlistment, this will be a Taeyong fic <3 Also, idk what this turned into lol, at first I thought I would do some background and then go into the helicopter ride after a time jump, but I kind of find the idea of him being this ultra rich idol with access to a helicopter sort of entertaining lol. So that's sort of what this turned into.

You had met Taeyong at a party. You had a friend who knew someone who could get you in to this "exclusive" party with a bunch of idols. So, you and your friend got all dressed up, took a cab there, and tried to look important. If your friend hadn't thrown out the name of the guy she knew, you would've been turned away by the bouncer.

So when you got inside, you and your friend had mainly stuck to the corner of the room. Mostly because you didn't know anybody, and were kind of afraid to be asked any questions. You weren't famous, just lived in the same city as a bunch of celebrities.

But when you made your way into the kitchen to find a drink, you noticed someone had came in behind you. But you didn't want to turn around because for all you knew, it could be a bouncer or the host or some other scarily important person who would tell you to leave.

So, you opened up your bottle of water and leaned your hands against the kitchen counter, still not making nay move to turn around and face this scary stranger.

Well, your plan would've worked...if it weren't for the fact that this stranger tapped on your shoulder, saying "Excuse me?".

You slowly turned around, yet immediately found yourself charmed by the presence of a gorgeous looking guy. Then, the craziest thing happened. He started speaking to you, staring into your eyes.

"I just wanted to know where I've seen you before? I can't remember.", he said politely. "I wanted to introduce myself, but my friend said that I've already met everyone here so..."

You laughed and waved him off. "Oh don't worry about it, we don't know each other. I'm Y/n. To be honest with you, me and a friend knew someone who could get us in here. But I kind of regret coming." You explained, relieved that he wasn't going to rat you out to the host.

"Oh, why do you regret it", he questioned, "Are you not having fun?"

"No,no,no...it's not that. We just aren't really in this social circle you know, we just thought it'd be cool to see if we could get some autographs or something. But um...do you know who's hosting this? The guy who got us in didn't tell us.", you asked a bit hesitantly.

"Funny story...I'm actually the host. The name's Taeyong", he stated as he extended his arm out for you to shake. You raised your eyebrows in shock, sort of embarrassed that you basically just copped to being a party intruder to the host.

"Oh well, you have a really nice apartment.", you said, complimenting him. He smiled in response and for a second you thought that that was the end of the conversation. So you turned around again, ready to make a b-line out of the kitchen and to your friend and out the door. But he started talking again which put an axe on those plans.

"Uh, would you mind if I showed you something really quick?", he asked vaguely.

"Yeah sure", you responded, unsure of what he was planning on showing you. Honestly, you still had it in your head that he was going to kick you out but who knows.

He led you out of the kitchen and away from the rest of the party. As you followed closely behind him, you turned your head to try and look for your friend who was now out there surviving all alone in the living room. You felt sort of guilty for abandoning her, but in your defense, your intention was to go in to the kitchen to get a water, and then come back out. That obviously get derailed pretty fast.

Taeyong led you up a flight of stairs. Then to an elevator. You looked at him in a mix of surprise and confusion. This guy was really wealthy if he could afford an elevator in his apartment, you thought to yourself.

When the elevator doors closed and you watched him press the top floor button, you became increasingly eager to see what was so important to show off.

He turned to you as the elevator started to ascend up. "I figure...You came to see something special, so that's what I want you to see.", he finished just as the elevator doors opened. The minute you had a full view of what was in front of you, you couldn't help but gasp.

"Wha-what is this?", you asked in amazement as he took your hand and stepped out of the elevator with you. He chuckled before beginning to explain.

"It was one of my first big purchases when I first started really making money. I don't use nearly as much as I'd like to. So...you want to take a ride in it?', he questioned.

You looked up at him in amazement. "I-I guess...Yes!, let's do it", you exclaimed. He smiled at you as he led you towards the helicopter. He lifted you up, and gave you a headset. It took a few minutes until you were both settled, but once you were lifting off, you felt the butterflies in your stomach. You couldn't help be be nervous. You were in a helicopter, flying over the city with a complete stranger that you met 10 minutes ago, at a party you really weren't supposed to be at and your friend didn't know where you were. It was either a perfect evening or a recipe for disaster. You weren't sure yet. As you looked out at the dark city landscape, you found yourself awestruck by how beautiful the city skyline looked at night. Hues of red, green, white, yellow and blue all stood out. Apartments were lit up, some TV's were visible through windows. You saw people walking through their apartments, billboards that looked tiny from up in the sky, glass buildings that showed elevators going up in down, most likely people coming home from work. It was so fascinating being able to watch the world from so high up.

"Do you like what you see?", Taeyong questioned, looking over at you with curiosity.

"Very much! But, why me? Why'd you bring me up here?", you asked, interested to hear his response.

"Because, I had my eyes on you from the moment you walked through the front door. I wanted to know more about you.", you stated. And something about the way he said it made your cheeks flush.

"So you knew that we hadn't already met. You knew I was a stranger?", you questioned.

"I had to break the ice", he stated. "I think we'll head back now."

By the time you had made it back to the rooftop and out of the helicopter, you weren't exactly sure of where to go from there. You stepped off and cleared you throat before starting to thank him. But he cut you off.

"I'd like to see you again. Maybe under normal circumstances. How about getting a coffee?", he asked.

"I'd like that", you responded back swiftly. He smiled at you again, and asked for your number. The he sent you back down, saying he'd see you back at the party.

By the time you got back to the living room, you immediately ran to your friend who was still cowering in the corner of the room.

"Oh my god, you'll never guess what just happened!", you said excitedly.

[avianyuh]

Heyy💕 one with Nct127 Jungwoo or Taeyong

Something like this:

https://youtu.be/RMRJQL65AqA?si=Bx8xCBlNzk_oXdWo

A/N: In honor or Taeyong's enlistment, this will be a Taeyong fic <3 Also, idk what this turned into lol, at first I thought I would do some background and then go into the helicopter ride after a time jump, but I kind of find the idea of him being this ultra rich idol with access to a helicopter sort of entertaining lol. So that's sort of what this turned into.

You had met Taeyong at a party. You had a friend who knew someone who could get you in to this "exclusive" party with a bunch of idols. So, you and your friend got all dressed up, took a cab there, and tried to look important. If your friend hadn't thrown out the name of the guy she knew, you would've been turned away by the bouncer.

So when you got inside, you and your friend had mainly stuck to the corner of the room. Mostly because you didn't know anybody, and were kind of afraid to be asked any questions. You weren't famous, just lived in the same city as a bunch of celebrities.

But when you made your way into the kitchen to find a drink, you noticed someone had came in behind you. But you didn't want to turn around because for all you knew, it could be a bouncer or the host or some other scarily important person who would tell you to leave.

So, you opened up your bottle of water and leaned your hands against the kitchen counter, still not making nay move to turn around and face this scary stranger.

Well, your plan would've worked...if it weren't for the fact that this stranger tapped on your shoulder, saying "Excuse me?".

You slowly turned around, yet immediately found yourself charmed by the presence of a gorgeous looking guy. Then, the craziest thing happened. He started speaking to you, staring into your eyes.

"I just wanted to know where I've seen you before? I can't remember.", he said politely. "I wanted to introduce myself, but my friend said that I've already met everyone here so..."

