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Not an editor but i made this like months ago and thought id share

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obsessed w how many of these are actual titles. let's see "i see red"

(ty for the tag! ducks already got me lolol)

istg 90% of the time I will have a title for a fic before I have even finished writing the thing, it's a problem, so shamefully, every title on this list is an actual title despite this all being wips hahaha

I see Red is a fun one! It's a 4 Minutes re-telling focussing on Tyme and his anger, I would call it a slightly darker AU of the Tyme Great relationship timeline but it was dark enough already loool

Bonus snippet as a treat:

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Please tell me more about parasocial!

OOOOOH Parasocial is a good one!

The very brief summary is: post-canon kimchay have to deal with Chay's identity being leaked before they're ready, and one fan in particular who does not take Wik having a boyfriend very well

Here's a little snippet as a treat!

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thanks @valhallaforducks for teh tag!

rules: make a new post with the names of all the files in your wip folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have wips.

Disclaimer: I have a frankly embarassing number of WIPs in my folder, all of which still being actively worked on at any given moment, so I limited myself to the most recent 10 (that aren't part of gifts, exchanges, or FTH and therefore secret)

symptom of us

clouds are hanging low (truth begins to show)

defend in place

holy water

new sensations, sweet temptations

hearts turn to dirt

parasocial

band-aids and bad days

Great's Anatomy

I see red

Some of these will be double tags! I apologise, but please do show us into your wip folder of shame, I can't be the only one: @the-cookie-of-doom @airgiodslv @shubaka @snickerdoodlles @belladonnawyck @sapphicblight @saturnskyline @emberfaye @minnarr

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Ahhh! Some absolutely lovely treats from the @mailed-it exchange arrived today! 🤩

3 Will Be Free postcard from @illuminutiae

Ahhh! I love this so much! The little nicks in the Three Hearts sign are such a nice little detail! AND THE ENVELOPE OF MEMORIES!!! AHHHH! They're all so sweet and delightful and my face hurts from smiling. You've captured their characters and dynamics so wonderfully in each of the memories 🥰. Thank you sooo much for this! Now I need to figure out how I'm gonna display this.... :')

Love in the Air postcard from @bluestjayy

This is such a beautiful collage (all of your collages have been beautiful, to be honest)! I must confess, I haven't watched LITA yet, but from the way you put together these images and colours and the poetic words on the back, it gives me a really good sense of their relationship 💙 (Yet another series I'll have to bump up higher on my to watch list 😂)

Bad Buddy postcard by @blacktsunami21

OHMYGOD!! EMBROIDERED NONG NAO????!!!!! I LOVE HIM! I CAN'T STOP PETTING HIM! I'm going to cherish him forever 🥰 This is soooo adorable aldskjf;awehfajs The stitched border is also a lovely touch! <3

He She It postcard by @snickerdoodlles

Ehehe, I already mentioned how much I love the imagery for this one but ahhh! The cracks showing the pool water underneath and the blurriness (yes, low quality screen caps, i know, but it works) and also, the way that one crack almost looks like Peem's gaze is piercing gazing directly at that impact point is chef kisses. 🥰

...This art block sticker is too real hahahaha <3

Thanks for putting this whole exchange together and letting me help out! I had a lot of fun with this. It's brought me a lot of joy and forced me to carve out more time to make some art and remember how much fun it is to create things--especially for other people! <3

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Ya boy just came out as non-binary to his parents today and the world didn't come crashing down around his ears! They actually took it kinda well?? We will see how it goes from here but for the first time in a long time I feel like I am looking out for myself. Like I am standing my ground, and like I am taking steps to exist in the world as authentically as I can

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This community is full of incredibly talented people

So I joined the Thai Media Postcard exchange run by @mailed-it and not only was it an excellent way to get creative and make gifts for other people, but I got to get some physical cards in the post too, and my god did the folks taking part deliver - this is going to be a very long gushing post, so strap in.

First of all, thank you to @shubaka for the absolute artistry that is a post canon peek of what Kim keeps behind his portrait now that he has Chay in his life (and I agree with you this is basically canon, this is exactly what happens, never mind his father's plots, Kim has a man to love, and that's taking up ALL his time).

I love this card so much, the effor that has gone into it is obvious, it's so creative to have it pull out like this and the colours in the hidden image really pop in comparison to the cool shades of Kim's "cool guy" portrait which I think is a really nice display of Chay's influence on Kim (and his decorating choices heehee)

Secondly, thank you so much @the-cookie-of-doom for the card that I kid you not made me squeal in delight when I saw it.

A KIMCHAY WEDDING - A SAVE THE DATE; there's so much about this I could write whole essays on, the attention to detail is astonishing, the aesthetics are simple but beautiful, and the writing on the back; just come for my whole heart why don't you. I will be displaying this so proudly.

A third thank you to @snickerdoodlles for the TWO treat postcards!!!

Incredibly heart wrenching blackout poetry for Paradise of Thorns, using the english translation of Rain Wedding by Jeff Satur, I could have cried. The composition is so beautiful never mind the INSANE artwork that is on display as the background - just so much talent, Cookie, seriously.

