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bedtimestories89 · 3 years ago

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WHAAAAA NANA'S REQUESTS ARE OPEN ( ≧Д≦) May I request for a lil scenario in which Thoma is telling his fem!S/O a funny experience he went through, only to realise later that she had fallen asleep on him? What would he do?

If you are not up for it, you are free to decline this request 💖

HIEHGISEHGH OMG- ALICE THANKS!! Thank you so much for requesting it, my love!!💕💕💕 I hope that you love that little fluffy piece and have a great day!💕

A few birds chirped, flapping with their wings until they rose up to the dark sky, where stars shined bright during the lightly cold night of Teyvat. A soft humming interrupted the silence, while your fingertips softly touched the flowers in the garden, as if they were made of glass, scared to break them if you handled them differently.

“There she is, my sweet girlfriend.” A voice whispered into your ear, chuckling as a small squeaking noise left your throat. “Sorry, did I surprise you?” Thoma laughed loudly, holding with his hand onto his stomach, as your cheeks turned red. “Thoma! Stop doing this…” You mumbled, grabbing him by his wrists to pull him towards a bench, while he hasn’t stopped to laugh at you. “I am really sorry… But you are always so cute, whenever it happens.”

You groaned at him, putting your forehead on his shoulder that shook due to his small laughers that Thoma tried to hold back. “How was your day, (y/n)? Wonderful? Great?” You shrugged with your shoulders, sighing, before you told him of your boring day and what you did during your work hours. “I hope that you had a better day, Thoma…” You mumbled, now leaning on your boyfriend, who put his arm around your shoulder, hoping to prevent the cold wind to hit you.

“Oh, something funny did happen.” He smiled at you, gaining a smile in return. “Then tell me.” You giggled at the blonde.

He surely looked like an excited puppy, seeing a new toy and wanting to play with it. His gaze turned towards the flowers and the night sky, telling you now the funny story that had happen, during one of a few meetings the Kamisato siblings had and wanted their housekeeper to be there with them.

Your eyes slowly closed, listening to his words, as his fingers intertwined with your soft hair, playing with the tips of it, not noticing that you drifted off and slept peacefully. Your head still resting on his shoulder, as he continued the long story, that Thoma wanted to tell you the whole day.

“- And then lord Ayato slipped, because due to Ayaka’s ice that she accidently left on the ground and his boba tea landed on the traveler’s head. That made Paimon laugh so much, that she bumped into a painting. She looked like a Hilichurl due to the dark colors. She tried to shake it off then and some of the paint landed on Gorou, who shrieked loud out and shoved accidently lady Kokomi into a pound. It was so hilarious to see all of this happen. But more happened later… The next meeting with-… Mh?”

Usually, you would have laughed at one of his funny stories, that the Kamisato housekeeper told you, but at the moment you were so quiet… Weird.

Thoma slightly leaned down, staring at your sleeping face. “Cute…” He whispered, chuckling at his sweet girlfriend, that hadn’t noticed the silence and the soft and warm embrace.

He would have carried you back to your room, letting you sleep there, but at this very sweet moment, he just wanted to be selfish.

It was getting colder and his arms pressed you to his chest, shielding you from the wind, as his eyes closed. Was it bad to be selfish once in a while…?

He just had not so much time to visit you every second of the day. He needed to be selfish right here and now, because he wanted to stay by his side. Being next to you is all he needed and wished for every day to have.

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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+ we have to stop meeting like this - continued

sfw one-shot

✑ pairing || rengoku kyojurou x reader

✑ au || modern day college! au

✑ warnings || cheesy, tooth-rotting fluff with extra cheese

✑ synopsis || the reader keeps bumping into the one and only rengoku kyojurou; only instead of just casually seeing him over and over again, they quite literally bump into him in the most inconvenient ways possible. (cont.)

✑ part one || here

note: here’s the final part of your request @kyojoroo ! I’m so sorry it’s in two different parts, but I learned for the first time that these text boxes have a limit LMAO, again I hope you enjoy and have a great day/night! <3

Thank the gods above it was winter break or they’d have to cancel classes, which would just be tuition money flushed down the shitter.

Your train of thought was interrupted by a knock at the door of the bedroom you were in, which was odd because the door was open.

Low and behold, it was your sweetheart of a boyfriend, holding two mugs and using his foot to knock. “I brought hot coco!”

"You don't have to knock, this is your room you dork."

"Our room technically, my dear." He responded smoothly, shutting the door with his foot behind him as he made his way to you.

"Careful not to spill it," he winked, laughing slightly as he handed you your mug.

"Just for that I should," you scoffed playfully, sticking your tongue out at him as you took the drink. The smile on his face was nothing but adoring, finding you to be adorable. You had to look away to dismiss the butterflies that swarmed in your tummy. “Looks like we’re snowed in for a bit. The snow is above the windows.”

Kyojurou hummed in agreement. “I still don’t understand how tiny snowflakes can become so damaging so fast!”

“You’re funny,” you chuckled, taking a sip of the hot beverage. Kyojurou always made the best hot chocolate.

“... UME! I’m glad I can be amusing!” You couldn't hold down the snort at the realization that he wasn't joking, swallowing and shaking your head. You granted him mercy and switched the subject.

“What are the others up to?”

Kyojurou leaned against the sill next to you, shoulder bumping yours affectionately. “Tengen is in the living room playing video games with his girlfriends, Mitsuri is watching a movie in her room and Obanai is watching with her. I think she's also painting his nails from the conversation I overheard while passing by."

“I see.”

The both of you were leaning against the window sill, basking in the comfortable silence. It wasn't common in an apartment full of unique roommates.

Even now you both could hear the loud victory cheer of Suma as Tengen groaned in defeat.

Taking another sip of your drink, you hummed, lifting your head to face Kyojurou. You were going to say something, but that was forgotten as you covered your mouth with your fingers as to not laugh suddenly.

"Hm? Is something wrong?" Your poor oblivious lover had a whipped cream mustache. He tilted his head at you - not unlike an owl - seemingly confused to your sudden shift in expression. You swallowed your laughter down as you placed your drink onto the sill, stepping closer to the blonde.

"No, nothing's wrong. You just have a little something rigghtt..." you reached out to grip his chin gently, swiping your thumb across his top lip to collect the whipped cream. "-there, all gone!"

A pretty, bright red color spread across Kyojurou’s face, wide eyes blinking owlishly at you with his mouth slightly agape. Laughing quietly at his reaction, you licked the cream off your thumb, patting the side of his cheek teasingly.

"You'll catch flies, hun." A click of teeth could be heard as he closed his mouth.

"RIGHT!" He stopped himself to clear his throat, turning to face the window as his usual smile reappeared, though a bit wobbly. "Thank you!"

All you did was hum, a slight mischievous smirk settling onto your face. You were set to happily go back to your drink when you shivered, the chill of the room finally reaching you through your clothes.