You laughed and waved him off. "Oh don't worry about it, we don't know each other. I'm Y/n. To be honest with you, me and a friend knew someone who could get us in here. But I kind of regret coming." You explained, relieved that he wasn't going to rat you out to the host.

"Oh, why do you regret it", he questioned, "Are you not having fun?"

"No,no,no...it's not that. We just aren't really in this social circle you know, we just thought it'd be cool to see if we could get some autographs or something. But um...do you know who's hosting this? The guy who got us in didn't tell us.", you asked a bit hesitantly.

"Funny story...I'm actually the host. The name's Taeyong", he stated as he extended his arm out for you to shake. You raised your eyebrows in shock, sort of embarrassed that you basically just copped to being a party intruder to the host.

"Oh well, you have a really nice apartment.", you said, complimenting him. He smiled in response and for a second you thought that that was the end of the conversation. So you turned around again, ready to make a b-line out of the kitchen and to your friend and out the door. But he started talking again which put an axe on those plans.

"Uh, would you mind if I showed you something really quick?", he asked vaguely.

"Yeah sure", you responded, unsure of what he was planning on showing you. Honestly, you still had it in your head that he was going to kick you out but who knows.

He led you out of the kitchen and away from the rest of the party. As you followed closely behind him, you turned your head to try and look for your friend who was now out there surviving all alone in the living room. You felt sort of guilty for abandoning her, but in your defense, your intention was to go in to the kitchen to get a water, and then come back out. That obviously get derailed pretty fast.

Taeyong led you up a flight of stairs. Then to an elevator. You looked at him in a mix of surprise and confusion. This guy was really wealthy if he could afford an elevator in his apartment, you thought to yourself.

When the elevator doors closed and you watched him press the top floor button, you became increasingly eager to see what was so important to show off.

He turned to you as the elevator started to ascend up. "I figure...You came to see something special, so that's what I want you to see.", he finished just as the elevator doors opened. The minute you had a full view of what was in front of you, you couldn't help but gasp.

"Wha-what is this?", you asked in amazement as he took your hand and stepped out of the elevator with you. He chuckled before beginning to explain.

"It was one of my first big purchases when I first started really making money. I don't use nearly as much as I'd like to. So...you want to take a ride in it?', he questioned.

You looked up at him in amazement. "I-I guess...Yes!, let's do it", you exclaimed. He smiled at you as he led you towards the helicopter. He lifted you up, and gave you a headset. It took a few minutes until you were both settled, but once you were lifting off, you felt the butterflies in your stomach. You couldn't help be be nervous. You were in a helicopter, flying over the city with a complete stranger that you met 10 minutes ago, at a party you really weren't supposed to be at and your friend didn't know where you were. It was either a perfect evening or a recipe for disaster. You weren't sure yet. As you looked out at the dark city landscape, you found yourself awestruck by how beautiful the city skyline looked at night. Hues of red, green, white, yellow and blue all stood out. Apartments were lit up, some TV's were visible through windows. You saw people walking through their apartments, billboards that looked tiny from up in the sky, glass buildings that showed elevators going up in down, most likely people coming home from work. It was so fascinating being able to watch the world from so high up.

"Do you like what you see?", Taeyong questioned, looking over at you with curiosity.

"Very much! But, why me? Why'd you bring me up here?", you asked, interested to hear his response.

"Because, I had my eyes on you from the moment you walked through the front door. I wanted to know more about you.", you stated. And something about the way he said it made your cheeks flush.

"So you knew that we hadn't already met. You knew I was a stranger?", you questioned.

"I had to break the ice", he stated. "I think we'll head back now."

By the time you had made it back to the rooftop and out of the helicopter, you weren't exactly sure of where to go from there. You stepped off and cleared you throat before starting to thank him. But he cut you off.

"I'd like to see you again. Maybe under normal circumstances. How about getting a coffee?", he asked.

"I'd like that", you responded back swiftly. He smiled at you again, and asked for your number. The he sent you back down, saying he'd see you back at the party.

By the time you got back to the living room, you immediately ran to your friend who was still cowering in the corner of the room.

"Oh my god, you'll never guess what just happened!", you said excitedly.

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Hey can i get one with nct127 members, commenting their gf ig posts<3

NCT 127 Commenting on their Girlfriend's Instagram Post

[A/N: Because of the public nature of social media, I would assume that in this scenario, the relationship would be public, so that's how I'm writing this piece, hope you enjoy!]

Taeil:

You had gone on a trip with a few friends for the weekend. Taeil had stayed home. He missed you even though you were texting back and forth the whole time. You had gone to a series of places with your friends, taking pictures of all of them.

It wasn't until the last day of your trip, two weeks without seeing Taeil, that you had posted your favorite pictures onto your instagram account.

Since Taeil is usually pretty quiet, he doesn't normally comment on your posts. But when your phone started blowing up an hour after you had posted your trip highlights, you were surprised to see a comment by your boyfriend.

Looks like fun!, Was all he commented. And of course, his fans were all in the replies which made you smile. He really must miss you.

Johnny:

You had just been out shopping with Johnny and was excited to try on this new outfit that you'd bought. You ran straight through the door when you got home and immediately tried on your new outfit.

Johnny stood outside of the bedroom door as you changed.

"Are you done yet?", he called out.

"Yep. Close your eyes", you said through the door.

You opened it, sticking one leg out first before fully emerging. You stood on your tippy toes and uncovered Johnny's eyes.

"Voila", you said with jazz hands for dramatic effect. Johnny playfully raised his eyebrows beofe swiftly pulling out his phone and taking a picture as you posed, playing along.

Johnny is definitely the type to be all over your instagram. As we all know, this boy loves his fashion. So, no surprise that he's the type to want to get all dressed up with you, take a bunch of photos and then comment on your pictures with something like:

Where did you get the inspiration👀

Taeyong:

Taeyong is definitely one of the more vocal members when it comes to social media. So it was pretty common for him to leave a few comments on your posts.

In this particular instance, he had left a comment to take credit for a photo you had posted that he had taken of you.

You had been out at a restaurant while on vacation together. You had been looking over the menu and kept pointing at different things you wanted to try. Getting all surprised and gasping every time you read something out that seemed interesting to you.

This was all very amusing to your boyfriend who decided to sneakily grab his phone and take a photo of the moment. He didn't show you the photo until you guys were back at home and looking through all the pictures you had each taken from the trip.

You had laughed and at first asked him to delete it. But it seemed to grow on you since you ended up posting it.

Taeyong's comment read: Hey, you forgot to credit the photographer!

Yuta:

*I'm divided on if he'd be the type to be loud and proud about his relationship or would want to keep things private. Personally, I think he'd lean toward the private side*

Yuta rarely comments on your posts. But he does like all of them, which nctzens always take notice of. In this instance, you also weren't big on posting a lot on social media. But after spending a day at home with your boyfriend, one that you wanted to remember by capturing a picture of the two of you on the couch...you had no intention of posting it.

UNTIL, it was your anniversary. Like many couples do, you posted multiple photos, the first one being that picture from the day off you had spent together.

And because it was an anniversary post, Yuta responded: I love you

*Yeah I see him as the type to be straight to the point. The man can tell a joke but with you, he just loves to make everyone aware of how much he loves you*

Doyoung:

Also very subtle, doesn't really comment on your posts usually. In this case, he had been busy with work and hadn't seen you in awhile. Don't get it twisted though, you spoke on the phone, FaceTimed and texted as much a possible. But he did miss you a lot and so did you.

