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[azure-seadragon]

blows dust off this page so- shortly after this post, i *lost* my job and have been dealing with that for a while. then the guilt of being inactive so long set in again, and i started feeling anxious to be here- like i'd missed out on too much already. but i miss being creative, i miss my muses, and i miss everyone here- so! Hi, im alive- and i'm going to try and get a little writing done or send out some asks here soon. apologies for old threads being potentially revived or super old asks being posted as i shake rust off and clear things out lol as always, hope you've all been doing alright <3

Hello friends, sorry for my long absence again- I’ve been working a lot, and have had very low energy in my off time ;-;

But I really miss being here and writing with everyone, and making stuff with all my silly little muses, so I am going to try and get back to being active on here again in the next few days <3

Hope you’ve all been doing well!!

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Hello friends, sorry for my long absence again- I’ve been working a lot, and have had very low energy in my off time ;-;

But I really miss being here and writing with everyone, and making stuff with all my silly little muses, so I am going to try and get back to being active on here again in the next few days <3

Hope you’ve all been doing well!!

[azure-seadragon]

i physically cannot do anything that makes her look less like some weird off brand cosplay of her. and she looks *worse* in the cutscene im so actually devastated

like,,, she looks straight up hideous. and this ones an *improvement* on my first attempt..

sorry, got some kind of respiratory thing i was battling the last couple days- will be back working on queue again today wheezes i also tried the dawntrail bench mark last night- i'm relived to know my game will still mostly function on my shitty laptop! but now more then ever seeing the graphic changes i just really feel like,,, i dont want these, you know? i feel like everyone is so hyped for them but i just personally really dislike them lol,,

idk hd/4k/realistic graphics have never been my thing i guess?

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final thoughts on the benchmark

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(Would be curious to see specifics in tags also like: race + if you like or dislike it, and if they've done darker skin tones any justice.)

(Also I'm so sorry in advance to anyone suffering, I don't think it helps much when you're attached to your character as they are, but soft reminder they're giving a free fantasia with DT.)

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YA'LL im in TEARS i didn't test Sol in the benchmark before cuz i was more worried about checking if it would run- tried her this morning, and not only was her hairstyle just Not An Option but her face,, w,,what did they do to my BABY???

Left is CURRENT, Right is BENCHMARK WHO THE FUCK IS THIS??

sorry, got some kind of respiratory thing i was battling the last couple days- will be back working on queue again today wheezes i also tried the dawntrail bench mark last night- i'm relived to know my game will still mostly function on my shitty laptop! but now more then ever seeing the graphic changes i just really feel like,,, i dont want these, you know? i feel like everyone is so hyped for them but i just personally really dislike them lol,,

idk hd/4k/realistic graphics have never been my thing i guess?

[azure-seadragon]

sorry, got some kind of respiratory thing i was battling the last couple days- will be back working on queue again today wheezes i also tried the dawntrail bench mark last night- i'm relived to know my game will still mostly function on my shitty laptop! but now more then ever seeing the graphic changes i just really feel like,,, i dont want these, you know? i feel like everyone is so hyped for them but i just personally really dislike them lol,,

idk hd/4k/realistic graphics have never been my thing i guess?

[azure-seadragon]

@conterminouss, Cont. from X

A laugh bubbles out of her as he takes her hands- the absolute joy she felt seeing him again almost made her feel a bit silly, but gods it was so good to be near him again.. and to be able to relax just a little after being on the road so long.. "Aye, of course- there's no place i'd rather be, kitty~" Solana squeezes his hands lightly, giving a little tug that invited him to sit with her- to come closer and warm up as well, as though they were both a bit chilled his hands were far colder then her own and she very much wanted to fix that. "Sorry i was away fer so long.." She sighs softly, tail thumping nervously at her side as she flashes him another playful grin. "..Can i take y' reaction t' mean y' missed me, then~?" Solana adds, batting her lashes at him. Much as the idea of having made him sad by leaving for as long as she had made her chest ache, the idea that someone cared about and liked her enough to miss her was.. nice in its own way.