Kyojurou caught it from the corner of his eye, turning back to you. “Are you cold?”

You waved him off, shaking your head. It wasn't an uncommon occurrence, you'll just get another sweatshirt.

“I’ll be ok. The hot coco will warm me up in- WOAH!” That plan was thrown out the window when he suddenly scooped you up into his broad arms, smiling determinedly.

"You're not allowed to just continue on being cold, not if I can help it!" The firey man plopped you down onto your shared bed, quickly gathering the collection of fluffy blankets you have accumulated over time.

In the blink of an eye, you were neatly swaddled in said blankets and being held gently to your boyfriend's warm chest. He settled underneath the main blanket, wrapping his strong arms around your body.

“Is that better?” He beamed at you, looking oh so proud of himself.

What did you do to deserve him?

"Much," you all but groaned, snuggling your face into the warmth of his chest. It was like cuddling a big warm marshmallow. “I still can’t understand how you’re so warm.”

“I’m a living-breathing heater, my dear. I’ve explained this before, I’m sure of it.”

You snorted, leaning into his hand as he began to run his fingers through your hair. “I’m not complaining, you’re good to keep around for whenever my hands freeze.”

“I wouldn’t mind one bit," his voice came out softly, planting a warm kiss to onto your forehead. This in turn caused you to melt even further into him, burying your face into his shirt.

Kyojurou laughed with amusement as he turned on the television, looking for something for the two of you to watch for the rest of the evening. You eventually peaked your head out to look at him, wrapping your arms around his middle.

“Hey, Kyojurou?”

“Yes?”

All of his attention was on you. Even in these small moments he looks at you as though you're the most precious human being in the world. And to him, you were.

You hummed, placing a kiss onto his chin. “I’m happy I spilled my drink all over you.”

The small peck had similar effects from the whipped cream incident earlier, though he seemed to snap out of it quicker this time. He smiled brighter, cupping your cheek with his large, warm hand.

“That's an odd way of saying I love you."

This made you pause, the 'L-word' not being used between the two of you yet. “Wait, what?"

He gave you no time to question further as he placed a kiss onto your lips in return, his other hand finding the small of your back to pull you closer.

The initial shock of being kissed faded quickly, your arms finding their way around his neck as you pulled yourself closer. The kiss was short and sweet, yet the passion that Kyojurou lived by was always present.

The kiss came to a pause with you laying on top of his chest, remote forgotten and blankets wrapped around you as you steadied your breathing.

Kyojurou's eyes crinkled slightly with his smile, brushing the back of his hand across your cheek.

"I love you too."

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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Last Breath

- Izuku Midoriya x gender neutral!reader

- Warnings: angst, nonspecific illness, death

- Summary: deku is struggling with losing you so suddenly, thinking he will never be happy again

- Author Note: I’m not sure why I’m in such an angst mood lately, but I just want to write sad bnha/haikyuu lately...

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The two of you had fallen fast and hard. Deku loved your eyes and the way you smiled at him, you loved his hair and the way he felt against your skin. Everyone said that you two were destined to be together forever, and you believed them all. Deku and you married eventually, welcoming three beautiful children into the world together. You had so many plans, so many dreams together, none of them involving you becoming ill.

It started as a small cough, a slight fever. But soon you were rushed into hospital, and the outlook was dire. Deku kept his head up, forcing a smile for your sake. But you could feel the end coming, repeatedly telling Deku to let you go. But he couldn’t, you two had been together forever, you two were destined to be together. He couldn’t imagine a life without you by his side. But the time came for you to part ways, promising that you’ll see each other again someday. He told your children, holding them as close as he could, trying to soak up all their pain and take it upon himself. He knew in them you lived on; you were still here in spirit. The double bed you had once shared was now too big, the house too quiet. The body he used to pull close in his sleep was nowhere to be found and your side of the bed was cold. He heard your voice sometimes, turning with tears in his eyes expecting you to be there. You never were. He felt so alone, so lost without you. His mother came to help with the children on days he couldn’t manage to get out of bed. On days he could he threw himself into the most dangerous fights, hoping deep down that this was going to be the day he got to see you again. He was drowning in grief, swimming further and further down and struggling for air. Your friends tried to get through to him, but he ignored their pleas and just kept pushing on. He didn’t want to get better, didn’t ever want to find happiness again without you by his side. They never understood, how could he ever be happy without you in his life? He just wanted you, to see you smile, to hear you laugh. He just wanted his soulmate back.

He grew old without you, saw your kids age and change without you there with him. He watched your daughter marry a wonderful man, walking her down the aisle as a proud father. He held your first grandchild in his arms, crying when they were named after you. He saw your oldest son off to college, waved as your youngest son left to travel the world. He always felt you by his side, felt your presence in your now-empty house. He was old and tired, feeling the tug of old age pulling him towards you finally. So he allowed himself to sleep and drift away with a soft smile on his face.

He blinked his eyes open, hearing you humming that familiar tune and feeling your hands moving through his hair. He smiled up at you as beautiful as he remembered. Tears started to fall from his eyes, and you smiled softly down at the man lying in your lap. You placed a soft kiss against his lips, and he was finally happy.

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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(About the brother!atsushi) aRE YOU READING MY MIND MISS?! Because that has been on my mind for MONTHS. TYSM For writing it was amazing!! If you don't mind, may I request (if requests are open) atsushi, still an older brother, but with a sister that's 10-13 yrs old? It's totally fine if you don't wanna do it. Keep up the good stories, ily mwuah!

*sobs* you’re so kind thank youu 🤧🤧

i wrote this a bit differently i hope that’s okay anon! at first i planned for this to be mainly abt atsushi and the reader, but i decided to add in relationship hcs with the agency bc i ran out of ideas

if you guys liked this don’t worry! im planning a special part two for this one so be the look out for it hehe

atsushi as an older brother with a tween! sister ft. the armed detective agency

like in my baby sister hcs, you’re still the most important thing to period

the two of you got picked up by dazai and kunikida when he was 18 (obviously) and when you were 12

for a 12 year old, you were a bit small bc of malnourishment (which makes atsushi feel so bad) so both dazai and kunikida thought you were a bit younger than you actually were

they assumed you were about 9-10ish

you and atsushi both share a favorite food !! chazuke :)

so when kunikida treated the two of you, he made sure you got more bowls bc like i mentioned above, he feels really bad that you were malnourished and under weight

(don’t bring this up but kunikida felt bad too hehe)

when dazai went with your brother to the warehouse, you were with kunikida

imagine the surprise of the other ada members when kunikida came in with a little girl dressed in rags that popped out from behind him

kenji was the one who vocalized his thoughts

“kunikida-san you have a daughter?! wow! i didn’t know that! :D”

when you found out your brother was a tiger, you were a bit concerned but you were actually kind of excited

you were even more excited when you found out the two of you were going to be taken in by the agency

anything was better than the stupid orphanage

and besides!

