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and in this shocking silence,

a secret whisper last told so long ago,

your fingertips of warmth, my ivory teeth now yellowed,

this hidden song of promises stifled vibrations.

these people are dancing to the absence,

tapping along concrete paths,

yet stand still, despite invitation, beneath the vibrant night,

can you move, despite the clock, in sync with your beating heart?

these people are dancing to the absence,

and so am i.

and so am i.

where do you turn when the final door closes?

[or is your answer muffled standing on other side?]

navigate through echoes;

a fear projected into the nothingness,

bouncing off these rough walls in guttural eventuality.

watch them chuckle, fall and rise in the looseness of hope’s harmony,

witness their relaxation within the calendars growing expectation,

their freedom, my lighthouse,

an infinite beacon of possibility.

do you suppress the urges of authenticity, chasing divine progress;

absolution in your workstation, organisation,

confining in isolation a deep yearning for your warm fingered, ivory key melody?

are you feeling your pulse, it’s rhythmic ticking?

this mechanical orchestral swell which rings in your ears, this existential alarm?

or is it overwhelmed by the vibrations of the song of promises, music enveloping their futures in calm?

these people are listening to this song leaning on a closed door.

and so am i.

and so am i.

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Idk I don’t think I have existed yet this year

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Endure & Survive

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meme pages are just social media curators and their gallery collections are Instagram and TikTok slide shows.

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Commission for Grace.

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“I wanted to paint this feeling of: When I get home and no one’s around, who am I? Who am I without this façade?"

-Danielle Joy Mckinney

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"I make coffee. I pretend I'm in love with the idea of being alive. I make a point not to stare at the knives sitting on the counter top by the stove."

-Via "ineloquent-creature" , 10:56 a.m. // 03 August, 2021

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Made some designs for prints that hopefully will get here before I drive to Melbourne for the market next week 🍀

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No hate because I love The Bear but in real life if my favorite local sub shop turned into a place where you pay $56 for three tortellini and a sea scallop I would be inconsolable.

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Laundry’s done, time to hang it out 🧺

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this is me

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!!! 🍀

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trust yourself!!! 🫵🏻

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brb going outside to wistfully observe the reflections of the shop lights in the wet streets

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Greggs in the south should be like berghain

Let them in on vibes only

Overheard some posh people chatting absolute shite they should’ve never been let into the Greggs.

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finally made a thrasher out of her 🤟🏻🙂‍↕️