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No matter how bad your day has been, how much you may hurt, and how terrible you might feel...

Remember that your heart is always there for you. It always plays a melody just for you to listen to whenever you want, to remind you that not everything is bad.

Take a moment to appreciate this amazing thing in your life. Smile for your heart that supports you through the good times and the bad.

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I haven’t written anything for this blog in a while. Since this is just for funsies, and to express myself, I have no deadlines or anything. So I know it doesn't really matter that I haven't caught up on my requests. Fanfics are so much easier for me to write than original stories with OCs.

I still feel bad about it 😅

I've been focusing on my normal fanfics, and it's slow going. Maybe I should try writing a short cardiophile fic for here...

The problem is for what fandom lol

So far I've only posted one fanfic here and it was for Final Fantasy VII.

Decisions, decisions...

Thoughts?

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Audio is better but still sucks

I'm sorry, I only have an earbud microphone to use. If you’d like to donate money so that I can get better equipment, I won’t object.

Next time you wanna say something negative, don’t hide behind anon like a coward. I will happily turn anon off. I somehow doubt I would get such comments if I did.

Thanks for the feedback.

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Messing Around With the Beat

(Volume boosted with hiss removed. Headphones recommended)

I know some of you have been wanting a file involving breath holds etc. Now, I absolutely suck at holding my breath. Seriously, you’re lucky to get 30 seconds out of me. Having said that, I did it anyway. Plus a short push. I kinda had pressure on her the whole time too.

All of it made my poor heart pump up and down, rapidly switching gears, though she did it all without a single stumble. That I heard/felt anyway. The run of loud pounding from about 3:40? Every single beat shook my entire body for about 20 beats or so. (I was sitting on my bed.) Every. Single. Beat. I loved it, though I did get a bit dizzy.

Proud of my girl. What do you guys think of her performance? Fastest bpm? Slowest?

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The problem with heart surgery videos is that they exist because there’s a heart problem. I'd love an unobstructed view of a healthy heart like that.

I know there are heaps of CGI heart clips out there, but they never seem to capture the motion properly. I still watch them because there isn’t anything else, but... I'm so picky 😅

Am I the only one?

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Beating on the Bed

Just sitting on the bed after having a shower. Breathing. Heart beating. You know how it is. Headphones recommended. (Volume boosted and removed some hiss)

Life going on. I love listening, don’t you?

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The nymph always loved to push the bodies of mortals beyond their brink.🌿

Up close gif of the heart:

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A Curse? No

Here you go @heartsypartsy, a vampire cardiophilia story as promised!

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Vampires – creatures of myth and fantasy that were cursed to endure a tormented existence by stealing the life of others.

Illiana shook her head. How silly. All predators sustained their own lives from consuming parts of others after death. Just because vampires drank the blood instead of eating the flesh did not change the fundamental principle. If vampires were cursed because of that, then so were all the omnivorous humans in the world.

Humans never seemed to understand that though. Such a narrow world view. Well, not all humans were that dense or blind.

Some humans believed in such creatures, and realised that not all of them were little more than mindless killers. Illiana, being a vampire herself, felt blessed to have a human in her life that was one of those understanding few.

Illiana went still, only moving to tuck some of her long, black hair behind an ear. She could hear the faintest, dull tapping. It was quiet, but it would soon grow louder. It was a heartbeat – her vampire senses were finely tuned to the cardiovascular system of mortal, living things.

She closed her eyes to better focus on the sound.

There was nothing in the world quite like the thumping of a heart. The snapping of valves, the whooshing of blood…

The very sound of life. It was the most pure, enthralling sound in the world. Well, human hearts. There was no other animal on Earth with a heart that sounded as delicious as that of a human being. There were plenty of animals with hearts around the same size, rate, and power, but they were never as enticing to listen to or drink from.

Humans had no idea of how amazing the treasures in their chests really were. Such a shame, what a waste!

Well, some humans were aware. The one this heartbeat belonged to was Illiana’s special human. Marie knew about vampires and even accepted Illiana’s existence, which was a wonder in and of itself, and, even better, she let the vampire indulge in listening, feeling, and consuming.

The beating became louder in tandem with footsteps. The dull tapping turned into thumping, getting deeper and meatier the closer Marie grew. Illiana opened her eyes in time to see Marie wave in greeting, a gesture she happily returned. Each step was slower than the pumping muscle powering them.

Marie would reach her in short order. She could walk at whatever speed she desired, Illiana only cared for the tempo of her warm heart. Slow, restful beats were all well and good, but the faster a heart raced, the more the vampire enjoyed it. The biological power behind every contraction of each chamber was stunning, and the gushing spurts of the rich lifeblood that ran through the body in innumerable streams was simply intoxicating. Her eyes slid shut again.

Illiana knew when Marie was standing right in front of her. She could hear the mortal’s heart as clearly as if she had her ear pressed to her chest.

