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GASPS MY BOY!

i wish i could bang rufioh's rang. and perhaps horuss' too if i get lucky

ft. @badlydrawnrufioh and @dailyrufnitram

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OOC: hey guys! johnmod here. i'm thinking ahead for october 25th this year and i'd love to host a silly little project to celebrate. i was thinking about potentially doing a bdhs homage to this old octopimp classic:

IF YOU WERE/ARE A MOD FROM A BDHS BLOG (or just an artist looking to participate!! :D) and this is something you'd be interested in doing some doodles for, please feel free to fill out the form below!

hard deadline to fill this out is SEPTEMBER 20TH!!! if you're interested, please fill it out before then! :P

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Have you ever accidentally whacked someone in the head with your horns?

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How much feeling do you have in your wings? Can you tell,like, temperature and texture of things they touch?

oh, not much, to be honest…

1 mean... 1 can sense stuff, 1t’s just not very strong, you know? espec1ally the further from the base 1t 1s…

…

1t would hurt 1f you tr1ed to tear them off, though... even small tears.. 1… had some 1n the past… but 1f 1t’s not too bad, 1t can st1ll f1x 1tself… ahaha…

#1t’s a hassle #though… #so don’t try anyth1ng #please…

pretty crazy, r1ght?

This is both a great question and an awful one. Great, because it's genuinely cool, but awful for me, because I have knowledgeTM. So have some of my random brainstorming.

I’d say rather than his wings, far more developed is his back, specifically back muscles - they need to be pretty strong to move the wings, and, similarly, I can assume that area also has far more blood vessels than most of his body to actually power the muscles. Which prooobably means one good hit in the back could kill him. Through bleeding out, I mean. Imma also be honest with you, the wings are usually drawn to move slowly, but I think they need to be moving extremely fast to be able to actually keep the person in the air. To be fair, though, I view God Tier wings and Biological wings differently. GT is more magic bullshit, but Rufioh is a natural, which means his body is in some way adjusted for him to be able to actually fly. Also, by magic bullshit, I like to imagine GT wings to look kinda like wingx in the first Winx movie, as in, they don't connect to the body. Rufioh's wings, though, very much connect, and they connect strongly.

Wings themselves, honestly, I don’t think are all that crazy sensitive, but there has to be something. I mean, he probably should be able to tell, for example, when something is wrong with his wings, right? Like, if they’re torn or something. So there have to be pain receptors of sorts at least, and, honestly, all the other sensory ones, too. But I imagine that the density of the receptors isn’t that high, so the general sensation is a bit dulled/non-specific (kinda, like, compare your thigh to your fingertips). Receiving information isn't what wings are for, so there's no need to invest so much there.

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(Inbox empty? WRONG. I live.)

Pspspsppss rufioh, whats one of the weirdest things youve walked in on?

AT: any 1nstance of walk1ng 1n on your fr1ends argu1ng 1s we1rd...

#wh1ch was... really common...

AT: but a recent one...

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Inbox is empty, and I haven't been very active in a long while, so I figured I'd share some relationships stuff (/≧▽≦)/

Kankri Rufioh finds his blabbing a bit much, and doesn't always get what's Kankri's actual deal, but he assumes best and tries to more or less abide. He respects him a lot and feels like he owes Kankri for a few things he'd done for him (and Damara) in the past, but since Kankri isn't making a big deal of it, neither is he. Overall considers their relationship good, and feels like Kankri's one of very few people who get him. Mutant buddies.

Damara Oh the tragedy of doing something stupid when you were, like, 13. Really, that whole drama follows them into their young adulthood, even though they both want to put it behind them (thanks, Meenah). Overall, they've got the top 10 most tragic moirallegiances in the history of Paradox Space, and they aren't even paledating. They were confused and traumatized kids. To Rufioh, Damara is probably the single most important person in his life and afterlife, but he's not able to fully face it yet. Mostly because of his guilt over hurting her in the past, and failing to take responsibility (they were getting there! buuuut stuff happened, thanks [REDACTED]), and then getting hurt by her, which, ngl, pretty traumatizing. He misses her a lot, but, as usual, won't confront these feelings.

