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grief is such a bittersweet feeling, isn't it? one of my best friends passed away today and until a few hours ago, i couldn't even cry a single tear. i kept remembering all the sweet moments with her and a part of me simply refused to accept that she is gone forever. but now everything is making more sense, and i'm finally coming to my senses.

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Jo March, Little Women (2019) dir. Greta Gerwig

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last night i have dreamed of my old house, the one that was my home while i was just a 6-13 years old girl. it was such a beautiful dream, so comfortable...i was hosting a coffee meeting with my friends there, and everything seemed so real to me...i honestly don't know if my memories are my own ruin or my salvation

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obsessed with this billy joel x inhaler parallel 💌

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lately I've been feeling quite nostalgic...

it's almost like I'm trapped inside my own memories, and these memories are what still makes me feel alive. since a few years ago, I've been invested in an insatiable journey of healing my inner child and searching for the magic I used to see in the world, which suddenly deseapered after I became a teenager, and then a young adult.

now I'm 23, but even though I'm still very young, everybody seems very proud of me...they all have high hopes on me, although I feel like a fraud most of time. is like I'm not this amazing-dedicated-gifted girl they think I am...but I keep going, all because of my fond and sweet memories. I hope one day I can feel the magic again. so I keep going, day by day, looking forward to finally reach that state of grace again. maybe one day I can feel at peace with myself again.

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Jo March: An Inspired Reading Recommendations List

The Adventures Of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain

Furies: Tales Of The Wild, Wicked and Untamed by Various Authors

A Room Of One's Own by Virginia Woolf

Jo by Kathleen Gros

Paradise Lost by John Milton

The Complete Works of William Shakespeare

Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen

Ivanhoe by Walter Scott

Jane Eyre by Charlotte Brontë

Macbeth by William Shakespeare

A Vindication Of The Rights Of Women by Mary Wollstonecraft

The Heir Of Redclyffe by Charlotte Mary Yonge

To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee

The Spring Girls by Anna Todd

The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood

Educated by Tara Westover

The Case Of The Missing Marquess by Nancy Springer

Frankenstein by Mary Shelley

The Adventures Of Tom Sawyer by Mark Twain

The Pilgrim's Progress by John Bunyan

Little Women by Louisa May Alcott

Sense and Sensibility by Jane Austen

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when jo march said: "I'm so fond of writing, I should go spinning on forever if motives of economy didn't stop me" I really felt it in my heart.

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gosto muito de ficar observando a vida enquanto ela acontece.

ser a personagem principal nunca foi meu objetivo, e me contento em apenas apreciar a felicidade alheia, as dinâmicas da natureza e os pequenos prazeres da vida.

já fui julgada algumas vezes (por pessoas muito queridas, inclusive) por não ser ambiciosa da forma como a sociedade está acostumada. não sonho com uma casa grande, com um carro ou com itens que sejam caros e considerados luxuosos: meu conceito de "luxo" está em poder caminhar at�� me cansar, tomar um bom café e jogar conversa fora e ter um pequeno cantinho para chamar de meu, com paredes atoladas de colagens e quinquilharias por toda parte. meus "luxos" envolvem poder ser quem eu sou e viver de forma livre e libertadora; ler bons livros, conhecer lugares que aquecem a alma e trocar ideias com quem tem repertório teórico e prático, com quem sabe viver. até porque, observar as pessoas simplesmente existindo é um entretenimento e uma escola e tanto.

com isso, quero dizer que não há nada como ser quem somos e defendermos isso com unhas e dentes. e só para não nos esquecermos, quero parafrasear uma coisa que john lennon cantou em "beautiful boy": "a vida é o que acontece enquanto você está ocupado fazendo outros planos". vamos caminhar, observar, rir, conversar, refletir, ler e pensar mais...viver mais.

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and so this is christmas.

another year has passed by, and great memories were made. although though times almost made me lose all my faith in myself and in humanity, here i am, once again. i almost lost it all, but happily i had good reasons to keep myself alive and well. good books, good music, good films and good people surrounding me and keeping me warm, in and outside my organism.

hopefully 2025 will be even better, and more little things will be conquered and celebrated, as it should be.

the next year must be good, kind and full of delightful moments that will make our souls cherish all the time.

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❀ · ˚ ❛ favourite taylor swift performance outfits → 2010 NFL kick off . 

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Ever since I was 13, I’ve been excited about turning 31 because it’s my lucky number backwards, which is why I wanted to surprise you with this now. You’ve all been so caring, supportive and thoughtful on my birthdays and so this time I thought I would give you something! I also know this holiday season will be a lonely one for most of us and if there are any of you out there who turn to music to cope with missing loved ones the way I do, this is for you. There are 15 tracks on the standard edition of evermore, but the deluxe physical edition will include two bonus tracks - “right where you left me” and “it’s time to go” ⌛️ All *digital downloads* of the album will include an exclusive, digital booklet with 16 brand new photos. You can pre-order evermore now here.

📷: Beth Garrabrant

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thought of the day...

as long as harry styles once tweeted: i wish i was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair. 

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OH MY GODDDD

Micro maltese male

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“Look at you, worrying so much about things you can’t change. You’ll spend your whole life singing the blues if you keep thinking that way”

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i wish i was a bird and could fly away to the infinity.

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sunsets are a blessing.

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appreciate all the beautiful things that you have around you.