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whenever i see a post about someone wondering how an  asexual and a sexual can be in a healthy relationship there’s always someone being applauded for saying well asexuals can have sex too or just because someone’s asexual doesn’t mean they won’t have sex but i have never, not once, EVER seen someone say well hey, some sexuals don’t have sex. you can have a full relationship without sex. just throwing it out there

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Child of the Goddess

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this image... brings me pure joy...

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Yooo I'm Nathan's friend, I'm telling you now. could I commission you sometime in the next two weeks?? i'm not sure what I want atm, but I'll be sure to hit up again when it time.

Heyo, nice to meet you! And absolutely! Thanks for the heads-up, I've got a comms price sheet floating somewhere on this blog to let you know my terms and stuff. I can hunt for it in case you haven't found it yet, it'll just take me a bit cause I'm about to head out

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We can roll back time Before we were broken inside Leave it all behind Forget the world for awhile Or maybe we'd be strangers And we never needed fixing We'd be okay Because we nеver met at all

Hey so incoming spoilers for Kain’s storyline under the cut, if you don’t want any of that now’s the time to scroll away.

Now, do y’all mind if i scream into the void for a bit

Illin’s death at the end of the storyline really :) upset me :))) KAIN JUST ISN’T ALLOWED TO HAVE EVEN ONE (1) FRIEND FROM HIS DAYS IN THE DRAKAS HUH. AND IT’S DOUBLY UPSETTING BC ILLIN’S WHOLE THING WAS ABOUT HER WANTING TO LIVE AND HAVING SURVIVED FOR AS LONG AS SHE HAD IT ANGERS ME SHE JUST GETS MURDERED (and Kain barely even REACTS, SIR YOUR SISTER JUST KILLED YOUR FRIEND) AND HER DEATH ISN’T EVEN LIKE, FOR PLOT. LUSKA KILLS HER AND THEN THEY JUST MOVE ON,,, THE WAY I CLEARLY CAN’T. AND THIS ISN’T LIMITED TO JUST ILLIN, OH NO, TIRAG AND VIAS GET THAT TREATMENT TOO. Which I find especially weird for Tirag since like, he at least got the honor of actually having a drawn headshot with multiple expressions, tbh I seriously thought he’d at least do more but, I guess not.

And I know character death is like, a staple of Maple, this ain’t my first rodeo folks, I know that getting attached to side characters is just asking for pain but like, it’s frustrating because of the attempts at a build up for story. Kain’s storyline is kind of all over the place and really confusing until you take a second look at it and realize “oh THAT’S what they were trying to do, badly” (they,, really didn’t handle the memory manipulation all that well, it’s really difficult to figure out to what extent it’s being done on the Drakas, bc they clearly aren’t all getting hard resets (a la Zero), but more like their perception of how long they’ve been there is being fucked with? plot did not explain this well) which is doubly frustrating bc the potential is tHERE. I LOVE THIS EDGY IDIOT WITH A HEART OF GOLD AND I WISH HIS STORY WERE BETTER.

I’m particularly upset about Illin because (besides just liking her and being biased) she’s the only one who lives after the other’s get offed and like, you get these tiny hints and fragments of background and possible growth as a result of her survival that you think are gonna pay off in some way since everyone else is dead (like, seriously, WHY did past!Kain trust past!Illin with the coordinates to his home and WHY IS THIS FACT SO DOWNPLAYED, WE COULD HAVE GOTTEN BACKGROUND ON THEIR LIVES IN THE DRAKAS AND THE PEOPLE THEY WERE BEFORE THE MEMORY FUCKERY BEGAN. BACKSTORY ON KAIN’S RELATIONSHIPS WITH THE OTHERS IN HIS GROUP. Not to mention, Kain and Illin start off pretty distrustful of each other, despite (or because of?) their shared history as members of Drakas, but slowly Kain goes from ‘I’m not sure, maybe she would be the type to stab me in the back’ to ‘Hey Shadowdealers, look out for this woman, she’s a good person’. Like it’s such an interesting dynamic that could’ve been explored more, where they both could’ve worked through their shared trauma of what they went through and maybe heal and grow as people and learn to trust each other and others,and Kain would actually help her get that fucking collar off, bUT NO. NONE OF IT GOES ANYWHERE AND I AM ANGY.

