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Trying to get back to this

I got a new laptop computer. My laptop was OK, but had Windows 10, which will soon no longer be supported. I had to buy a wireless keyboard for it. Too old to be bothered fixing the keyboard. Then the speakers went. So, new laptop. This new laptop is shiny and pretty. And it is new to me, I try to avoid buying new if used will do. REDUSE, REUSE, RECYCLE is my motto. Kind of why I was not very…

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On mailboxes and coffee grounds

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Everything is unpacked

But I don’t feel settled in yet. I was always walking on egg shells when I lived with Molly before, but now, everything is different. In ways I can’t explain. I knew my place before, but the children are grown so Molly doesn’t need a Nanny, so what am I doing here?

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Moving is stressful

I have yet to get used to this new format. I moved in with my girlfriend. Which most would think would cause less stress. However, she is bugging me about not getting my boxes unpacked. I am moving from an apartment to a bedroom. I need time! Plus I am stressed about my $300 Con Edison bill, and my landlord said he is charging me a cleaning fee! Everyone is, don’t worry, security deposit,…

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Hello again my friends

I have been away for a long time. Depression and anxiety are as they say, hella drugs. I don’t like them. They make life hard for me. When I get unpacked and all that fucking shit, I will come back. But I want to write and talk about what has happened recently. First of all, I have moved out of the city. My girlfriend (aka BFF), her husband died and now she had a room for me to move back in…

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Numbers game

While reevaluating this blog I started looking at the numbers. If you look at the numbers, this is not a successful blog. It is more like an online diary or journal. My first blog post was on November 27, 2006. I have 1,565 posts, that averages out to 98 posts a year. There were 14,705 hits on those posts. That averages out to 10 hits a post. Rather abysmal. I don’t view this as bad or sad or…

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NYC subway like no other

It always starts this way. “Excuse me I hate to bother you.” Then why are you? “I’m two chapters away from completing my book.” That’s a new one. “I am writing about homeless black Muslims. I am a homeless black Muslim man.” Shocked I tell you, I am shocked. “I just need $20 for some turkey bacon, pancakes, and eggs for my wife and I. If you don’t have cash I have Cash App.” WHAT? Of course…

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It’s been a minute

The first time someone said that to me, it was a bartender at a place I hadn’t been to in a few months. Itseemed to me a cool way to say, “Haven’t seen you in a coon’s age thought you had died.”. So, to everyone who may have thought I died, I didn’t. I just disappeared into a deep dark place. I amtalking depression, aggravated by excessive alcohol consumption. My father is an alcoholic, my…

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It’s been a minute

The first time someone said that to me, it was a bartender at a place I hadn’t been to in a few months. Itseemed to me a cool way to say, “Haven’t seen you in a coon’s age thought you had died.”. So, to everyone who may have thought I died, I didn’t. I just disappeared into a deep dark place. I amtalking depression, aggravated by excessive alcohol consumption. My father is an alcoholic, my…

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Outdoors day at Mt. Loretto

Outdoors day at Mt. Loretto

It’s been a minute. The last time we had Outdoors Day at Mt. Loretto was 2019. Here’s hoping it once again becomes an annual event. For me it’s a workday outside of the office. A chance to meet people I don’t normally work with and meet the public. I was assigned to “Camping”. I don’t camp, my idea of camping is a hotel with no room service. But I was going to make the best of it. Outside with…

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Lunch al fresco @cityswiggers • • • • • • • • • • • • #instagramnyc #instanyc #picoftheday #2021photoproject #2021 #314of365 #casadaprincesa.ues #nycinstagrammer #nycinstagrammer📷📱 (at City Swiggers) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWGqDfkJyes/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Let there be light. • • • • • • #instagramnyc #instanyc #picoftheday #2021photoproject #2021 #313of365 #casadaprincesa.ues #nycinstagrammer #nycinstagrammer📷📱 (at Manhattan, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWFLiByNOG0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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First one glues the lashes on, then one decides which selfie is the cutest. • • • • • • #falsies #eyelashes #makeup #selfie #nofilter #selfcare #instagramnyc #instanyc #picoftheday #2021photoproject #2021 #313of365 #casadaprincesa.ues #nycinstagrammer #nycinstagrammer📷📱 https://www.instagram.com/p/CWEUo80JJ1d/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Nice day to have lunch outside. @madamebonte • • • • • • #instagramnyc #instanyc #picoftheday #2021photoproject #2021 #313of365 #casadaprincesa.ues #nycinstagrammer #nycinstagrammer📷📱 (at Madame Bonté) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWEPul-JLH0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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This came yesterday. It’s a mask holder. • • • • • • • #instagramnyc #instanyc #picoftheday #2021photoproject #2021 #302of365 #casadaprincesa.ues #nycinstagrammer #nycinstagrammer📷📱 (at Nys Dec) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVn8kwIpPG4/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Finally got around to doing this. @hickies • • • • • • • #nomorelaces #hickies #hickieslaces #hickiesshoelaces #lostagreenone #nomatch • #instagramnyc #instanyc #picoftheday #2021photoproject #2021 #300of365 #casadaprincesa.ues #nycinstagrammer #nycinstagrammer📷📱 (at Manhattan, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CViKRfkFNdQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Starbucks has new cups! Gold rose like #animalcrossingnewhorizons @harlem_del #inlove #goldroseonblack #starbuckscups @starbucks • • • • • • #instagramnyc #instanyc #picoftheday #2021photoproject #2021 #298of365 #casadaprincesa.ues #nycinstagrammer #nycinstagrammer📷📱 (at Nys Dec) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVdC1zNlB8G/?utm_medium=tumblr