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Bothersome beast, comforting friend

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

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THOUGHT GAINED: INFERNAL ENGINES

PROBLEM

The world is ending. You know it, your neighbor knows it, the dealer knows it, the jailer knows it, the king and all his men know it. All one has to do is look around to see it— the future is curdling into something pale and incorporeal. The infernal machine that is this stupid world is going to blow, sooner rather than later. So what are you doing? Why are you still here? Why is anyone still here?

SOLUTION

You are doing the only thing worth doing. You are living. *Why,* you ask? Try and remember now. Remember your mother’s hand on your shoulder. Remember the taste of a fresh catch. Remember the times when you were kind to the dogs in the valley and they did not bare their teeth. Remember the weight of a child on your shoulders. Remember the stars throwing their light against the wall of sodium and smog. Remember singing until your throat was raw. Remember crying just as loudly and publicly, and the gentleness with which someone opened your curled fist and pressed a handkerchief into your palm. Crying, laughing, running, eating, screaming, haunting, loving, fighting, fighting, fighting. The fight fuels you, and you fuel the fight. You run yourself ragged just for a chance to keep running. You never stop. You cannot stop. The world depends on it. *You* are the infernal engine. You are the world. And, simply put: you want to live.

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Busy day (1987) - Satoru tsuda   part 2

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Busy day (1987) - Satoru tsuda   part 1

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checking things out here after elon bought twitter. all that’s left on the feed is 2 surrealist meme accounts and Keke

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Pizza from TheState on Vimeo.

STELLA and pizza...mmmmm!

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"The Bones Are Their Money" | I Think You Should Leave with Tim Robinson from Steph Jensen on Vimeo.

and so are the worms

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A KILLER KILLS from Ralph Mastromonaco on Vimeo.

a quick and dirty test of writing music for picture

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YGT - Sinking Ship from Sam Mason on Vimeo.

By Sam Mason.

With support from Ministry of Culture of the Republic of Slovenia and Celtra.

Sinking Ship is a computer generated film, created through 3D scanning, motion capture and simulation.

Find some making of and development: instagram.com/samueljeromemasonic

And a bit of background: directorsnotes.com/2019/02/04/sam-mason-sinking-ship/

Music by YGT.

Pre-order the album digitally or on 12” black vinyl: smarturl.it/sinking-ship

yourgaythoughts.com/

From the forthcoming album Sinking Ship, out February 15th on Youngbloods & King Deluxe.

Written & produced by Gregor Kocijančič & Fejzo Košir

Additional vocals by Luka Uršič - Kalu

Trombone by Žiga Murko

Mixed by Persian Empire

Mastered by Steve Kitch

3D scanning: Telemark fylkeskommune Calin Suteu R0m1R Miguel Bandera Geoffrey Marchal Morbase | Museu Virtual

Motion capture:
Arsen Arzumanyan

Character Design:
Sam Mason
Natalie Labarre

Editing:
Macha Tsarenkov

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Power Hungry from Benjy Brooke on Vimeo.

A tale of future woes. Created for Super Deluxe. Sound design and music: Kenny Kusiak (kennykusiak.com)

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Lost & Found from Goldy on Vimeo.

lostandfound.film

Lost & Found is a stop motion short film that tugs at the heartstrings. A knitted toy dinosaur must completely unravel itself to save the love of its life.

7mins / Australia / 2018

Behind the scenes: vimeo.com/256204562

DIRECTED BY Andrew Goldsmith & Bradley Slabe

PRODUCED BY Lucy J. Hayes

WRITTEN BY Bradley Slabe

DIRECTOR OF PHOTOGRAPHY & MOTION CONTROL Gerald Thompson

ANIMATION Samuel Lewis

PRODUCTION DESIGNER Rennie Watson

FILM EDITORS Andrew Goldsmith John Gavin

VFX CREATIVE DIRECTOR Andrew Goldsmith

SUPERVISING SOUND DESIGNER Ryan Granger

MUSIC BY Adrian Sergovich with Jonathan Dreyfus

SET DRESSERS Sophie Hayward, Laura Curtis

PROPS MAKERS Samuel Lewis, Laura Curtis, Donna Yeatman

SET BUILDER Sophie Hayward

SCENIC ARTISTS Aimee Francis, Xin li

ART ASSISTANTS Raphael Fantl, Nicholas Issel, Nathan Reardon, Michael Greaney, Eve Gilbert

CULTURAL ADVISOR Kei Shiokawa

CHARACTER DESIGNER & SCULPTOR Samuel Lewis

CHARACTER ARMATURIST Scott Ebdon

CHARACTER CROCHET ARTIST Julie Ramsden

VFX ASSOCIATE PRODUCER Haley Polacik

VFX SUPERVISOR & PIPELINE DIRECTOR Dave Abbott

COMPOSITORS Andrew Goldsmith, Dave Abbott, Brent Cataldo, John Gavin, Andrew Montague, Toby Angwin, Damien Dunne, Scarlette Baccini, Trace VFX

ROTOSCOPE ARTIST Douglas E Pope

COLOURIST Edel Rafferty

POSTER PHOTOGRAPHY Patrick Moran

END TITLES DESIGNER Rebecca Moore

SOUND MIX Dead On Sound

SOUND DESIGNERS Ryan Granger, Adam Hunt

ASSISTANT SOUND DESIGNERS Shane Jarvie-Kohn, Talia Raso

VOICE OF THE FOX Maria Angelico

VOICE OF THE DINOSAUR Marc Gallagher

SOUND HELP FROM Joel Taylor and The Black Lodge

WOODWINDS Stuart Byrne

BRASS City of Prague Philharmonic

STRINGS Jonathan Dreyfus

HARP Genevieve Lang

PIANO Adrian Sergovitch

SCORE ENGINEERS Jezz Giddings, Damian Enemark, Jan Holzne

SCORE MIXED BY Jonathan Dreyfus

SCORE RECORDING HELP FROM Craig Harnath for Hothouse Audio James Fitzpatrick for Tadlow Music Laura Bishop for Jigsaw Music Song Zu

LEGAL Shaun Miller

SPECIAL THANKS Raphael Fantl, Tom Fantl, Dave Abbott, Haley Polacik, John Gavin, Patrick Moran, Samuel Lewis, Gerald Thompson, Justin Donoghue, Nerida Moore, Louise Gough, Nell Greenwood, John Tummino, Darryl Slabe, Matisse Fantl, Sophie McPike

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never ask me for anything ever again

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SLAM LAND Launch Trailer (Switch, PS4, Steam)

AVAILABLE NOW!

I did all the art for this game! check it out!

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This game is about dunking on your friends ⊟ 

I love the style of Slam Land, I love the weird variant on party sports games, in which you actually pick up and dunk your opponents.

I also love that the developer of this Switch / Steam / PlayStation 4 party game is Bread Machine Games – probably just because I love bread. Have you guys had bread? Bread is great!

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