beesareyelloww

[beesareyelloww]

Your 'crush' on Izuku Midoriya

chapter 1

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“Rakaaaa, you can’t just say something like that!” I yelled, as I pushed my best friend over on my bed, my face covered in a fierce blush. She’s always teasing me, I should have never opened my big mouth. She’s been embarrassing me a lot more since I told her about my ‘crush’ on Midoriya, if you can even call it that. I just admire the way his smile brings out his freckles in a way that takes my breath away, and how cute he looks when he’s mumbling about my quirk, or how he makes little sketches of all might in his notebooks during class. I mean, doesn’t everyone think he’s adorable? He’s known as the class cinnamon roll after all.

But focusing back on Uraraka, she’s laying on her back with her hands wrapping around her sides, laughing until she starts to cry. Once she sits back up and wipes her eyes, she continues right from where she left off.

“Y/N of course we all think he’s adorable, but we don’t stare at him during class.” Pouting, I turn away, my cheeks still a dark red, and I decide to retaliate. “Didn’t you like him during the sports festival and the licensing exam?�� My pout turns into a smirk, looking back at her with challenging eyes. She starts to blush too, almost accidentally using her quirk on herself out of surprise. “Ah jeez, I can’t believe you remember that.” Oh, now she’s shy! “It was just last year, after all.”

I suppose I’ll explain myself. It’s our second year at UA, and after Uraraka confessed but told Midoriya she knew he wouldn’t want a relationship, she slowly got over him. By the start of this school year, she was completely over him, and all was back to normal. We could all sit at our lunch table at the cafeteria, walk to class together, and hang out after school. I, as i previously stated, do not have a crush on Izuku Midoriya. I just admire him. Which started to happen more a few months ago, when he carried me bridal style to Recovery Girl’s office after a particularly rough day in training. Although, I could walk just fine so I’m not actually sure why he did that.

“Hey, Y/N, I think someone knocked on the door.”

“I’ll get it.”

Walking up from my warm spot on the bed, I unlocked the door and slightly opened it, and through the crack I saw a flash of green. Opening it up all the way, I see the rest of his fluffy, green curls. But, why does he look like that? His head is down, he’s fidgeting with his hands, and his face is all red. “Hey Midoriya, you need something?”

He looked up at you and swallowed.

“Well I just wanted to tell you that Iida wants us all to study over at his place tomorrow after school, and t-that um, y-you can call me m-my first n-n-name.” He looked away again, placing a hand on the back of his neck, but you didn’t hear much of the last part, since he practically whispered it. “What was the last part again? I couldn’t hear you.” His face somehow got even more red, and then he practically yelled, “You can call me b-by my first name! I’ve got to g-go now!” And then he quickly paced away.

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Walking to the my first class of the day, I look down to check for wrinkles or any thing out of place. Aizawa doesn't like it when we wear our uniforms incorrectly, but he won't really do anything about it unless it's inappropriate. I don't like to be too early, but getting to class a few minutes before everyone ensures i get at least a few more minutes of quiet. The first people to arrive are Mido- I mean Izuku, Iida, Uraraka, and Tsuyu. I can't say I'm surprised, they always come early. We all talked about the plans for after school, and then the 'all amazing Bakugou' showed up, slamming the door behind him, silencing us momentarily. Once he took his seat, we continued off where we were, a little more quietly.

Soon, all of our other classmates arrived, and then came our caterpillar of a teacher.

The day was over relatively quickly, with minimum sore muscles. Eventually, Uraraka and I were outside Iida's door. I only needed to knock once before Iida opened the door. "Speedy as usual, Sonic. Can we come in now?" I asked. "Ah, of course." he responded, opening the door more and stepping to the side.

Looks like Uraraka and I were the last ones to arrive, oh well.

Iida's room is a nerd's dream. Bookshelves all along the walls, filled with dictionaries, study guides, and books of varying genres about heroes. Of course, his bed and desk as well. Izuku and Todoroki were sitting on the edge of the bed facing the desk, where Iida was sitting. Iida's chair was turned facing the bed, and they all had books and papers neatly surrounding all of them, and on their laps. Looks like they were just finishing getting set up. Uraraka finds a spot on the floor, laying on her stomach with her book in front of her, and i sit next to Todoroki, since there was more room on his side of the edge of the bed. Putting the same book everyone else had out on my lap, putting my papers between Todoroki and I, we were all ready and accounted for.

"Well, as class representative it is my job to help you if you need it, so tell me if you're confused!" Iida loudly said, as he waved his arms frantically with his pencil in his hand.

"This is a group study, of course we will!" Izuku responded

Hours later I'm all studied out. Uraraka is on her back, groaning and rubbing her temples. Izuku is still focused, but he's mumbling to himself more. Something about velocity? Iida is stretching, standing up with his arms above his head, and I just flopped backwards onto the bed, complaining.

"How long have we even been here?" I asked.

For the first time that night, Todoroki spoke up, "About three hours. It will be dark soon." Rolling over onto my side, I close my eyes, pouting.

"That's so looooong! I'm gonna take a quick nap, then I'll get back to work." Uncomfortable, I roll onto my back, using my arms as pillows. My blazer is on the floor somewhere, my dress shirt is un-tucked from my skirt, and I'm finally comfy. Doing a quick skirt check to make sure it's covering everything I fall asleep on Iida's bed.

[beesareyelloww]

pfft no this isn't a fanfiction..

