badvibesforever17

[badvibesforever17]

Its felt like decades since i last been on here. I just wanted to take the time out to say how much i fucking miss you. You dont know how hard i fucking cried when i heard the news. I couldnt believe. But when it was confirmed that it was real i had hope. They said that you were in the hospital, but not too long after that.. you died. I was so upset. I cried and cried for days. Then days switched into weeks. Then weeks switched into random days. I fucking miss you so damn much that it hurts. We all miss you Jahseh. You were my only hope. My inspiration, my motivation, my positive energy who kept pushing me to go on. You made an huge impact on my in sooo many ways that its crazy. When you died, i knew what i had to do. I needed to take control of my life and live it to its fullest. You made me realize life is not easy but its also temporary. It can be cut short in a snap of a finger. Before you died you were about at 3 million followers on Instagram.

But less than a hour after you were pronounced, you were at 10 million and i couldnt believe my eyes. Why? Because you were right. Nobody gives a fuck untill youre dead. Nobody didnt care about your mental state while u was alive except us cult. Nobody took up for you when shit went down except us cult. NOBODY fucked with your music besides us untill 7 months ago when you were pronounced DEAD. Its crazy but ive became accepting to the new 'fans'. It still pisses me of how your followers went rocket sky high when you died. Everyone started to cArE then.

But, i just wanna say once i get a hold of my life in the next year, everything i do will be for you, my sanity and god. I wanna make you proud. The things im gonna do was all inspired by your actions and your words. Im going to continue to spread your word, give into charities, inspire the youth, be positive, give back to our fucking community.. And do what i love most.

Jahseh you are everything to me. You helped me at my lowest point when i felt like i had no one. Finding out about you was like finding someone who go through the same shit as you. Pain. When you find someone who goes through pain the same as you, you feel like they understand you and you connect and vibe with that person. Especially since that person motivated you and did speeches on things that inspired you to live and do more with your life. Inspired you to be you, help others, and be positive.

And i hate how these dumb asses out here who be saying yAll aRe dUmb yOu nEvEr eVeN mEt hIm. Well you don't need to meet anyone to have love and support for them. Like people sit here and worship 'god' and never even seen them with their own fucking eyes.

Its hard to be positive without you here. I know thats all you want us to do but living in a world with people like that is tempting. But i will always try to be positive. I love you and always will. Ill see you soon <3

i’ve secured jah’s tumblr. may it rest in peace now. whoever breached tread carefully. ~eliozie

[badvibesforever17]

YOU GUYS, IVE FINALLY MADE AN FANPAGE. To support the one and only XXXTENTACION of course BUT i also wanted to do something else. I wanted to actually make an acc. to connect with you guys, “other fans of X.” Im not trying to be like these other ‘big’ fanpages up there who only cares about the popularity and followers, i actually want to connect with you guys, understand you, get along with, be the shoulder to lean on, everything. I actually care about you guys, we are a family. Old or new i dont care were all together💜

[badvibesforever17]

Im looking foward to it, shit💜

fair warning to my supporters, my art form is about to get ten times better

[badvibesforever17]

OMG he is too cute for me😂😭😭 @xxxtentacion Can i wife u? LMAOO thats a good joke cause its never gonna happen💀

[badvibesforever17]

Hmmmm, i wonder who? SKSKSKSKSKS😂💀

why she think I wanna love her ?

[badvibesforever17]

💀💀💀@xxxtentacion

[badvibesforever17]

I promise im gonna get that numb tattoo. He really inspired me like dead ass ALOT😴 🖤 @xxxtentacion

[badvibesforever17]

FUUUCCKKK, im ready for it. I dont care how many genres it is on the album. I honestly fuck with ALL MUSIC.😭🔥@xxxtentacion

the album sounds amazing, just so you know

[badvibesforever17]

@xxxtentacion 🖤

[badvibesforever17]

Hes been going good lately, keep it up we love you @xxxtentacion😭 🖤 But you guys IM LITERALLY ALMOST AT 600. I ONLY NEED A FEW FOLLOWERS TO MAKE IT 600 LIKE FUCK PEOPLE. THANK YOU FOR FOLLOWING AND MAKING THIS PAGE COME somewhat alive✨

[badvibesforever17]

I love this 🖤

To anyone who wakes up another day and tries life again, I'm proud of you.

[badvibesforever17]

🌹 a rose for all my followers who feel lonely

[badvibesforever17]

Im baccckk fucckkerrs. Im sorry ive been in active. I literally forgot about tumblr, i know im a dumb fuck. But, BACK TO BEING ACTIVE 🖤 !!

[badvibesforever17]

Trust me, there are girls out here who actually give a shit about you emotionally and physically. You just gotta stumble upon on them one day. You just somehow always get caught up with the wrong dirty ass females. If i knew you personally, i would honestly give you the fucking best but im not worth it. Im not perfect. Im a fuck up like just like every human being, i have problems. You deserve love, you deserve to be happy 🖤 P.S. Ya girl still waiting on that album. Shits about to be lit🔥. We love and apreciate you for your hard work and time you've invested into this. Also, i just wanted to say that what you did for the kids made me so happy. It makes me so happy to see you do something good. All you've been doing is good lately and i hate it because you do all of this and dont get the amount of what you do for us back. I wish i could give you everything you deserve honestly. But just know we love and support you ALWAYS 🖤 @xxxtentacion

[badvibesforever17]

This song about to be lit, im glad they set aside they're differences man. But this dosent mean thet they're quite back friends, YET😊💜

[badvibesforever17]

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[badvibesforever17]

Im so happy ahhhhhhhhhh. They're gonna do a song together😭😭😭💜