Mituna He likes him, but does find his sense of humor a bit uncomfortable. They used to hang out more early in the game and with Kankri, too (mutant trio mutant trio), which was... an experience, to say the least. It might've soured Rufioh's opinion a little bit, as he was borderlne third-wheeling at times - Kankri and Mituna had their own relationship drama going on, and as much as Rufioh liked to ignore the issues in front of him, even he struggled with that one. But it wasn't his business, y'know? So it was just awkward. Eventually they drifted apart, and that was that. He still thinks Mituna's cool, tho, they just aren't close.

Meulin He thinks she's neat. Very nice - god knows that session could have used somebody like that. He respects and appreciates her cheerfulness even in difficult times. Definitely watched anime together and talked about ships. Just an easy person to be around. He also bonus respects her for defending Damara when Meenah was tormenting her.

Porrim Finds her extremely uncomfortable to be around. Aside from her culler-like tendencies which raised a lot of red flags in the first place, her "men are horrible and women are victims of everything" views also didn't endear her to him. And as somebody who struggles with agency and being stripped of it, the fact that she still can't take no for an answer (see: Kankri), makes him even more uncomfortable. Avoids like a plague.

Latula She's cool if a bit overwhelming. He respects her a lot, and I imagine they played games together. Turned out they were into similar genres, so before everything fell apart, they used to vibe. After Mituna's accident they barely interacted, though.

Aranea He finds her pretty cool, actually. Even when people are assholes to her and about her interests, she doesn't give up on them, and he respects that a lot. He also does find what she talks about interesting, and he'd love to get closer to her, but she's hanging out with Meenah too much for him to try. He thought exactly once (1) that Aranea deseves better friends, and banished that idea immediately, because that's an invitation to a conflict he doesn't want to take on. Viva la avoidance.

Horuss Second most important person in his life and afterlife, as messy as everything about their relationship is. He's not entirely sure when Horuss flipped a quadrant on him (spoiler: it was when Rufioh gave him an origami horse), but by the time he realized it had happened, he had no idea what to do about it, so he just... didn't. He did start occassionally avoiding Horuss, though - not as badly as he is now, but it's not such a new thing. Still, they spent most of the game together, and somehow it didn't help their extreme miscommunication problems. They were actually getting somewhere, but then everything went wrong, and they both fell back on their unhealthy coping mechanisms, and that's kinda how it stayed. F. He definitely cares about him, but the relationship is draining. Horuss went from somebody who saw him for the guy he was to another person with weird/perfect ideas about him, and it makes everything all the harder. He wishes they never got together and were simply friends the entire time. Horuss is pretty cool, otherwise. He's super skilled and smart, and Rufioh misses the times they were just vibing in Horuss' workshop, working on some fun projects. Well, Horuss was doing more of the work - Rufioh was just throwing ideas every so often, and making sure Horuss didn't pass out. Fun times.

Kurloz One word: complicated. He'd always found him a bit uncomfortable to be around, but had nothing to justify these feelings, so he just ignored them. Still, aside from that, their relationship was ok for the most part. [saying anything else is too big of a spoiler]

Cronus Rufioh was probably one of a very small number of people who weren't completely put off by him, which is somewhat surprising, given... literally everything about Cronus. Rufioh found his fascination with magic cool, actually, and was even willing to listen, and in exchange he'd talk about his anime & and recommend some stuff he thought Cronus could enjoy. They were surprsingly chill. Rufioh treated Cronus' flirting as a joke, which it partially was, so it also led them to have a pretty decent friendship. Nothing crazy, though. They were just ok, and eventually like everybody else drifted apart.

Meenah Even more complicated than Kurloz, somehow. She definitely makes him feel something different compared to everybody else. (It's hatred. He hates her guts, and it had long since passed the romantic stage. Now he just wants to gut her. On a very, very, very subconscious level, because, like most of his feelings, he ain't gonna deal with these. In other circumstances, maybe they could've been black one day, but it's far too late. He's not a forgiving type at all, and Meenah had crossed every possible line she could've in his eyes.) They're cool.

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This is from a few days ago ⤵️

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Do you still talk to Damara?