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The feeling of my soft blankets and pillows surrounding me was helping for a while. With one leg bent over a body pillow I had been cuddling for the past hour, I had almost forgotten about the pain making me feel nauseous. Almost. It still lingered, making just about every position I tried insanely uncomfortable. Tossing and turning surely wasn’t helping, but all i wanted was to be comfortable, and if i couldn’t be comfortable i was at least going to be warm. Completely surrounding myself with pillows and blankets, i’m sure i looked stupid, but it helped to an extent. With a body pillow on both sides, and my comforter on top, it felt almost like there was really someone there with me. I was so tired, all I wanted was to sleep. 

I could feel myself drifting away, my eyes were heavy, and I couldn't keep them open long. I was so focused on trying to keep myself awake, that I forgot my pain for a second, but then a knock on my door woke me up. You have got to be kidding me. Reluctantly, I gave myself a small slap to the face to aid me in the process of keeping my eyes open, and started to sit up slowly. “Yeah, uh, come in i guess.” the door knob rattled and it cracked open slightly. Through the crack I saw a pair of large green eyes, and then soon came the rest of my roommate.“I’m so sorry, ah, um, were you asleep,” izuku questioned.“No, but I was about to be.”“Oh, I'm so sorry, i can’t believe i disturbed you, uh, would you like me to go?” he started to ramble on about how he shouldn’t have bugged me, and that he should leave. He put one hand behind his head and closed his eyes a little sheepishly.“Well, did you need something,” I asked him. Well, that sure made him snap out of it.“Oh, I actually came to ask you that, heh. You seemed a little off today when you got back, so i was wondering if you were okay.” 

I forget just how kind he can be, but I suppose it makes sense. He’s always talking about how he wants to be number one, the next symbol of peace. Even when we hardly talked, when we had just started rooming together, he made it his job to make sure he never inconvenienced me, helping me whenever i asked. I think that’s one reason I'm glad I chose to live with him instead of someone else. 

“Hey, do we have any heating pads or anything?” he opened his eyes once more and looked slightly confused, but in a split second his face was back to usual.“I’m not sure Denki gave it back after he borrowed it a few weeks ago, but I’ll go check.” he walked out of the room and closed the door softly, leaving me alone once again. Well, I'm awake now, aren’t I? I figured I might as well get up and stretch a little while izuku was out of the room. I wriggled out of my cocoon, and stood up, stretching my arms above my head.

He knocked on the door once again, and then came into the room, shutting the door softly behind him.

“So, uh, I couldn’t find the heating pad.” he turned towards me, looking a little like a guilty puppy. “I can go out and buy one, or get ours back from Denki, though I suppose you might want one for yourself, and not one other people use and..” he rambled on more about how I won't live with him forever and that I should have my own items, stuff like that. He can get a little repetitive when he’s in this state, but it’s kinda nice to know he hasn’t changed.“Deku, it’s fine, i’ll just suffer without one.” I’m not sure he was a fan of that answer. 

“Well, if you don’t mind me asking, um, why do you need one?” he stares at you, getting a little fidgety while standing near the door. As I finish stretching, I sit back down on the side of my bed, missing the warmth that was slightly surrounding me. A heating pad would have made the experience so much better, since I don't exactly have a partner I could cuddle with.”Oh, yeah I suppose that’s a good question. I’m just having really bad cramps.” ”Now I feel really bad for not having anything to give you, oh, I’m really sorry! I can go to the store and get you some chocolate, and a heating pad while i’m at it, uh, do you want me too? I will!” 

That gave me an idea..

“Actually, could you just cuddle me instead?” His face didn’t change for a few seconds, as it seemed like he was trying to process what I said. Suddenly his face turned bright red, almost like kirishima’s hair, as he looked back up at me. “W-w-what?!” “You don’t have to! If you don’t want to..” I covered my mouth with my hand, realizing myself what I had asked of him. He usually spends his days off training or buying that week’s groceries, not cuddling a lonely girl he just happens to live with.

“N-no! It’s not that, I um, I just wasn’t expecting that.. especially from you.” He looked back down at the ground, still fidgeting with his hands, his hair falling over his face.”If it would help, then, um, I’d love to, uh, because that’s what heroes do!” He giggled nervously, his cheeks becoming more flushed, almost as red as a tomato. On my end however, I just crawled back to my spot under the blankets, leaving an opening for him to come into the cocoon as well. He hesitantly made his way over to the other side of the bed, carefully moving around the blanket so he can get in and get warm.”Um, make sure to tell me if you’re uncomfortable, or i’m hurting you, okay?” He said as he took a break from the blankets to focus on me one more time.

“I will, don’t worry, Deku. You can always leave if you want, alright?” “Uh, um, of- of course!” he took his gaze off of me again as he gently scooped me in his arms to move my position more to the side, touching the body pillow I had on my right side. He moved the other one, propping it back behind my back as he started to bring himself down onto the bed. As soon as he was situated, I began to lay back down, putting my leg on top of the body pillow once again as izuku started situating himself around me once again, becoming the big spoon. Hesitantly, he put his arm around my waist and stomach, leaving his hand to lie on my stomach, where the pain was the strongest.

My back against his chest, his legs behind mine, and his shallow breathing making its way onto my ear. He nuzzled his nose into my nape, and suddenly the heat I had felt before when surrounded with just blankets was nothing. I hadn’t felt this warmth in a long time, but, I’m glad I'm experiencing it with izuku instead of someone else. I could tell he felt the same when he said,”I have wanted to be close to you since I first moved in. Feeling you like this, it makes me feel like a true hero. Let’s do this more, p- please?”

I chuckled and felt myself begin to drift away once again. “Me too, Izuku. Me too..”