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fever says:

i want to be an estranged artist or writer or poet or researcher or something that takes notes only i can understand and leaves out massive details that i’m just counting on me remembering. so when i die or whatever critics and historians have absolutely no idea what my dog shit journals mean and they all have a live hate relationship with me. thank you

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damien and huxley

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guys i NEED game recommendations specifically for thalassophobia. i’ve already played subnautica and iron lung, i need others. it doesn’t matter if the game is meant to be a horror game. anything deep sea or even worse thalassophobia WITH SUBMECHANOPHOBIA oh my god it’s so bad but i love it TYYYYY

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what kind of content would redacted boys consume? i know for a fact huxley is obsessed with those hydrologic press crushing videos. freelancer and gavin watch reality tv together and milo is obsessed with the real housewives

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i feel like the only valid complaints are if

1. a single artist makes everyone white and skinny and has zero diversity and shit

or

2. the fact that almost all listener designs are extremely feminine. people other than women or dem presenting people do exist in this fandom, and as a trans man it’s frustrating because i can’t really accept any designs as usable for me because it makes me so uncomfortable

in short: erik would approve of diversity and inclusion, and we should strive for that

i really don’t understand all the discourse about the redacted character designs. they’re all up for listener interpretation so i guess i really don’t get when people are like “i hAtE hoW sO maNy of tHe dEsiGns ArE *insert thing here*, i caN neVer fiNd dEsignS liKe insert other thing here”.

people can imagine them however they want. if you don’t like other peoples designs, i don’t understand why you don’t just make your own instead of hating on people.

idk, maybe that’s a hot take, but i’m so tired of the discourse

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don’t get me wrong, i love huxley and damien together, but everyday i mourn the fact that huxley doesn’t have his own listener. he is probably my favorite character of all of them and he’s exactly my type 😭

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if most people i knew irl knew about this blog and read it id probably be bullied so bad. like i’ve spent my whole life so high masking the moment i present at all autistic i’m shunned. this includes hyperfixations and special interests and stuff. so many of my interests are considered cringy just because the general public doesn’t get it. but it’s so comforting coming on here and seeing people sharing ideas and art and having conversations. and like i’m writing this because i saw someone draw a moment from a fanfiction they liked. and that’s so beautiful? these people who have never met in person are just being so nice to eachother? it’s just so nice and it gives me some hope.

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YES DEAR GOD

🕯 🕯

🕯️ huxley playing 🕯

🕯️ ‘a game about 🕯

🕯 digging a hole’ 🕯

🕯 🕯

mr. erik redacted pls i’m begging. if you want an easy, non-scripted video. pls god it would be so funny.

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i plan on drawing redacted listeners and characters and if you want updates you should totally follow my art instagram (yea this a plug yes i feel bad but i really want this art thing to work out) LOVE YOU ALL

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“don’t make arcane political!” SHUT UP. arcane s1 was inherently political. it discussed abuse of power and the complete detachment societal hierarchy creates. it had beautifully written morally grey characters and complex dynamics. s2 watered all of that down to try and excuse abusive behavior and make characters likable. s1 vi would have never forgiven caitlyn

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maximalist crow-brain angel (aka self projection)

angel who wears graphic liner and extremely artistic makeup daily

angel who collects shiny things off the ground and keeps them in thrifted glass jars

angel who refuses to buy from large corporations and instead thrifts or buys one of one clothes from small businesses

angel who has acne and doesn’t hide it (guy too)

angel who dyes their hair constantly and has the weirdest, coolest alternative hair cut

angel who sees their body as an avatar they get to decorate

angel who is tatted UP because they went to art school and one of their best friends from there became a tattoo artist and gives them left over flash

angel who has sun catchers in every window so their house is covered in rainbows

angel with an absolutely insane waist card

angel with lots of piercings and really interesting jewelry in all of them

angel with shaved eye brows

angel who draws on all their clothes with pens so there’s little stars on the cuffs of their pants and their sleeves

angel who’s entire closet has paint stains

angel who gets weird and off putting nail art (another friend from art school)

angel who has a like entire jar of butterfly clips

angel who wears colored contacts for funsies

and david who loves them so damn much because his life was so devoid of color before them

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on the same note as this post we need more biblically accurate angel icons. they’re all so cute and sweet like NO LET THEM BE OFF PUTTING AND WEIRD. also i think angel is one of the most feminized listeners and i hate it sm because my gay ass loves david and i need masc representation there okay? okay.

and that doodle i mentioned is in the works

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i love it when people embrace their aids and use them to be even more fashionable LIKE YESSSS. i really want to buy that splint jewelry to help my hyper mobility but i am unfortunately very broke. i do decorate my headphones that i use to help with sensory stuff tho

don't mind me just feeding into my hard of hearing babe headcannon

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i just got my septum pierced today and no one warned me for the fact that i would be able to feel the piece of metal ALL THE WAY THROUGH MY NOSE. like it might be so obvious but for the first time ever i’ve been hyper conscious of my septum and as an autistic person i do not like it

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and it really sucks because the whole point of arcane s1 was the battle of oppression and critiquing the way classes are handled in society. they completely erased that in s2 and it felt like they dumbed to whole show down to just “good” and “bad”

the way Jayce ordering the bridge blockade in s1 led to Viktor calling him out on Piltover’s classism but when Cait GASSES zaunites with Vi and later establishes like a MEGA-blockade for months under marshal law to brutally police zaun even further, Vi isn’t allowed to have any opinions on it. We montage through it, and Vi later yells at Caitlyn for working with Ambessa, not enacting systemic violence against her own people. Only Ambessa = bad ig. the show totally shifts the blame onto Noxus. only, noxus = bad ig. nothing about Piltover’s own classism and oppression.

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David when gabe died

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autistic angel but not in the stereotypical way.

autistic angel who’s a little unsettling, a little uncanny.

autistic angel who keeps their eyes just a little too wide to be “normal”

autistic angel with a hyperfixation on anatomy and traces david’s bones while they cuddle. counting vertebrae, fingers passing over his skin and mouthing the name to each muscle, each tendon.

autistic angel who sits very ridgedly and keeps their head slightly cocked

autistic angel who stares without shame because they refuse to mask for others comfort

autistic angel who people watches, who learns the mannerisms of everyone around them and can copy them perfectly

autistic angel who collects bones and hides and has roadkill buried or being bleached clean in their backyard.

autistic angel who gives lamb or sheep energy but not in a fluffy pure way but in a ethel caine hit album “preachers daughter” way

david has met plenty of sickly sweet people trying to suck up to him in his time. he stuck with angel because he saw their weirdness, and was struck dumb by a sort of fascination of them.

they were different, and he loved it.

yes i will do a doodle of them if you all want i would LOVE to