#styroblr

[magg0t1nfested]

This is the worst thing I’ve ever made, enjoy

[f41l1ng-0c34n-cr34tvr3]

I’m going to do it. I’m gonna ask for help from my mom. I forced myself to. I att3pted again tonight and ofc it didn’t work cause I’m still here, but my arm is all cvt to hell (not beans, but mostly light/deep styros ALL over). And I freak out when I get too hot so I’m going to HAVE to have a talk with her soon so she doesn’t freak out when she sees my arm. So I’ve got a rough draft for a letter for her after she gets home from work. It covers everything I’ve been hiding or lying about. It covers my cvtting, my sv1c1d3 att3mpts, the fact that my bullying was also physical, the fact I got s3xually a$sault3d multiple times by multiple people, my trans-ness, my eating disorder, my depression, why I didn’t ask for or get help, the fact I’m not a Christian, everything. And it asks over and over again for help. I want help for it all. I want to get better. And I’m asking for help. I know I’ll probably be forced to stop cvtting and st@rv1ng, but I’m willing to trade that off for genuine help.

[happydelusionaltyrant2]

[r1cecakelov3r]

I finally found the best way for me to hit styr0 on my thighs 🥰

[ventaccount19]

Update to my scars I guess😪

FAKE MAKEUP PRACTICE FOR ART

They still hurt omfg

[ihavenorighttofeelthisway]

Why does my pencil sharpener blade work better than my box cutter like????

[losercuts2]

tw !! block don't report !! very realistic sfx makeup and dried blood !!!

block or keep scrolling if your easily triggered

just bc u make me get rid of this acct doesn't mean I can't make another one :3

another daayy another migraine

I did these just a few minutes ago and now they're just chilling on my arm. the last few days have been hard and the week after this week will be an absolute train wreck so YIPPEEEEE !!! I wanna kms. 🌷

[f41l1ng-0c34n-cr34tvr3]

Last night when I was cvtting I was doing quick hard swipes and DAWG ain’t nobody warned me that it SPLATTERS when you do that! I had to wipe bl0od splatter off my arm, blanket, and my WHITE PILLOW CASE

Don’t repeat my mistakes, be ready for it 🫡

[morgansrecoveringig]

My problem is me. I can’t socialize for shit. All i do is self sabotage. There is something wrong with me that no one can fix.

[ivegotliestotellyourchildren]

that feminine urge to buy the cutest novelty box cutter so i can carve hearts in my thighs like i did when i was a teenager just to feel something

(i think i am manic)

[styrostuff]

okay you know what

1,000 notes and i’m gonna make an active attempt at getting clean and trying to figure out how to learn to enjoy life.

i don’t mean this in an attention seeking way! well kind of. i think i would be a bit more incentivized to recover if i had a couple hundred eyes on me instead of just my friends and family.

i’m tired of being sick. i’ll still use this account to vent but i wanna prove to myself that someday i’ll be more than my addiction and mental illness

i’m at a day right now, which is a very big milestone for me. i hope i can continue to make strides towards somewhere better.

[finding-comfort-in-pain]

i hate it when people tell me to just stop cutting, like bitch its either this or killing myself, you chose

[mew-hatesherself]

cutee :3