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vent post ┐(´～`；)┌

I haven't been able to draw or do much of anything I enjoy for a long time and it makes me feel incredibly hollow. I don't really have anything to offer other than my art since I barely have a personality so I'm just kinda rotting off in a corner doing almost literally nothing at all.

It's not like I don't still have a desire to draw; I have lots of ideas and things I want to create but I physically can't make it happen no matter what I try. I genuinely feel so broken on top of the illnesses that already make things hard for me on a regular day. It feels like I'll never create anything again and that everything is just fading away

Every now and then I think about if that last drawing of Luna was the last thing I ever posted. I wonder if anyone would miss my characters. Probably don't know them well enough but idk I'm not planning on anything drastic anyways

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I've only just really learned about plurality stuff recently and it seems really nice

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trans women are everywhere and are so eager to be seen and heard but only if they feel safe around you. if you hardly ever have trans women interacting with you, especially online, then consider there might be a reason for that and you should address it

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Concerto for Philodendron & Pothos

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i forgot to post this here teehee

happy easter!

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Penny pokemon save me 🫠 + epic bonus version 😳

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A bunny girl and Gardevoir for easter~

Pandora is confident as always, but Rebecca's a lot more shy 🤭

EDIT 3/30/24: I forgot Pandora's thigh scars the first time hdhxhdjjsk

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these two have issues

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The only "i eat my yugioh cards" jokes that are really funny are the ones about what Dr. Mad love and I are gonna get up to

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Been getting fed up with bigger drawing attempts lately so I took a break and painted a Smoochum instead

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redraw thing

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voiceless

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The creature ever. You are Everything.

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wtf there's some kinda weird ogre thing on my couch

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I really don't think I was meant to connect and interact with other people, all I do is get paralyzed with fear over any kind of interaction and shut down. Even just something like a notification about a comment on my art or a DM has me terrified to even check it for days on end. It's a miracle someone like me has even one friend, let alone a partner