Ba-thump…ba-thump…ba-thump…ba-thump…ba-thump…

“Are you hungry?” asked Marie.

The vampire opened her eyes. Her human friend was smiling, eyes bright, and the faintest blush adorning her nose and cheeks. Illiana was always hungry to some degree – the closest thing to a curse she had.

“Not quite,” she said, all but purring the words.

Marie raised an eyebrow. A hand rose to her jaw and she caressed her carotid artery down the length of her slender neck. “I see.”

Her tone sure, her understanding strong. The vampire ran her tongue over her teeth, paying extra attention to her sharp fangs. The pair retreated into the house for more privacy, despite the fact that the garden was thick and the property was large, its neighbours distant.

Marie swanned past, going to an exercise bike next to a lounge that took centre stage in a room. She shrugged off a small backpack and dug out a cyan tubing stethoscope. A belt quickly followed and Marie tied the stethoscope in place with it, sticking the ends in her ears and straddling the bike. She winked at Illiana and took a deep breath as far as the belt would allow.

Ba-thump…ba-thump…ba-thump..ba-thump..ba-thump, ba-thump, ba-thump, ba-thumpba-thumpba-thumpba-thumpba-thump, ba-thump, ba-thump..ba-thump..ba-thump…ba-thump…ba-thump…ba-thump…

Wonderful. Even the simple act of taking a breath could affect the pump so much. Illiana took a silent, deep breath of her own, though it was unnecessary and accomplished nothing. Her heart, if she still had one, was cold, shrunken, and still, her lungs shrivelled and useless.

The brunet slowly began to pedal, increasing speed at a glacial pace, breathing deeply and steadily.

Illiana daintily sat on the lounge, eyes fixed upon her dearest friend and ears tuned to the song of Marie’s life. Each beat was a tiny bit harder and faster than the last. The pedals moved quicker and quicker, and the constantly contracting muscle caged by Marie’s ribs swiftly overtook her feet in speed. The vampire leaned forward, elbows on knees and chin on hands.

Ba-thump.. ba-thump.. ba-thump.. ba-thump.. ba-thump.. ba-thump, ba-thump, ba-thump, ba-thumpba-thumpba-thumpba-thumpb-thmpb-thmpb-thmpb-thmpb-thmpbdmpbdmpbdmpbdmpbdmp-

Marie’s eyes were half shut, a soft smile quirking her lips at the corners. She was clearly enjoying the sounds of her heart almost as much as the vampire. But Illiana was sure that her enhanced senses did a better job than any stethoscope, no matter how advanced.

The organ was pounding, beating multiple times a second. The blood it pumped swooshed relentlessly. Such a pace was not sustainable for long though. Hearts were amazing things, but they were not machines that could go on forever at top speed and full power. Her friend’s breathing grew more unsteady and shallow as Marie’s lungs did their best to keep up with her body’s demands for more oxygen.

Illiana stood, entranced, and glided to Marie. The human stopped pedalling and sat up straight, eyes now fully closed and chest heaving. The vampire hugged her friend and pressed her ear firmly over the pump.

BDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMPBDMP

Glorious. Absolutely glorious. The elastic muscle was proving its worth by beating just over three times a second. The thumpy snaps and rapid whooshing were a full course meal for Illiana’s ears. Her fangs began to ache as the metallic scent of rich, red blood – so close, so tantalising – engulfed her olfactory sense.

It was close to beating two hundred times a minute. For now. Illiana clung, several minutes passing as the stressed organ began to recover, slowing incrementally.

B-THMPB-THMPB-THMPB-THMPB-THMPB-THMPB-THMPB-THMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMPBA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP, BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP.. BA-THUMP… BA-THUMP… BA-THUMP… BA-THUMP… BA-THUMP… BA-THUMP… BA-THUMP… BA-THUMP… BA-THUMP…

When it was back at a reasonable rate, Illiana let go and returned to the lounge. Marie followed and draped herself on it, lying back and leaving herself open. The stethoscope was still firmly in place, her ribs still flexing against the belt, though her eyes were open and fixed upon the vampire’s face.

“Hungry yet?” Marie asked.

Illiana ran her tongue over her fangs. “Oh yes.”

“I thought you would be,” she said. Marie tapped the side of her neck lightly in time with her heartbeat.

The vampire needed no more invitation. She moved slowly until she was leaning up against the human. She nuzzled the skin over the large blood vessels with her nose for a few seconds, lining up her target. Illiana’s mouth opened and her fangs grazed the soft skin teasingly.

Ba-thump… ba-thump… ba-thump… ba-thumpathump.. ba-thump.. ba-thump.. ba-thump… ba-thump… ba-thump…

A missed beat. Marie was enjoying this too.

A strong heart was definitely amazing, but Illiana couldn’t deny that she loved when one misfired. Missed beats and irregular rhythms were her sinful vices, especially when she caused them. As long as it was innocent and healthy – there was no way Illiana would ever risk hurting Marie, or her precious heart, like that.

