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❝ and in those days shall men seek death, and shall not find it ❜❜

𝟺𝟺𝟺 ♱ angel / 111 ♱ ˖ ⊹ ◟ it / gore / halo ◝ ˖

🕊️identity info🕊️ ♱ relationship status : - ♱ family members : - ♱ identity : agender / aromantic / asexual ♱ nicknames : - ♱ species : angel ♱ religion : active religious crisis ♱ source : angelic origins

🤍part info🤍 ♱ age : ageless ♱ regression : - ♱ role : trauma holder / angelic part ♱ alter type : ep ♱ subsys : wrath ♱ layer : 2 ♱ interaction status : iwec ♱ sign off : - 111

👁️boundaries👁️ ♱ flirting : none ♱ teasing : only if close ♱ touch : none ♱ hugs : none ♱ mentions : okay ♱ dms : ask

🕯️other info🕯️ ♱ likes : studying religion, music, valorant, destiny 2, ♱ dislikes : bigotry towards religion, bigotry "excused" by religion, heat, insomnia ♱ hobbies : studying, making playlists, playing video games ♱ notes : do not discuss religion with halo

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my subsystems don't seem to function like the ones usually described. i know how everyone is separated but i can't identify why :(

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❝ angry, yet apathetic - but mostly just pathetic ❜❜

𝟺𝟺𝟺 ♱ adam ♱ ˖ ⊹ ◟ it / gore / halo ◝ ˖

🕊️identity info🕊️ ♱ relationship status : taken ♱ family members : - ♱ identity : agender / aromantic / gay ♱ nicknames : - ♱ species : corpse ♱ religion : - ♱ source : saw (2004)

🤍part info🤍 ♱ age : 27 ♱ regression : - ♱ role : symptom holder ♱ alter type : ep ♱ subsys : limbo ♱ layer : 4 ♱ interaction status : oti ♱ sign off : - adam

👁️boundaries👁️ ♱ flirting : none ♱ teasing : only if close ♱ touch : none ♱ hugs : none ♱ mentions : okay ♱ dms : okay

🕯️other info🕯️ ♱ likes : horror, saw, photography, animals, analog horror, anime ♱ dislikes : mushrooms, migraines, onions, stress, insomnia ♱ hobbies : watching movies / tv shows / anime / youtube, writing, photography ♱ notes : loves its source

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❝ write me into your existence, program me just like ai ❜❜

𝟺𝟺𝟺 ♱ 207 ♱ ˖ ⊹ ◟ it / gore / halo ◝ ˖

🕊️identity info🕊️ ♱ relationship status : - ♱ family members : - ♱ identity : agender / aromantic / asexual ♱ nicknames : - ♱ species : corpse? ♱ religion : - ♱ source : -

🤍part info🤍 ♱ age : ageless ♱ regression : - ♱ role : shell ♱ alter type : mp ♱ subsys : limbo ♱ layer : 1 ♱ interaction status : dni ♱ sign off : -

👁️boundaries👁️ ♱ flirting : none ♱ teasing : none ♱ touch : none ♱ hugs : none ♱ mentions : okay ♱ dms : okay

🕯️other info🕯️ ♱ likes : - ♱ dislikes : - ♱ hobbies : - ♱ notes : unresponsive

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❝ the mercy that you seek has gone and passed ❜❜

𝟺𝟺𝟺 ♱ 007 ♱ ˖ ⊹ ◟ it / gore / halo ◝ ˖

🕊️identity info🕊️ ♱ relationship status : taken ♱ family members : - ♱ identity : agender / aromantic / gay ♱ nicknames : - ♱ species : corpse ♱ religion : - ♱ source : -

🤍part info🤍 ♱ age : ageless ♱ regression : - ♱ role : trauma holder ♱ alter type : ep ♱ subsys : anger ♱ layer : 2 ♱ interaction status : iwc ♱ sign off : - 007

👁️boundaries👁️ ♱ flirting : none ♱ teasing : none ♱ touch : none ♱ hugs : none ♱ mentions : okay ♱ dms : okay

🕯️other info🕯️ ♱ likes : horror, anime, art, red vs blue, the adventures of tintin, corn dogs, dr. pepper ♱ dislikes : heat, leaving the house, bright / flashing lights, loud noises, insomnia ♱ hobbies : studying, writing, crocheting, watching youtube ♱ notes : do not ask it to front