He had been scrolling through his Instagram one day while taking a break during practice and saw your new picture.

Just one of yourself, smiling into the camera.

He couldn't help himself, his fingers immediately began typing: I miss you, save the smile for me!

Jaehyun:

Pretty boi here is no stranger to Instagram. Actually it's usually you commenting on his posts, not the other way around.

Long story short, the two of you had gotten in a fight. Funnily enough, you didn't even remember what had started it. However, you do remember Jaehyun storming out and not returning your call the next day.

You knew it would pass but you were still worried that he was mad when you hadn't heard from him. But that was until you had gone out with a friend to get your mind off of the fight with your boyfriend. You had a nice dinner, but you drank a little too much and drunkily posted a picture of your friend and you.

The next morning after you woke up, you checked your phone to see that it had been blowing up with notifications.

I hope you had fun👍 was all his comment said, bit you knew it was his weird way of saying he was ready to talk.

Jungwoo:

The two of you had gone on a date, taken some pictures and uploaded them. Fans connected the dots, noticed the locations were the same and were uploaded on the same day.

Jungwoo thought it was a funny situation so to add to the fans hysteria, he commented:

That was fun!

Mark:

Mark, though never shy with you in private, was very shy when it came to PDA. So he never really commented on your posts.

However, when you uploaded a photo you had taken of yourself, nothing fancy, he couldn't help but support his girlfriend.

He would comment something like:

So beautiful

Donghyuk:

Would definitely be pretty open about your relationship, which would show a lot on instagram.

I think he would comment on your posts all of the time. In this case, it would be a photo that you posted of the two of you together. And I think Donghyuk would be pretty comical when it came to his comments.

I look better than you in this

[A/N 2: I haven't used gifs in awhile and let me tell y'all. Why are the gifs lacking so much now? So I tried my best to get some good gifs that went with the prompt. Anyways, this was kind of short but I have a lot more requests to fill for NCT and Baekhyun. I think the next one in my inbox is an NCT fic so that'll probably be next. Love youuuuuu and thank you to anon for the request!]

[avianyuh]

Hey can i get one with nct127 members, commenting their gf ig posts<3

NCT 127 Commenting on their Girlfriend's Instagram Post

[A/N: Because of the public nature of social media, I would assume that in this scenario, the relationship would be public, so that's how I'm writing this piece, hope you enjoy!]

Taeil:

You had gone on a trip with a few friends for the weekend. Taeil had stayed home. He missed you even though you were texting back and forth the whole time. You had gone to a series of places with your friends, taking pictures of all of them.

It wasn't until the last day of your trip, two weeks without seeing Taeil, that you had posted your favorite pictures onto your instagram account.

Since Taeil is usually pretty quiet, he doesn't normally comment on your posts. But when your phone started blowing up an hour after you had posted your trip highlights, you were surprised to see a comment by your boyfriend.

Looks like fun!, Was all he commented. And of course, his fans were all in the replies which made you smile. He really must miss you.

Johnny:

You had just been out shopping with Johnny and was excited to try on this new outfit that you'd bought. You ran straight through the door when you got home and immediately tried on your new outfit.

Johnny stood outside of the bedroom door as you changed.

"Are you done yet?", he called out.

"Yep. Close your eyes", you said through the door.

You opened it, sticking one leg out first before fully emerging. You stood on your tippy toes and uncovered Johnny's eyes.

"Voila", you said with jazz hands for dramatic effect. Johnny playfully raised his eyebrows beofe swiftly pulling out his phone and taking a picture as you posed, playing along.

Johnny is definitely the type to be all over your instagram. As we all know, this boy loves his fashion. So, no surprise that he's the type to want to get all dressed up with you, take a bunch of photos and then comment on your pictures with something like:

Where did you get the inspiration👀

Taeyong:

Taeyong is definitely one of the more vocal members when it comes to social media. So it was pretty common for him to leave a few comments on your posts.

In this particular instance, he had left a comment to take credit for a photo you had posted that he had taken of you.

You had been out at a restaurant while on vacation together. You had been looking over the menu and kept pointing at different things you wanted to try. Getting all surprised and gasping every time you read something out that seemed interesting to you.

This was all very amusing to your boyfriend who decided to sneakily grab his phone and take a photo of the moment. He didn't show you the photo until you guys were back at home and looking through all the pictures you had each taken from the trip.

You had laughed and at first asked him to delete it. But it seemed to grow on you since you ended up posting it.

Taeyong's comment read: Hey, you forgot to credit the photographer!

Yuta:

*I'm divided on if he'd be the type to be loud and proud about his relationship or would want to keep things private. Personally, I think he'd lean toward the private side*

Yuta rarely comments on your posts. But he does like all of them, which nctzens always take notice of. In this instance, you also weren't big on posting a lot on social media. But after spending a day at home with your boyfriend, one that you wanted to remember by capturing a picture of the two of you on the couch...you had no intention of posting it.

UNTIL, it was your anniversary. Like many couples do, you posted multiple photos, the first one being that picture from the day off you had spent together.

And because it was an anniversary post, Yuta responded: I love you

*Yeah I see him as the type to be straight to the point. The man can tell a joke but with you, he just loves to make everyone aware of how much he loves you*

Doyoung:

Also very subtle, doesn't really comment on your posts usually. In this case, he had been busy with work and hadn't seen you in awhile. Don't get it twisted though, you spoke on the phone, FaceTimed and texted as much a possible. But he did miss you a lot and so did you.

He had been scrolling through his Instagram one day while taking a break during practice and saw your new picture.

Just one of yourself, smiling into the camera.

He couldn't help himself, his fingers immediately began typing: I miss you, save the smile for me!

Jaehyun:

Pretty boi here is no stranger to Instagram. Actually it's usually you commenting on his posts, not the other way around.

Long story short, the two of you had gotten in a fight. Funnily enough, you didn't even remember what had started it. However, you do remember Jaehyun storming out and not returning your call the next day.

You knew it would pass but you were still worried that he was mad when you hadn't heard from him. But that was until you had gone out with a friend to get your mind off of the fight with your boyfriend. You had a nice dinner, but you drank a little too much and drunkily posted a picture of your friend and you.

The next morning after you woke up, you checked your phone to see that it had been blowing up with notifications.

I hope you had fun👍 was all his comment said, bit you knew it was his weird way of saying he was ready to talk.

Jungwoo:

The two of you had gone on a date, taken some pictures and uploaded them. Fans connected the dots, noticed the locations were the same and were uploaded on the same day.

Jungwoo thought it was a funny situation so to add to the fans hysteria, he commented:

That was fun!

Mark:

Mark, though never shy with you in private, was very shy when it came to PDA. So he never really commented on your posts.

However, when you uploaded a photo you had taken of yourself, nothing fancy, he couldn't help but support his girlfriend.

He would comment something like:

So beautiful

Donghyuk:

Would definitely be pretty open about your relationship, which would show a lot on instagram.

I think he would comment on your posts all of the time. In this case, it would be a photo that you posted of the two of you together. And I think Donghyuk would be pretty comical when it came to his comments.

I look better than you in this

[A/N 2: I haven't used gifs in awhile and let me tell y'all. Why are the gifs lacking so much now? So I tried my best to get some good gifs that went with the prompt. Anyways, this was kind of short but I have a lot more requests to fill for NCT and Baekhyun. I think the next one in my inbox is an NCT fic so that'll probably be next. Love youuuuuu and thank you to anon for the request!]