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ISRAEL HAVE STARTED BOMBING RAFAH! THE PLACE THEY INSISTED WAS A SAFE REFUGE FOR THE PEOPLE OF GAZA! ALL EYES ON RAFAH!

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the flour massacre is ongoing. it is everyday. it was not an isolated event. it was not even the first time israel shot at and killed palestinians going for aid (they do it whenever they allow aid through). in fact, they did the exact same thing yesterday morning. just because smaller-scale murders go under the radar for lack of shock factor doesn’t mean they’re not happening continuously.

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watch any anime with rufioh?

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watch any anime with rufioh?

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AT: oh, hey, doll... haha, crazy sh1t, am1r1te?

#man1c p1xIe dream lost boy. #haha.

AT: though not as crazy as whatever the fuck 1s com1ng out of your mouth... do us all a favor... and shut the fuck up.

#preferably permanently.

AT: 1f you don't, 1'll just help you out w1th my lance }:)

#acc1dental 1nnuendo. #don't call kan.

Back during the Trickster Arc I drew my concept Trickster!Rufioh with intention of editing him later on, but I kimda never came around. Classes started, mental health got worse, you know how it is.

So, for Trickster!Rufioh I picked salted caramel, percisely for that sticky, liquidy form to make it look a bit like blood, especially that splash on his face. The thing is, Tricksters are all about fulfilling their desires and stuff, and long story short, (my) Rufioh deep down wants to wreck shit. He just has sense of self-worth & confidence on a negative level. His self-awarwness also isn't that great, but at the same time, he's one bad day from confronting all that anger that's been left to fester and rot deep within him. It's different than Kankri, though. Kankri's anger is passionate, deeply emotional, and comes from how much he cares about everything, while Rufioh's is more cold and calculated, coming from how much he doesn't care once somebody crosses the wrong line. I would say out of my dancestors he's the worst one to make an enemy of. I write both Nitrams as pretty damn unforgiving (save for the people they care about a lot, then they'd forgive them pretty much anything), but Tavros is more likely to keep the peace, while Rufioh definitely not. Overall, an extremely vicious type, all the while he's smiling brightly }:)

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Local flying boi gets outside for the first time, and immediately gets himself sick.

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please take everything you read with a grain of salt. misinformation spreads everywhere like wildfire, and i've been having major trouble wading through false journalism to get actual updates on everything. some resources i've compiled for myself and anyone who's interested:

fact sheet: israel and palestine conflict (october 2023)

live updates - intense israeli bombardments strike gaza as the war rages on

live updates - israel plans to step up attacks on the gaza strip

little light, no beds, not enough anesthesia: a view from the 'nightmare' of gaza's hospitals

what international law has to say about the israel-hamas war

a dangerous new phase in the israeli-palestinian conflict - expert commentary by the foreign policy research institute (FPRI)

the global conflict tracker (israeli-palestinian conflict)

the arab-israeli war of 1948

the 1967 arab-israeli war

the 1973 arab-israeli war

dr. ghassan abu sitta is a doctor on-site who's also been reporting about the atrocities transpiring in gaza.

also some palestinian aid orgs to donate to. if you have some money to spare/know anyone who does, please consider donating/spreading the word:

palestine children's relief fund

palestine red crescent society

medical aid for palestine

gaza emergency appeal

donate to arab.org with one click

the middle east children's alliance gaza emergency fund

help UNRWA USA reach their palestinian aid fundraiser goal

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Medical Aid for Palestinians

Medical Aid for Palestinians (MAP) works for the health and dignity of Palestinians living under occupation and as refugees. We provide immediate medical aid to those in great need, while also developing local capacity and skills to ensure the long-term development of the Palestinian healthcare system.

you can read more about their ongoing emergency response here

Responding to this emergency situation, Medical Aid for Palestinians (MAP)’s team on the ground in Gaza are releasing all of our pre-positioned stocks, worth $570,000 USD (approximately £465,000), to ensure hospitals and emergency responders have the supplies they need to cope with an unprecedented influx of casualties. The list of supplies provided by MAP includes essential drugs and disposables, lab reagents and support for Gaza’s blood bank services. Some of these supplies are already being delivered to Al Awda Hospital.

If you have money to spare, please consider donating

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