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The Last of Us S2E2: Battle of Castle Black

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Granted, I haven't finished the novel yet (I'm on book 6) so I am absolutely going back to the previous reblog when I do finish so I don't get spoiled. Btw I am not saying that he's a stalker because he obsessed over XL for 800 years…indeed, as the other person said, he couldn't even really find him as far as I understand so how would that count? That part is unhealthy, imo, but to each their own, he wasn't wrong for clinging to the only thing he really found comfort in after his country was destroyed, he (possibly, I think) died and so on. He's not the first person to obsess over religion and, while it's not really a good trait imo, it's not even something that sets him apart from so many other real people or characters (barring this infamous mural that Mu Qing and Feng Xin really disliked? I guess they're going to show us that they overreacted later, so I'll hold my judgment on this).

I'm saying this for the shit he pulled before/at the start of the Broquade immortal story. Removing someone who lives with XL to impersonate them when XL openly said to you that he was not going to see you for a while? And then live there, secretly, as Lang Ying? Dude, if you don't think that's stalking, fine, I'm not talking anything legal here. I'm saying he's a messed up person who puts his own desire to see XL first, even before XL's own feelings and common sense. And that brings him reeeealy close to a stalker in my book. He couldn't be aware of the reasons why XL told him that he didn't want to see him for the time being, and yet not only did he show up either way, he even did so in secret posing as a person XL trusted to some extent (the fact that he kinda sorta kidnapped another ghost XL wanted to rise as his student even goes in the background here as XL himself, somehow, trusts HC enough to believe that Lang Ying is okay so the story doesn't linger on it. But still…not cool. wtf). I don't need to finish the novel to see he's a messed up person because the motivations don't really matter, he's done that. Unless the ending magically reveals that he did receive special permission from XL to pull this crap, it's messed up and really far away from cute, romantic or even just normal. You see, this kind of comment is exactly what I was talking about. I ship toxic stuff, I shipped worse than HuaLian in my life, and liked people who are soooo much worse than him. That's not the issue. The issue is how the fandom sees this guy as some kind of romantic role model, apparently? Help. Besides, I kinda get this is one of those "mastermind behind the curtain" kinda story, kinda like MDZS, but it still doesn't make it okay. HC isn't XL's partner at the start of the novel, nor is he anyone special to XL until book 6 at least. He doesn't need to baby him, lie to him, hide in his house etc just because someone else is putting him in danger. Besides, I've never said HC is the worst person in XL's life, or the only one who's ever done something wrong lol

This might be controversial but…like the vindication I've felt when Mu Qing and Feng Xin spelled it out for Xie Lian that Hua Cheng is creepy as hell in book 6? I was thinking the same since the start and I felt like I was the only one. Unreliable narrator and toxic shipping are fun but genuinely everyone seems to think that HuaLian is like a "goalsss" kind of relationship in the fandom, super cute and romantic but uh? If it wasn't the main ship, everyone would likely hate Hua Cheng for being a creep, let's be real. I felt like I was living in a bizarro world until those two finally spoke about it. Not that I had any doubt he would not turn creepy. I have believed since the start that Hua Cheng picked the colour red so he could use all his red flags as clothes lol He was always so... icky.

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This might be controversial but…like the vindication I've felt when Mu Qing and Feng Xin spelled it out for Xie Lian that Hua Cheng is creepy as hell in book 6? I was thinking the same since the start and I felt like I was the only one. Unreliable narrator and toxic shipping are fun but genuinely everyone seems to think that HuaLian is like a "goalsss" kind of relationship in the fandom, super cute and romantic but uh? If it wasn't the main ship, everyone would likely hate Hua Cheng for being a creep, let's be real. I felt like I was living in a bizarro world until those two finally spoke about it. Not that I had any doubt he would not turn creepy. I have believed since the start that Hua Cheng picked the colour red so he could use all his red flags as clothes lol He was always so... icky.

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General's new halo! 👼✨

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Bleach TYBW Ep 29: Jushiro and Rukia

"There are two types of battles... You understand, don't you, Kuchiki?"

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i had to do it... author of the original art - sweepswoop_ in twitter

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The Deadpool and Wolverine movie was nice but tbh the thing that hit the hardest? The credits. As someone who grew up with the X-Men movies and loved those Fantastic Four movies as a kid, it was so emotional. Good Riddance in the background as well. It made me tear up, really awoken the superhero-loving child I was in the 2000s.

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"Your brothers in the Kingsguard find a way" and yet all I remember is memebers of the Kingsguard going around chasing romance. Jamie, Cole, Arys Oakheart from the books with Arianne. Like...if you're a member of the guard who's important enough to have a name, you DO NOT resist your desire for women. Is Ser Gwayne new here?

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gintoki would 100% be the guy to do this

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also needed an excuse to draw more gintama since that's the one thing holding this account together

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gintama said you have to live even if life sucks and it's embarrassing even if you only live for the small things even if you live day by day still you have to live. and it said when you live you pick up the burden that is caring about other people and you have to carry it always even if it's heavy even if you feel like you can't anymore even if you don't even realize you're carrying it until you drop it and you never ever want to pick it up again because what if you drop it this time too how can you do it all again but you do you always do. and it said when you care about someone else they care about you too. when you protect something it protects you back. how can this burden be so heavy when you're all carrying it together

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This whole season has just been *cut to Rhaenyra and Jacaerys arguing* *cut to Aemond looking evil* *cut to Daemon in a haunted house* *sprinkle in an Alys Rivers or Oscar Tully making him look like a little bitch* *cut to Alicent sulking* *cut to a giant motherfucking dragon before we lose their attention*

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The joy I got watching Daemon get absolutely wrecked by a twelve year old cannot be described. He got put in his place thank god

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Vermithor: I value bravery and courage in the face of danger

Silverwing: This one’s so sad and pathetic. I’ve decided he’s my poor little meow meow

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