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Safe foods list (AKA foods that don’t gross me out)

1. Triscuts with either cheese, cream cheese, or hummus

2. Fruit particularly peaches and strawberries

3. Fruit snacks

4. Coffee, tea, fruit juice

5. Cheese by itself

6. If I’m feeling particularly adventurous veggies like peas or pepper but that’s only in certain days

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Hey y’all sorry for being dead for a little bit. I’ve been having a hard time and a lot has happened in my life so I was not really posting anything for awhile. I’m back now though and ready to post more then ever. I’m gonna start posting food logs and stuff so if your interested in that give me a follow. They’re probably gonna be pretty repetitive cause I’m at the point where I can only eat certain foods and feel okay haha.

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I’m begging you guys to send me thinspo. I need motivation to get back on track for this new semester. Thinspo, meanspo, tips, anything please.

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Me saying intentions to my water hoping that when I drink it my metabolism will quicken and I’ll lose all appetite for food

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Lol I’ve been listening to fast metabolism and weight loss subliminals on YouTube to try and lose weight. Hahahah I’m so desperate now hahaha.

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Merry Christmas everyone! 🎁🎄 I hope you all are able to enjoy today and not think to much about food, just have fun and worry about calories later okay? Love you all, stay safe!!!

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Repost

Sorry for being inactive for the past week, I’ve been on my period so I’ve been feeling tired and I was binging because of it so I felt to ashamed to post. Sorry I let you guys down haha. I’m back on track no though and ready to lose this weight and hopefully my period too so it doesn’t happen again.

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This helped me not want food anymore

Still need the junk??

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Ballet thinspo💕🩰

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Advice for using laxatives??

I’m gonna take one for the first time tonight to try and clean out my intestines of all the junk in there. What should I expect and how can I be safe???

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Hey guys,

Sorry I haven’t posted in 2 days, I’ve been really tired and yeah I binged so I felt to ashamed to come back on. I was good yesterday and today I can be really good cause there’s no dance today! Starting off with coffee like usual and having a leftover cheese enchilada for lunch. Wish me luck guys lol.

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Today is my self care Sunday,

So I will be doing a high restrict sort of day to try and take care of myself a little better. For breakfast I had 2 donuts (absolutely crazy and a little distrusting Ik) and coffee. For lunch if I need it I’ll have a small plate of shredded mozzarella cheese. Idk what’s for dinner but I always have to have it with my family so I’ll be eating whatever that is. I’m gonna pace 10000 steps to burn some cals too. Stay safe lovelies, sorry I can’t do better today to encourage you all but I just need a little break from being so restrictive.

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Okay I didn’t binge while cooking and made a delicious pasta and tofu dish, absolutely yummy. Cheers guys 🥂

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Okay, I was successful and didn’t any lunch or snack after dance, time to make myself some dinner and hopefully not eat my whole kitchen (I’m extremely hungry rn) wish me luck guys...

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Good morning bitches✨

Today I will not binge. Today I will not binge. Today I will not binge.

Sort of plan for today

I’m actually gonna have breakfast for once cause I have morning dance and need the energy

I MIGHT have a small snack when I get home cause I’ll be drained but I will try not to

No lunch will be had I will be just drinking water until dinner 🍽

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I really be randomly deciding to eat everything in my kitchen and call it ✨recovery ✨ then restrict like crazy the next day.

"fuck my eating disorder" i say, as i binge on everything in the kitchen as if that isn’t. a part of. my disorder

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I gave in and ate a while fucking role of ritz crackers, fucking kill me this is why I’m a fat ass