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Here’s to growth

Three years ago I would have been so anxious

In a crowd, music blaring, unfamiliar faces at every turn

A twinkle in her eye

And me and my trust issues

Looking for an uncomfortable truth

In the silence

Finding none, but still

You know because you never do with people nowadays…

No

Not this time

And it feels so good

To not feel broken

Pieces not scattered about my aching feet

I can fit my shoes now

And stand firm on my own two, too

Look right back at you

And see you me us

How we all wine inert

As we intertwine

Towards liberation .

MRCH ❤️

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LET’S TALK

i moved north when i was 18

left life as i knew it behind

in search of

something new .

my curiosities grew

behind redwood curtains

marveling

at grey beach mountain views

vanilla booch brew, by you

let’s talk

philosophy and wit

over local pints and pie

bikes rides at silent night

green marsh tea, first light

fern canyon stream hikes

obscure fickle hill sites…

comet flashed

ecstatic dance became church

whereby

i came into myself

there first

here , now

i remind myself

from the other side

what power conjured up inside of me

then

seeds planted from

wrist flicks and everything bagels

unscripted sutras , bare tracks

when

these footprints ground me

to Mother Earth

the wind fills my skirt

guru nods

“you dance so free, your soul sings”

he was the first

thereafter many have crooned

i quench their thirst

goddess activated .

forgiveness obtained

times i gave much of myself away

standing here today , proof

said suffering is not in vain .

-M.R.C.H.

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A MOMENT , IN TIME .

Re-Birthed ,

Clean ,

Resilient ,

thus

Victorious ✨

Off the record , in between stages

Snuck glances and heat waves

Reverberate into you , back into me

I stole away before the rains came

for a moment , in time

Just to catch a glimpse of you

In all your glory

Evolution in its prime

Love notes on the tip of my tongue

The most shy of Valentines…

Wanting for release , a mighty bold tease

Kisses wine , ever thine

Drip into your mouth with ease

He swallowed my honey

They looked at us funny

Her coy response ,

I aim to please .

✨

M.R.C.H. 💦

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nobody to some , somebody to one 🖤✨

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MAERiE, The Magnanimous

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crack the book of me open ,

pick a chapter , any chapter

fill the spaces between my bones with light .

my pages are full of secrets , if you ask the right questions , disclose i mi…

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being in love is a sort of terror

at first , isn’t it

feels raw at the bit

and when does that terror end ?

what is that sweet spot of marriage between pain and pleasure .

i am not afraid of you , or us

…or them , for that matter .

only what would become of a threat if i could get my hands on it .

bring it to a slow torturous death ,

a scorpion curling it’s tail .

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“nothing real can be threatened”

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question :

what would you have me do ?

but pull on a jersey and get in the game .

or strap on iron , in case it goes to blows .

let us not forget it is in a bull’s nature to charge

thankfully

my aquarian my raven . she sees all .

directs my flow , blinds the matador

keeps me detached enough to see the bigger picture , because yes i am sometimes full to the brim with passion .

that’s why i paint write and dance ,

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to keep from arson .

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it may sound different but the note is delivered in perfect key . you will still feel me the same when i am through .

I AM THAT .

I AM .

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a formidable force .

progressing

elevating

magnanimously .

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-M.R.C.H.

#love #poems

#transmute it .

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since birth I’ve been an inch away from death …

-M.R.C.H.

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of course ,

things are going to transpire exactly as they are .

bear witness to the glory of change and chance

of love , and beloveds …intertwining , connecting before your very eyes .

a dance , a symphony , a spectacle to behold

clumsy

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yet, poised

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playful power plays

our heartstring’s tug-of-war .

this is worth far more than gold,

or rubies .

on par opposite our past pain

welcome to the other side of the game .

- M.R.C.H.

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i got five on it .

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Virginia Woolf, from To the Lighthouse Susan Sontag, from Reborn: Early Diaries 1947-1963

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Up Next: Taurus Queen evolves into badass painter/writer/poet/producer…stay tuned 🦋

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Oh so now I’m “gay” just because I have a lot of gay thoughts and gay feelings?

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Laced Up , Dripped Up , Sauced Up 💕

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in any case , I got to know who tf I am! 🤍

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storytelling is the art of giving life to thought .

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o r a c l e ✨

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Actually, there is one more thing .