you got a tiger for an older brother and a bunch of other super powered agents to take care of you! who could want anything else?

at your age, you’re very impressionable and can be influenced easily so atsushi makes sure to teach you more in depth of good morals and the importance of kindness

his heart swells with pride and relief when he catches you being kind to others

pride bc he’s proud that even after all the two of you have gone through, you still ended up being a good kid and having a bright view of the world

and relief bc he hasn’t failed as a big brother

pfftt like he could ever fail

but please, from time to time reassure him that he’s perfect and the only big brother that you’d ever want bc he rlly needs that kind of validation

with his salary and savings, he tries to buy nice things for you

what a sweetheart 🥺

he saw you eyeing that one dress at a store window? fast forward abt a week and half and it’s inside a pretty gift bag for you

you wanted to try that dessert from the nice bakery? that’s dessert after dinner at one point

but other than buying you things, he sets money aside for you

like all the time

(y/n), here have this, you might need it”

“but nii-san you just gave me—”

“take it”

#1 spoiler

also your #1 confidant and source of physical affection

you tell him anything and everything (except crushies and those kinds of things)

atsushi loves it when you talk abt your day and he can see the big smile on your face and the sparkle in your eyes

it gives him the strength to keep going 😖😖

the two of you aren’t as touch starved as you’d probably think, but that’s only bc the two of you had each other

in your opinion, no one can match the hugs of your big brother

and it got even better bc YAYY he has tiger arms now ٩(◕‿◕)۶

if you ask, he’d carry you around too hehe

you also get nightmares quite often so he’ll always be there ready to calm you down, talk if you need to, and rock you back to sleep

god i love him 🤧🤧

atsushi will do everything in his power to protect you and make sure you get to grow up happy, supported, and loved

port mafia attack? oop he’s already taking you to the nearest escape route

someone is starting to harass you? they just got suckered punched into the next week

you want to go out to have some fun? he’ll go ask the president for a day off

you’re not feeling well? he’ll take another day off and take care of you

whatever you want to do, he’ll do it with you! (as long as it’s within reason)

will always be your #1 supporter! and he’s the president of your fan club hehe

he loves you so so much and will do anything for you; your life and happiness will always be more important to him

you are his reason to keep going

agency head canons !!

atsushi is your big brother, but kunikida is most definitely some sort of father figure

everyone can see it

except kunikida of course

kunikida scolds you lightly if he thinks your manners need work or if you make a mess in the agency

you listen to him of course and in turn as some sort of a reward, he’ll give you pieces of stationary

he always gives you the nice, good quality kind and you’re over the moon

atsushi adores it when you come running to him showing your new notebook or fountain pen and blabbering what you’re going to do with it

sometimes it isn’t even as a reward for being a good child; he’ll just give it to you and he’ll say smth like “i noticed you’ve used up your last notebook quite quickly, so here’s another one” or “did you run out of ink? here have this then”

he usually has a soft spot for children in general, but he most definitely has a soft spot (or a thousand) for you

yosano is kind of like a motherly figure to you

she gives you the guidance a mother should and goes on shopping trips with you!

atsushi always gets dragged along by you, but he thinks it’s worth it seeing you look so happy

yosano being a doctor also tries to teach the things you should know, or things that would be helpful to you

she’ll teach you the basics of cooking, sewing, how to treat a cold/fever, etc

also gives you excellent advice 1000% of the time

“remember (y/n)-chan if someone hurts you come tell him and then i’ll chop them into—”

“yOSANO-SENSEI DONT TELL HER THAT—”

fukuzawa is like a father to most in the agency but you see him more as a grandfather figure

bi weekly tea and gossip sessions hehe

along with cat talk!

most of the time though, it’s just you talking and him listening to you, but the two of you enjoy it nonetheless

“and then kunikida-san ended up crashing into a pole and dazai-san started to laugh at him and i did too because it was really funny but we ended up getting scolded—”

“hmm i see...”

he’ll let you stay in his office as he fills out paperwork; you’re usually doodling or drawing in your notebooks

sometimes he’ll meditate and you’ll join him, but 4/7 times you’d fall asleep

you always wake up with a blanket over you

dazai is like a cool but a highly concerning and kind of high maintenance uncle

frequently takes you out with him when he ditches work

walks in the park, eating at uzumaki so he has the excuse of treating you so he doesn’t have to pay his tab avoiding kunikida and sometimes chuuya and akutagawa, all that fun stuff

also tries to not talk abt suicide in front of you especially if it’s just the two of you alone

he knows that you mean the world to his pupil and that said pupil would probably hate him for putting suicide inside your brain

he teaches you random but useful things like how to pick a lock, how to steal kunikida’s notebook if you’re looking for some information, how to sweet talk your way out of things, etc.

is also the one to tell you that if you ever get a significant other to introduce them to the agency first

he always wants all of your gossip; some of them work pretty well for blackmail

“dazai-san! dazai-san! did you know that kunikida-san lost his glasses and he was looking for them for nearly an hour when he was just holding them the entire time??”

“woah really (y/n)-chan?! hey hey can you say it again into this recording device so kunikida-kun would believe me when i tell him—”

always ends up giving kunikida a heart attack when he says that you’ve been with him all day

ranpo is also like a cool but a highly concerning and kind of high maintenance uncle

will share some of his snacks, but don’t push it or you might not get anything at all

loves it when you compliment him

if you tagged along with him and your brother on a case, he will show off to impress you

“...and that’s how the crime happened”

“UWAHH RANPO-SAN YOU’RE SO COOL”

atsushi is lowkey and kunikida is highkey stressed that ranpo’s eating habits will rub off on you

“ne (y/n)-chan do you wanna try this highly caffeinated drink and this concerning amount of sugar filled snack?”

“can i really?!”

“rANPO-SAN NO—”

ranpo definitely does stuff like that on purpose

the tanizakis are like siblings to you!

a weird set of siblings but siblings nonetheless

the two of them adore you and think you’re precious

atsushi definitely knows how to do your hair whether it’s long or short but he got even better at it when he asked the two

hehe braid trains are definitely a thing + kyouka and kenji (and maybe even dazai)

sometimes you have sibling swap days

you’re with junichiro for most of the day and atsushi is with naomi

strange i know

each of the tanizaki siblings try to make it fun bc they know that the two of you did not at all have a happy upbringing

junichiro likes spending time with you by taking you out to different places that naomi likes to frequent

like the mall, different stores and restaurants, the park, places like those

naomi does the same thing with atsushi so if you ever bump into them, you go out and eat together :)

besides atsushi, the next one in line who spoils you the most would be junichiro (and yosano & kunikida both coming in at a close third)

he honestly can’t help it; you remind him of how naomi was when she was younger

and besides

he’s always been a sucker when it came to the happiness of a little sister

“would you really buy this for me junichiro-san?!”