And then you somehow managed to blow me away AGAIN with the Dead Friend Forever treat postcard?

I got shivers with this one. The Ouroboros symbology and the way that ties into the whole theme and vibe of not just the source material but the ficlet on the back-- which, also insane by the way, I have read this about nine times and I am still so entranced and moved and emotional about it. The brotherly feels. God. I love this so much!!

And finally, a huge and overwhelming thank you to both @shubaka and @snickerdoodlles again, for the collaboration gift that came to me, a collection of ficlets, each one a work of art in and of itself and then partnered with some beautiful scrapbooking imagery that somehow perfectly captures what I associate with each pairing?? Insane, thank you both, I was genuinely moved to tears by this:

Taking part in this exchange was so much fun, for creating gifts to give as well as the beautiful artworks I got in return, and I very much look forward to the opportunity to do it again. Thanks so much to Shirley, Cookie, and Kayla for running this event. It's been amazing!

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So I joined the post card exchange @mailed-it and they came in today! They’re so freaking amazing!

Thank you @epikhightechnology for the gorgeous Peaceful Properties postcard and @bluestjayy for the amazing 4Minutes treat!

I’m so happy right now, these made my day! 💕

Thank you so much for running and doing this exchange!

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Thank you so much to Cookie, Kayla, and Shirley for organizing the amazing @mailed-it QL fandom exchange! I had a blast participating and just received my gifted cards in the mail today!

My silly gay ass was lucky enough to receive the following KimChay card from @bluestjayy (screaming in fanboy rn cause omg):

And I was fortunate enough to get a bonus "The Sign" card with incredible digital art from the amazing @tayvengeance:

Nothing makes me happier than sending or getting snail mail, so my deepest thanks go to those who sent my cards and doubly so to the organizers for handling everything!! Ahhhh I hope there's another event like this one soon.

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So yesterday evening I opened my mailbox to a letter from the states and immediately went ?????? frantically trying to remember which friend could've sent it until realizing all !!!!!! that my @mailed-it postcard arrived already ✨️

I opened the letter last night because I couldn't wait but only took pictures today for better lighting~

I got this adorable Your Sky FahRak postcard by @diaospuppy

The colors! The Thai writing! This beautiful sunset scene! The snoopy plush 🥰 I was so delighted already when I read your username and then your little note, too~ Truly, thank you so much 🥹💕

...and this dreamy KinnPorsche KimChay treat postcard by @bluestjayy

Hi there, I am now the owner of the extra postcard you so lovingly crafted~ I don't know if the organizers intentionally decided on this one for me but the colors and floral vibes of your card are exactly my thing so thank you! ☺️

Thank you to Cookie, Shirley, and Kayla again as well for organizing this exchange. It's been so much fun! 🙂‍↕️

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Equally as terrible at remembering to take part in tag games, I am here, tagged by @airgiodslv and fulfilling my duty to the sacred art of Tumblr tags 🫡

Rules: share the first lines of ten of your latest fanfics (or up to if you have less!) & tag 10 people.

Some of these fics are standalones and others appear in my most recents because they're longfics I have finished!

1. Mirror Mirror: cold glass and knotted steel

2. Hidden Costs: If a tree falls in a forest, and there's no one around to hear it, does it make a sound?

3. If it were more than a kiss, I'd lose it all to you: There are a lot of reactions Chay expects to receive when he presents the folder to Porsche.

4. Got those eyes on you: There’s something oddly comforting about a crowd.

5. Is this even true (am I without you): Pete has been here before.

6. Won't be pretty, won't be sweet: Apple is–

No. Not Apple. A fruit, certainly, but not Apple.

7. He told me I was holy: It’s against all proper etiquette for Chay to acknowledge that gravel stones from the drive are clicking against his window.

8. Party of silence: Far too long after Sunshine had expected to be given an update, one appears to him in typeface.

9. Bad romance: It’s cliche to say, but it all happens so fast.

10. Lost my selfish esteem: Kim doesn’t like unannounced guests.

Some of these folks I am sure have been tagged already but I am spreading the joy!! @the-cookie-of-doom @emberfaye @shubaka @sapphicblight @saturnskyline

I realise that's not ten but I'm blanking on names (I am very sleepy deprived) so if you see this and want to take part this is an open invitation and I have now tagged you 💛

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idk if you have answered this but do you allow your fics to be bounded? i was thinking of book binding won't be pretty, won't be sweet as a birthday gift for my best friend, but i of course want your permission to do so first! x

Hi!! Oh my god thank you so much for asking!

I allow my fics to be bound on a case by case basis, depending on what the binding is for and where it's going to end up etc.

I would happily give you permission to bind wont because pretty, won't be sweet for your friends birthday! I'm truly honoured to be asked

If it's also alright I'd love to see the final product once it's finished?

Again, thank you so much for asking, I can't wait to see what you do with it 💛

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if theres one thing jeff is gonna do its have sexual tension with himself

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Wide shots

4 MINUTES (2024) dir. Ning Bhanbhassa Dhubthien

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architect brain hasn't been able to let go of this scene transition parallel with screens and curtains in ep 3 / ep 13. is this anything?

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Can I sleep inside the net?