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as long as u try ur best that’s all that matters <33 ⛓️

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☆ estrella, 22 yrs old, she/her, taurus ★

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐭𝐡 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞 ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐬 :: reading, watercolor, journaling, pilates, listening to podcast. xx

𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 :: self-improvement, cats, pink.

𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐫 :: kindergarten teacher!

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right person, wrong time (variations on heartbreak)

@leemartenspoetry on tumblr

vita sackville-west & fegan’s 1924 café in dublin

everything everywhere all at once (2022)

@heavensghost on tumblr

i had to get out by indigo de souza

‘calling a wolf a wolf' by kaveh akbar

river by joni mitchell

‘english song’ in a little larger than the entire universe: selected poems by fernando pessoa

slumber by ron hicks

fish in exile by vi khi nao

penitent magdalene by antonio ciseri

@ojibwa on tumblr

this is what the drugs are for by gracie abrams & the awakening by angelo morbelli

as good as it gets by fizz

lonely this christmas by mud & picture of the christmas tree at trinity college dublin, taken by me in december of 2022

this is what the drugs are for by gracie abrams & picture by andrew collins via globalnews.ca

@inanotherunivrs on tumblr & a polaroid of me taken by my ex-boyfriend

‘in a dream you saw a way to survive’ by clementine von radics & a picture of my ex-boyfriend's window, taken by me

bluets by maggie nelson & the poolbeg generating station, dublin

‘unrequited’ by sasha m george & inheritance by matthew w. cornell

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@ faraway on instagram & lavender sprigs farm cut by linda jacobus

the museum of heartbreak by meg leder

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‘seaside improvisation’ by richard siken

@ dracarysgang on twitter

@-love-letters-i-never-sent

@fromdarzaitoleeza on tumblr

explosions by ellie goulding

‘i had a dream about you’ by richard siken

the beatrice letters by lemony snicket

la la land (2016)

‘catalog of unabashed gratitude’ by ross gay

@stuckinapril on tumblr

@deathlywounded on tumblr

some are always hungry by jihyun yun

‘speaking practice’ by franny choi

 a self-portrait in letters by anna sexton & a picture of my ex-boyfriend in a lake in Orfű, Hungary

@sunsbleeding on tumblr

‘there is no absolution for the fallen, only the dying’ by p.d

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ᴘʀᴇᴘᴀʀɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ʏᴇᴀʀ ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝⋆˙⟡

with only a week left until new year's eve~ i’ve decided to make a countdown preparation challenge for myself. small, but impactful activites to aid with transitioning into the new year with a healthy mindset.

7 day countdown ⁎⁺˳✧

day 7 : creating a vision board

time to hop on pinterest & break out the magazines. a vision board helps us better understand what we expect from ourselves for the new year and what we hope to accomplish. there is a lot of flexibility- it can be physical, virtual, or even just a pinterest board.

day 6 : write a letter to your future self

no one is more excited for your future than you! writing a letter to your future self can help build up anticipation and excitement. also may be a time to reflect on how this year went. write a tell and set a date in the future to open and read it!

day 5 : pamper self

new year, new me. let's start our year by looking as good as we feel. self pampering can range from an at-home sugar scrub to getting a manicure to a face mask. it's important to consider your budget and flexibility!

day 4 : declutter & tidy up

it's easy for our spaces to get messy as we grow closer to the new year. let's try to get ahead of the mess by tidying up a few days before. maybe we can't clean the whole house- but just your room or your vanity is enough.

day 3 : digital detox

as the new year gets closer, we tend to see everyone's posts of going on vacations or celebrating. it's best to take a day to remove ourselves from online spaces and just breathe. take a break from comparing ourselves to what others are doing right now.

day 2 : express gratitude

regardless of how tough this year was, someone has managed to make you smile every once in a while. take some time to express gratitude towards those you cherish most for those sparks of joy. can be through a letter, a card- or even just a text if you find intimacy challenging.

day 1 : dedicate some time to saying goodbye

we're leaving a lot in 2023. bad habits, failed talking-stages, toxic people, self-doubt, our old self who wasn't ready yet- but also good memories and wonderful experiences. it's time to take a mindful moment to reflect and say goodbye to it all.

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