“of course! don’t worry about it” :)

wanna talk abt boys/girls/celebrity crushes things like that? naomi is your girl

you feel a bit embarrassed to go talking to yosano or your brother abt that and kyouka does not know a thing abt them either

“uwahh naomi-san look at all these people in this magazine! they look so good!”

“right?! but of course onii-sama is still the best—”

you get along with kenji and kyouka quite nicely being roughly the same age as them; they’re also like siblings!

just pure, wholesome vibes from the three of you

you’re over the moon when she finds out that kyouka is staying with you and your brother

atsushi is twice as happy seeing you talk your mouth off and finally having a girl around your age to talk to

“do you think demon snow can change how she looks?”

“hmm... im not sure...”

you and kenji talk abt anything and everything

he even teaches you how to take care of plants!

sometimes the two of you are kind of in the same boat bc you don’t know much abt yokohoma being stuck in the orphanage and kenji doesn’t know much abt cities in general

“wait where are we again kenji-san?”

“ah we’re close to the ports! but im not really sure how close because i don’t know what the symbols on this sign mean”

“don’t worry! neither do i!”

bonus things!

yosano was kind of too late teaching you abt you know what

“NII-SAN IM BLEEDING IN BETWEEN MY LEGS”

you’re sobbing in the agency’s bathroom and atsushi is panicking trying to get you to open the door

“Y/N?! H-HOLD ON LET ME GET YOSANO SENSEI”

ranpo overhears and cackles making everyone around him confused

suddenly atsushi bursts in the agency basically on the verge of tears rambling incoherent sentences abt the bathroom, you, and blood

it just clicked for everybody in the room

(im going to pretend that kenji has sisters back home so that atsushi is the only one who remain oblivious here hehe)

atsushi is genuinely confused and sort of concerned that no one is freaking out with him

yosano waves her hand saying smth like that she’d take care of it and junichiro pulls atsushi to the side to talk to him

fast forward like half and hour and dazai and ranpo are cackling on the looks of both of your faces

honestly not sure who’s more traumatized, you or your brother

“why does this have to happen” :(

“ne ne (y/n)-chan!~ you’re too young but at some point you’re not going to have it!”

“uwahh really dazai-san?” :D

“yeah! but first you have to have ANFK—”

next thing you know your ears are being covered by your brother and dazai is thrown across the room by kunikida

you know

the normal

you’re twelve and have never gone to school, but the agency takes care of that

it’s too dangerous to go to school so they teach you what’s necessary and whatever else they can

kunikida takes care of math (obviously)

yosano takes care of science/biology/anatomy/health (whatever you wanna call it)

ranpo even dragged poe to help you with english

atsushi even got lucy to help you out with english too!

as tanizaki and naomi used to be students, they give you their old work books and they try to teach you all the other subjects

sometimes kyouka and kenji are there learing with you too!

sorry if there’s some errors! i’ll read through it again later :)

and as always, reblogs and shares are appreciated! i hope you all stay safe! and just in case nobody told you they loved you today, i love you! you are enough! <3

writing belongs to me! please do not plagiarize! the reblog button is there for a reason

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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Ahaha- that last post hurt me to a different level. So could you maybe do how Dazai would react if his s/o got resurrected somehow because my heart is in actual pieces. (I love your blog btw your writing is so beautiful)

❥ Losing Game

❥— Fluff continuation to I Can’t

A/N: I am sorry- HERE TO CURE YOUR BEAUTIFUL HEART 😌 also thank you so much luv it means a lot to me I hope I never disappoint you 🥺💘 and I am so sorry it’s late :(

Note: If you haven’t read “I Can’t” then pls do so you can get what has happened before this part ❤️

‘Was it someone you loved?’

‘If it was a woman I loved I would’ve died with her’

Dazai was walking towards the grave of his beloved as he recalled the conversation between him and his subordinate.

How long has it been since her death? 7 years? Even so, he couldn’t get her out of his mind and he didn’t want to.

The only person who fully understood him, he didn’t want her memory to be separated from his thoughts ever.

But he is worried, all of those around him that knew of her are asking “Shouldn’t you move on?” And his answer was always a stern no and explaining how they wouldn’t get what you meant to him.

He still had an ounce of hope, but for what? You practically died in front of his arms and he buried you with his own hands. What hope is he clinging to? No one knew and neither did he.

He walked again today towards your grave, the exchange with Atsushi made him think about things more. Should he really give up? No, he told himself. He was known for getting what he wanted and he will get it even it’s impossible.

He rested his back against the rock with your name, a name he loved and still loves saying at any given moment. He closed his eyes bracing himself for the numerous thoughts about to cloud his mind.

Whenever he neared towards your presence his walls would crumble like dust and as much as he despised it because it painted him as weak, he loved being able to be free with his emotions with you.

“Osamu?”

He chuckled, he really lost it to the point he is hearing your sweet voice dripping with honey. He felt a gentle hand caress his cheeks, with a touch he felt all too familiar with and placed his on top of it.

“Dear, open your eyes.” Her voice called out which he was scared to do. Is it trying to drag him to the reality where you don’t exist? He really wanted to listen to it and do as it said.

But for the first time in a while Dazai is scared about what the future has for him.

He slowly opens his eyes waiting for the landscape from where he is to appear only to be met with your loving eyes and soft smile. “I am home, my love.” You spoke as if you had been only traveling for a month.

He latched onto you like his life depended on it and it did. Millions of questions were scrambled onto his mind but all he wished for that this was really you and that the warmth he is feeling isn’t a facade.

“Y/N, how?...” he muttered as you wiped his tears that he unconsciously shed for the second time for you. His walls always crumbled before you without him noticing. He still didn’t believe his eyes and he wanted to make sure it’s not fake with all his might yet he still feared the truth.

“Dazai-san, who is that lady with you?” He heard the white-haired male ask and that made his heart rest for a while. He isn’t hallucinating; you really are here. He latched onto you once again and buried his face into your shoulder, he didn’t want Atsushi to see him like this.

Few days passed ever since, he has been enjoying his time to the fullest with you but while his heart was happy his mind wasn’t. He was desperately in need of an explanation of your resurrection which is why he decided he would ask you today.

If you are a fake then at least he managed to experience your warmth once again and if you are the true love of his life then maybe he can look forward to the future of his life that he had viewed as bleak.

“Dearest, I am more than joyful to have you by my side again, but can you tell me how exactly did you come back to life?”

And so you began your explanation with a soft smile while running your hand through his silk like hair. By the end of it, the picture became clearer. Your body was found by a person who had somewhat the same ability as Yosano.

And that person had witnessed the massacre Dazai caused that time for your sake, and he decided it’s probably better to help and bring you back to him. He couldn’t do it while you were still in Dazai’s arm breathing, however, because his ability was to bring a dead person to life but they had to be completely lifeless.