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Just wanted to say I'm so happy to see you back! It's good to see you back on my dash. Missed you! Mwah! <3

Aaaaa thank you so much!! I missed being here tbh ;w; <3

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in addition to this!! whatever threads i do find i'm gonna reply to and put in my queue~ 100% no pressure to continue them, i know they're old, but its a place for me to start getting back into things lol i'll also be happy to plot with anyone who wants to start fresh or hasn't written with me before, as well as any random asks anyone wants to send are appreciated lol those i'll probably post rather then queue since they're new as well lol thank you all for being patient while i was gone, and now while i shake off the dust n rust and get into the swing of writing again <3

hm ok. so problem i didn't expect to have; i was going to go through my activity for some things i knew i hadn't saved in drafts but really wanted to reply to but i guess when the new year hit that stuff just. got voided. so uh,,,i'm gonna struggle with this a bit. ,,if theres any starters or anything you guys tagged me in that i didn't reply to that you some how remember, *please* send them my way while i,, search my likes and stuff and hope for the fucking best,,

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hm ok. so problem i didn't expect to have; i was going to go through my activity for some things i knew i hadn't saved in drafts but really wanted to reply to but i guess when the new year hit that stuff just. got voided. so uh,,,i'm gonna struggle with this a bit. ,,if theres any starters or anything you guys tagged me in that i didn't reply to that you some how remember, *please* send them my way while i,, search my likes and stuff and hope for the fucking best,,

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&. 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐬 (𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬?) 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  various  dialogue  prompts  to  send  to  your  worst  enemy  (affectionate).  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ oh great, it's you again. ❜

❛ you? kill me? that's funny. ❜

❛ for being someone you hate, i'm sure on your mind a lot. ❜

❛ you're the last person i wanted to see, actually. ❜

❛ do us both a favor. stay away from me. ❜

❛ you really are an asshole, you know that? ❜

❛ i'm the asshole? what does that make you then? ❜

❛ sometimes i think you must hate me. ❜

❛ i thought you said you never wanted to see me again. ❜

❛ if you want me to go, then you have to tell me to leave. ❜

❛ well, someone's cranky today. ❜

❛ well, someone needs to shut the fuck up. ❜

❛ just stay out of my way. ❜

❛ of all the idiots in the world, i'm stuck with you. ❜

❛ what is it you want this time? ❜

❛ sometimes i wonder if you're in love with me. ❜

❛ do you honestly think this is easy for me? ❜

❛ why would i ever want to be friends with you? ❜

❛ can we please just talk? ❜

❛ there is nothing for us to talk about. ❜

❛ you can yell at me later. just let me help you. ❜

❛ touch me, and you're dead. ❜

❛ oh, so now you care? ❜

❛ there is something deeply wrong with you. ❜

❛ i know i'm the last person you probably want to see, but... ❜

❛ you don't think we could be friends, do you? ❜

❛ i'm tired of fighting against you. ❜

❛ don't pretend you give a shit about me. ❜

❛ you're an idiot, but... i trust you. ❜

❛ oh, don't be cute. ❜

❛ wait, did you just say that i'm cute? ❜

❛ we're not good for each other. ❜

❛ if i say yes, will you shut up? ❜

❛ don't you have to be stupid somewhere else? ❜

❛ maybe we should kiss just to break the tension. ❜

❛ i'm sorry i can't turn off my feelings as easily as you. ❜

❛ maybe there's a universe out there where we're friends. ❜

❛ how can you be so smart yet so dumb at the same time? ❜

❛ don't think this changes anything between us. ❜

❛ you look ridiculous in that outfit, by the way. ❜

❛ if you die, i'll kill you. ❜

❛ is that a challenge? ❜

❛ ah, so you're not heartless after all. ❜

❛ i don't think i've ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ you never cared about me, so why now? ❜

❛ why didn't you kill me when you had the chance? ❜

❛ i don't even remember why we started fighting. ❜

❛ i don't have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you're not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

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Soon

[azure-seadragon]

Hello friends, I’m still alive! I’m not dead, neither are any of my blogs- as is probably obvious, my health (mental and physical) have over the last year taken a downward spiral. It has been zapping any energy I had for creative hobbies, which is why I had been so flakey on keeping up on here, as I always WANTED to but never had it in me.

I’d like to think I’m finally starting to pick back up again at last, as I’m finally seeing some improvement of some kind the last monthish- so hopefully me and my silly little muses will be back with you all soon <3 I miss you all terribly ;u;

I hope this year has been treating you all alright, and that soon I’ll have some REAL posts for you all again hehe

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need that hands groping, your tongue in my mouth, struggling to get closer even though you're inside me but its still not close enough kinda sex. that desperate to touch every inch of each other, moaning into each other's mouths, begging and whining and pleading for more even as i'm cumming so hard my eyes are tearing up kinda sex. methinks that may fix me

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"mhm, aye, jus' as i thought. Map says y' an idiot. See? riiight here in black 'n white~" -------- Aella Tidereaper, a new dnd oc i made for an upcoming oneshot <3 She's a Storm sorcerer/Paladin multiclass, half sea-elf, and all around flirty sailor babe~

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blows u all a kiss