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Doodled some Clovsei a while back with @kingasriel in mind. Finally got to color it after my comp got back from getting repaired (again). Clover is such a cutie ♣️ 

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i've had one of my best, most important friends leave this site because of toxicity. i'm just gonna be upfront about it: if you dare think about getting into a pointless, horrible argument with me and my friends, saying horrible shit about them, you're getting the block, no questions asked. i'm over with you ppl.

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This isn't exactly art but, I feel like it's important so I'm posting it here anyway.

Self inserting with my favorite characters has been one of the best coping mechanisms I’ve ever had, and for over a decade I’ve tried to normalize the idea so people don’t feel ashamed to use it for the same purposes. It’s helped me feel better about myself at my darkest points.

I just think the idea of having ppl in your head who love you unconditionally and would never hurt you is a rly good vehicle to help you feel better in lot of situations. These days I mostly just do it for fun, but yesterday was really bad for me, and I made a comic to help cope.

Just something quick in PLP because I was too exhausted to draw it, but it made me feel immensely better. I wasn’t going to post it publicly, but after thinking about it I think I should. It helped me so much, and I want people to not be afraid to do the same thing. I want people to look at me and think “well if Billy’s doing it maybe it’s not so cringe after all, maybe it’s okay if I do it to”

(i don't want to stretch people's dashboards so it'll mostly be under a cut. and also for needed context in regards to the comic: i suffer from schizoaffective disorder and can sometimes experience hallucinations if I forget to take my medications)

(also these were made in parts, so they might feel a little disconnected. That was all part 1, this next is part 2)

and next is a little interlude where Allan does things to help cheer me up

and this is the last part

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i keep feeling terrible for not being able to draw, but how am i gonna make art in peace in an environment where the tv is right next to my pc and people looking at loud stuff on their phones and ughhhhhh god this is making my head hurt please i want a new home now

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hbghghabshbghbsghbhdb,,,,,,,, i love them so much

various again

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It felt like something they would say

(You know one of those replies is just Yomi going "Idiot.")

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immmm gonna cryyyy /pos

this one had the whole club discussing their childhood so i probably did a good job

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my first azumanga post on tumblr