The man’s ability was a curse to him yet he used it. Yes he was given the power to bring life, but it was in the cost of his own.

You told Dazai that when you woke up you found a man lying beside you as pale as white. And that you noticed that Dazai wasn’t anywhere nearby. And since you couldn’t find him, you started living your own life searching for him until you were able to find him a few days ago.

Dazai thought hoping for your warmth would be a lost cause, a game of continuous loss but somehow he was blessed to have you back in his life. Despite the fact that he was fully aware about his love for you, he never told you those three words. He was scared to tell you even while you reminded him that you loved him everyday.

Now that you are before him, a beautiful young lady that was once a teenager that bloomed into a full flower that is a sight for sore eyes. He decided that the losing game he was in played out for far too long. You had to know before you disappear again.

“Y/N, I love you.”

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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“but when he loves me, i feel like i’m floating, when he calls me pretty i feel like somebody” from cloud 9 by beach bunny! with osamu dazai, fluff pls, nd a drabble.

hehe, I love beach bunny

❥ {𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞, 𝐢 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢’𝐦 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲}

❀𝐃𝐚𝐳𝐚𝐢 𝐎𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐮❀

Smiling, you took another sip of your drink. Looking down into the liquid you chuckled slightly. You had just gotten off the phone with your new boyfriend; Dazai.

You'd finally done it, you'd found someone who loves you just as much as you love them. He might be suicidal but recently, he has stopped talking about suicide as much. Instead he'd been paying attention to you, buying you flowers, gifts, holding and kissing you.

You kept thinking about how his sickeningly sweet phrases and words just seemed to spill out of his mouth when he talked about you. His smile, his eyes, his hair- how could someone so perfect exist?

"Well Y/n of course, they're the most attractive person out there, their pretty face and beautiful voice. I honestly never could've imagined a better partner,"

You only remembered Dazai's part of that conversation, how he spoke so highly of you, it just made your heart flutter.

Suddenly the bell of the little coffee shop rang, indicating someone new had arrived.

And that someone was Dazai, smiling over his shoulder at you.

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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this made me tear up this is really cute <3

Hi could i request for scenario with dazai(bsd) with sweet fem s/o who is an angel (literally) and tries to tell dazai what she is but dazai thinks its an ability until he realizes he is unable to nullify it. thank you 💞

C/n: this was so fun to write. Thanks for requesting and I hope that you enjoy🤍

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Lol, Okay Then (A Dazai x Reader Oneshot)

Look at this sexy mf

When Fukuzawa brought you to the ADA, let’s just say Dazai couldn’t leave you alone. He followed you like a lost puppy and kept bugging you. He fell in love with you and wasn’t afraid to tell you. But all of that effort paid off when your stupid heart said, “Him. The one that talks about suicide. He’s the one.” After, finally accepting his feelings and confessing yours, you and Dazai got together and have been going strong for a good couple of months now.

You didn’t fight. You didn’t enjoy the idea of people killing and hurting each other and always tried to make your coworkers avoid the use of violence which obviously doesn’t work 98% of the time. So, you helped in taking care of the injured along with Yosano. But here’s the thing: you were an angel with the power to heal so it was so convenient to just do that than Yosano’s...interesting method. You were also a very kind person or angel rather. You had this aura that made everyone feel happy and safe. You also never hid the fact that you were an angel, it’s just that nobody asked. Yosano told Ranpo, who told Kenji, who told Kunikida, who told Atsushi. They were completely captured by you after finding out.

“Wait, so does that mean you have wings?”, Kenji asked you. You nod. “Yeah. I keep them hidden though.”, you say. “Why? They must be beautiful.”, Atsushi compliments you. “Thank you, ‘Sushi. It’s just that, they’re really big. So they tend to get in the way.”, you chuckle and scratch the back of your neck. “What other powers do you have?”, Ranpo asked. “Well, it’s mostly just flight and healing which also helps in Euphoria. That’s why almost everyone feels good after they’ve been healed by me. There’s one more..what was it...”, you tap your finger on your chin, “OH YES! I can create a special type of shield, but only for the one who has my heart. It’s to represent the faithfulness of me to my someone and theirs to me.”, you explain and that earns few “oohs” and “aahs” from your friends. “Does Dazai know?”, Yosano asks.

“Does Dazai know what?”, his voice asks from behind you, laying his chin on your shoulder. You chuckle. “Hello, Zai.”, you say. He kisses your cheek. “Hello, my belladonna. What are you guys talking about?”, he asks his coworkers. “Y/n is an angel!”, Atsushi says, happily. Dazai chuckles. “Yes. Yes she is. She’s my angel.”, he says and nuzzles your shoulder while wrapping his arms around your waist. “No, Dazai. Literally. She’s an actual angel.”, Ranpo says, rolling his eyes at the scene. He lifts his head up from your shoulder and chuckles, again. “Okay, then. Are you people falling in love with my girlfriend or...?”

They all groan at his ignorance. “Y/n.”, Kunikida calls you. “Why don’t you show us your wings? It might help prove your point to this idiot.” You laugh while Dazai gasps. “You have wings??”, he asks you. Nodding you make your way out the building with everyone following you as you go to the back of the building. “Ok, so you might feel a bit weird. Not in a bad way, just a wave of energy will flow through you. Just, don’t panic.” You say and everyone nods while Dazai looks at you.

You take off your coat shift your shoulders. Your shirt was going to tear to allow your wings to grow but it was okay since your coat was off. Everyone waited anxiously. It’s not everyday an angel exposes themselves. Dazai watched quietly. His thoughts were: If she loses control or something, I’ll just cancel it.

All of sudden, a bright white light flashed and two bright white wings sprouted from your back. It hurt a bit since they hadn’t been out in a while. But man, everyone was shook. They quickly ran to you and admired your wings. They fluttered every now and then and they were huge. The wing’s arch was much taller than you and it’s wingspan was longer than a car. Dazai just stood back and admired you. You never told him about your ability. He only knew you could heal, that’s it. Not the wing or “angel” part.

“Alright, everybody. Leave my belladonna alone. Let me see her.”, he moves them away and stares at you. “Here I am.”, you say with a smile. He smiles back. “I’m gonna cancel it now.” He says and reaches for your hand. You blink and step back. “Dazai, this isn’t an ability. It’s me. I’m an Angel.”, you say confused. He shakes his head. “You have wings and healing powers. It’s an ability. Now c’mere.” He laughs and gently takes your hand.

“Ability: No Longer Human.”

When he chants and his ability activates...nothing happens. Your wings don’t disappear and his face from a cocky smirk just drops. You start laughing at his shocked face. “Dazai, “No Longer Human” won’t work on someone who isn’t human.”, you simply say and he pulls back. “Wha-What?”, he stutters. You were loving this. You’ve never seen him so shocked before.