To quote myself rambling at Ivy: GIVE ME THAT 'Distant and Unwilling (bc of Drakas) Co-workers' to 'Uncertain Allies' to 'Awkward Friends' to 'ACUTALLY FUCKING TRUSTING ONE ANOTHER' TO LOVERS THAT I CRAVE, NEXON

Idk, it just feels like his storyline Really Could Have Been That Deep. The potential for a lot of stuff felt like it was there and just, wasn’t explored or elaborated on (bc everyone interesting just, gets killed). I know that’s not exactly odd for maple (seriously stop cramming plot into the first 30 levels and then completely cutting us off until farther off, few levels), but coupled with the pacing it just, left me wanting. I’m just a tad disappointed, nexon :’)

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SF turned 14 a couple of days ago and so I decided to draw something for it. This series will always hold a special place in my heart <3 The source of many a fond memory, it deserved better treatment back in the day, but I’m glad it’s garnered more support in recent times. I really do hope we see more of it someday!

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this was just thrown together for a friend who wasn’t 100% when i mentioned i was ace. this is mostly based on how i personally feel so i hope i didn’t offend any of you =)

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Saw one of those neat art challenges that have made themselves popular as of late and decided to take a stab at it with my girl, Blue. Surprisingly relaxing to do~

Twitter ver.

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~Foxgloves have both positive and negative connotations. They are said to both heal and hurt, and in the language of flowers, they are often associated with insincerity.~

It’s a couple of hours early for me, but it’s technically the 14th on the app so here we go. Happy birthday you beautiful, teasing menace.

Now will your dang SSR come home.

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~Autumnal~

Wanted to give this contest a good old try, even if I probably won’t win because of a lack of people. But also I will take any excuse to draw toto/mc fluff. Damn it I loved dumb fox man’s dumb route. Pls keep these stories going Voltage, don’t leave me with these interesting plot cliffhangers, or this rabid need for more fluff.

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Perhaps some Futaba/Toichiro fluff hcs? I'm riding the high after reading his route, but my doodling can only fill the void so much. ;w; Thank you!

Fluff hc’s for the fluffy boi. (Admittedly I still need to finish reading the route, but bonus is no route spoilers for those who haven’t gottena chance yet!)

-Toichiro is perfect for wintertime cuddling. He runs warm, and has floofy tails.

-If they’d cuddling while his tails are out, Futaba always finds herself absentmindedly petting them.

-Toichiro was hesitant to let Futaba into the darker aspect of his life, until she out-stubborned the fox. Her out-stubborning him only made him fall in love with her more.

-Toichiro is always kind and playful to the kits at Kitsune village. He’s played with them, taught them how to properly prank, and even helped some of them do their hair.

-He of course, was certain Futaba would laugh at this apparent change in personality. After all, he’s supposed to be the suave noble. Of course Futaba adores that side of him.

-The kits of Kitsune Village weren’t sure what to make of this human…Until she started playing with them too. So of course when the elders had qualms with the relationship, they were outnumbered by kits led by Kogare and their amused parents.

-Toichiro will absent mindedly braid Futaba’s hair. Or purposefully braid it. She has woken up from naps with expertly braided hair. Toichiro of course denies everything.

-Futaba joins Shizuki in being exasperated with some of Toichiro’s more…elaborate pranks.

-Shizuki is just glad that there’s someone who can help him wrangle his master.

-So of course there are days when Futaba’s tea and pastries are perfect, while Toichiro’s have been subtly messed with.

-Koga teases Toichiro about “Finally finding a woman to settle with.” Toichiro sends him a crate of peaches.

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The Day After

“We’re second to none. The best team ever.”

And the ‘Day After’ dialogue, or ‘Aftermath’ in GMS’ case, continues its streak in succeeding to make me emotional. So here’s this semi-recent piece to celebrate its release. Damn it, I just want this group of idiots to hug, is that so much to ask.

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Hello everyone! Here is the first chapter of my next fic, not-canon fluff for Toichiro Yuri/Futaba Saotome (MC) of Ayakashi: Romance Reborn, written for Fluffvember day 9 prompt “losing a bet.” Hope you enjoy! <3

(Please pardon my repost of this, the fic was not showing up in the tags and I was advised to delete it and post it again to try to fix that. Thank you for your patience~)

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Hello everyone! I went and did the thing! Here is a link to my brand-new AO3 page, where I hope to finally post my fics for the first time~ There’s only one posted for now, but I plan to add many more in the near future. I’ll be posting them here on my Tumblr as well. I hope you enjoy my work, and thank you so much if you decide to check it out! <3

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Inktober Day 31: Ripe

And that’s a wrap! Thanks for taking a look~ This overcomplicated my life for the month but I’m satisfied that I completed it anyway~

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Inktober Day 30: Catch

And what a catch it was!

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Inktober Day 29: Injured

Inspiration really kicked me for this day, which could be good or bad depending on who you are.

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