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HOW DO I STOP EATING WTF

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REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

Please.

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I suck at this disorder

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i need someone to hurt me again so i can stop eating

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MAGIC SPELL EVERYONE

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Reblog to lose 7 pounds in a week

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Reblog to weight less than yesterday

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you are under no obligation to remain the same person you were a year ago, a month ago, or even a day ago. you are here to create yourself, continuously.

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it’s that time of year again, i’m back

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I miss the times when cals didn't scare the shit out of me.

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I just weighed myself again after three days without eating and I haven’t lost enough weight. I can’t believe I let myself get this weigh, I weigh more than I did when I started restricting. I’m so upset and it all feels so hopeless.

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Whenever I relapse I feel like such a fraud. I'm not as sick as I was so am I even sick?

I don't even know if I qualify as having an ED anymore.

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i had a slight binge last night and i still lost over a pound…

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i’m running out of excuses to say to my parents for when i’m restricting, any tips?

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my mom keeps catching me checking the calories at the grocery store 😭

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i just bought this cookie with 16g of protein and honestly i don’t know what that means exactly but i think that’s good. only issue is it’s 420 cals. i’m thinking since there’s a bunch of protein in it i’m going to save it for a treat for when i reach 105lbs. i only get to eat half then and i can ONLY have it im seriously hungry and feeling dead. also that’ll be my only food for the day 👍

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it’s raining and i didn’t get to go on a walk today so i went into the grocery store with my mom and i’m currently walking down every aisle for steps!!

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it's a lifetime job