“You’re...really an angel, aren’t you?”, Dazai asks you as your wings start disappearing into your back. “Yes. I am. Why didn’t you believe me, baka?”, you chuckle and walk up to him. He shakes his head. “I didn’t think..that a person like me, who has done so much of wrong in his life, has such an honor of meeting, let alone date, an angel.”, he says softly. You smile and cups his cheek. “Oh, Zai. You aren’t that person who killed mercilessly anymore. You had the power to change and become better. You’re an amazing human being and I’m so glad that you’re mine.” Dazai smiles and holds your hand. “I’m glad that you’re mine too. I love you, Y/n. Sorry I doubted you.”, he apologizes as all of you walk back to the office. “I love you too, Zai. And one more thing.”, you say and pull him close to whisper into his ear so no one else can hear:

“Odasaku says that he’s proud of you.”

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“Oh, Dazai. My beautiful, bandaged, suicidal baby.”

🖤🤍Thanks for reading🤍🖤

-Caddy.

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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Hey! I love ur blog... I rlly liked ur works..(all of em...but mostly the one with the bug..that was Hella funny ngl)

Sooo... I saw that u r a slytherin...n I'm one too.. n was wondering g if u could write hcs or oneshot of dazai n his witch fem slytherin s/o?

If u don't mix AUs, or do smthng like this, then can I have dazai with a sarcastic, witty, smart s/o??

(Also can she have short hair? Like it just reaches her cheekbones...kinda like a pixie cut)

Thank u !

(P.S do lemme know if I'm accidentally violating any req rules...this is a pretty weird ask...n sorry if I am!)

~teacup☕

Thanks so much for requesting! I LOVE THIS IDEA WOAJSJ I’ve never done any AU’s so I hope this is at least close to your liking

Dazai with a slytherin fem! s/o

ft. dazai x fem! reader

genre: fluff

warnings: mentions of sex?? nothing too steamy.

Dazai would def be a slytherin.

Out of first glance, anyone would’ve thought he’d at least be a Hufflepuff. But no.

Slytherin supremacy.

You and Dazai are like, a power couple.

Not many know that you’re together (because neither of you have ever said it out loud).

But anyone would guess you two were an item from first glance.

One word: mischief

Despite Slytherins being serious and strict about their work, you two always have tricks up your sleeve.

Lock picking into forbidden rooms is a daily routine. Lock picking to make out in secret.

Whether it be pulling pranks or getting away with trouble, you two are always stuck by the hip. But no one would ever dare try to prank any of you. They knew they’d lose anyway.

That’s not to say you don’t take your work very seriously. Getting things the way you want is always a must.

You two would have matching tattoos. It would be a small image of a snake on either of your fingers.

The amount of inside jokes you two have are crazy.

Snowball fights between the houses? Slytherins always win because you and Dazai always calculate plans.

Another word: manipulators

We all know Dazai’s scary pm backstory, right? Well just incorporate that with him as a slytherin.

Terrifyingly hot.

But it’s fine cuz you match his personality all too well. Both of you are cunning and ambitious.

The rest of the slytherins respect you, even though they know you guys like pranking others.

They respect you mostly because they’re lowkey scared of you. In a good way.

He’s so proud to call you his little witch. Always brewing up potions to help him commit suicide.

Oh, and the plant called Belladonna?

It causes delirium and hallucinations.

He loves making poisonous potions with that plant. It’s his favorite.

Once, you two had sex while on a potion that had Belladonna. It was the best sex you’d ever had in your life.

You two cut each other’s hair.

He thinks it’s so cute how you ask him to trim your pixie cut every few months.

He always tries his best to make it look good. And it does.

“Mhm...Belladonna, does it look good?”

“Dazai...it looks amazing!”

Who knew this man would so good with hair?

Both of you would be brats in bed. He would try to dom you but your sarcasm and witty jokes would lowkey tick him off.

When you’d try to dom him back, he’d simply smirk, “are you actually trying to intimidate me? lol cute.”

One of the perks of being a slytherin, is that you’re both loyal to each other.

Neither of you would catch the other cheating with a person from another house. Getting in bed with a Hufflepuff? Gross.

Dazai would always sneak into your dorm at like 3am.

And since the slytherin dormitories are always below freezing, you would both snuggle under the big warm covers.

Sleep schedules? Who’s that.

Both of you would be awake till the sun comes up.

I feel like you’d both start to subconsciously mirror each other? Literal soulmates.

Picking up each other’s scent or laugh is definitely something both of you would subconsciously do but never realize or admit to it.

Can I just add Dazai and Draco might be rivalry flirts.

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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“Have you lost your damn mind?!”

this was requested by @shadyteacup 😁

Dazai Osamu

From the 200+ followers event

“Osamu, where the hell are we going?”

“You’ll see, darling.”

A defeated sigh left your lips. You were currently in Dazai’s car, him driving you to god knows where. The both of you were going home from work, but out of nowhere he had blurted out “We’re going somewhere, it’s a surprise!”

You had raised an eyebrow, but nonetheless followed through with his idea.

But there was a catch.

You were blinded folded.

With a black blindfold wrapped around your eyes, you absolutely had no clue of your surroundings. Well, except for Dazai’s hand-which was on your thigh. You angrily muttered to yourself when he’d casually rub circles over the pant material. His hand would get closer to your core every time he did it.

He knew exactly what he was doing.

“Are we there yet?” You slightly huffed, putting a hand on Dazai’s fingers that were making there way to the zipper of your pants.

He’s driving, for fucks sake!

A chuckle left his mouth. “Be patient, sweetheart. We’re almost there.”

“Finally...!” You let out a relieved exhale, stretching your arms out. “Dazai, you can take off the blindfold now (¬_¬)”

You felt his fingers untie the blindfold from behind you. When it was off, he placed a soft kiss on the back of your neck, wrapping his arms around your waist.

“Woah...what the fuck.” You softly exclaim, looking at the view before you.

It was a waterfall.

But the waterfall was off to the side. What really caught your eye was the big body of water.

“No way...is this some type of water hole?” You exclaimed, a certain glint in your eyes.

Dazai rested his chin on top of your head. “Yes! Do you like it?”

You shook your head in disbelief. “Absolutely...where did you find this?”

“I work in mysterious ways, darling.” He winked at you. You grinned back.

It was so beautiful. The water was almost iridescent, a type of crystal blue lighting up the lake.

“Well, c’mon. Let’s jump in!”

“Have you lost your damn mind?!”

You snapped your head towards Dazai. Your mouth opened a little, watching as he shrugged off his coat and began to take off his vest. Once he was down to only his bandages, you stumbled back.

“W-wait! Your bandages. Won’t they get wet?”

The sunset shown through his brown locks, eyes almost glowing from the light. A boyish smirked appeared on his lips. “Fuck the bandages, baby.”