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❝ be not afraid ❜❜

𝟺𝟺𝟺 ♱ bagel ⊹ c-did ⊹ ramcoa ♱ ˖ ⊹ ◟ it / gore / halo ◝ ˖

🕊️ Body Info 🕊️ ♱ age : 24 ♱ language(s) : english / learning asl ♱ disorders : autism, adhd, insomnia, ocd, bpd, avpd, bipolar (possible schizoaffective), agoraphobia w/ pd, gad + sad, ed, nonverbal, motor tics, pots, fibromyalgia, hypermobility (most likely eds), asthma, chronic migraines, hypoglycemic episodes, chronic tinnitus, ibs, rollator and aac user ♱ relationship status : taken (12/03/21)

🤍 DID Info 🤍 ♱ type : complex dissociative identity disorder ♱ tag : 「 ♱ 」 ♱ part count : 300+ ♱ subsys count : ~13 ♱ layer count : 9 ♱ sidesys count : ~3

👁️ Boundaries 👁️ ♱ flirting : none ♱ teasing : if close ♱ touch : none ♱ hugs : none ♱ mentions : okay ♱ dms : okay

🕯️Co-Hosts🕯️ ♱ ◟toast◝ ⑅ it / gore / halo ⑅ caretaker / system manager ♱ ◟angel / 111◝ ⑅ it / gore / halo ⑅ trauma holder / angelic part ♱ ◟basil◝ ⑅ it / gore / halo ⑅ symptom holder

🕊️ Subsystems 🕊️ ♱ @limbosubsys ♱ @lustsubsys ♱ @gluttonysubsys ♱ @greedsubsys ♱ @wrathsubsys ♱ @heresysubsys ♱ @violencesubsys ♱ @fraudsubsys ♱ @treacherysubsys

🤍 Links 🤍 ♱ parts list ♱ abt me ♱ before you follow ♱ dni ♱ blog list ♱ strawpage (answered on @jalapenobagels) ♱ divider ⊹ banner ⊹ pfp

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❝ god loves you but not enough to save you ❜❜

𝟺𝟺𝟺 ♱ toast ♱ ˖ ⊹ ◟ it / gore / halo ◝ ˖

🕊️identity info🕊️ ♱ relationship status : taken ♱ family members : - ♱ identity : agender / aromantic / gay ♱ nicknames : - ♱ species : corpse ♱ religion : active religious crisis ♱ source : -

🤍part info🤍 ♱ age : ageless ♱ regression : caregiver ♱ role : caretaker / system manager ♱ alter type : anp ♱ subsys : heresy ♱ layer : 2 ♱ interaction status : okay to interact ♱ sign off : - toast

👁️boundaries👁️ ♱ flirting : none ♱ teasing : if close ♱ touch : none ♱ hugs : none ♱ mentions : encouraged ♱ dms : ask

🕯️other info🕯️ ♱ likes : agere caregiving, horror, saw, silent hill, destiny 2, solo leveling, writing, diet dr. pepper, monster, reading, mortuary science, journaling, collecting things ♱ dislikes : heat, mushrooms, loud noises, bright lights, flashing ♱ hobbies : video games, writing, watching movies, watching anime, reading ♱ notes : permacaregiver

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Angel system template !!

❝do no harm❜❜

𝟺𝟺𝟺🪽**name**system *𐙚* 

♱ ˖ ⊹ ◟ *prn/prn/prn* ◝ ˖

🕊️**BODY INFO**🕊️

♱ age:

♱ birthday:

♱ ethnicity:

♱ language(s):

♱ disorders:

♱ partner(s):

🤍**SYS INFO**🤍

♱ sys type:

♱ sys tag:

♱ alter count:

♱ subsys count:

♱ layer count:

♱ sidesys count:

👁️**BOUNDARIES**👁️

♱ flirting:

♱ teasing:

♱ touch:

♱ hugs:

♱ pings:

♱ dms:

🕯️**FREQUENT FRONTERS**🕯️

♱ ◟name◝ ⑅ *prns* ⑅ role

♱ ◟name◝ ⑅ *prns* ⑅ role

♱ ◟name◝ ⑅ *prns* ⑅ role

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♱ part list ♱

♱ 007 ♱ 207 ♱ adam ♱ ambrose ♱ angel / 111 ♱ angela ♱ azazel ♱ bandaid ♱ basil ♱ bitter ♱ castiel ♱ chorus ♱ church ♱ coffin ♱ comet ♱ corpse ♱ dante ♱ dave ♱ dayquil ♱ dean ♱ delta ♱ dice ♱ dirk ♱ eddie ♱ eridan ♱ espurr ♱ felix ♱ fred ♱ fundip ♱ gamzee ♱ gengar ♱ hal ♱ james ♱ jupiter ♱ kurloz ♱ locus ♱ maria ♱ mars ♱ mary ♱ mercury ♱ mocha ♱ neptune ♱ nihilism ♱ nova ♱ nyquil ♱ nyquil : 420 ♱ nyquil : 520 ♱ pluto ♱ pyramid head ♱ quinten ♱ reaper ♱ reckoning ♱ sans ♱ saturn ♱ shaggy ♱ shark ♱ siren ♱ sisyphus ♱ sollux ♱ soul ♱ styx ♱ theraflu ♱ toast ♱ uranus ♱ velma ♱ venus ♱ washington ♱ zzzquil

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Angel alter template!

