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What does the arab in your carrd mean? Is it like afab and amab?

.. i’m palestinian

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hey y’all I just found the sloppiest, wettest sounding bass patch I’ve ever heard. here you go 

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Your vibe is oddly bitter and reeks of insecurity

sounds like someone needs to go in the water

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Which pan flag is the right one please I don't want to mess it up

THIS is the real pansexual flag we've been using for years:

bright pink, yellow, and blue stripes. this is the actual one.

THIS however, is made by mspec lesbian exclusionists and purity culture obsessed twt users:

dont use this or any other "new" pan flag they try to fucking make. its not our flag. its never been our fucking flag. as a pansexual i fucking hate everyone who uses this or tries to get content creators to support this. fuck exclusionists.

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Ted bundy isn't ugly, you're just a lesbian

Congratulations, this is the worst ask I’ve ever gotten

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Why do you reblog your own fics so much?

Because someone might as well!? And look at this. Look. At. This.

Does this look right to you??

These are just the last three fics I wrote. I appreciate the likes, believe me I do, but you have to understand. Likes do nothing for content creators. It’s the reblogs. Because that’s how you find shit on your dashboard. Through reblogs. Not likes. This isn’t twitter or tiktok or instagram. This is a website that’s run by the reblog system.

Reblogging helps content creators put their stuff out there. Why do you think so many people stopped writing fanfic and creating beautiful fanart and edits? It’s because they put in hours of work and don’t get nearly enough notes for their masterpieces. Yes we do this because we enjoy it but like...some validation won’t hurt. A boost of confidence here and there might be all someone needs to finish whatever thing they started and left.

Anyway, I’m still going to reblog my shit...

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prob gonna move my writing and stuff to ao3, idk tho

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thinking v hard abt matsuhana the past few days ;____________;;///

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With the ancient frog map, Mossy is able to locate and enter the secret frog cave! Why? well we are yet to find out! The adventure continues!! Next part coming soon!

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sorry for being ia! i’ve been super unmotivated to write anything ): i might just take motivation from my friend hyping my writing up when they read it lol

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baekhyun vs the bottle cap challenge (rip chanyeol)

the aftermath :

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late night drive with bokuto koutaro (1275 words)

angst, fluff, gn!reader, college!au, friends to lovers you hadn't had the best of days, and your best friend realized this. throughout all of your classes, at meals, studying at your favorite study place, you just felt off. every time someone asked if you were okay, you responded saying you were just tired, but your best friend knew you better than that. he could tell that something was on your mind and you couldn't shake it no matter what you did. as you lay in bed and feel tears starting to form in your eyes, you get a text from the person that's been on your mind all day, your best friend bokuto koutaro.

today was just one of those days that your crush on him was front and center in your mind. you wouldn't care as much as you usually do when he's constantly on your mind if he hadn't talked in your groupchat for an hour about the person he has a crush on. you couldn't help but think it was someone else, there was no way it could have been you.

"they're just so.. sweet and caring. always there for me, helping me with schoolwork, offering support, i really couldn't ask for more" bokuto said, causing the other members of your groupchat to pitch in, asking him questions.

"do they have long hair?" kuroo said, "people with long hair are the best."

"what games do they play, because if they don't play animal crossing with you, you don't deserve them" kenma pitched in for the only time that night, probably to just say something and go back to playing his games.

"are they good at helping you get out of your emo mode?" akaashi asked. "if they aren't you need to find someone who is"

you couldn't bring yourself to ask anything, despite how much you wanted to. you didn't wanna ask something and have it accidentally be obvious that it was about you, nor did you want to ask something super generic and have him give an answer that doesn't pertain to you. you just stayed silent, reading the messages. that night you didn't sleep well, thinking of every other person in his life that it could be. although you did all the things he mentioned, you weren't the only person to do them. you helped him with his schoolwork, but so did the girl he sat next to. you offered support but so did his roommate. you played the games he said his crush did, but so did the people you two usually play with. according to you, there was no way it was you.

that's why when you got a text from bokuto saying "don't get ready for bed, i noticed you were feeling off today so i wanna take you on a drive to help you feel better." you considered saying you were just about to go to sleep, but something inside you told you to go with him, so you did.

so here you are. in his car, eating your favorite snacks, listening to your favorite songs on a playlist he made for nights like this, joking around with each other parked in a random parking lot. you were starting to forget the thoughts that had plagued you all day, telling you that it had to be someone else that he was talking about, running through all the ways it could have not been you when he popped the question you had been dreading.

"so, what's been on your mind? what have you been thinking about? please be honest, you know i can tell when you're lying" immediately, everything started washing over you again. you know you can't lie, but you don't wanna tell him how much you're in love with him. so you start by making him promise you something.

"kou, can you promise me that no matter what i say, i won't lose you as a friend?" you say, with a shaky tone in your voice.

"y/n, of course. i'm always going to be here." he responded, turning to you and taking your hands in his.

you sigh before starting. "kou, it's you. you've been on my mind all day. i've... i've had a crush on you ever since we met. i didn't wanna say anything or make any moves because i didn't think you'd be into me like that and i don't wanna make you uncomfortable." you say with your head down, not having the courage to look at him and not wanting him to see the tears starting to fall down your cheeks. "hearing you talking about the person you like last night, it broke my heart because i know that it's not me you want to be with. you're just so perfect and amazing and there's so much that i lack in comparison to everyone else you kno-"

you stop abruptly because of the surprise of him picking your head up with both hands by the cheeks. he looks into your eyes for a second, just long enough for you to notice the pain in them before he pulls you in for a kiss. it's sweet and soft, you can feel a bit of hesitation in his actions. before you can react, he pulls away from you and begins to put his hands onto your shoulders. you then, in a burst of confidence, take inspiration from his actions and grab him by the cheeks, pulling him in for another kiss. he immediately raises his hand to cup your face while the other wraps around your head as he melts into the kiss. after a minute or two, you two allow each other to pull away and you make eye contact.

"y/n, you really are stupid sometimes." he says with a soft, loving smile. "sure other people might help me with things, offer me support, be there for me when i need them, but you're always there without fail. you're always the first person i go to for those things. seeing you talk about yourself like that makes me really sad, please don't do that"

"so... does this mean-" you begin to question before getting cut off.

"it means i love you with everything in me. it means i want to call you mine. so please, say you'll be mine." he says, resting his forehead on yours.

overwhelmed with emotion, you can't seem to stop the tears from falling. "kou, of course i'll be yours. i wouldn't want to be anyone else's"

"thank god," he says, chuckling. you can tell he's feeling much better when he lifts his head to exclaim "finally, now i can tell the entire world that i have the best partner ever and make them all jealous i have someone as amazing as you!!" when he opens his eyes, he's delighted to see that you're smiling right back at him, wiping your tears away. you're delighted to know you no longer have to wonder and worry about who it might be that he loves, as well as the delight coming from seeing the sparkle in his eyes as he looks at you with all the love in the world.

the rest of the night is spent the way it started; listening to your favorite songs and eating your favorite snacks. but instead of just goofing off while anxiety sticks in the back of your mind, you two tell stories about what made you fall for one another while holding hands, occasionally giving each other a kiss or two. when you get back to your room at the end of the night, you rest well knowing you have the man of your dreams to call yours and nothing to worry about.

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man i havent written in a while... just low on motivation to do so lol

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perhaps the next thing i write will be tanaka taking care of you when you’re sick because i have a cold and thats all i can think abt rn