You choked on air when Dazai suddenly jumped into the water-in only his boxers.

A second went by before he fully submerged into the water. But he didn’t come back up.

Another second went by...

And another...

And then another...

And he still wasn’t coming back up. A panic went through your bones as you struggled to take off your clothes.

“D-Dazai! I’m coming in! You better not have drowned yourself you shithead...”

Jumping into the water, you furiously looked all around for your brunette boyfriend.

“OSAMU-I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IF-”

“BOO!”

“AHHUG!!”

You let out a yelp when you felt Dazai sudden arms wrap around your waist under the water. Goosebumps rose on your arms when you realized both of you were only in your underwear.

“Dazai, what the-”

Your words were cut off when Dazai suddenly pressed his lips onto yours. You immediately melted into his touch. His lips went down to your neck, sucking on the soft skin.

“So this was your plan all along, huh boy ᇂ_ᇂ”

“Mhm...”

“Making out in a secluded lake. How original and un-cliche of you, babe.” You said with no enthusiasm in your voice, unable to completely focus on your words as Dazai’s lips continued kissing your neck.

You felt his lips vibrate on your chest. “This place isn’t that secluded.”

You blinked in surprise. “H-huh? You mean anyone could walk in on us?!”

He pulled back, kissing your forehead with a grin on his face. “Precisely!”

You nervously bit your lip, looking around. “What if someone walks in while we’re-”

He stopped your words yet again, pressing his lips onto yours. Pulling back, he smirked.

“Well then, I guess we’d better make this quick.”

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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ステレオハーツ

listen to the song here

Stereo - sound that is directed through two or more speakers so that it seems to surround the listener and to come from more than one source; stereophonic sound.

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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Useless words

Dazai x reader

tw: none (despite cute fluff uwu)

summary: Dazai comes home different than other times. Apparently something is wrong. You try to talk to him.

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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‘LIMERENCE IN IT’S PUREST FORM’

DAZAI OSAMU X FEM! READER

— dazai finally takes off his bandages, but with that his insecurities seem to be bubbling up to the surface, scared that his s/o’s love for him may waver because of the imprints of his past upon his skin.

WARNINGS: angst (but turns into fluff??), mentions of suicide attempts (it’s dazai folks c’mon-), self-harm mentions, implied sex, profanity

[lowercase intended]

A/N: was this fic my way of professing my love for dazai? yes no ofc not. this gets so painstakingly soft at the end even i’m not sure how tf that happened but hope y’all enjoy nonetheless (feedback and reblogs are appreciated!! have a lovely day folks)

“are you sure about this?” you asked as you held his hand gently in the palm of your hand, the two of you sat cross-legged in front of each other on your bed. he sat with his clothes off, shirt discarded somewhere along the floor of the bedroom, his trench coat neatly hung across the back of your desk chair. he looked calm, despite the storm that you knew was brewing within his mind.

he slightly chuckled, his eyes closed for a split second before reopening, allowing you the chance to bask in the pools of brown that were being illuminated by the moonlight filtered through the window, casting a shadow over his form in an ethereal manner. how he always managed to look beautiful, no matter what it may be that he was doing at that moment? you’ll never know, but you’d never pass up the opportunity to bask within his beauty.

“if i wasn’t sure, i wouldn’t be sitting here in front of you like this right now, belladonna,” he said, in a hushed manner, not wanting to break the atmosphere around the two of you. he flipped his hand that was facing upwards, gently intertwining your fingers as though he was trying to calm you down. but you knew he wasn’t trying to calm just you down, for the slight shake in his fingers gave him away despite his smile-graced face.

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bedtimestories89 · 4 years ago

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Congratulations star ✨ you deserve all those followers and more, the platonic x reader who owns a bakery is so perfect and I love it sm and im 10000℅ sure im not the only one❤ you are a gift to the bsd fandom oh my i wanna KEY SMASH so bad but I want to express my admiration properly and not spam you with incoherent screaming.

If it's okay, can I request number 7 with Fyodor from the 100 followers event prompt list? I'm excited to die from the cuteness! Take your time and I wish you luck and hope that your works reach more people so that you can be showered with copious amounts of praise and love that you and your writing deserve uwu ❤

📩»--» »--» “ OH MY GOD I M SO SORRY IM THE ANON WHO ASKED FOR FYODOR, I DIDN’T NOTICE HE WASN’T ON THE LIST OH MY GOD, Im sorry for being an airhead, if possible can it be Dazai instead? Goddamit im really sorry 😭”

it’s okay!! don’t worry! you noticed and tried to fix it and that’s what matters ☺️

and thank you so much 🥺💗 you’re so sweet im— ASBFKBDSND

and am i using the word “domestic” properly? i dont know, but whatever

anyways, i hope you all enjoy this!! have fun! :D

a domestic day off

dazai osamu x f!reader

100 followers event prompt #7 : as one washes the dishes, the other comes and hugs their partner from behind whispering sweet nothings into their ear, gently swaying side to side

100 followers event master list 💘

“Belladonnaaaaaa”

You laugh as your boyfriend whines and paws at you to come back to sit with him.

You were given a day off from working at the agency and your suicidal maniac of a boyfriend decided to ditch the mountain of paper work Kunikida has set aside for him to join you.

So you know, the usual.

He put both his phone and yours on silent then proceeded to chuck them in the bedroom of your shared apartment, so the two of you could just laze around with no interruptions.

Well,

Dazai wanted to laze around.

You? Not so much.

Seeing as the agency has always been drowning in work, or in Dazai’s case, actually attempting to drown, the apartment you and your lover shared has always been on the untidy side.

It’s partially his fault, but it’s mostly due to the neglect.

So, with the day off, you took this opportunity to clean and reorganize the small space you two shared. You went from clearing the kitchen cabinets, to doing the laundry, etc, etc.

But even though you assigned yourself these household chores, it didn’t mean you didn’t make time for yourself to relax.

Every time you accomplished something, you rewarded yourself a bit of time to read book you were meaning to get to.

As for Dazai, all he wanted was to have you in his arms.

Was that so much to ask?

Apparently so.

Every time he sat with you, not too long after, the alarm you’d set for yourself would go off then you were off to complete another task.

Leaving him all to his oh so lonesome self.

His words, not yours.

It was about lunch time where he got fed up and demanded practically begged you to spend time with him. Preferably by giving him affection.

You eventually obliged to his pleads, knowing that you wanted some affection as well.

First, you made lunch then as the two of you ate, you watched a movie together on the couch.

Originally, you were just lying down on the backrest with your legs on Dazai’s lap , but at some point, you ended up sitting on his lap with his arms around your waist sharing your lunch portion because he finished his and wanted more.

What a little shit.

But then again, he’s your little shit so I guess that amounts to something.

