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Thank you so much for the advice, I always want to comfort my friends but feel way too awkward in doing so and this helps

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Hmmmmh I might be back on tumblr

Time to get ✨triggered✨ during this time of forced self isolation

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I’m not sure if I can keep up with going to school. I’m exhausted and nothing seems to be working out.

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Omg after an assessment for personality disorders the one who ‘interviewed’ me told me that the things I said made her sad and I felt so guilty afterwards

one time my psychiatrist told me that i was making her sad

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how come no one talks about those days where your mental health just crashes down randomly and you start feeling ashamed of yourself because you were doing so good and now you feel like a complete failure because you can’t figure out where you went wrong.

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you: sweater weather me, an intellectual: seasonal depression

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things to keep in mind today

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“My name is Sulli. Sul means snow and Li means a pear flowers, so I’ll be probably reborn as a flower that is small but full of strong vitality” - Rest in Peace Sulli (1994-2019)

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for those who cared about and loved sulli and for those who lived again the times in which we lost jonghyun today, i hope you find peace in normal/domestic things and i hope you are safe. know that you are never alone in these moments and it's okay to take a break or two, but don't give up on small things ♡

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it’s kinda fucked up that bullying is treated like a “soft trauma” or not REALLY a serious kind of trauma/abuse just because the abusers are generally other kids, because it’s honestly so damaging. it stays with you. it fucks with your sense or self, your self-esteem, your ability to trust people and make meaningful relationships. 

like yes those bullies ARE kids who generally don’t understand the consequences of their actions and i don’t doubt that most of them grow up not to be awful people but the damage they cause is real and people just………don’t take it seriously

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I don't think people really understand just how stressful it is to explain what's on your mind, when you don't even understand it yourself

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idk what introvert needs to hear this but please check yourself when ur saying stuf like “staying in your room all weekend by yourself watching netflix is much better than going out and being social” because speaking from experience it’s very easy to confuse being introverted and isolating yourself to cope with anxiety and depression please reach out to your friends and make an effort to live your life and say yes to things, there’s no harm in enjoying your own company but please try to avoid shutting yourself away because you’ve convinced yourself that you’re better alone it’s seriously a recipe for loneliness and will really fuck with your self worth

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JACK KEROUAC

The Dharma Bums (1958);

original photo and edit

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im not worth fighting for

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why do i feel like i am so hard to love