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Paused Doctor Who today.

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Istg, I always make my Arthur seem dumb as shit by accident.

Started Sodom? Back to Gomorrah after running around for a while, restocking my inventory and camp.

"I can't believe you got me going back to Valentine!"

Arthur, my man.. we just came from Valentine to camp.

I swear I've done this every single play through now. Just come back from Valentine, forgotten about that line and walked over to Bill to rob that bank cause fuck it, why not?

...but as soon as I hear that line, I nearly lose it.

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I disregard being a human being. I am now a translucent bug. Thank you for listening.

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having epilogue thoughts

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I have such a hatred for John Marston. But not seriously, more so in a silly way. For example, I just wanna throw a slice of cheese at him. There's just something in me that wants to annoy him at all times.

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Thinking about young Arthur, stupidly in love craving "M+A = ♥" on trees, excited to silently scream to the world that he's loved and happy.

I mean you can't tell me it didn't happen at least once when that big grown man is still drawing hearts in his journal.

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Kinda pisses me off that every interesting or slightly "cool" thing Clara did.. was pretty done by every companion before.

Clara becomes the Doctor but can we talk about how Martha is also the Doctor. Besides being an actual doctor, she also becomes a soldier and tries to justify it to herself. She went through hell and saved the earth and bore that weight alone, and was never thanked for it. In the Doctors Daughter she is forced to watch as her Hath "companion" sacrifices themself for her and dies horribly, and she has to leave them behind. Is this thing on

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After 2 weeks of my chronic pain kicking my ass, I finally feel okay enough to continue my exercise routine. Can already feel it helping me mentally.

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Thank you.

Sometimes I think about Arthur sitting there by his horse as it dies. He is holding onto it, stroking its neck and down the back of its nose as it cries out in pain while dying. He is in a situation where his own life, where John's life, is in danger for every second they choose to stay still, yet he is sitting there, talking soothingly to his horse while it takes it's last breaths. He doesn't want it to be alone in those last moments even though spending them there is a massive danger to himself.

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Kinda wanted to restart rdr2 but not lose my John progress and so I can go back to that save and fuck around whenever since I've basically done everything I wanted to do.

So made a secondary account on my ps5 and restarted playing. Enjoying it. Decided I'm gonna be reeeeeal low honor Arthur cos fuck it, haven't really done it too much.

Go to Mary asking for help for Jamie. Say no. Arthur walks off. No mission update pops up.

What have I done....

I then proceeded to have a slight breakdown over not seeing Mary ever again in this playthrough. For about 30 mins.

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Currently living for bison Charles.

quick bison Charles doodle! <3

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Arthur will be like “Hell, I don’t know about all that.” And 20 minutes later be dueling lions in a horse stable for a man in a dress. Accurate adhd representation right there.

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Have a gifset of a cougar wreaking havoc on my housebuilding

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Never seen anyone point out these two in the background