[avianyuh]

NCT reaction to you thinking you're fat; Johnny

So, Johnny loves clothes. He went to the freaking Met Gala! He loves to buy new pieces, take pictures in them, keep up with the trends. But when he met you, he considered it an absolute win since now he could not only buy new clothes for himself, but you also.

Whether he was on tour or back at home with you, he'd either pick something up for you if he went out, or bring something home for you on tour that he knew you'd like.

But what he loved most of all was taking you shopping with him. And for the most part, you enjoyed it. At least up until now.

You had went to a family reunion earlier that day, without Johnny because he had to work that day. You were excited to see everyone since your family was quite extended and it had been a few years since everyone had been in the same room.

You had been talking to one of your relatives when your uncle had come up to you. He had tapped on your shoulder, so you turned around and greeted him.

Now for reference, you had been feeling pretty good about yourself that day, not self-conscience in the slightest. You had on a pair of jeans and a black, long sleeve sweater that was on the tighter side, but that was by design.

As you caught your uncle up on your life, he let out the nastiest, back handed compliment you had ever heard.

"You must be living it up since you've put on so much weight since the last time I saw you!", he said as he laughed at his own cruel joke.

You didn't know how to respond to that. In response all you did was clear your throat and excuse yourself. He waved you off as you made a b-line for the bathroom.

The minute you shut the door you let the tears fall. You leaned over the sink and looked at yourself in the mirror. You stood up straight and started analyzing every inch of your body. You squished your cheeks together, then you pinched your underarms. You backed up, leaning against the bathroom wall so you could look at your whole frame. You looked at the way your sweater hugged your body. You studied your stomach. All you could hear was his comment and it hurt. Now 'fat' was all you could see and hear about yourself.

When you got home, Johnny greeted you at the door with a hug and kiss. As the two of you sat down to eat dinner, he unsurprisingly was eager to know how your family reunion had went. So, you gave him some unimportant updates on cousins, in laws, other family drama. The whole time, your mind was on auto-pilot, wondering if you should tell him about what your uncle had said to you. And in the end you decided to be honest with him.

"Actually, something kind of embarrassing happened. Remember that creepy uncle? He came up to me and started asking how I've been. Didn't think anything of it, but then he said that I had gained a lot of weight", After you finished, you sort of regretted telling him, you were afraid that he would now see you as fat.

"What's wrong with people. You don't believe him right?", Johnny questioned as he pulled you onto his lap. Though you were loving the contact with him, you stayed silent. You weren't going to lie. "Y/n? You're not fat. You're healthy, you're happy and you're beautiful. And even if you did gain weight it wouldn't change a thing." You tried to conceal your tears, but he noticed them and swiped one away with his thumb.

You sat up on his lap and hugged him tight, whispering a soft "I love you", in his ear.

[avianyuh]

NCT reaction to you thinking you're fat; Johnny

So, Johnny loves clothes. He went to the freaking Met Gala! He loves to buy new pieces, take pictures in them, keep up with the trends. But when he met you, he considered it an absolute win since now he could not only buy new clothes for himself, but you also.

Whether he was on tour or back at home with you, he'd either pick something up for you if he went out, or bring something home for you on tour that he knew you'd like.

But what he loved most of all was taking you shopping with him. And for the most part, you enjoyed it. At least up until now.

You had went to a family reunion earlier that day, without Johnny because he had to work that day. You were excited to see everyone since your family was quite extended and it had been a few years since everyone had been in the same room.

You had been talking to one of your relatives when your uncle had come up to you. He had tapped on your shoulder, so you turned around and greeted him.

Now for reference, you had been feeling pretty good about yourself that day, not self-conscience in the slightest. You had on a pair of jeans and a black, long sleeve sweater that was on the tighter side, but that was by design.

As you caught your uncle up on your life, he let out the nastiest, back handed compliment you had ever heard.

"You must be living it up since you've put on so much weight since the last time I saw you!", he said as he laughed at his own cruel joke.

You didn't know how to respond to that. In response all you did was clear your throat and excuse yourself. He waved you off as you made a b-line for the bathroom.

The minute you shut the door you let the tears fall. You leaned over the sink and looked at yourself in the mirror. You stood up straight and started analyzing every inch of your body. You squished your cheeks together, then you pinched your underarms. You backed up, leaning against the bathroom wall so you could look at your whole frame. You looked at the way your sweater hugged your body. You studied your stomach. All you could hear was his comment and it hurt. Now 'fat' was all you could see and hear about yourself.

When you got home, Johnny greeted you at the door with a hug and kiss. As the two of you sat down to eat dinner, he unsurprisingly was eager to know how your family reunion had went. So, you gave him some unimportant updates on cousins, in laws, other family drama. The whole time, your mind was on auto-pilot, wondering if you should tell him about what your uncle had said to you. And in the end you decided to be honest with him.

"Actually, something kind of embarrassing happened. Remember that creepy uncle? He came up to me and started asking how I've been. Didn't think anything of it, but then he said that I had gained a lot of weight", After you finished, you sort of regretted telling him, you were afraid that he would now see you as fat.

"What's wrong with people. You don't believe him right?", Johnny questioned as he pulled you onto his lap. Though you were loving the contact with him, you stayed silent. You weren't going to lie. "Y/n? You're not fat. You're healthy, you're happy and you're beautiful. And even if you did gain weight it wouldn't change a thing." You tried to conceal your tears, but he noticed them and swiped one away with his thumb.

You sat up on his lap and hugged him tight, whispering a soft "I love you", in his ear.

[avianyuh]

hey can i request one with Baekhyun, where he and the reader (she´s also famous) broke up, months ago, so she went on hiatus and after coming back, she gave a statement saying she was really sick so Baek finds out and reach to her.

thanks

HELLO, I haven't received an EXO request in a while! I'm so excited. This one is pretty long so I hope you enjoy it!

“I can’t do this anymore”, Baekhyun yelled as he slammed his fist down on the counter. You were separated by the kitchen island in his apartment. The two of you had been fighting for weeks over anything and everything. You knew it was stress. He had been booked and busy and so had you. Though you had an apartment of your own, the two of you spent the majority of your time at his place. So the past few weeks between your busy schedules consisting of studio sessions, photoshoots and variety show appearances, you would come home late, crawl into his bed regardless if he was home or not. 

For a little background, you had been together for three years. You met Baekhyun backstage at an award show. You had been in a successful group at the time and had just gone solo. You remembered being a nervous wreck that night as you were waiting backstage ro start your performance. He had been waiting with the rest of his members for their own performance, and had been subtly watching you from across the room. It sounded cliche but that was the truth. And although he knew of you, he had never spoken to you but he could tell you were nervous and needed some reassurance. So he stood up, put his hands in the pockets of his dress pants and started to slowly make his way over to you. The thing was, you had been so lost in your own thoughts that you hadn’t even noticed that he was now hovering over you as you sat on the edge of the bench in the waiting area. He took notice of how distracted you were so he cleared his throat in an effort to get your attention, which fortunately for him worked. You looked up, startled to see him standing over you. At first you thought he needed to get past you, so you scooted away and ushered with your arms for him to walk past you. Though all that did was make him laugh and motion no with his hands before he sat down next to you. 

