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Im embarrassed to read my own blog...

It's interesting to read back on some of the things I previously thought, man shit has changed. I got accepted to university that's pretty coo. Not really an activist of any kind anymore either, more focused on the education of myself than spreading bullshit from an uneducated perspective. Education is important I think people lack the understanding of how important it truly is until they reach a level where its finally applicable. Really anyone who doesn't have a grasp on how the economy works, and how politics work should not talk about either. That means you, you crazy hippies. The thing is, politics and economics have been around forever they are the foreground of civilization, even anarchists follow a political spectrum that doesn't believe in leadership, but it's still politics. 1960's San Francisco was great, we get it, save it for burning man. /rantoff

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Success makes life worth living, I studied hard and got the grades i needed and that makes it all worth it, only steps away from the life i want to live.

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Here is something you cant understand, How I could just kill a man.

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In the end everything we do, is just everything we've done

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"When you're so good that it isnt cool to sound cocky anymore" Eminem that sir is a paradox.

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Live for the tomorrow, experience the today, and enjoy the past.

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We are instinctively hypocritical. An ignorant man ignores this fact, A balanced man understands this fact, and an enlightened man conquers it.

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I might be alone on this, but when I die I want a comedian to host it, a clown to be there. Only my most favorite music to be played and everyone gets free drinks on my lasting money. Death should be celebrated anyone who cries for me is getting called a bitch by my ghost.

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Yea, I have no clue whats coming, nor do I have any clue how to find out, But I got dreams and I got goals and anyone who isnt in support of them, or understanding will be left behind in the dirt, and that is how it goes. Natural selection, evolve or die.

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Where are all the Tool fans at?

ROLL CALL!

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Using this account as a real blog now, powering down for the day good night (havent slept yet currently 1:25 pm)

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That awkward moment when you realize tumblr is just a day delay copy of Reddit

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conspiracy theories are the worst thing to happen to man

Yeah its fun to sit back and fantasize about all the evil "movie like" situations that could be happening, but thats just a distraction. How about big issues that are actually happening in our world right now that we know of? Tax for example, the empire of socialism. Someone in a position of power has convinced you that it is okay to take the money you have worked hard for, and to put it to use for somebody else. Without your permission and without your control. How long would it take for you to get fed up with the 10 guys who keep coming to your house asking for your food? At first it wouldnt be so bad youd feel good, then youd get pissed off because these guys have become moochers. Well its way worse than that, the government isnt even asking nicely they are demanding. The socialist government believes they have the right to your life liberty, and property, and you want to worry about some illuminati bullshit?

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A 4 am Ballad

A Shift in tides an utter fallacy revealed

so simple to see yet to deep to yield

a hard mans ideas destroyed by smooth water

Looking for the truth but he only found fodder

to think true enlightenment could have been found

what arrogance to believe and so spiritually bound

the answers sought to questions that should never exist

erase all previous memory and mark it off the list

the direction in which he went caused him to get lost

confident in his path like something straight Robert Frost

A cheat sheet to guide him through the maze

but the twist is it was all just one big haze

delusional and psychotic an idea such as that

but no one smart enough could show him that

he had to figure it out for himself, hard as that may be

only research and new knowledge could set his mind free

the mind is tricky, it forgets who runs the show

see conscious isnt master, when the brain truly knows

The brain lies, cheats and tricks the man

to direct him where it wants in its master plan

but the man became sentient aware of such process

so he abandoned what he learned, turned away and cut his losses

set his destination and started a brand new journey

politician, economics, but probably just an attorney

doesnt really matter aslong as hes aware

the fantasy world is hollow, theres nothing even there

it sounds as though the journey has ended truly it does

but that isnt the case of the seeker only the end to what he was

the seeker man is excited for his journey has only just begun

memento to leave and never come back may he be no prodigal son

his journey will be treacherous that is something very true

but happy he will be because everyday there will be something new

push the envelope at every chance and see it fold away

prepared now is seeker man so come what ever may

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I apologize, I was delusional for a moment there

To think that psychedelics are some sort of key to the spiritual world is absolutely insane and stupid, its as dumb as believing in God. Just like religion believing a drug has any other world properties is illogical. To believe in such a thing is to admit you disregard logic and reasoning, and if you abandon those then you are a religious fool. Neurologically there is nothing that can connect psychedelics to anything but your own brain. To assume such a thing is a ridiculously over estimated leap of conclusion. One that should not be taken lightly. Yes these drugs can change your life, show you a perspective you never understood, but its something thats always been inside you. A trip is only a projection of your own brain. There is absolutely no evidence of any sort that any drug can transport you anywhere because it doesnt, what it does is use the power of the brain to convince the consciousness that it is somewhere else. This can be done with hypnotism aswell. I am abandoning all refuge once had in psychedelics. I am not falling for anymore delusions. Sorry for the year of my life I wasted on such foolish ideals.

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Am I who I think I am?

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There is absolutely nothing in this world I want more, and there isnt anything in this world I fear more.