Illiana stopped teasing and sunk her fangs in. Marie gasped.

Ba-thump… ba-thump… ba-thumpathump… ba-thumpathump… ba-thump… ba-thump… ba-thumpathump… ba-thump… ba-thump…

Gorgeous. Illiana began to drink, ears remaining tuned to the organ that was constantly in motion. It grew faster as the volume of blood in the human’s body was reduced, trying valiantly to keep up with the body’s demands. When it once again hit tachycardic levels, pounding away at over one hundred beats per minute, the vampire pulled back, licking the puncture wounds and stopping the bleeding immediately.

In a few hours the skin would be smooth and unblemished once more. Vampire saliva sped up healing by magnitudes, though Marie would have to replenish her blood levels by herself, the old fashioned way.

Her heart was hammering hard, virtually pummelling her sternum and ribs, as it compensated under the new workload. It was a new tune Illiana could almost dance to if the beat were consistent.

Ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMPTHUMPTHUMP………… BA-THUMP… BA-THUMP… ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMPATHUMP…… ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMPATHUMP… ba-THUMPATHUMP… ba-THUMPATHUMP… ba-THUMPATHUMP… ba-THUMPATHUMP……… ba-thump, ba-thump, ba-thump, ba-thump, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMPTHUMPTHUMPTHUMPTHUMP………… ba-thump, ba-THUMPTHUMPTHUMPTHUMP………… ba-thump… ba-thump… ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP

Marie gasped as her heart threw a bunch of skips. It always soldiered on reliably during exercise, never missing a beat while it raced. But whenever Illiana fed, her heart beat all over the place, even pausing for seconds at a time before picking the pace back up. It didn’t exactly hurt, and it always gave her a thrill to hear her cardiac muscle misbehave. These sessions of arrhythmias only lasted for twenty minutes at most, so Marie never wanted to miss a second.

Illiana thoroughly enjoyed the results of her feeding as well, though she always worried for her dear friend while the pump stuttered, spluttered, hiccupped, paused, and struggled. It didn’t sound healthy in the slightest, but Marie never seemed any worse for wear.

It was times like this that the vampire wished she could hold her friend’s pulsing organ, holding and watching as well as listening. To caress the pump as it misfired, to gently squeeze the chambers in sequence, encouraging the proper movement of blood through beleaguered valves, to make the work easier.

She wanted Marie’s heart to continue for decades to come - beat after beat, contraction after contraction, thump after thump.

Ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP, ba-THUMP

It was her favourite song after all, and she would listen to it on repeat until the song finally degraded.

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A restful request

I had a request for a raw, untouched recording. So, here it is - no volume boost, no edits at all. Just sitting down on my bed a short time after a shower. I hope you enjoy, and headphones definitely recommended 🫀🎧

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Cruising in the fast lane

So many liked my first recording so I figured I'd keep going. 💓

When you have severe insomnia and even the meds fail sometimes. If my heart was a car, she would’ve been pulled over for speeding I'm sure 😅 Don’t know what bpm she reached, feel free to count and let me know! (Headphones recommended)

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So...

I finally figured out a way to get a decent recording. I even managed to edit the file to remove some background noise and boost the volume. This is the first ever time I'm posting anything like this and I'm shy but determined to share... She loves speeding up when I inhale. So... what do you think? Worth listening to? Should I record and post more? Headphones recommended I guess?

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I absolutely need a continuation of the stabbing story! I need to see if he makes it through surgery with how badly damaged his heart is...or if he dies in the ICU after all....

Hello! I'm sorry, but I have no desire to write any more of that story. I left it open-ended for people to imagine their own ending - good or bad. Feel free to write your own continuation!

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Just wanted to say hi as a fellow ace cardiophille and story writer. The space became very sexualized recently so I always appreciate finding content with a different focus. Really enjoying your writing.

Hello! Wonderful to meet you! I'm really glad you're enjoying my writing, and I hope to fill the space further!

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About Me

Figured it was time I do one of these, so here we go. Hi! I'm into soft and dark cardiophilia. I am aroace and hearts are not something sexual for me, I just enjoy them. I'm not big on DMs because people seem to only be after the sexual aspect and stop talking to me the moment I admit it isn't like that for me. I also do not wish to share any contact info for pictures, audio, or video. Having said that, DMs ARE open. Absolutely no NSFW whatsoever. I am not into resus or any medfet, just hearts. I am a writer first and foremost, and I made this blog to finally share my secret desires and find like-minded people. I do take asks/requests. Yes, I accept anons. Please do not expect me to pounce on things and get them done lickity-split - I have a life outside of this little blog. I love getting art of my works and will happily prioritise an art trade for a story over a regular ask/request. If you do any art for any of my stories, please tag me so I can see!!! Happy to be here! May the beat go on. 🫀🩺💓