“I can tell you’re nervous”, he said, his voice soothing, you felt yourself relax a bit as you stared into his eyes. “You have nothing to worry about, you have a beautiful voice and your songs are good. I can’t go anywhere without hearing them, people love you.” You shyly thanked him but shook your head no. 

“Thank you for trying to cheer me up but everyone who already went on has a better set than me, I think I’ll be the underwhelming performer of the night.” To that he looked at you with confusion. It was that kind of Are you serious? look.

“I mean, you’re entitled to your opinion, but you’re wrong. I know you’ll do great. And by the way, we all get nervous, it doesn't matter how many times you’ve performed, or if you’re in a group or alone, it’s always nerve-racking, but you’re here for a reason. That reason is because you can sing.”, Baekhyun said as he playfully nudged you before standing up. But before he went back to his group, he looked back at you and gave you a wink. Not going to lie, he made you blush. And he did reassure you because 15 minutes later you were on stage and you killed it. The next day all you saw on the news was praise. And later that night you exchanged phone numbers with Baekhyun and the rest was history. 

It was great for almost all of your relationship but since Baekhyun had been having problems with his company and was planning on leaving, things had become a little tense. For the first two years you had kept things private. But at the start of your third year together you both had come to the conclusion that you were sick of hiding and wanted to go public, so you did. It was rough the first few weeks and the headlines were brutal. You had never had much heat in your career, the only negative press you had ever received up until that point was your group’s disbandment. Especially since your solo career had done so well, some people claimed you sabotaged the group. It hurt, mainly because it wasn’t true, but you had survived it. And the same went for your relationship. Some people were mad, but you both survived it. But now you were getting nervous. It seemed like you and Baekhyun had been moving towards a breakup. But that was the last thing you wanted. But right now, you weren’t so sure you knew what Baekhyun wanted. 

Your voice quivered, “W-what do you mean you can’t do this anymore”, tears welled up in your eyes but you refused to let them fall, you had to show him that you were confident, confident that this phase of your relationship would pass. 

“Y/n, I can’t keep doing this. WE can’t keep doing this. The constant fighting. I come home, we talk and an hour later something sets one of us off.”, you knew he had a point. You looked at him from across the counter. He had dark circles under his eyes, which weren’t from you, but the stress from work, but the unstable homelife probably wasn’t helping, you had to admit. His hair was disheveled and he was wearing a baggy t-shirt. 

It was 12 in the morning and you should’ve been asleep but as the two of you had been laying in bed an hour ago, just as you were starting to drift off, Baekhyun told you as he held you in his arms, half asleep, that he had to go overseas for two months for a new project. You sat straight up from the shock of the news and your eyes that were fighting to say open a minute ago were now bugging out. 

“I’m sorry what”, you snapped. “You just came back from filming something in L.A? Now you’re leaving again. I think I’ve seen you maybe a handful of times this year. And I can’t remember the last time we went on a date.” His response? A sigh. You couldn’t believe it. He was acting like you were crazy and that just made you angrier. So now you’re here, standing across from him, an hour later. And though you hadn’t looked in a mirror, your own appearance mimicked his. You had eyebags to match his, your hair looked like a hairbrush hadn’t been through it in days even though you had just brushed it that morning, you were in your sweatpants and one of his shirts. You both looked stressed. You had your own problems too. Your album had been delayed another three months and your fans, though very loyal to you, not to mention protective, were starting to get impatient considering this was the second delay of your comeback. 

You felt like he didn’t care. And that he wasn’t the same man from three years ago that came up to you in the waiting area and reassured you despite the fact he didn’t have to. 

You took a sharp inhale, tears blurring your vision, you knew you were reaching your breaking point. Something had to change. “So…what do you want to do? Breakup? Take a break? Go to bed and talk about it in the morning?”, you were throwing out as many possibilities as you could, though you hated the first two options, you knew you had to consider them at this point. Baekhyun leaned against the counter behind him. He looked down at the floor for a long while before he looked back up at you. He said nothing, just pursed his lips. Because you knew him so well, you had gotten your answer. You swallowed hard and tried to stop the tears from falling. He came over to you, kissed your forehead and pulled you into his embrace. You breathed him in, melting in his arms. You knew this was the last time you’d have him all to yourself. To feel safe and secure. 

The next morning you packed your stuff up, he drove you to your apartment, came in and got his own things he had left at your place and got ready to leave. 

The two of you stood in the doorway, just looking at each other. Sadness evident on both of your faces. He leaned in and placed a soft kiss on your lips. You couldn’t bring yourself to hate him, even after the countless fights. You loved him too much. 

Turns out the three month delay had turned into a sixth month delay of your album. You and Baekhyun had decided to wait a month before announcing the split. The last time you contacted him was over text right after the breakup. You had asked if you should tell your company or not, to which he said he thought you should wait. You were sure why he wanted to hold off on a split announcement. And a small part of you hoped it was because any day now he’d be at your door, a hysterical mess and take back the breakup. But to your dismay that never happened. Between losing the life of your life to a bunch of petty fights and frustrations from your jobs, the stress of the album delays and rerecordings and scrapings of songs had amounted to you falling ill. All the stress you had been under had actually made you physically sick. So you laid low, didn;t really go out and just loathed in your self-pity. It wasn’t until a friend of yours had shown up at your apartment one day and talked some sense back into you. A month later you were officially back. You had your ‘mask’ on, pretending to be strong. Luckily you had recovered fully and you could at least prove to the world that you were healthy. Your long overdue album had reached the top of the charts, everything was going well and your schedule was booked up again. You had work back in your life to fill the void in your heart. But you knew that only one man could truly fill the empty space. And that was life for a few weeks. It wasn’t until you had gone on a talk show and had been asked about those few months you were on hiatus that you finally revealed you had been sick. That your body had been put under too much stress. The interviewer gasped as you nodded. Though you weren’t the biggest fan of oversharing, it did feel good to know that your fans were aware of why you had been gone for so long. All of the support rolled in online. Things were starting to look positive again. 

But everything changed the night the interview aired on TV. You heard a knock on your door. You had been sitting on your couch, scrolling through your phone. The time read 9:08. You were hesitant to even approach your door, but when you looked at the front door camera, you felt your heart race increase. There he was. Baekhyun. You immediately unlocked the door. It swung open and he looked down at you, eyes full of concern. 

“Baekhyun? What are you doing here”, you asked as you stepped aside to let him in. But he stood in the same spot outside of the door. 

“I had no idea you had gotten sick. Why didn’t you call me?”, he asked as he reached for your hands. You looked down for a second. 

“I thought we weren’t on speaking terms anymore”, you whispered. 

“I think the whole breakup thing was a bad idea. I miss you”, he said as his hand caressed your cheek. He stepped inside and closed the door behind him. You felt tears well up in your eyes, you had been holding it in, just how much you had missed him. He still had bags under his eyes. “Have you been sleeping well”, you asked, concern was laced into your question. 

“Is it obvious?”, he responded. You laughed as you brushed a strand of hair out of his eyes. 

“No more fights.” you stated. 

“No more fights”, he repeated. 

“I love you” you said simultaneously. 

[avianyuh]

YOOOO

Recently just updated this Hobi fic https://www.tumblr.com/avianyuh/696688036980948992/time-off-jung-hoseok?source=share

It was from almost two years ago that I had written on my phone before I got my computer. It had an embarrassing amount of typos...If you read that fic and chose not to clown on me, I thank you. It's one of my favorites that I've written so now that there's *hopefully* no typos anymore, it should be a pretty solid piece!