❝quote❜❜

𝟺𝟺𝟺🪽name 𐙚 ♱ ˖ ⊹ ◟ prn/prn/prn ◝ ˖

🕊️identity info🕊️

♱ romantic partners: ♱ platonic partners: ♱ family members: ♱ orientation: ♱ polyam or mono: ♱ nicknames: ♱ gender: ♱ species: ♱ religion: ♱ source

🤍sys info🤍

♱ age: ♱ aging type: ♱ regression: ♱ birthday: ♱ role: ♱ alter type: ♱ subsys: ♱ side sys: ♱ layer: ♱ interaction status: ♱ sign off:

👁️boundaries👁️

♱ flirting: ♱ teasing: ♱ touch: ♱ hugs: ♱ pings: ♱ dms:

🕯️other info🕯️

♱ likes: ♱ dislikes: ♱ hobbies: ♱ notes:

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fuck it we ball

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Types of Amnesia

Diagram created by me

General criteria for amnesia:

Memory loss

Confusion

Inability to recognize familiar figures/places

Difficulty recalling names or places

Not remembering where you went

Worser ability to remember things that had happened Post on how to handle these kinds of amnesia: click here!

Generalized Amnesia Where a person completely forgets everything about themself and have no recollection of what, where, and who they spoke to. This can describe a blackout switch and may still recognize who they are.

Localized Amnesia Where a person is unable to recall a specific/series of event from the whole, which creates an incomplete picture of the situation. For example, remembering childhood but not the abuse.

Selective Amnesia Where a person only lost some and retain the rest, forgetting parts yet not all of them. This can describe greyouts as it grasps some information/sensory yet not enough to tell what exactly happened. One example is playing the phone and unable to recall what occured, only to jump its memory right to being at bed.

Emotional Amnesia Where a person has an intact memory and it's details on what had happened, but do not remember what the event feels like (e.g. was scared, happy, etc.). One description is that you're watching something that didn't happen to you, because you don't feel like being in the scene itself.

Continuous Amnesia Where a person fails to retain full parts of the event/day, for a set period of time (can vary from minutes to days) and create an accumulative, small bits of selective amnesias, continuously, leaving many gaps in a chronological timeline. This usually happens in times or stress, or abuse.

Fragmented Amnesia Where a person has an unrelated, and/or disjointed memories that does not go with the timeline's order, creating confusion and difficult to grasp the cohesive picture of what truly happened. Emotional amnesia may be present in this type. Bonus for systems:

Amnesia barriers Where a person fronting is not able to recall other alter's memories, which is a form of retrograde amnesia and compartmentalization. Because the fronter will only retain any information before switching out with the next one, the rest experiences anterograde amnesia as it cannot form and remember those memories, unless being coconcious or cofronting (even though, this is not always guaranteed).

Take notes that amnesia can still happen outside system things due to comorbidities like anxiety disorders or depression, this does mean systems are bound to experience more amnesia compared to non-systems folks out there.

Do you have any discussions about this? Or would like to describe your own way of seeing these different types of amnesia? Or have more to add? Feel free to tell them here!

- j

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DID is more than just having parts. Its also,

• amnesia

• confusion

• headaches

• nausea

• repeated childhood trauma

• anxiety

• spikes in fear. Anger. Or shame

• mood swings from parts

• body dysphoria

• depersonalization

• derealization

• self puzzlement

• loss of control

• flashbacks

• dizziness

And more.

DID is not "friends in your head" its traumatic, scary and uncomfortable. Its not fun it's a terrifying TRAUMA BASED disorder. And it should never be romanticized - Vesper

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Idk maybe that's why

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boy it would be nice to be able to google something related to personality disorders, psychosis, intellectual disabilities, autism, DID/OSDD, etcetera without finding majority articles that are like “how to deal with a person with X” “how to cope with your child with X” “how to spot someone faking X” “can people with X be cured?”