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It hurts me everyday knowing I'm never gonna be loved as much as I love.

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Why wasn’t I happy

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Just goin 4 a lil stroll wit my demons🚶🏼‍♀️👀

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being the fattest one among your friends is a different kind of pain

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I don't know if I regret becoming clean from $h or not, I think about cvtting everyday

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you know its bad when eating more than 200cals feels like you just binged for hours

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to people defending fatphobia: didn't ask + don't care + you're ugly

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Having an ed is so mentally exhausting

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my motivations to lose weight!!

so i wont compare myself as much to others

so i will be able to always fit cute, small clothes

so i wont worry about my stomach

so people will like me more

so if a boy ever likes me ill be small and dainty for him

so people will be amazed at how small i am

so people wont even believe i can weigh so little

looking cute and thin in pretty dresses!!

summer/warm weather!!

so i can learn to love myself

so i can feel happy

so i will look effortlessly good because of how small i will be

so i can be guys' crushes

so people will admire me

so people will talk to me more

so people will worry about me

so i can be small and fragile

so people might be jealous

revenge on the guy who played w me (bonus!)

and also..

so i can workout without hating it

so i can be less hungry

so i will have more self-control

so i will be more active

so i will look good in photos and videos

I am determined to do this, even if I fail one day, I will get on track the next.

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I lowkey want to cut and ruin the couple days I've been clean for money

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pls interact with this post if you're an active ed/vent blog in Feb 2023 i really hate to see my dash dry <3