Btw new requested Baekhyun fic coming out most likely tomorrow. Remember to check the masterlist for updates if you're curious about what's next.

[avianyuh]

Dating Baekhyun

Would constantly be signing

Around the house

In the car

You'd hear him singing while he was taking a shower

And you never complain because...have you HEARD that man sing?

Baekhyun make you laugh all of the time

Not very serious

The type to crack jokes if you were venting to him about a bad day

Especially if you started to cry

I think he'd be a great hugger

Gives the warmest, safest feeling hugs

Just a total sweetheart all around

Constantly cooks for you

He loves to eat so he'd love cooking with you and for you

Baekhyun would love to go out to eat or get takeout

Always wants to try new places

Plays video games with you

If that's what you like to do in your free time, that's how you'd spend your weekends

You'd be each other's support systems.

RATED R BELOW

Dunno why but I get he sense he'd be a 'sub'

Like he just seems like a really soft person, doesn't seem like the bossy type lmao

Here's my proof:

Is this the face of a dom?

I don't think so

ALL of the affection and attention that could possibly be given...WILL be given

Will be shy after

Like I mentioned earlier, he will crack jokes during and after

A/N: Sorry this was kind of short, still feeling a bit blocked. I have another month of classes and have some exams coming up so posts might be a bit behind. I'll probably be back up and running by May. BUT that doesn't mean I won't be posting. I'll probably do more of these BF posts since they're quick to write and you guys seem to like them.

[avianyuh]

Thank You For Waiting; Kim Jaejoong

You heard the sound of the door open and close, signaling the return of your boyfriend of three years. Jaejoong had been very busy with his new variety show and you could see the shift in his personality. He’s quite the workaholic, but he always loved his busy schedules. Though you missed him when he was busy, he would make the effort to text you throughout the day, just to check in. But lately, due to the time apart, it had become a bit harder to make time for each other. You both had work and you didn’t live together which made it hard to see each other as often as you would’ve liked. 

Tonight was the first night in weeks that he’d be staying over at your place, which both of you were happy about and had been looking forward to. You had planned a whole night of fun. Well, at least what the two of you thought qualified as fun. You had gone to the grocery store earlier that day, and had gotten a bunch of different ingredients to cook. Jaejoong loved to cook, especially for you. So you had prepared everything for him, so he didn’t have to do any kitchen prep. You knew that he’d appreciate it. You also had a bunch of TV shows to catch up on, but that wasn’t as important. Just as you had finished setting everything up, you heard the door open and close behind you. You turned around, greeted by the sight of your boyfriend calling your name. 

“Y/n? Are you here”, Jaejoong called out, removing his shoes and jacket in the process. 

“I’m in the kitchen!”, you said as you quickly grabbed the lighter and lit the candle that was placed in the middle of the table. You had the lights dimmed, trying to create a certain type of ‘ambience’. You could hear his light footsteps as he walked down the hallway towards the dining area of your apartment. When he finally made it to the entryway, he let out a laugh as he looked around, “Wow”, he said. 

I guess you had impressed him, you thought to yourself. 

“What’s all this? I thought we were just going to continue the show we were watching?”, he said, looking around the kitchen, noticing the prepped ingredients and dimmed lights. He moved to stand behind you and enveloped you in a hug. What you always missed the most when you didn’t see Jaejoong for long periods of time were his hugs. You loved how safe he made you feel. Maybe it was his tall height, or how strong he was. But you never felt unsafe with him, his old stage name was very fitting at times. 

“I don’t think you’ll ever understand how much I’ve missed you”, you said as you turned around so your face was pressed against his chest. 

He let out a deep sigh,”I’m sorry I got so busy, I couldn’t stop thinking about you”, he said before taking your face in his hands and giving you a loving kiss. “Thank you for waiting for me”, he whispered.

~~

{A/N: Sorry guys but I've had some writers block lol, college has been kicking my ass. So to fill the (hopefully short) void, here is a fic I wrote about Jaejoong (TVXQ/JYJ) a few months ago, I had a crush🤭 I had no intention of posting this but I think its a short cute story. I know I normally don't write about TVXQ or second gen but if you've seen anything on my blog you'd know I've been slowly mentioning second gen idols lol, I just think it's the best generation of Kpop imo. I just don't want to leave you guys on read haha. I've noticed there's a lack of Jaejoong fanfics but there is some for OT2 TVXQ and if there is something Jaejoong related it's almost a decade old. So, idk, enjoy or ignore. Not sure if many people who follow this account like second gen. Regardless, wuv uuuuuuu}

[avianyuh]

Some of the book recs I see online.. id rather be reading the back of my shampoo bottle

[avianyuh]

I'll Call You; Jaehyun (part four)

PART 4/4

Summary:You and Jaehyun have had a secretive on and off again relationship for a few years. After a nasty fight and assumed break-up, you anticipate he'll be back at your door within a few weeks. When word gets back to you that he's been seeing Winter from aespa, you're angry, confused, but mostly hurt. Is Jaehyun done with you or is there more to the story?

Recap: Jaehyun shows up at your dorm and wants to explain himself, but will Y/n let him?

The minute I stepped out of the front door, I was greeted by that handsome face I had grown to love. This whole situation had me so conflicted. I didn’t know if I could trust Jaehyun anymore. If I really sat down and thought about it, he basically strung me along for three years. The real question now; If I decide I don’t want closure and want to try to make this relationship work once and for all, will he be able to commit? All I know is that I can’t go back to the way things were before. It was a disaster and it wasn’t good for either of us. 

Jaehyun stood with his hands in the pockets of his black sweatpants. He seemed to be trying to keep a low profile since he was dressed in an all black ensemble. His hoodie was huge, probably to combat the cold weather. The sky was cloudy and it looked like it was going to rain any minute now. He looked at me and gave a shy smile. I could tell something was bothering him because his eyes seemed heavy with worry and his shoulders were slouched. His hair had been slightly tousled, making it seem like he just rolled out of bed.  Which was very out of character for him since Jaehyun was never in a rush for anyone. 

“I’m surprised you’re here”, is all I said. I didn’t know what he was going to say and I was anticipating the worst. That he had a fling with someone else and he realized he could do better than me, or maybe that he was just going to apologize and suggest that we both move on. I don’t know which one would be more disappointing to hear…

“I couldn’t stand the thought of you having the wrong idea. It’s my fault for waiting so long to fix this. Listen…” he sighed as he ran his fingers through his hair. His eyes darted around his surroundings. It’s a habit of his I had picked up on. He does it whenever he’s trying to collect his thoughts. “I was an asshole to you throughout our whole relationship. And the fight we had? It was my fault. I wanted to stay…but…in my head, if I get attached and something goes wrong. Or if something gets leaked and you get pushback, I’d blame myself. But after I left and I thought about it, I realized just how much I hate having distance between us. I want to be your boyfriend. I treated you like shit and I want to make up for it. I’m sorry about the things I said.” He finished, taking a deep breath. He stared into my eyes as he waited for a response. I could tell he was nervous. When he said he wanted to be my boyfriend my heart skipped a beat, but before I gave in, I needed to have my questions answered. 