There really was no problem at first; you and your boyfriend watched the movie playing on the screen, with you spoon feeding him once in a while, and him holding you against him.

There was only a problem when you tried to get up to go wash the dishes.

The moment you started to move, he tightened his grip around your waist and buried his head into the crook of your neck.

You laughed at him as he nuzzled further into your neck, “Osamu, I need to wash the dishes.”

He pouts at you, “Why do that when you can just stay in my arms?”

You laugh and turn your head to peck his lips.

His pout seemed to deepen and you laughed again, finding amusement in your boyfriend’s facial expressions.

You teasingly raise an eyebrow at him, “Why? You want a longer kiss?”

He takes the bowl that was in your hands and places it on a coffee table before locking your lips with his.

You quickly reciprocate the kiss and you feel him smile making you break away for a moment and giggle.

Wanting to taste your lips again, Dazai quickly goes in for another kiss, but this time with more force.

Enjoying the attention, you turn your body so that you’re now sitting sideways on his lap, and you wrap your arms around his neck.

Just as Dazai’s hands start to wander up your shirt, you stand up and quickly grab the dishes on the coffee table and dash away to the kitchen.

Dazai, not fully comprehending what had happened only blinks in surprise.

A few moments later you hear him gasp from the kitchen.

“My belladonna how could youuuu?!”

As you start to wash the dishes, you laugh at the betrayal in his voice, “Osamu I’m sorry, but this really needs to get done! We’ve been putting off washing the dishes for a couple of days now!”

The brunette only huffed making you laugh even louder, a smile lingering on your lips.

As it grows quiet, you start to softly sing a song that you remembered from your childhood.

At the sound of your voice, Dazai turns and stares at you, a content smile plastered on his handsome features.

God, he loved you.

It took him a while to realize and accept that, but he did.

His beautiful, kind hearted belladonna.

As much as he dreamt of leaving this world through a double suicide, he would never ask you to do so.

The thought of you getting hurt, or worse, dying, made his heart clench and stomach drop.

His suicidal tendencies haven’t stopped, but they have noticeably decreased.

Atsushi and Kunikida haven’t failed to bring it up. After all, they were the ones who “saved” him the most.

Little by little, Dazai was finding comfort in the light, and that was thanks to you.

Because of you, his sweet, sweet girlfriend, he was starting to find a real reason to live.

Maybe at some point down the road, he’d propose, and then you’ll get married, and maybe, just maybe, the both of you will settle down, and have a child of your own.

Even as a part of him is scared of that notion, he smiles, knowing that you’ll be a great mother.

“Be on the side that saves people.”

He has never been more grateful for those words from his dearest friend.

He knew he would’ve never met you if he didn’t listen. He was so, so glad he did.

But he was still afraid.

Everything he has ever wanted, everything he ever thought was important to him and held dear was taken away.

So while he was still on this cursed earth, while you were still here with him, while you were still choosing him, he was going to treat you the best goddamn way there ever was possible.

Very carefully, he stood up from the couch and made his way towards you, who was oblivious to his actions.

You start to rinse the soap off the dishes when you suddenly felt a familiar pair of arms wrap around your waist and a face bury in the crook of your neck.

A soft smile makes its way onto your face and you lean into your boyfriend’s touch.

At that action, he sighs in content and his arms tighten around you.

You turn your head slightly to place a peck on head before going back to the task at hand.

You were down to the last couple of dishes when Dazai started to sway making the both of you move together in tandem.

You giggled at the action and a squeal escapes from your mouth as he suddenly picked you up by the waist and twirled you around.

He puts you back down in front of the sink and the two of you laugh as Dazai starts to sway, making your bodies moved together once again.

Your lover places his chin on your shoulder as the familiar grip on your waist tightens once more.

You look at him before playfully raising an eyebrow at the brunette, “When did you get so domestic?”

Dazai only winks at you making you roll your eyes, but a smile is still present on your features.

As you get back to the last few abandoned dishes, whispers of sweet nothings make their way into your ear making your face flush.

Determined to get your task done, you try to ignore your bandaged lover, but it’s futile as you softly gasp and the blush you’re wearing grows darker as said lover starts to press kisses on your neck and collarbone, all while still whispering words of love and affection.

You look down at the sink and stare at the few dishes that were still left inside.

I guess you really couldn’t get anything done if your boyfriend was around huh.

Not that you completely minded.

You grab a nearby hand towel and you dry your hands, then turned around and wrapped your arms around your boyfriend finally returning his warm embrace.

In unison, the two of you softly let out a content sigh enjoying the moment the two of you are sharing.

You lean back slightly to look at your boyfriend and to cup his face in your hands.

His brown eyes lock with your (e/c) ones and you brush some of his hair out of his face.

You tiptoe and place a swift kiss on his lips and grin, mirth and love swirling in your gaze.

Dazai removes your hands from his face only to move them up to his lips giving them a kiss.

All of a sudden he backs away from you, but holds out his hand, an evident invitation to dance.

You take his hand and he kisses it once again, making a faint blush make its way back onto your face. He chuckles then pulls you close, and you follow his lead as the two of you slow danced in your shared kitchen.

You lean your head on his chest, finding comfort in his heartbeat.

He was still here with you.

And that’s what you cared about the most.

After a while, you softly begin to sing.

“𝙄 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙄 𝙢𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙙,”

Your boyfriend, knowing the song begins to join you, “𝙉𝙤𝙬 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚,”

“𝘾𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙄 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙,” your boyfriend twirls you and you land back in his arms in time for the next line and the both of lock eyes as you sing in unison, “𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙄'𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 ”

In the middle of the kitchen, the two of you simply stood close, his arms down at your waist, yours wrapped around his neck, staring into each other’s eyes as the two of you begin to sing the last verse.

“𝙇𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙤, 𝙄 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙙𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬...”

Your boyfriend brings his hands up to cup your face, your hands automatically doing the same to his as he bows his head, bringing your foreheads together and holding it there.

Dazai rubs his thumbs over your face as he sings the last line on his own.

“𝙒𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙤 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡 “

There’s a brief moment where the two of you don’t make a move, but it ends, as your boyfriend closes the small gap between you.

Your eyes flutter shut as he scrunches your hair in his hands pulling you even closer to him.

Your hands also find their way into his brown locks and like he did to you, you pull him impossibly closer; your bodies pressed flushed against each other.

The two you pull away after a few more moments, both of you slightly panting and your eyes still not open; both of your minds still in a daze.

He presses your foreheads together once again, and in unison, the two of you open your eyes and yours immediately meet with his.

A gentle smile appears on your face as you swirl his hair between your fingers.

“I love you Osamu. Forever and always.”

“I love you too Belladonna. Forever and always.”

song in fic: “Love Like You” - Rebecca Sugar : an ending theme of Steven Universe

| original | | cover by Anna |

(just to clarify, i am not Anna, i just like her cover)

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