“Jaehyun, I can’t say yes until I know the full story”, I said, leaning against the door. I looked down before I asked my question that I had been dreading to hear the answer to. “Were you seeing someone else?” Before I could even look up on my own, I felt him use his pointer finger to lift my chin up to look at him. 

“No. Who told you that?”, he asked. I sighed, now I felt stupid.

“Yura said there was talk that you and one of your label mates were seen out together. That’s why I was under the impression that you had moved on.”

He shook his head, letting out a light laugh, “No. I’ll admit we did go out to dinner”, I felt my heart sink when he said that. “BUT, it was a dinner with a bunch of people, not just her. Johnny was there, so was Doyoung and Jungwoo. I think she liked me, I’m not entirely sure, but I wasn’t interested and it never went anywhere. I told you, I’ve only been with you. No one else.” The minute he said that last part I knew I heard all I needed to know. I immediately grabbed his face and pulled him down into a kiss. Coincidentally it started to drizzle, we both looked up and laughed. His lips were as soft as I had remembered. His body was pressed against mine and I was still leaning against the door. 

Though the air was cold, the heat between us made me forget about the rainy weather. We pulled away from each other momentarily and I stared into his inviting eyes. My forehead pressed against his. “So, are you my boyfriend?” I giggled as he gave me a quick kiss. 

“Are you my girlfriend?”, he asked in a teasing tone. 

“Of course I am.”, I said as I shyly turned away, opening the door with my right hand as the other was holding his own. “By the way, I think you should talk to Yura, she kind of hates you.”, I reminded him to be patient with my best friend, since she was a bit protective. 

“Well she better hear me out and get used to me because I’m not going anywhere.”, he said, closing the door behind him. 

{A/N: thank you for all support given to this series. Again if you have a request for a new one, please don't hesitate! Love ya}

[avianyuh]

Questioning certain life choices...

Why tf is Lee Donghae so fine? Like, MY GOD. I actually think next to my #1 man Yuta, he's the hottest man to me lmao. I'm serious. AND he left SM to start his own company with Eunhyuk. #CEO and loyal a best friend?

Sir!

WHY did it take me so long to get into SUJU. Specifically him though. Beyond Sorry Sorry or Mr.Simple, the discography slaps. If you aren't a fan, I would suggest taking a listen.

Well...anyways, I just had to put this out, let y'all know I'm a Donghae girl now...So I guess this is an appreciation post.

Plz watch his youtube lives FOR RESEARCH PURPOSES OKAY. Bro literally archived his own lives lmao I love him sm.

I don't have instagram but I did look and, yep, he's fine on ig too. I took these pics from pinterest...

Like...SIR, why are you so attractive?????

I will now take the time to reference this clip because it fits in so well with this post.

[avianyuh]

I'll Call You: Jaehyun (Part 3)

Summary: idolreader x jaehyun.

You and Jaehyun have had a secretive on and off again relationship for a few years. After a nasty fight and assumed break-up, you anticipate he'll be back at your door within a few weeks. When word gets back to you that he's been seeing Winter from aespa, you're angry, confused, but mostly hurt. Is Jaehyun done with you or is there more to the story?

Recap: After finding out Jaehyun had moved on, he tries to contact you, acting like he had nothing to hide. More importantly, he acted like he had nothing to explain. Will you hear him out? Or is it time for you to treat him the way he has always treated you?

Part(s):

- 1

-2

-3

The next morning was a bad one. I opened my eyes and was greeted by a sleeping Yura to my left. She had stayed with me the whole night. There were a lot of tears, but as the night went on, I decided that I would feel better if I just fessed up and told her everything about Jaehyun and I.

I started from the beginning about how we met, which was backstage at a music show. I had been walking down a hallway, preoccupied, looking at the walls of the accomplished artists that decorated the walls as I myself was nervously anticipating my group's performance. I had told my group I needed to take a breather so I wanted to take a walk. Jaehyun had been coming the other way and was staring at his phone. We ended up crashing into each other. Luckily he didn't drop his phone and no one was hurt. He immediately helped me up and started apologizing profusely. I was embarrassed but I reassured him that it was an honest mistake. But then we started talking and he said he had heard of my group and even started to sing one of our songs, which actually took my mind off of the performance for a minute. I didn't think I would have a chance to talk to him again after we said our goodbyes, but by the end of the show, a number was slipped into my bag when I went to collect my things. It didn't have a name on it but I had my suspicions it was him.

It was true because when I sent a simple 'Hello' text to the number, I was met with a 'Are you sure you're okay after that fall?'.

And that's where the relationship started.

We had texted for weeks, which developed into long phone calls, the meeting in person. I couldn't deny the fact that he was insanely attractive. He was charming, charismatic and kind. All of that was proven just in the first day of meeting him. I didn't understand what he could have possibly seen in me?

Our first kiss was after he had dropped me off at my dorm. It was really cliche. Up until that point, there had been no talks of a relationship and we had just viewed each other as close friends. But when we stood in front of my door, he held my chin in his hand and leaned in. Before I knew it I was leaning against the door and wrapped my arms around him. When he pulled away he whispered, "I don't think we can be friends anymore", with a smug smile on his face. I nodded, staring into his eyes.

We hadn't started any relationship talks that night. It wasn't until a week later that I saw him again. Though I'd like to preface that we had been texting the whole week.

But when he came over to my dorm and sat on my bed, next to my side, I could tell that something had changed.

He didn't seem as attentive as the night of the kiss. When I had greeted him at the door all he did was give me a brief hug before walking in and heading straight for my room.

And that was when he said it. That he wasn't ready for a relationship, but he didn't want to be friends.

And for a moment I thought that he would say we shouldn't see each other anymore. Which would have crushed me.

But when I over at him in confusion, he started to elaborate.

"I think that we should just see each other. No one else. But you know, I'll call you when I have time and you'll do the same. But we not dating or anything. No expectations, no time commitments." , he finished explaining and seemed pretty content with the idea.

I on the other hand felt like crawling in a ditch and burying myself. He didn't want to date me. He wanted to sleep with me, mess with my emotions, make me fall for him, but I couldn't call him my boyfriend.

Part of me thought that it would be a bad idea. But the other part of me didn't want to lose him, and could see that not committing could be an easier thing to hide from the public. Which would be wiser for both of our careers. The sad part was...I felt like it was all or nothing. If I didn't agree with this, he would probably leave.

So, I caved. I said I'd be willing to try and that's what we did for three years. But just like I predicted, I fell for him. I felt like a fool now knowing that he had replaced me. That he had moved on so fast. That he had been a lot more outgoing with information in this new relationship than he had even been with me. I think that's what hurt the most.

When I had finished telling Yura, she told me that everything was for the best. That I would heal. But that I shouldn't even think about taking him back if that ever became a possibility. I knew she was right, so I nodded in agreement.

But when I woke up the next morning after my mock therapy session, I was greeted by a text.

10 minutes ago: 'Can we talk?'

I didn't even have to look at the name to know who it was from.

So I picked up my phone and angrily tapped on my keyboard, I wanted him out of my life.

'There's nothing to talk about."

I was surprised by the text I received back.

'I just want to see you and apologize. I was a massive dick.'

True, I thought, but a little too late. He waited almost a month to contact you, for a shitty apology of all things? Had he texted me back within the first few days of the fight, sure, I would've heard him out. But to wait this long and learn he's been seeing someone else for half of that time...fuck no.

So, I decided to take the more blunt approach.

'Oh? I see that your new girlfriend has made you a better person, I don't want to talk to you. Leave me ALONE.'

He took a few minutes to respond, but all he did was make me angrier.

'What are you talking about? I don't have a girlfriend, the only person I'm seeing is you.'

All I sent back was 'Bullshit'. I couldn't believe he would play dumb. What's the point of an apology if you're not going to be honest...My train of thought was cut off when I heard my phone vibrate again. I looked down and read his last message: 'I really need to talk to you'

And to that I blocked him. I'm done. I don't think he can ever make it up to me. Three years of mind games, and he still can't be honest with me.

I felt the tears welling up again. I let out a sniffle, which woke Yura up. She sat up and pulled me into a hug. She didn't even ask why I was crying, but I think she already knew the reason.

I told her what happened, but as she was reading through the text messages, we heard the buzzer go off.

We could hear one of the girls go over to the intercom and look at the camera. Then we heard her make her way down the hallway before she stopped at my door.

"Jaehyun's here", she said. "Should I tell him to go?"

Yura spoke up immediately, "Yes, she doesn't want to hear what he has to say.", but when I thought about it. The fact that he came over in the first place, at least I could get some closure, face to face.

"No", I said as I stood up, "I want to talk to him.", Yura looked at me, disappointment evident on her face. "Yura, I need to get closure. Three years of on and off. I just want an explanation."

I quickly changed and splashed my face with cold water to help with my puffy face, caused by all of the crying, and I headed towards the front door.

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{A/N: One more part to go! Might be from Y/N's perspective again. I have really enjoyed writing this little story so I'll probably start preparations for a new one, so if you have anyone in mind please let me know.}

[avianyuh]

I'll Call You; Jaehyun (part 2)

~Jaehyun's POV~

parts: 1 2 3?

It had been over a month since that fight between Y/n and I. In the heat of the moment I was mad, but thinking about it now...it was an overreaction.

I had spent the night, for over three years we had been sneaking around. Around last year is when I started openly showing up at her dorm, getting to know her members, friends. Even knew her manager.

The morning of the fight, I had told her that I had to leave, I had a recording session later that day. It had been around 9 in the morning, I didn't have to be at the studio until 5.

I was packing my stuff, she was still on the bed, laying on her side with her body weight resting on one arm. This was one of my favorite moments with her, just the two of us. I was searching the bedroom floor for my shirt when I heard her start to say something. Like she was inhaling. I looked up at her and turned my head to the side, a silent, 'You wanted to say something?'

That's when she asked if I could stay a little longer.

I'll admit, it was tempting and I couldn't help but allow a small smile to creep up on me. But I'm not exactly sure, but something changed my demeanor in a matter of seconds.

I had to remind myself that a relationship would be too complicated. Too nerve-racking for the both of us. There was a reason why the relationship was kept so vague in the first place. She was making everything more complicated than it had to be, I told myself.

And that's when I snapped.

"I thought what we had going on was enough? Now you want more? I mean...what the fuck Y/n? You spring this on me now. What do you expect me to say?", I said. I knew it sounded harsh, but I was defensive. The fight had happened so fast, I had no filter.

She told me to just forget it, she didn't mean it. But by that point, I knew I had not only sent out a harsh message that I'm not even 100% certain I meant, and now she was hurt. All I knew was that I had to get out of there before I said anything else.

I came up with some bullshit answer, "But now I feel like you want more from me. You know Y/n I just think we need a break for awhile okay, I'm busy with work right now anyways so i'll call you in a few weeks", but before I left she stopped me.

"I'll let you go but can I just say one thing", I looked over at her and waiting for her to continue. "If you would give me a bit more to work with, I wouldn't have asked in the first place, because I would've known you were busy. I had no idea you were preoccupied with work because you never tell me about any of that. Plus I thought the deal was that we only see each other when we're both not busy?"

And yet again, I was angry. To be fair, I DID have work later that day, so yes, I was busy. But I just couldn't believe it, she was making everything so complicated.

The last thing I had said to her was, "Oh, so now you're trying to twist my words. Like I said, I'll call you in a few weeks."

Now a month had passed. I didn't even know what I would say to her.

But because I had time to think, not only did I regret everything, but now I just don't know how to face her. Part of me wants to coincidentally run into her, the other part doesn't.

About two weeks after the fight, I had assumed things were over since she hadn't called me. At the time I was still felt like the anger was simmering. I still didn't know why though. Why was I angry at her asking me to stay with her for a few more hours?

Since I couldn't come up with a solid answer, I just decided to ignore the problem all together. I had been going out with friends and members almost every night, people from the company, one of which was Min-jeong, or Winter.

I could tell she liked me, I didn't really care, I was just looking for the company. I just wanted to get my mind off of things. Plus, I only really ever went out with her in a group.

This leads me to the current situation. Johnny, Doyoung, Jungwoo, and I went out with some other SM staff and artists, her included.

We were all sitting at a restaurant, all quietly talking, when I had turned to Johnny and said something. To this, she grabbed my arm and laughed playfully. Johnny looked at me suspiciously and raised his eyebrow. He had known about my relationship with Y/n and was of the first people I had spoken too after the fight we had. He was the one who told me I freaked out on her because I was the one who was afraid of commitment. I told him he was crazy, that a lack of commitment had nothing to do with the argument, but deep down, I was beginning to think he was right.

When we all got up to leave, I told Winter that I'd see her around which she seemed disappointed to hear. The more time I spent thinking about it, the fight I mean. The dumber I sounded in my head every time I tried to justify my actions. The things I said, the fact that I hadn't even texted her, let alone called to apologize.

So the next morning, the first thing I did was send Y/n a text, simply put: Can we talk?

She didn't respond immediately, so I sat around for a bit, glancing at my phone over and over again. But 10 minutes later I heard my phone go off. I felt my heart rate increase, but as I read her message, I felt it sink.

There's nothing to talk about.

'Nothing to talk about? I don't think so', I thought to myself.

So I texted her back: I just want to see you and apologize. I was a massive dick.

Another 5 minutes went by before she responded: Oh? I see that your new girlfriend has made you a better person, I don't want to talk to you. Leave me ALONE.

To this, I didn't know what to say. What girlfriend? Who told her I had a girlfriend? Did she see me with someone and got the wrong idea?

So texted her back: What are you talking about? I don't have a girlfriend, the only person I'm seeing is you.

All I got in response was: Bullshit.

When I responded back with a, 'I really need to talk to you', the message wouldn't send, signaling that I was blocked.

'Shit', I thought to myself. 'I have to fix this'.

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{A/N: Hewoooo, so I know I said I'd only be doing two parts, but halfway through writing this, I realized I'd rather make this a 3 or 4 parter. Depends on how I write part 3. Sorry for taking so long to come out with part 2 btw, I've been doing a lot of school work lately and my GPA fell🤧so I'm trying to make it up. If anyone has any tips for that plz let me know lol. Piece of advice; DO NOT TAKE AN INTERCESSION CLASS IF IT'S NOT URGENT LMAO, cuz that's what ruined my grade.

But anyways, I'm having fun with this series, like I said, I think part 3 will be the finale, but I'll see how it goes while writing it. Part 3 could be out the day after this part, or a month later, I'm like CoryXKenshin, you never know when I post lol, the difference is that I write fanfics on Tumblr}